I am not sold yet!
Today's episode left me wanting - wanting more clarity on what really happened that day (my hope of dolly's son is dashed with this ðŸ˜), wanting to understand how SK does not remember any of this, wanting a more stronger reason than 'I cannot lose her' for walking down the path of deceit and lies, wanting more in terms of KV's acting...
I realize that there is more to unfold in the days to come. But, coming off of a great episode the day before, yesterday's left me a bit numb and lost as to what I feel.
Not to criticize KV's acting. I think they were going for shell shocked. And he did that well! He had the lost, the deer caught in headlights look and I thought he nailed it.
But, a decision as momentous as this needs more flavours of poignant emotions from him - I want to see him breakdown, I want him completely undone and unraveled, I want him emotionally so cornered that he cannot see a path out of it but this, I want to see remorse and guilt from him for going down this path, not just for what happened, I want to see his characteristic rage towards Naani and Karuna ma for putting him in this spot, I want to see him utterly crushed with helplessness and desolation, I want to see more depth to his love for her than - you are mine and only mine and I cannot lose you, I want to see his struggle to make peace with this reality, I want to see him make amends to her in ways unheard of,...and the list goes on and on...
I can buy this storyline, I just want them to sell this right...