Hello friends back with new update .Part 4
Till now ishita has stopped herself but at this point of time she wanted to support him ,she hugged him tight and he broke down, feeling peace in her arms .She so wanted to calm him ,console him but to her bad luck she don't have any words to sooth his pain ,as the pain he is going through can't be lessened.
She so wanted to take his pain but can't as she don't have any right on him ,she was feeling too bad looking to his broken state but was too helpless to help him in any way ,all she can do for him is just give her shoulder to him to pour his pain .Ishita started caressing his back while he spoke angrily " I did and doing everything for her but she is roaming around with someone else ,m I that bad ".
I- may be it is not that way as we are thinking may be he is her friend and had went to have coffee as we were gone .
R(laughing sarcastically)- ishita dil ko bahlaane ke liye ye khyaal achcha hai but I don't even want to think like this ,may be you not but I know her very well .
Ishita realised that he is now a bit relaxed ,she parted from him and saw his wounds .She called the peon and tell him to bring first aid box .He brought immediately ,looking to Raman wounded hand .She washed the blood from his hand and tied bandage in it ,then she and peon picked everything and arranged while Raman was lost in himself .She pressed his shoulder and spoke " everything will be alright Raman just have patience ".
Raman looked deeply into her eyes and spoke " Ishita still there is time ,you can deny for your marriage or you will also suffer like me ,you will also die slowly like I m dying everyday ,you know its too suffocating ,being a friend I just can suggest you to walk out of that relationship ".
This was the first time they were talking about their relationship status ,her eyes got teary listening to his concern ,she tried to behold those unshed tears but they rolled down from her eyes to her cheeks ,she wiped them and spoke " I tried many times but seems my parents cannot see my pain ,they just want to get me married .what's my fault if I m infertile, they are punishing me for that which is actually not my fault ."
Saying so she too burst in tears ,now it was his turn to console her .That day both spend long time with each other ,sharing each others pain .After that day they came closer to each other emotionally, they use to share their pain and happiness with each other but were keeping a safe distance between them ,keeping the dignity of their commitment to their respectable partners .
At last their contract got over and it was a successful one ,their companies earned great profits from it .Mr Malhotra ,MD of Raman's company told him to organize a big success party and call every important clients and investors .Raman did same ,he organized a big business party and was inviting everyone .He called Ishita also and told " Ishita my company has organized a huge party for success of our project .you are coming in it na ."
I(with a sad face )- actually Raman I so wanted to come but you know I have to go in a engagement party of subbu's friend .So I think I wouldn't be able to come .hope you don't mind .
R- ohh its OK if you can't come .
I- I m so sorry .
R- its ok but this was our project ,you should be there .
I- I so wanted to attend this party but unfortunately it is on same day ,today itself subbu called me and invited for same ,you know na what will happen if I will deny for it .
R- ishita I m still stopping you ,you are going to ruin your life with your own hands .
I- leave it na Raman ,Jo kismat mein hoga wahi milega na .
They talked for some more and then hung the call .In evening both got ready for their functions .Raman got ready wearing a black tuxedo with crisp white shirt ,his a day old stable made making him more handsome while the dimple smile was adding hotness to his look on the other hand ishita got ready wearing a black kanjiwaram with red and golden border ,she wore light golden jewelry matching with it and tied her hairs in a beautiful bun and decorated it with beautiful flower strings .She was looking devine in her look .Amma put a black mark behind her ears to take evil eyes from her while for the very first time she wanted Raman to see her .She never had this weird thought but today she wanted him to see and admired her .To her bad luck he didn't returned from office rather he went directly to the party venue as he was the organizer of party .
Ishita left for Party with subbu , everyone welcomed them .All was going good ,she was enjoying the party too and praises also which she was getting for her beauty .She was feeling happy but it doesn't last for long , all her happiness vanished listening to subbu and his friends .They were drinking in a corner and talking ..
F1- yaar subbu when are you going to marry ,its been one month you got engaged then why this late .
S(making faces )- that's not shaadi but barbaadi ,I m going to ruin my life by marrying her .
F2- why are you saying this ,your fiance is so beautiful, I she would have mine ,I couldn't wait .
S- you are saying this because you don't know her disability.
F3- what happened to her ,achchi bhali to hai ,she is so beautiful.
S- yaar beauty is not always everything .
F1- yeah I agree ,but she is looking alright ,kya kami hai usme.
S- she is infertile, baanjh hai wo, she can't bear child .
All his friends became silent Listening to subbu while he continued after some times " I agree she is beautiful, I liked her too but after knowing her disability, i don't even want to touch her .
F2- but she is indeed very beautiful .
S- may be ,but after knowing that she don't feel desired to me ,I never feel like touching her knowing that how much I will work hard,she can never give me any return .she is more like a dry tree ,no matter how much you water it,it can never give you fruit, I always have that feeling whenever I see her .
F2- then why are you marrying her .
S- I m not marrying her but my mother wants me to marry her as her father is giving a huge money for marrying her infertile daughter .and moreover she is earning a lot and working in a very reputed firm ,at least I will get monetary support from her .
F3- subbu if you don't want her ,can I have her for today .
Ishita felt disgusted Listening to him ,but she wanted to listen subbu's answer when subbu spoke " don't you dare that ,she is my would be wife ."
Ishita got Lil happy listening to him ,she thought that may be he don't like her but at least he will secure her , her this illusion also broked ,when she listened him " yaar if you will do anything wring today my marriage will broke ,but you are always welcome after marriage. "
Subbu and all his friends laughed listening to this while ishita was stunned listening to him ,she felt unwanted at that time ,she felt like she is just a peice of meat whom one is passing to another as he don't want to eat it .Her legs were rooted to her place but she anyhow dragged her body from there and ran out of the place ,she took a cab from there and went back to her society.Tears were flowing continuously from her eyes while she was curling her in herself .
Soon she reached her society but she don't have heart to go to her house as she don't want to answer her mother's unstoppable answers .She sat in the bench of society and cried loudly as it was night and everybody in there home ,no one was there to listen her . After a while her cries turned into sobs ,she sat there for long time and but her hicupps didn't stopped.After much time she noticed a car entering in the society compound ,she saw Raman coming out from the car ,he was trembling while walking ,by which one can say that he is fully drunk . He was going to his house taking support of cars and pillar when he heard her sobbs ,she tried to compose herself but her hiccups were clearly audible in the silence of night .Raman walked to the bench and called to confirm " Ishita you here ,why are you sitting here ,in such late hours ,go to your house ".
I- nope I don't want to go there .
R- why ,why you do want to go to your house .
I- because I don't want to answer them.I don't...
She couldn't complete her sentence as she couldn't control herself and broke down in front of him. He scooped her face in his palms and asked " what happened Ishita you went to some engagement na ".
Ishita nodded and spoke " Raman I don't want to talk about it ."
R- did something happen there.
I- please raman if you are my friend ,don't ask anything .
R- ok I m not asking ,at least go to your house .
I- no I don't want rather if you can, please take me away from here .
R- (surprised)- where I can take you in this night.
I- kahin bhi ,away from everyone ,just for today .After that I will not bother you ever .
R- but ishita ...
I- dekha you too don't want me with you ,jaao Raman I m good ,will go to my house when I will feel like .
Saying so she was again going to sit when Raman asked " kahan chalna hain".
I- wherever you can.
Raman walked to his car while she followed him ,both settled in car and drove away from there.
That's all for now ,hope you like this .Enjoy reading and do comment.
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