<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff3300 size=2>22nd July
<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff3300 size=2><FONT color=#0000ff>I don't know really how to describe today, but the evening was particularly peaceful. </FONT>
<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff3300 size=2><FONT color=#3300ff>A funny feeling:</FONT> The lady was looking so intently at me while I was doing the puzzle that I had to somehow leave the room. It put me on edge.</FONT>
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<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff3300 size=2>Later in the night, Papa and I were in the balcony. There was a beautiful breeze blowing and the huge leaves were swaying and moving side to side. I was looking up at the sky. There was one bright star that was twinkling. Papa asked me if I was watching out for my mum. He said his mum was also up in the sky. He told me softly that he would always stay with me as long as he lived. I felt so nice …….. so happy. He said he would somehow keep the family together. I didn'tquite understand that ……it was very </FONT><FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff3300 size=2>profound.</FONT>
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<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#ff3300 size=2><FONT color=#0033ff>A comfortable feeling:</FONT> I love it when Papa is with me. And the trees made me happy. I enjoyed their movement……..just like my swinging. Were they copying me?</FONT>
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<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#9900ff size=2>With Papa a special rapport I do share</FONT>
<FONT face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color=#9900ff size=2>I love the way he gently strokes my hair </FONT>