A little quick one shot on AkshNav, I am like a very amateur below beginner level writer so sorry if the one shot doesnt make sense.
The premise is: Abhinav sees Akshara and Abhi and thinks akshara still loves him.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Abhinav's POV
Shit, what the hell was he doing. Its clear as day that she still hasn't moved on. Its so obvious, that even after 6 years, she still only sees him as a stranger who she feels indebted to and nothing more, surely not a husband.
He laughs, he thought he finally had a family to call his own. A little world of happiness. But it was all a beautiful lie. Neither was the woman he called his wife truly his and neither was the child whom he called his nikkeji. But every day for the last 6 years, he has felt they were his, that their smile, tears, happiness , anger and every single emotion were his. Then why does it feel like it was all a lie today. Why does he feel like an imposter today? Why does it feel like he doesn't truly belong?
It seems he has been lying to himself for so years, believing that finally his life would be easier and be filled with happiness. He knew when he signed up for this marriage, that Akshara and his relationship would not be like a normal husband and wife, he knew that her heart was broken and that she wouldn't love him and honest to god he had no intention of falling in love with her but he doesnt know when during these last 6 years he slowly fell for her. He doesnt know when in the last 6 years he wanted more from their relationship, he wanted them to truly become one in all sense.
He wanted to be selfish this one time in life and not let her go and make her see that he was here, infront of her and that he would love her like she should be loved. But he couldn't do that. He promised himself that if she ever felt even 1% love for her ex then he would free her, he would support her. No, he couldn't keep her caged in a relationship, he wouldnt do that to her. She deserved to be free to pursue whom she loves. She deserves to build her world with those whom reside in her heart. She deserves happiness, both her and Nikkeji. He doesnt truly know what happened 6 years ago that Abhi and Akshara parted ways but he knows Abhi has a good heart and he will take care of them both.
He knew his heart would break leaving her and Nikkeji but he needed to do this otherwise so many lives would be ruined. He knew she would never willingly break their relationship, she felt too indebted to him so he would have to be the one to do it. He doesn't think he would ever love again, and each day would slowly kill him but he could live with all the precious memories of the past six years. The memories which no one in this world could take from him. He prayed to god to give him enough strength to go through this phase in his life. He will end this façade of their relationship after Kairav and muskaan's wedding. A few more days for him to make the last few memories before letting his whole world fall apart.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Akshara's POV
Her heart was restless tonight. She felt like something wasn't right, that a storm was coming. But that was so silly, because finally everything in her life was going well so why was she feeling this way.
Finally she had a small world of happiness to call her own. She had her son with her and her husband, so why was she feeling restless. In honestly, it felt a bit weird to finally accept Abhinav as her husband. Deep down a part of her always knew there was more between them, but today she finally accepted that she saw his as more than a friend and a saviour. She doesnt fully know when it happened, but its like slowly he built a place for himself in her heart. the same heart, which she has closed to after the hurt caused by Abhimanyu. It was like he slowly chipped away at her heart with his kindness, his patience and his understanding.
He has sacrificed so much for her and Abhir yet never asked anything in return. She doesnt know how someone can be so selfless and kind. He is truly a unique man, one of a kind. And he is all hers. A smile plays on her lips, as she thinks of her husband, her kind and supportive husband. Her Husband Abhinav Sharma.
She knows its taken her a while to come to terms with her feelings but she knows for certain now that she wants to grow old in her kasuali home with her Abhinav and Abhir. She wants to open her heart fully to Abhinav and let him take her body and soul. She wants him to colour her in his love. She wants him to hold her and whisper sweet words of promises and love. She wants his eyes to always seek her out in a crowd. She wants him to always be there by her side.
She doesn't deny the love she had for Abhimanyu. After all he was her first love, her first heartbreak, her first everything. Their love was passionate yet destructive, it burnt her, it hurt her, there was love but she didnt feel free. A small part of her would always care for Abhimanyu as he was Abhir's biological father and they did have a history. But the feelings she felt for Abhinav felt so different, she felt calm, peaceful and like she could breathe. The love she felt for Abhinav was different to anything she felt before, it felt sweet, content and selfless.
She needed to tell Abhinav about her feelings, she hoped he would also feel the same. She couldnt think of what she would do if he rejects her feelings and is only in this relationship because of an obligation. If he rejects her feelings, then this one time she wanted to be selfish and show Abhinav that no one can love him like she can.
She can't wait any longer, she need to build up courage and tell him that she loves him. That somewhere along the way, she fell madly and deeply in love with him.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
k a b h i s u n t o h z a r a
j o m a i n k e h n a s a k a
m e r i d u n i y a t u m h i h o t u m h i a a s a r a
13