Hi everyone. I am back now. Bhula ti nahi hai koi na mujhe... Hehehe. I know u all love me, I don't know why though.. hehe. Chalo aaj we have nothing from the makers for the future episode, so I thought of writing something.
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Anuj can see from her face that she is hurt, something is off. Her face was always the reflection of her heart. He can see her heart through her eyes. But how can he missed something that important. He was worried about his sister Mukku from last a few days after his discharge from the hospital.
But what he saw today was something that pierced his heart. She has tears in her eyes and it was because of him. Yes he can never think of hurting his Anu even in his dreams but unintentionally he did.
He didn't told her about his baby sister. But then why was she so upset. He can see expectations from her eyes from him. Expectations for what? He loved her for 26 years but never expected anything from her. So is she expecting something, but expectations arises when someone has some feelings. So this means that Anu feels something for him?
Anuj was in his thoughts while going home with Mukku. He texted Samar to drop Anu at Kapadia home as he has to leave the party because of his sister.
He reached the front door. He was nervous that how he will face Anu when she will open the door. He rang the door bell twice.
Mukku: Anuj are you mad, apne ghar ke bell kaun ring karta hai and that to when the whole family is outside home.
She laughed aloud looking at GK and made a gesture that her brother has gone mad. GK opened the door with the keys.
The house was dark as night without moon in the sky. Anuj has became pale with the thought that Anu is not here. But he told Samar to drop her here. So what has happened.
With every moving tick in his watch he restlessness is increasing. He cupped Mukku's face and told her to play around in the home as he has something important to deal with.
Mukku: Aisa kya kaam hai jo itni raat me you are going, it's 11 at night. And mujhse bhi jyada important kya hai tumhe..
Anuj: tumse jyada nahi, it's as important as you. So aaram Karo and I will be back in max 2 hours. Please don't create any trouble for GK and behave untill I come back.
He throw his medicines from his coats pocket at the entrance table and ran down the building to grab his car. He called Anu but there was no answer he got. He then called Samar but he was still not picking the calls. He then has to call Toshu but result is same. So in the end when he has no choice he called babuji and got the information that Anu was not feeling well so she left the party but her whereabouts were still unknown to him.
So he rushed to her home praying to Krishna Ji that everything should be okay, her Anu should be okay.
Anu was at her home sitting at couch with a glass of water from last 30 minutes but was not able to gulp a drop of it. She knew that what Anuj is now in her life. She wanted to move ahead with Anuj. But what all has happened today, her confidence in herself which she was building brick by brick is now broken. She has given herself a chance to move ahead in her personal life but she is feeling sad just by the thought that Anuj didn't told her about his sister. The matter is not that big but for her it's the matter of trust. She feels that Anuj didn't consider her that much to share about his family. She has never hidden anything from him and expected the same from Anuj to not hide anything from her. She knew that he has only her who stays in his heart from more then 2.5 decades so she knew that he is loyal to her. But not sharing about family is something which she is still processing.
She don't want to ask him as she too think that he might misunderstand her that she is being intruding or she don't trust him.
She was in her thoughts when she hear the door bell. It was late at night. She was scared to open the door so she didn't opened it. In a few seconds she got a MSG on her phone from Anuj asking her to open the door. So she did.
She was in the same black saree open hair. Anuj came inside in a hurry. He was about to ask the same question and got her answer without even him asking.
Anu: mai thik nahi hmm.
Anuj: mujhe chai banani hai... Baitho couch pe...
He closed the door behind him.
Anu: aap kya bol rahe hai, kisi ke ghar aate hai to chai Pini hai ye bolte hai,....
Anuj: mujhe banani hai...
He removed his white jacket while Anu followed him to the kitchen.
Anu: aapko kya ho gaya hai.. aapki tabiyat thik nahi hai. Aap baithiye, mai bana deti hmm.
They were having such normal talk that nothing had happened between them.
Anu: waise mai puchna to nahi chahti but aap itni raat me yaha kya kar rahe hai.. aapko to Mukku ke saath hona chahiye.
She wanted to hide her pain but it was visible on her face. He can read it all over her face.
Anuj: you were not picking my calls. Kyu? Mai bhi puchna nahi chahta hmm because I know mera haq nahi hai but I will still ask, yaha kyu ho? Ghar pe kyu nahi gayi? And please meri chai banane me please meri help kar doo..
Anu gave him all ingredients. Anu was about to say him not to take stress but to sit as he is still not okay. But she knew that Anuj is not going to agree to her. He finally made tea for both of them and carried it to the couch.
She has so many questions in her mind. She want to shoot all of them at once. But what if Anuj didn't like her questioning him? She do not want to keep it to herself. But before she could shoot any question, she looked at Anuj who was already looking at her. He has guilt in his eyes.
Anuj: Anu please tum mujhe daant lo, gussa kar lo, bas chup mat raho. You can even hit me, I will not say a word, bas mujhse baat karo. When u were not picking my phone, you have no clue it has become so hard for me to even breath. I know tumahare sawal hai. But un sabka answer karne se pahle meri baat sun lo. Uske baad tumhara jo bhi decision hoga I will accept it
Anu as a relief that atleast they are talking and she knew that this conversation is much needed.
Anu (looking straight into his eyes): aapne mujhe bataya kyu nahi, mai ye nahi bol rahi ki mujhe Jan na hai but family ke baare me to. Matlab mujhe laga ki aap kuch bhi nahi hide karenge. May be maine umeed kar li jo aapne 26 saal nahi ki. Maine socha aasan hoga rishte me hoke umeed nahi karna but maine kar li. Suri, mujhe nahi bolna chahiye.
She looked downwards. She don't want him to look into her teary eyes. But there is nothing she could hide. Her almost tears were shooting like an arrow in his heart.
Anuj: Anu aisa nahi hai, mai chupana nahi chahta tha. Mai bas apna pyar jispe sirf or sirf tumahara haq hai jo chupaya tah. But pata nahi kyu wo bhi man nahi karta. Wo pyar bhi jatane ka man karta hai. Mera bas chale to I would have told you the number of breaths I take in a day. Mukku is my baby sister. She is my responsibility. She is just like Pakhi for you, she is my child in form of sister. But past me kuch aisa huya that she left me and 10 saal se we have an on and off relationship. Maine hi use itna bigada hai. Papa and mom nahi they to use jo chahiye hota tha no matter mai deta tha use. Bas kabhi use bol nahi pay ni kitna pyar karta hmm use.
Anu: Mukku pyari bechi hai. Mujhe to acha laga that you have someone. Bas pata nahi kyu bura laga ki aapne muje batana zaroori nahi samjha. Mujhe lag to raha tha ki aap pareshan hai. Mujhe bura ye bhi laga ki aapne muje iss kabil bhi nahi samjha ki mai aapki pareshani share kar saku... Pyar se responsibility ek kadam aage hi rahti hai. Par pata nahi kyu mai aapke jyase nahi hmm, maine umeed Karli...
They both don't have any clue that now the conversation is not about Mukku but about Anu's confession. It is going in that direction where she wants to say something that she wanted to say from last few days.
She is worried but at the same time she is now relived that atleast they had this conversation. There Anuj was in a aww what he has listened, did she say umeed. He too want to jump out of his no umeed zone but how, he don't know that.
Anu took the cups to place them on the kitchen platform but her saree pallu got stuck somewhere. To her surprise, it was not stuck but Anuj held it. Anu was again pink. All negetive thoughts in her mind flew away. She asked him to leave it. But he denied.
Anuj: nahi mai nahi chodunga, tumhe datna hai to wo bhi kar lo. First answer my questions, tum Ghar kyu nahi aayi yaha kyu ho...
Anu: aap almost thik ho gaye hai...
Anuj: baat ye hai to mujhe kabhi bhi thik nahi hona hai, because if i will be better to tum muje chhodke chali jaogi. Mai aisa bimar hi thik hmm. Nahi hona mujhe thik, isse tum paas to rahogi. Mai nHi chahta ki tum jao kabhi bhi...
Anu: nahi jaungi kahi... Aapko chhodke. But usse pahle aap medicine le lijiye..
Anuj told her that he is not carrying medicines as he forgot it at his home so he requested her to come back home and again take care of him and this time he prayed to Krishna ji that her stay at his house should be forever.
Anu: ab to chhodiye saree... .
Anuj: nahi, pahle ye batao that from so many days what were you trying to say...
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Alright, I am stopping it here only. Do let me know how was it. Uff ye meri fantasy dikhegi is OS me đ.
CID
