Chapter 13
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'and he wants to involve me in his life...',
I watched her every expression while answering her questions. She was not angry, she she actually patiencely listening to me. Like I said before, she was always very patience with me.
'What do you think about him'? Yes that is question I wanted to answer. What I think about him. I would tell her and may be she will help me out of this. But no word came out of mouth,
'I ..I have always wanted to stay alone..' and could manage to speak this much. She knew my reasons! She was with me at the phase of my life when I made myself what I am now.
'This was not the answer of my question beta.. Do you trust him'?
'Yes..', yes I do trust him, still there is no assurance in it and that is what making me more confuse. Trusting someone means you actually giving them rights to hurt you and which would affect you in the worst way.
'Then what is stopping you beta? Think what your heart feels about him...', she caressed my cheek and got up from my bed. She didnt clear my confusion but I was relived to some extent. Dont know how but she managed to soothe my senses, I was able think properly about what I am going through.
'One more thing my child,
When you will reach North feeling the fasinating beauty of the Aurrors you'd need someone to tell that 'look this view is so beautiful...',
Just think who will be there with you to listen you, If you want to stay alone'?
I didnt get what she said at the first time but her words echoed in my ears. What she wanted to tell is , I need someone to share my happiness with.
May be she was right. Sharing happiness matters, I remembered when Mom and Dad used to congratulate each other for their buisness success and I never missed the smile they wore. They were happy.
I remembered when Liza said she was in love , she wanted to share it with only me. Because sharing it with me mattered to her because she was happy and that surely made me happy too. Though she had break up but once she used to smile.
Its true, happiness is happiness . Anyone cant cant explain them on the basis of true or fake . A smile is a smile, no matter for what reason..real , virtual ! But you are happy. So I'd be happy if I will share my life with him ??
The question and answers both now making sense for me. She asked me what is stopping me? Why? Because she she didnt want me to stop, she too want me to give into this.
And what my heart feels about him? Like each time I saw his face or eyes, his intimacy , all the things bringing that alien feeling back. He was right , I am falling for him more. And now I am sure, he could handle the disaster I am...
His POV
I just watched her exit and Liza came standing next to me. She was giving me those quizzical looks as if I am the only culprit around there.
'What exactly you two talked that she is behaving like a ghost'?
'I swear my words didnt kill her...' , I said with horror in my face. Its her best frined asking me about why she behaved that way. And I didnt want to be culprit of her infront of Liza. She trusted me and I hoped I maintained it. So without thinking anything other I told her every word what I said to Ria.
But her expression scared me again. Whats with these women all falling into silent after my words?
'Dont worry! She will be fine..she has guts enough to hear the truth about her just she'd take time to accept this. Nothing else', her answer relived me to a great extent. My fingers crossed, hoping only she wouldnt take it all in negativ way. I cant afford to lose her. May be one day she will open up in front of me, of what she is thinking, her wishes, her desires in life.
'Fine.. She could take as much time she want, because she is the one and only for me..', I smiled at Liza and she returned the same.
'Thank you so much Arjun.. She needs someone like you ...' she said turning opposite and uttered , 'And someone not like Him'. I thought of Thomas but turned to notice my only short time lost "best friend", between a bunch of girls with attitude as if he own the world and telling them something . The girls expressions were somewhat like they havent heard those things never before.
I looked at Liza who was just getting irritated.
'Hmm.. He is not the one for her , she was right', I said and both us laughing out loud .Vampire-queen 2014-11-01 01:50:09
I watched her every expression while answering her questions. She was not angry, she she actually patiencely listening to me. Like I said before, she was always very patience with me.
'What do you think about him'? Yes that is question I wanted to answer. What I think about him. I would tell her and may be she will help me out of this. But no word came out of mouth,
'I ..I have always wanted to stay alone..' and could manage to speak this much. She knew my reasons! She was with me at the phase of my life when I made myself what I am now.
'This was not the answer of my question beta.. Do you trust him'?
'Yes..', yes I do trust him, still there is no assurance in it and that is what making me more confuse. Trusting someone means you actually giving them rights to hurt you and which would affect you in the worst way.
'Then what is stopping you beta? Think what your heart feels about him...', she caressed my cheek and got up from my bed. She didnt clear my confusion but I was relived to some extent. Dont know how but she managed to soothe my senses, I was able think properly about what I am going through.
'One more thing my child,
When you will reach North feeling the fasinating beauty of the Aurrors you'd need someone to tell that 'look this view is so beautiful...',
Just think who will be there with you to listen you, If you want to stay alone'?
I didnt get what she said at the first time but her words echoed in my ears. What she wanted to tell is , I need someone to share my happiness with.
May be she was right. Sharing happiness matters, I remembered when Mom and Dad used to congratulate each other for their buisness success and I never missed the smile they wore. They were happy.
I remembered when Liza said she was in love , she wanted to share it with only me. Because sharing it with me mattered to her because she was happy and that surely made me happy too. Though she had break up but once she used to smile.
Its true, happiness is happiness . Anyone cant cant explain them on the basis of true or fake . A smile is a smile, no matter for what reason..real , virtual ! But you are happy. So I'd be happy if I will share my life with him ??
The question and answers both now making sense for me. She asked me what is stopping me? Why? Because she she didnt want me to stop, she too want me to give into this.
And what my heart feels about him? Like each time I saw his face or eyes, his intimacy , all the things bringing that alien feeling back. He was right , I am falling for him more. And now I am sure, he could handle the disaster I am...
His POV
I just watched her exit and Liza came standing next to me. She was giving me those quizzical looks as if I am the only culprit around there.
'What exactly you two talked that she is behaving like a ghost'?
'I swear my words didnt kill her...' , I said with horror in my face. Its her best frined asking me about why she behaved that way. And I didnt want to be culprit of her infront of Liza. She trusted me and I hoped I maintained it. So without thinking anything other I told her every word what I said to Ria.
But her expression scared me again. Whats with these women all falling into silent after my words?
'Dont worry! She will be fine..she has guts enough to hear the truth about her just she'd take time to accept this. Nothing else', her answer relived me to a great extent. My fingers crossed, hoping only she wouldnt take it all in negativ way. I cant afford to lose her. May be one day she will open up in front of me, of what she is thinking, her wishes, her desires in life.
'Fine.. She could take as much time she want, because she is the one and only for me..', I smiled at Liza and she returned the same.
'Thank you so much Arjun.. She needs someone like you ...' she said turning opposite and uttered , 'And someone not like Him'. I thought of Thomas but turned to notice my only short time lost "best friend", between a bunch of girls with attitude as if he own the world and telling them something . The girls expressions were somewhat like they havent heard those things never before.
I looked at Liza who was just getting irritated.
'Hmm.. He is not the one for her , she was right', I said and both us laughing out loud .
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