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Hello friends back with new update . This update is for Abha who asked for this update .
Part 12
A- this concern and crave is only called love.I m sure Raman too must be having same feeling ,you just need to talk to him .
Amma told this and continued her work saying this leaving a thinking ishita . She started reminiscing all their moments and realized how much they are found of and care for each other . After that she became silent as she was still thinking and discriminating between love and care .
All noticed that she is lost ,appa was about to ask but Amma signalled him to let her be within herself . Soon they had their dinner and all retired to their room to end they day . Raman was watching TV while ishita went to change in her night cloths . She came changing into night cloths and was arranging the washed cloths while checking him in equal intervals .He was watching TV while she was checking him again and again . Finally after much time Raman asked her "ishita what happened ."
I- mujhe ?,kuch bhi to nahi .
R- kuch nahi ,then why are you behaving weird .
I- weird ,kaisa weird . kya kiya maine.?
Raman opened his arms and called her to him ,she went to him ,he engulfed his arms around her and spoke " why I feel that you are checking me again and again . had I became bit more handsome in a day or what ".
I- nahi to .
R- then why are you checking ,kya soch rahi hain tu .amma ne phir kuch bola kya.
I- haan ,bahut kuch .
R- achcha amma ne bahut kuch bola , tell me also what she said .
I- that's what I m thinking ,how to start a conversation with you.
R- come on ishita ,bol na tu kab se itni formal hone lagi .
She looked at him and took a deep breath then spoke " she told me that we should become husband and wife ."
Raman narrowed his eyebrows and asked " kya ,what did you just said ?".
I- amma told us to became husband and wife .
R- what do you think we are now , se are already husband wife jaaneman .
I- no we are a couple but not husband wife .
R- ishita sweety ,I m not getting your language jaan ,will you please explain what's the difference between couple and hubby and wife .
I- (getting irritated )- Raman you are such a duffer ,main kya bol rahi hoon and what you are understanding .
R- that's what I wanna know what you are saying .
I- (holding his hands in nervousness)- don't tease me or get angry, its not mine but amma's thought .
R- bol to tu pahle then I will decide what I have to do ,daantna hai ya pyaar Karna hoga.
Ishita was still reluctant when Raman spoke " come on yaar ishita , its me only ,your Raman ".
I- its you that's why I m awkward .
R- you mean to say that if it would have been Avinash then you could have talked to him .
I- if it would Avinash then this talk won't have raised
Don't know why but Raman felt jealous listening to this ,he glared her and spoke " aisi kaun si baat hai which you can easily talk with him but not me ".
Ishita thought to talk straight and spoke " actually amma was asking about our relationship that if we had physical relationship or not ".
R- ok that's the talk ,that's why you were so awkward ,actually its nice that amma talked about it to you because I too wanted to talk to you about it but was not getting the words to start the conversation .
Ishita looked at him with questioning eyes when he spoke " tujhe yaad hai wo party wala din ,when you asked me to open you blouse hook ".
I- humm .
R- did you flet something in you with my proximity .
I(recalling )- humm ,I was liking your touches ,you know it felt so good ,I wanted you near me . I can't explain how I felt ,you know I shivered under your touch but then I regretted it .
R- even me too was liking it ,wanted to continue but stopped thinking about your reaction ,even I too regretted after that thinking how can I think like this about you as you are my friend . You know that time I regretted and chided myself but after that I thought a lot ,even talked about it to my friends . they made me understand that though we are friends but at the same time we are husband and wife as well as humans too . Every human had physical need which he/she need to fulfill and as it results in birth of a baby ,our society has started this marriage thing ,So that one man will be bonded to only one woman and they will make a family out of their love and relationship .
He saw ishita listening to him with great concentration ,he flashed his fingers in front of her eyes and asked " hey ish ,you are listeming to me na ".
I- humm .
R- so now we two are married and we have to make our family ,our kids like our parents had us .
I- matlab you thought dirty about me ,she spoke making a dirty face .
R- haan to tu biwi hai aur sundar bhi hai ,to kiske baare mein sochoon .
I- matlab here I m juggling between my mind and heart ,and you had already decided everything .
R- haan but when ever we will do it ,we will make it out of love ,not lust .
I- what's the difference between lust and love .
R- do I look like your professor ,that you are asking me one and another question.
I- arey nahi ,ab aaj baat ho rahi hai to bata de na .
R- love is when two people actually want to be together and get physical while lust is when two people are together for getting physical only and they part away after making out .
I- if you were thinking it from so many days why didn't you talked to me before .
R- because ,I was scared about your reaction.see today amma talked to you about this and you got mad at her ,that's why I was delaying .
I- to hum kab karenge ye .
R- when both of us feel like doing it ,when your shyness in front of me will go ,when the awkwardness of me being a man and you being a woman will be gone ,when our cloths will be kept together and you will not feel shy in changing in front of me .
Ishita was looking at him and was listening to him very nicely when he spoke " ab teri ye quarries katam ho gayi to can we sleep , I m surprised to know that how do you don't know all this being a Doctor . tu nakli Doctor to nshi hai na ishita ".
I- bilkul nahi ,I had my original degree samjhe ,even I knew about this .Maine bola na if it would be Avinash ,I think we would had already done this ,aur wo mujhse poochte bhi nahi ,as generally people do this in their first night but it was different in our case . we were friends but never thought like this na ,we had kissed and hugged do many times but never thought anything like that and when Amma asked to me ,I was tongue tied .
R- koi nahi ,its not necessary to do that in first night ,poori life padi hai . we will take it slowly ,ab apni ye relationship ki paathshaala band kar and let me sleep.
I- ok .
Saying so both lays on the bed ,ishita was looking at him then gave a quick peck on his lips and then asked " how did you felt ".
R- itna chota tha ki kuch pata hi nahi chala ,do you want me to elaborate .
I- nahi baad mein .
Saying so she hided her in him and closed her eyes ,he smiled ,pecked her temple and then pulled her into him,soon both drifted to sleep ,ending their day.
That's all for now .Hope you like this ,enjoy reading and do comment .
PS - sharmila hope I handled it nicely and you will like this .
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