***Author's Note***
This is my fourth time attempting to post in as many days, and finally I feel in the right frame of mind to do so. Each time I had previously tried, I literally had to tell myself to stop and give it another twenty four hours before your decide to take the route you are considering, which was to put this story on hold indefinitely.
Notwithstanding the fact that I cannot appreciate the direction ZKM has taken, which I know has affected my mood ( Curse me for falling into the trap of getting so addicted to another show like this😭) there are also other things going on that has upped the stress level in my life. Normally these things would not have affected me so adversely, and crazily not all of them are bad, but for some reason I have literally felt like I have been perpetually treading water: day in - day out for the past couple of weeks. Ironically, even though I know the pressure is short-term, and that I am in store an amazing July/ August: vacation/ 2 university graduations/ 1 milestone birthday celebration/ and most amazing of all our son's decision to bringing his girlfriend home (who we will be meeting officially in July) when he returns to Bermuda for his Dad's birthday, so she can meet the extended family😲...hello what is going on, could she be the one - my first inkling was to consider giving up the one thing I know that is my ultimate stress reliever - writing...Great idea Kelly.😕
Anyway, as to not make what I see now would have been a huge mistake, I've had to step back for a few days, listen to some music, watch a movie or two, and yes even re-read my some of my old stuff to remember how I enjoyed writing these stories and why I shouldn't abandon something I love, and in particular two characters I adore, and also what I think is a pretty special story.
So I am asking for everyone's indulgence to get myself together: I know that I am late, but I will get this next chapter out in a few days.
However, the next 3 weeks are sure to be torturous for me, as I have to start training two people to cover for me at work, plan a birthday party for my hubby and also get our guest bedroom sorted for before we travel to the UK at the beginning of July, as our special guest will be arriving a mere 4 days after we get back😕
I cannot guarantee how I consistently I will update in the next three weeks, but I promise I will, and more importantly won't give up.
Okay cathartic release over😊. Thanks in advance for your understanding guys.
Now let me get a meet worthy of MS and KK finalized.
I will PM as per usual😊
Kelly