Originally posted by: musicalstorm
Surabhi please read this message carefully. What you had to hear in this forum, I really feel sorry for that. But I dont believe in badmouthing anyone. I have never done this in my real life too. You have a beautiful gift of staying strong and expressing your view points and thinking innovatively.
I am introverted girl with open mind. I write and get praised (This is my life in IF) . Now in real life, I confess here. I have few friends. Or you can count 1 best friend I have and rest all so called. Why do I have few friends? Because I am all different from all. I dont fit in the criteria of a modern girl. I am very simple, a girl who is not the most beautiful. a girl who hates make up, a girl who loves Indian classical Music (not fitting in todays modern trend), I was very studious, I am not photogenic generally (sometimes I get good clicks), so whom will my posts status with?. People needed someone is who hot and happening as their friend. And I was not. I am very different and that's why now I am very alone now. This is what you have been feeling in IF
You know I love Sanskrit, I am into Indian Classical Music, I have so much knowledge about Godly things, other than this I know famous Sanskrit shlokas. I am not good into the practical aspects where finance, money, science is involved (openly confessing) but I am good in all the artistic terms. Sanskrit is third class in front of English. No not at all. If my friend thinks this way that their thoughts are regressive. My positive points are much stronger than negative. Same goes to you. My negativities haven't bothered me much
Dear Surabhi, in my family, there was a day, my one family member is very stubborn and she wants me to sing Bollywood stuff, but I dont like it at all. Do you know that day I was scolded in front of all the family members by that member saying Why I am doing this? This is a third class style of singing. People made fun of me I got so much angry that day and I cried alone in my room. I was very much angry One cousin finds a way to provoke me always saying bad about my profession. I am very much emotional to all the things I am attached. Be it Anupama or be it my pet cat. In my whole family, everyone is stubborn. I try to understand everyone but no one understood me. I am very different and that's why now I am very alone now.
Just like you were mocked by IF members, which doesn't matters at the end of the day. My family members mocked me that day. Do you know the magic that has happened that few days after that I made a world record for India. Now I will like to say something about you. When I have argued with you during the Kavya molestation track, that it is a suspense and you said it is not. Must accept that you won that argument. I know you haven't come to win here, but at the end your thinking was right atleast for once. So I have left discussing with you, thinking that you may be right.
And on the forum members, it doesn't matters. I will say you better use some Emojis too in your reply. If you cant agree to someone than say I understand you too. We all want Love wherever we go. Arguments are Ok, but sometimes its Ok to leave it....Surabhi you might be a talented girl and different thinker so you have so much clashes with people. What you have experienced in IF, I have experienced in my real life...
Sorry if this message has offended you at all. If we all can be friends, Niyati hasn't badmouthed you nor even Tania. Hope we can normailse the situation here. May you all be friends again.
Regards,
Kosha
CID
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