Recently I have been observing raman, he seems lost. No smile on his face. Laughter is completely gone. Of course he smiles sometimes, but that smile never reaches his eyes.
For a while I thought it's Kp, but no, it's raman only.
Anyone would think it's about adi's death. It is affecting him badly, but no, that's not the real issue completely.
He did feel happy and excited about Ishita's presence in his home. He was doing kudkud with her like normal days during his backache fascio😆
Not that he forgot adi's death during those days, but these days he seems completely lost.
If we observe , it seems that raman changed that way from when tanya fiasco started. Exactlyfrom the point, where Ishita stood for him.
It's nothing new to him. Ishita will trust him that he will never link up with a woman no matter what. But it affected him so much.
He has hurt her miserably by calling her baanjh and cursing her for 7 births, but her support during his hard times did shake him up.
Something changed in his inner self. The pain of adi's death is still there and adding to that Ishita's support for him even when he cursed her.
His apology was not clear. He left everything to her, saying hope you understand and all.
I know I am not being clear, as myself I am not clear😆 but what I wanted to say is that raman changed into some new raman from the moment ishita supported him in tanya's fiasco.
Actually such a kind of support from ishita should soothe him, but he seems more distressed now. One side, adi's death and the other side his words for ishita yet her support for him, he feels guilty. Guilt and sorrow is a terrible combination. That's what raman is facing now. But cvs never highlight that emotion of his. Few scenes with ishita are enough proof. His way of behaviour with Ishita is itself a proof. He is not normal with Ishita. He behaves formal many times. We get frustrated with the thought, but it's different.
I've read some posts where his apology looked like a mere joke comparative to the intense words he used to hurt her, but his real suffering is inside him what he alone knows. I don't know I could feel it by seeing Raman. He is something different these days.
Why I wrote this entire essay is tbat I just wish cvs explore tbis condition of raman rather than just thrashing it off as some rubbish🥱
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