Fatmagul DT # 6 - Page 50

@Pahal- More cheer haran for FG? Please tell me she won't get manhandled and molested by Mustafa 😭. I dont want her to get raped again. Please no 😭

Sehar, no she wont get raped again, but manhandled, definitely yes

@ngayou. You r right.Kerim kept in touch with the other three though he was not friendly with them . He is no hero . He could have gone to police ,meryam insisted that but he got along with yasraans to save himself ,decided to leave the country, Lied to meltem It was to prove his love that he told the truth to police. otherwise he was ok with this thing buried.

You guys had so many discussions and I wasn't present here!

Anyway, a big thank you to each one of you for such warm & delightful wishes! 🤗🤗 I'm just glad to be a part of this DT where I got to know each one of you, except Shanaya cuz I know her since Baraat series days. 😳❤️

@Gayu- Thanks for the whiteroses waala cake! 😛 And your rants on poor Gullie crack me up always! 😆 Though I even agree with most of the points. :P

@Vids2- Thank you so much for that token of love. ❤️ My all studs wishing me... *Safedul faints due to hyperexcitement* 🤪 *having different fantasies for each one* Yes I'll surely share them with you people! 😉 😛

@Shanaya- Thanks yaar! 🤗 I feel really delighted and proud to share my birthday with FK, can't honestly describe how much I love & admire him and the moment I knew of his DOB I was like- Go ahead, save whatever you want to from my dabba. 😉 *No rok-tok* 😎

@Sehar- Thank you for your wishes my Chan! 🤗 Aah, Bugra fantasies coming true... I'm not exactly sure what'll be my reaction at this but I'm not going to be in my senses after that for sure! 🤪 *Safedgul excited like never before* Its really a pleasure to know you and other people in this DT, of course I'm talking of besharam ones.

@Ayesha- Thanks dear! 🤗 Sure I'll keep posting my emojis, uske bina toh my posts are soona soona. 😛 You activated my besharam mind with that pic of Bugracim, he looks so damn hawt.

@Shruti- Thank you ji. And I totally second your post where you wrote that Gullie still thinks Mustafa used to be a good person but he changed due to Yasarans pressure, I mean, seriously? In this entire healing process of Gullie, this one thing surely goes above my head as to how she can still even think of that SOB? 😵

Right on all points, @Ramanika. Just one thing, Kerim might have decided to stay on with FG after they shifted to Istanbul bcos he always felt that attraction towards her, but seeing FG s unbearable hate towards him & her declaration baar baar that she hoped he died along with the other 3 & she didnt want to see his face at all made him stronger in his resolve to leave Istanbul & move some place else. Only after he realises he loved her & couldn't live without seeing her , he decides he wont leave her come what may. That s how I understood it atleast 😊. And yes, Kerim also didnt believe all that honorably till the realisation of his love, but love made him a better person. But FG was always a good gal, innocent, soft, kindhearted & much abused by her bhabhi! She s still the same except for her sympathy or whatever that she still feels for Musti, the scumbag & that s the eyesore for all of us currently 😆

Birthday gal is back, yayyy 😃. Hope u had a gr8 day, whitegullujii & am happy u agree with most of my rants 😉( would like to know which u didnt like so that we can argue entertaingly just as I do with dummyjiii) 😆😆

Doctor- How long have you been knowing them?
Erdogan, Selim and Vural.
Kerim- We all went to same elementary School.
D- I know itz disturbing for you to talk about them. But, also in reality you're friends. You're very close until that night isn't it?
K- It was just like that when we're kids.
Everything is equal when you were kids.You're just playmates.
D- What is bothering you?
K- I'm actually angry at myself.
After all those years passed, even after they're moved to Istanbul I kept feeling the same way about them.
But I was Kerim! The blacksmith, while they were the sons of Yasarans', son if Namlis'.
Hanging out with them, spending couple of month together, used to make me feel myself.
D- You were a child.
K- But I was aware of everything.
They were using me.
But I stayed quiet, just to be close to them.


D- When was the first time you saw Fatmagul?
K- Her herd of sheep was run in to the stream.
She was trying to get them out the water.
D- You had them by your side again.
K- Then i saw her again in Selim's house. I was going to talk to her. I had Vural with me. I couldn't.
And the engagement night! Everything happened just because of me.
D- Please, tell me without blaming yourself.
K- I was so proude, so proud to be by their side that night.
I did everything I could to be in par with them. I drunk together with them, I did take the pill Erdogan gave me.


K- I don't remember anything. Everthing was like a dream.
And then FG appeared from nowhere just like a dream.
I did point her out for them.
Maybe she would've just passed by, if I didn't.
I caught her! I handed her over to them.
I'm certain this guilty conscience will never go away.
I feel so guilty, there is no getting rid of this feeling.
I blame myself even when Fatmagul tells me that she loves me.
I want her to love me. I'm crazy in love with her! But I just cann't forgive myself.


K- I feel Fatmagul so close to me.
Feels as if we've been together for a very long time.
But I cann't forget the thing that brought us together. Just cann't forget our beginning.
My thoughts lead me back to that day.
As Fatmagul is moving forwards I feel like I'm going backwards.


K- Sometimes, I don't know what i'm going to do. I got someone in my head. Constantly blaming me.
I don't know how to silence it.
Beside all our efforts, I don't really know what will happen in the future.
Yes, I love FG so much. I'm certain of her love.
But when I think about the future, there is a lot of uncertainties in our life.
Both of our wounds still so fresh. I'm scared of not being able to get over them.
D- If you want to continue you journey forward, you must talk all of this with Fatmagul.
K- Yes, I will... I will but, I'm afraid to talk about the past & remind Fatmagul of things that she want to forget.
We took small steps, one step at a time. And we came a long way thus far.
I'm afraid to go back to the beginning.
I don't have the strength to live everything over and over again.
D- But if you two don't talk about it, you wouldn't be able to get it out of your chest.
It wouldn't just go away by itself, Kerim. One day, it will eventually remind itself again.
I think, itz time for you guyz to get rid of that burden.
That'll the only way of relief for you guyz.
This is the only way you can start a real relationship.
K- Do you want to know what I only want?Just wanna have a normal relationship with Fatmagul, like everyone else.
D- That's why you've to talk about it.
Look Kerim, your relationship had a different beginning then any others.
It developed in a different way. And you two've your own problems, that you've to solve together.

Originally posted by: ngayou

Okay, Gullu, here i come with my rant 😈...

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...PS: Phew, one of my longest rants & am still not feeling any relief from it 😕. Sorry, gals, once again 😆😆

@whiterose
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Happy Birthday!
"May life's brighest joys illuminate your path and may each day's journey make your dreams come true" 😊
Have a great time with all that you love!



May God always bless you! <3

Originally posted by: vidya0906

Uff Gayu uff, itni lambi ranting ke baad bhi jee nahin bhara...ab kya bachhi ki jaan logi tum 😲😆