Sushant's Last Post for His Late Mother Speaks of Negotiation; Reflects a Lot of Heart-Wrenching Emotions

Sushant Singh Rajput breathed his last on June 14, 2020. The actor died an untimely death by hanging himself from the ceiling fan of his residence in Bandra, Mumbai.

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As we were looking at his Instagram account, we saw that the 34-year-old actor's last post was for his late mother on June 3, 2020. The actor's mother died when he was just 16-years-old.

Sharing a collage of his picture with that of his mother and wrote: "Blurred past evaporating from teardrops Unending dreams carving an arc of smile And a fleeting life, negotiating between the two...# Maa"

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Sushant's rumoured girlfriend Rhea Chakraborty was quick to react to the post  and dropped red hearts. Producer Ekta kapoor too also commented on his post with hearts.

But now, when we repeatedly read the lines that he wrote in the caption, we realized that the lines he penned for her hold so much meaning and run very deep. It speaks of negotiation between his past and his future dreams, between his tears and his smiles.

Earlier, Sushant had penned a poem in memory of his late mother. He had written, "As long as you were, I was. Now just in your memories I come alive. Like a shadow, Just a flicker. Time doesn’t move here. It’s beautiful, It’s forever…Do you remember? You promised that you would be with me forever, and I promised you that I would keep smiling no matter what. It seems we both were wrong mother…"

During the promotions of his film MS Dhoni: The Untold Story, Sushant has opened up about his mother and told DNA,

The way I looked at things then and now, they are very different and I cannot go back to doing that. It’s unfortunate. But everything that used to excite me, doesn’t excite me that much now. I don’t know why. No relationship, no success, absolutely nothing... If she was alive, probably it wouldn’t concern her, but just because something has changed inside me, everything has become so insipid. It takes a lot out of me to force myself to get overly excited about things and probably this is the reason why I like acting so much. Because it helps me get away from myself.

- Sushant Singh Rajput