Chapter 11
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'and If I could go beyond that
into the depth where you trust no one not even yourself,
where you think everything is unreal
into the That darkness you think will keep you secure',
I said it all and she didnt even blink her eyes. She was listening to me. She stopped all her struggle to escape and her hands are now by her hips.
' you have created a world within yourself that you are not letting anyone else to enter
because you think that anyone might hurt you
you always wanted to stay at a safer side not realising that you are hurting youself, but you dont want to be hurt by any outsider
you dont want to be changed from what you made yourself..
But believe me Riya , tears dont make people weak', she was fighting with her tears and may be she was strong enough to hold them back. But why is she crying? Did I hurt her?
'And why are you crying Ria'?? I would not ever forgive myself if she is hurt because of me. Before I could hold her she just slumped on the floor closing her eyes.
I too bent down sitting beside her. Right now she is making me feel like a criminal? What sin I committed that is breaking her inside? May be I just spoke too much!
'why are you so silent'? I asked taking her hands in mine looking intently at her face.
'You dont know, its tears decide only if you are weak strong...you just have to hold onto them or let them fall and..
And today I am feeling weak
You just have to make me weak', she accusing me!
'You know I could fight the wrold right now but never with you..
Yes, now I am weak in front of you..
Can you see my tears...yes you can and they told you I am scared, insecure, cowards and Weak'? What is just worng with her? She is taking it all opposite, I never meant to say in that sense.
'But why you want to fight me Ria..I am not here to defeat you or to make you feel weak.. I just want to tell you that..' will she even understand what I am trying to say .
'You have said what you wanted to said, I listened and agreed.. Now let me go', she said abruptly throwing my hand away and got up, and thankfully I was quick enough to grab her hand again!
'You didnt hear my answer Ria.. What I have always wanted from you..
It's only you Ria
I want to involve you in my life
I want to share my life with you..
You are the perfect person for me..' , yes I have already involved her in my life and she will have to give in.
'No one is a perfect person Arjun.. And now you are asking for too much', she said struggling to free her hand.
'I am a disaster and will create uncountable storms in your life
I am weak, you need a strong person in your life, who'd rather handle you
I am a coward , you need a fighter for yourself..
I even know black magic if you remember? Enough reason not to involve me in your life! Now if you are done with your words leave me, I have there a lot many people to handle too..',
'Listen one more I why I want you in my life..
Because I Love you..' and that instant second I freed her wrist. Surprisingly she didnt move an inches distance from her position. This is the last straw and I dont want to hear something that would turn everything uspide down. I wanted to become hnest with her and she made it the reason why I should not ask her to stay in my life? She just used my own words to offend me.
She turned back to look at me again. Her eyes were dry but anyone could say she was crying. And what I noticed she didnt utter a single word from her mouth. Now she is scaring me. But I should think otherwise..
'I know your brain has got some over work so take your time..', I should leave now. I have already messed up with her brain and also have seen the opposite results , not anymore.
I took steps ahead parting away but she was still there as if something froze her. I didnt knew these three words have that effect on her. Women women women nature. They will rattle about the whole world is against but only thing that would shut them up is these words. Why didnt I said it earlier , may be she could have taken it in other way.
'Riya, lets get out of here..no is here except us..come on', I went back to her, embracing her by my side securely, signalled her to walk through my eyes and now we are walking out of the corridor.
We reached the party area where now half of the college students were present and I heard someone calling Ria.
'Omg, Rii just look at you, I knew it.. You are still roaming like this here , for gods sake now stop this 'duty' things and get ready', Liza came out of nowhere and started giving Ria fashion sense, and noticed Ria was still in a Jeans and Black Tee while the rest of people are in traditional designer dresses.
'Woah! So you two talked'? She said looking continuously towards us and may be the way I was holding her. All the time Ria was silent and suddenly she started walking away towards the exit gate.
Vampire-queen 2014-10-27 13:36:57
into the depth where you trust no one not even yourself,
where you think everything is unreal
into the That darkness you think will keep you secure',
I said it all and she didnt even blink her eyes. She was listening to me. She stopped all her struggle to escape and her hands are now by her hips.
' you have created a world within yourself that you are not letting anyone else to enter
because you think that anyone might hurt you
you always wanted to stay at a safer side not realising that you are hurting youself, but you dont want to be hurt by any outsider
you dont want to be changed from what you made yourself..
But believe me Riya , tears dont make people weak', she was fighting with her tears and may be she was strong enough to hold them back. But why is she crying? Did I hurt her?
'And why are you crying Ria'?? I would not ever forgive myself if she is hurt because of me. Before I could hold her she just slumped on the floor closing her eyes.
I too bent down sitting beside her. Right now she is making me feel like a criminal? What sin I committed that is breaking her inside? May be I just spoke too much!
'why are you so silent'? I asked taking her hands in mine looking intently at her face.
'You dont know, its tears decide only if you are weak strong...you just have to hold onto them or let them fall and..
And today I am feeling weak
You just have to make me weak', she accusing me!
'You know I could fight the wrold right now but never with you..
Yes, now I am weak in front of you..
Can you see my tears...yes you can and they told you I am scared, insecure, cowards and Weak'? What is just worng with her? She is taking it all opposite, I never meant to say in that sense.
'But why you want to fight me Ria..I am not here to defeat you or to make you feel weak.. I just want to tell you that..' will she even understand what I am trying to say .
'You have said what you wanted to said, I listened and agreed.. Now let me go', she said abruptly throwing my hand away and got up, and thankfully I was quick enough to grab her hand again!
'You didnt hear my answer Ria.. What I have always wanted from you..
It's only you Ria
I want to involve you in my life
I want to share my life with you..
You are the perfect person for me..' , yes I have already involved her in my life and she will have to give in.
'No one is a perfect person Arjun.. And now you are asking for too much', she said struggling to free her hand.
'I am a disaster and will create uncountable storms in your life
I am weak, you need a strong person in your life, who'd rather handle you
I am a coward , you need a fighter for yourself..
I even know black magic if you remember? Enough reason not to involve me in your life! Now if you are done with your words leave me, I have there a lot many people to handle too..',
'Listen one more I why I want you in my life..
Because I Love you..' and that instant second I freed her wrist. Surprisingly she didnt move an inches distance from her position. This is the last straw and I dont want to hear something that would turn everything uspide down. I wanted to become hnest with her and she made it the reason why I should not ask her to stay in my life? She just used my own words to offend me.
She turned back to look at me again. Her eyes were dry but anyone could say she was crying. And what I noticed she didnt utter a single word from her mouth. Now she is scaring me. But I should think otherwise..
'I know your brain has got some over work so take your time..', I should leave now. I have already messed up with her brain and also have seen the opposite results , not anymore.
I took steps ahead parting away but she was still there as if something froze her. I didnt knew these three words have that effect on her. Women women women nature. They will rattle about the whole world is against but only thing that would shut them up is these words. Why didnt I said it earlier , may be she could have taken it in other way.
'Riya, lets get out of here..no is here except us..come on', I went back to her, embracing her by my side securely, signalled her to walk through my eyes and now we are walking out of the corridor.
We reached the party area where now half of the college students were present and I heard someone calling Ria.
'Omg, Rii just look at you, I knew it.. You are still roaming like this here , for gods sake now stop this 'duty' things and get ready', Liza came out of nowhere and started giving Ria fashion sense, and noticed Ria was still in a Jeans and Black Tee while the rest of people are in traditional designer dresses.
'Woah! So you two talked'? She said looking continuously towards us and may be the way I was holding her. All the time Ria was silent and suddenly she started walking away towards the exit gate.
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