MyThoughts- Epi 984

Soul- connection: I can't thank makers enough for showing the soul connection between AbhiN and Abhir today, along with the connections shown beyween AK- Abhir. It used to look so illogical that despite the bond Navir shared AbjiN never could feel Abhir's presence. I hope they remain consistent with it. I do not mind if they show the connection betn Abhir- AbhiM, but not showing it for Abhir- AbhiN was weird.

GharJamai/Beti ke ghar ka pani: I liked yesterday, when BP said to AbhiN that we hv to get over the derogatory cannotations of the word GharJamai. Even Beti ke ghar ka paani na pina is similar one. If a girl lives at her husband's house, why reverse can't be done and same with parents of the girls. I do not mind AbhiN living at Goenka house. He needs family too. What was bothering me till today was AbhiN's fixed mindset. In spite of loosing so much, I did not see him thinking about how he can grow economically or as a person which he very well can do living in Goenka house. AbhiN can even take nonfinancial help from Goenkas. Goenkas are business family, then taking guidance from them will not harm AbhiN.

Doing right: On one side, I hv been complaining abt AbhiN's overall lack of confidence and I want him to get confident. However, I do understand his lack of confidence too. AbhiN has low self- esteem due to lack of education, lack of family or blood relations, lack of money. The recent court order has just vindicated his opinions about himself. He lost his son due to lack of money, lack of blood relation.

AbhiN and AK are just simple human beings. They are sensitive who hv fears, who cry, feel weak, defeated from time to time. AbhiN had said, मै कहा कोई six pack वाला आदमी हूं | ये प्यार है जो लडनेकी हिम्मत देता है |

Whatever they are feeling, AK- AbhiN do the right things. Even whem feeling low, AbhiN said, they should think about Abhir's education.

Unlike AK and AbhiN, AbhiM lacks sensitivity. Till now, he has not realized the fact that Abhir is not happy with him.

MUs: There are going to be misunderstandings between Abhir- ( AK- AbhiN) even though they love eo enormously. I do not think Abhir- AbhiN convo would go well tomorrow. Abhir just wants his MaPa to take him home. He does not want any material things. Right now everyone is giving him THINGs and not love.

MJ- AR: AR is going to get kicked out soon. I would be so happy if that happens and it will not be an insult but her and Ruhi's freedom from that house. Today, AR said even after loosing Neil, MJ is not able to understand AK's pain. But, did MJ genuinely love Neil? Or he was more of a toy of AbhiM for her? Just like Dida does not love Abhir, she wants to own him as a possession. If she losses Abhir, she would still cry but not due to loosing love, but loosing possession.

As I see it, more and more heartbreaks are on our way, before we see some ray of hope, but I think the wait is worth the Endgame.

It makes me so said for Abhir. That poor child is going through so much. The fact that he thinks his parents let him go for financial reasons is revolving around his mind and he can’t bring out his emotions. It’s building up and it’s going to burst. And what’s more heartbreaking is when he’ll realize they did it because they had no choice and if he ever tries to dig into the truth of his parents separation, just too much a young age.