Dil ki baat phir dil mien reh gayi ... Khamoshi thi kal bhi aaj phir baaqi ... Bas khamooshi hi reh gayi ...
Naa hum kuch keh saake aur Naa unhoon ne kuch kaha ... Mien tanha chali thi saloon pehle ... Aur aaj bhi tanha reh gayi ...
Who bina kuch kahe mujh se ... Mera sab kuch le gaye ... Aur mien aaj bhi khali haath reh gayi ...
Yeh kaisa saath hai humara ...
Yeh kaisa saath hai humara ke .. Hum-kadam hukar bhi who humsafar nahi ... Who mere sab kuch hugaye magar ... Mien aaj bhi unki kuch bhi nahi ...!!
With a smile on her face she was still thr standing in that very hall greeting every guest a bye .. n like every time they were again miles apart ...not just in walking distance but by heart as well .. Receiving all the praises n applauds just as he walked her down the dance stage he was again that very boss she was accustomed to ..left in a mid of all those masses she was again lost ..lost with her own broken heart ..but this wasn't knew ..in last 5 years thr were in-numerable moments when she felt her heart being crushed under his walking away steps ...but this time with her naked feelings the pain was all the more ...those few moments with him on the dance floor she bared her heart to the man she loves the moest in this world n yet all what he did was to just walk away without a word ..without a second look even ...was just wiping away her tears enough ..?? did he really thought she was crying for nothing ...or he never understood anything ...?? Thr were actually so many questions that she could do nothing but to be thr n wait for him to be back n answer them ...Alas ..!! when he walked in the party again he never looked at her ...even that one look which was all she was gifted with was now gone ..n then she smacked herself to reality ...HE NEVER NOTICED U APART FROM BEING HIS EMPLOYEE THAN HOW THE HELL WILL HE UNDERSTAND THE REASON OF UR TEARS ..n everything again came back to the very point it all started ...
Geet : adi sir ..umm ..aap pls baqi k guest ko c-off kardoge ...ill ..ill leave now its too late now ..
Adi (with a genuine smile) : sure iss mien pls wali kiya baat hai ..waise bhi its just another 30min.s n every1 will be gone ..
Geet (with a slight smile) : hmm .. chalo phir ill leave good night ..
Adi : good nite ..n drive safe late hugaya hai
Geet : I will ..bye
With a fake smile she made her way out while passing by the guests ...just at the exit gate she glanced back n saw Maan conversating with Mr. Sinha ..normal completely just as he was when the party started but how easily he changed all this beauty for her she thought looking at him calm ...
n with a sigh she wiped the little wetness from the corner of her eyes n hurried away from the party to change in the hotel room n leave this place n get away from him ..
Dard jo aaj usski ankhoon mien dekha hai .. Maaf karde ae khuda mujhe .. Ehsaas huya hai abb jaakar ke .. Anjaane mien uss pari ko kitna Dukh mene de diya hai ...
Jaaon kaise saamne uske yeh bata mujhe ae dil .. Sharmenda jo apne ap ko mene iss kadar kar diya hai .. Ashqoon ne usske mujhe ..kya batoon Aaj kitna daara diya hai ..
Meri kismat mien nahi kisi ko khushi dena Aaj uske aansoon ne yeh baat .. Ek baar phir sabit kar diya hai ...
Door hai woh tu kya huya Dil ko aaj bhi sukoon hai mere .. Ke abb bhi yahin kahin aas paas hai woh Bas iss hi khayaal ne mujhe khush kar diya hai ... ***
It was so difficult to stand thr in the mid of all those people who unaware to the emotional trauma he was going through were so adamant on praising him ..he never felt so irritated with all the claps n applauds ..knowing that the shaking girl beside him was getting scared of all these people n even he was ..for they don't know what they enjoyed was not just a dance performance for them ..it was way too deep a moment that actually led him to the depth of her hearts ...her eyes had always been the mirror to her heart n soul but today the image of pain it showed shook him completely ..
He always loved the fact that he can read n understand the emotions she hides from the world but today the intensity of her pain ..pained him like never before his resistance hurts her he knew but it pains so much he never thought ...still with the past he had stopped him to go ahead but her pain all the more encouraged him to stay away from her ..
He loved his parents n showed them ..he was his mum's fav child ..dad was his buddy but they left him at the age when he didn't even completely understand what death means ..n than thr was his elder bro .. thr was a huge difference of age b/w the 3 childs of Khurana family ..n so only maan's elder brother was able to take a v.good care of maan ..
dadi maa being held up with an infant aniee n the KC was completely free from maan's worry for she knew his elder brother will take good care of him n he did too ...n than the love of his life came as a mother figure in maan's life who pampered him n aniee to the very limit ..actually spoiling them 2 as his brother use to say ...but than the 2 of them did seeded true values n good morals in both children ..
But God again gave him the punishment to love someone so dearly ..just as he came in Final year of BBA they both died in a plane crash ... life never let him have what he loved ..n he simply can't afford to loose geet this time ... he is happy having her by his side silently knowing that is just enough he won't greed for more ... never again make the same mistake for the 3rd time .. yet the thing he failed to understand in his fear is ..if u don't hold on to a thread so thin tight u might not even get to know when n how the thread will slip off from ur clasp n u'll be left empty handed ...
He saw geet walking out of the party but couldn't dare to look at her again .. how easily a human being can run away from his deeds ...face what he want n runaway from everything he don't want to .. sinful human nature ..
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Almost after an hour almost everyone was gone ...in an empty hall maan was sitting on the steps of that very dance floor when adi came informing him that the hall is going to close n they should leave .. by the look of his boss he knew maan is just physically here n mentally lost somewhere else .. but obviously he couldn't question him ..
Adi : sir umm .. late hugaya hai I think humien chalna chahiye ..
Maan : tu sab guest chale gaye ..??
Adi : ji sir ..
Maan : n hall band karna zarori hai ..
Adi ( laughing in his style) : ehehe hee hehe e .. sir its past 2 ..aapko neend nahi aayi ..
Maan (lost) : usko itna dukh dekar mujhe neend kaise aayegi aaj ..
Adi (couldn't hear his almost mute voice) : ji sir ...??
Maan : nahi kuch nahi ..uppar room mien kuch files rakhi hain ..mien lekar aata hoon than we'll move .. I'll drop u ..late hugaya hai ..
Adi : right sir ..
Maan would have long gone but a few voices in the corridor stopped him in his track n he knew it was geet .. the high pitch voice of her was alarming n a few notion clearly depicted geet was struggling against that jerk Varun Sinha ..but he couldn't locate them at the lavish corridor of this hotel ...instead the voices went high n higher making him go mad with restlessness ..
Geet (was moving back while he was advancing towards her) : leave me ...sir plss jane dijeye mujhe...aap.. aap hosh mien nahi hain ..
Varun (geet had hit the wall n he trapped her with his giant structure) : really ...hu sakta hai .. (tracing her face with his filthy hands ...making geet jerk her face sideways trying to move out of his sight but couldn't ) .. waise bhi tum jaise larki ko dekhne ke baad koi hosh mien reh bhi kaise sakta hai ...
Geet ( she started pushing him away while he held her hand tight in his clasp) : jaane dijeye mujhe sir plss ..choriye mujhe yeh kya kar rahe hain aap ..leave my hand ...(geet was loosing her patience).. I said leave my hand ..choro mujhe ..warna mien ..
Varun : warna kya han ...?? Kya karlo gi ..?? ..waise maan ke saath dance karne mien tu koi problem nahi thi ..woh choye tu bhi koi problem nahi hai ...tu mere saamne yeh attitude kyun han ...
Suddenly thr was someone screaming for her ...the voice was un-mistakably maan's ...geet could nvr make a mistake with this one ...with a jerk Geet freed herself off his hold n slapped him hard ...she may be naive in understanding such approaches but she isn't week to keep numb when somebody advance towards her ...a girl's will defend her dignity is probably the strongest emotions a girl harbors within n the her strongest weapon as well ... her eyes were filled with tears but the instinct to defend herself was way too strong ..with a sudden fire in herself she pushed him away n just as he fell down she heard 2 steps coming thr way n ran only to dash into maan ...
her breathing was shallow n maan's face was filled with wrath ...but varun unaware to the presence of another person continued spitting shit ..
Varun : tum indian girls ka yeh hi problem hota hai ... boss ke saath kuch bhi chalta hai ..but koi aur saamne hu tu sati savitri banne ka natak karti phirti hoo ..
Geet was too shaken to hear any of his bullshit but maan did ..n if geet wouldn't have been clinging to him ..surely at this moment varun sinha would have been part of history ...but the shaking form of geet n her tear striken face stopped maan to increase any kind of violence ..
Geet (hugging maan hiding away from tht pervert) : wohh ..sir ussne ...pata nahi kahan se aagaya ...mien tu apna cell phone lene wapis aayi thi ...but wohh ...yeh ...
Maan (cupped her face in his palm n wiped her tears away) : shh .. kuch nhi huya ..mien aagaya hoon na ..kuch nahi huga .. Varun (stood up hearing them both n with stumbling step walked upto maan) : oh god maan stop it .. bacha tu mien bhi nahi hoon ..mere saamne yeh natak kyun ...?? Aur mien kuansa isse life time k liye maang raha hoon ..just one ...//
Maan stepped ahead n punched him hard on his face before he could complete his words n the drunk jerk fell down bleeding ...while geet clutched onto his hand from back clearly geet was hell scared to bear any more drama for tonight ...n so only maan held her hand n starting walking away when varun uttered the cheap remarks of the night ..
Varun : itni possessiveness kyun maan han ... tum se pehle bhi iski life mien koi raha huga ..tumhare baad bhi aayega ..this is commercial world ..iss jaisi larkiyan kaise yahan tak puhanchti hain yeh tu tum bhi jaante hu aur mien bhi ...
Maan turned too quick for varun or even geet to realize n punched him hard on his face n he fell down almost unconscious ..geet was trembling with fear when looked at her but a strange confusion was thr in her eyes as if she was trying to understand something ...n he knew geet didn't heard varun's last word or even if she did she didn't understand what he meant not at least now ...may be she will if she thought about it all in more clear n calm state of mind ...but maan didn't wanted tht ...the confusion on her face n the fear in her eyes was the last things he wanted to see on his geet's face n with a desperate attempt he cupped her face in his hand n made her look into his eyes
Maan : look at me geet ...meri taraf dekho ..(it was probably the most difficult thing for them both ...thr was so much pain in hr eyes n equal fury in his tht it made it impossible for them both to maintain an eye contact but she did ...she did looked up to his face when he spoke).. u trust me right ..?? (a tear pearl slipped down her eyes n she nodded like a child when he wiped the tear trail ever so gently).. tou phir rona band karo ...stop crying ...nothing happened geet ..u r safe ,,mien hoon yahan tumhare saath kuch nahi huga ..
Geet (tears falling down her eyes while she spoke with hiccups) : wohh ...woh usne aisa kyun kaha ..mujh jaisi larki ...(she sobbed hard while maan closed his eyes he knew geet couldn't handle such crude words)... mene tu uss se baat bhi nahi ki thi party mien ...sachi sir mene nahi kaha tha kuch bhi .. woh khud hi mere peeche aagaya jab mien room se nikali mobile lekar ..tu usne ...usne kyun kaha mujh jaisi larki ..
Maan (maan opened his trying to control his temper each word of explanation only triggered his fury n the urge to beat that basdard to death but she held geet in his protective embrace n walked away) : chalo yahan se geet ...
There were manager with security walking in on the floor ..
Manager : mr. khurana yeh sab kya hai ..is everything ok ..humien ek customer ne room se complain ki ke yahan kuch log shor macha rahe hain ..
Maan (st) : kisi larki ki awaaz par bahar nikal k mada karne ki tou sochi nhi magar yeh complain karna zaror yaad raha ...
Maan : nothing manager ..problem solve hugayi hai ..sharaab ke nashe mien apni had bhool gaya tha yeh ... mene yaad dila di ..
The manager eyed geet who still lost in varun's words standing behind maan n understood everything that might have happened ..n maan took geet out of the hotel .. maan ordered the chauffer to bring his car when he saw geet standing outside the shelter of hotel porch getting drenched in the slight drizzle as numb as ever ..he walked to her not knowing what would be the words to get everything normal again but s always all he could do was call her name ..
Maan : geet ...
She turned with a dead eyes staring at him with confusion ...it looked as if she wasn't aware of the drizzle soaking her wet nor the tears that just dropped down her lashes burning him in the fire of hell .. n before he could say anything he felt his mbl vibrating it was adi's call ...as always not being able to see her distressed form he walked away at a safe distance to attend the call ..
Adi : sir aap kahan hain ...??
Maan (still looking at geet who was now facing her back to him) : umm .. adi kuch imp kaam yaad aagaya tha ..tou mien nikal gaya ...sorry ..tum ..tum ek kaam karo ghar chale jao ..koi problem tu nahi hugi or ill ask some1 at KM to send u a car ..?
Adi : nahi sir mjhe koi problem nahi hugi ..but sab theek hai na ..aap ...aap pareshaan lag rahe hain ..
Maan (looked at geet wondering if really everything is fine but sighed n answered him) : nahi sab theek hai ....(lost in his thoughts).. aur jo nahi hai ...ussko theek karna mujhe aata hai ...
Adi (he couldn't hear him properly) : ji sir ..??
Maan : kuch nahi kale k kaam karna office jaldi aajana ..kuch imp files hain finish karni hain ..
Adi : alright sir ...(maan was about to cut the call when he stopped him).. sir wohh ..
Maan : kya huya ..??
Adi (hesitant) : wohh sir ..geet ...geet aapke saath hai kya ...?
Maan (looked up n saw where geet was standing n then looked around if adi was anywhere near them but he wasn't) : umm ...nahi ...I mean wohh tu kafi pehle hi nikal gayi thi na ...??
Adi : ji sir ..pari ne bhi kaha tha wohh change kar k nikal jayegi ...but actually mien aapko aur car ko dekhte dekhte hotel ke side parking mien aagaya n yahan geet ki scooty parked hai ..
Maan (relieved he didn't know what happened a few minutes ago) : han wohh actually mene use office ki car se drop karwa diya tha ..late hugaya tha kafi iss liye ..
Adi (relived that geet would be fine) : oh ..ok sir thank u ..mien tu darr hi gaya tha uski scooty yahan dekh kar ..uska mbl bhi nahi lag raha ..
Maan (thoughtful n then answered as if he was not concerned at all) : hmm ..aur kuch ..
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coderlady @coderlady
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1 years ago
Varun learned his lesson the hard way.