Episode was ok for me.
Abhi is desperate. He doesn't know what to do.
He wants to hear his heart but the things infront of his eyes are showing otherwise.
He thought Ak will feel what he feels but what he saw is she is moving on. Here he can't breath without her and she is living her life. It's not a crime to live her own life and be happy. But it's for Abhi like she doesn't care about him. She lived this 1 yr apart like that only. In his eye she doesn't felt the pain like him. That is why when he saw her he just vent his frustration over her. It's like same he never showed his emotions to anyone else still it's her. His world is revolving around her only. His every breath everything is connected to her only and he is hating that because in his eyes she doesn't care. When she left him he can vandor around the world without caring anyone or anything but now he has a purpose and place to go but still he can't go, because of her can't decide to go. This takraar aur jhuta gussa is all bahana to see her and talk to her. He is desperate to find one glimpse from her one ishara from her that Abhi I'm still here please look at me, take me with u, Ilu...
Abhira relationship is not like manju harshu. Papa mama where typical hus-wife where pati was god in her eyes. Abhira were equal and they both treated themselves equally. Abhi always supported her and she always tried to understand him and his pov. This divorce thing is foolishness from both sides. Abhi done it in his anger to see what her reaction will be and AK in her anger signed it to show Abhi that If u don't care I also don't care. It's ego only.
Abhi is waiting for his Akshu to come to him talk to him calmly and make him understand, that what he is doing is all wrong, I'm here with u only. If we saw his imagination she is talking to him calmly the way she always do to make him understand everything. It's not like he is waiting for her to bend first, it's his yearning for her, to feel the love, her haq on him and to be back to their world. Before he met her he was alone but had people around him they saw him and he saw them also. But after she left he is lonely, it's like no one saw him. There are people around him he saw them but they never saw him. And he is searching for solace. His only comfort zone was his mom and now she is also gone so he is going crazy next person is AK whom he is angry so can't go to her.
21