SINFUL LOVE SS, chapter 5,page 21,22/3

Here is a new story of mine ..

I know i have to complete 2 of my stories..

I will complete one among them as early as possible ..

Here is the prologue tell me how is this ??

If its interesting then i will continue ..

Tell me how is this ..

SINFUL LOVE

My dear dairy ..i cant share my pain with anyone except u ..I feel like i lost everything .I lost myself. I made a blunder which cant be amended in any possible way .what happened to me last night ??how could i do that ?Its against my values.My conscience blaming me that i did an unforgivable mistake in my lifetime .Deep inside my heart there is a feeling that i didnt do anything wrong ..Unlike other girls who lose their control out of attraction,lust. Or infatuation i lose myself in love ..yeah i love him then .I love him now and i will love him forever.. He doesnot know that i love him even i dont know till yesterday.

Then i looked at myself in the mirror after what happened last night for the first time ..I am not the same girl anymore .I am not that cute,bubbly , innocent shy girl anymore ..one thing that happened last night turned my world upside down .It's not a big thing for most people but it's the biggest thing which happened according to me ..what if the person whom I loved loved me back it would be all different then what Happened would have been blissful etc..etc. I might have used every synonym of joy for my condition ..

Now back to reality from fantasy it's SCARY ..it's the only apt word for now ..I am looking like a ghost ..eyes were red and swollen ..all the energy drained out because of last night happenings..see till now I am blabbering everything but didn't say what Happened Hai na...I can't use bad words ..so in simple I lost my virginity to the person whom I loved since I was 13.One part of me extremely happy another part screaming at me with disgust and agony for being happy ..

Tick tick clock struck 7..

It's 7 am I looked at time panic stricken ..I don't know what to do .I have to face maa, every member of my family and then after an hour have to face him at office .My hands are shivering ..I don't want to go to office .I won't go today .. tomorrow . I don't want to go ever ..I want to hide myself here ..A question arised in my mind ..for how long i will hide here ..May be for lifetime ..I don't want to live anymore ..heart replied ..Are u out of ur mind why should u die ??If every girl thinks like u then this work would be girl free by now ..my mind said ..My heart is making me feel sad but my mind is making me smile ..so I have to listen to my mind I decided.

Where am I ??I looked at the surroundings then noticed that I am at sonal's home ..I am at right place at right time ..I will talk to her ..no before that I think I should talk to him..The thought of calling him reminded me a flashback scene of last night ..I have to use all dirty words for what happened last night ..then I remembered the single sentence which brought me back out of my passion ..

THANKS FOR THE AMAZING NIGHT Ms. sharma ...

Thats it ..gud night 😃

Chapter 2,page 10
Chapter 3,page 14

Chapter 4,page 18

Chapter 5, page 21

As for the prologue i would say its nice and very different from all other stories of urs.so well done sweety.👏 I knw u will write this story very nicely.so,please go ahead.😳

Update the first chapter soon 😃

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Continue soon .😛

Thank u mishthi di .

I hope I will meet ur expectations ..

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Thank u shams di ..

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Thank you buddy ..

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Thank u Maya di ..

U will get to know whether he loves her or he is going to fall for her or used her ..

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