ISHRA FF - HER FEARS, HIS PROMISE

HER FEARS, HIS PROMISE

CHAPTER ONE

She was standing in the balcony staring at the moon lost in her thoughts with small smile adoring her lips, when his singing broke her reverie...

"Sochoge Jab Mere Bare Mai Tanhaiyo Mai...

Gir Jaoge Aur Bhi Meri Parchaiyo Mai...

Ek Din Ayega ...

Pyaar Ho Jayega..."

Entering balcony he stood behind her circling his arms around her waist he held her close to him; keeping his head on her shoulder whispered softly in her ear "Thinking about me..."

Smiling softly at his correct guessing she turn slowly in his embrace, gazing his face with pure love she leaned forward... He locked her firmly in his embrace...Reciprocating her gaze with his passionate, possessive and loved one...

Leaning further she pecked his lips softly and hugged him wrapping her hands around his torso keeping her head on his chest she closed her eyes feeling content to have him in her life...Inhaling his scent she said softly "Hum aapse bahot pyaar karte hai...Ami tomar khub khub bhalo bhachi..."

His lips curved in small smile, he held her firmly to himself...Kissing her on top of her head, he whispered "I love you too shona"

They stood their enjoying comforting silence, moonlight, cool wind and each other's company...

"Shona... " he said after some moments...

But meet with silence only...

" I'm sorry shona...But please try to understand...we..."

He sentence was cut by her in middle "Kya hum yahi nahi reh sakte...Hum vaapas us duniya mai nahi janna chate... Without lifting her head she replied...Pausing for some moments she continued...Her voice was breaking

"Aap sab kuch to jante hai ...To phir kyo...?

She tightened her hold on him and continued..."Hume aise hi apke saath rehna hai...aapne bahot mushkilo se hame sambhala hai to kyo khud hume bhikharta hua dekhna chahte hai...pichli baar apki koshisho ne hume sambhal liya iss bar hum sach kehte hai..hum toot jayenge...aur wo bhi iss tarah ki phir kabhi bhi ,kabhi bhi sambhal nahi payenge na aap hume sambhal payenge..."With this her control slipped and she started crying bitterly in his chest...soaking his shirt with her tears..."

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He let her cry...just keep on caressing her back and hair to calm her down...When her cries subsided...He lifted her up in his arms and settled on chair kept there with holding her in his lap...

She sat there burying her face in his chest...Keeping one hand on her cheek he made her face him...She was looking so lost ,so vulnerable that he felt guilty for putting her in this condition...But he have to do this...It's high time now to let go of past...

With this thought he removed her tears slowly and asked in soft vice...

"Don't you trust me?"

She instantly nodded in negative...

"Then why you are worrying so much...You are mine to protect, you are mine to cherish, you are mine to love...No one can change this truth... No one..."

Pausing to see her reaction when he was assured she is listening he continued

"Jo beet chukka hai, wo beet chukka hai...uska asar na tab mere pyaar pe pada tha ,na aaj pad raha hai aur nahi kal padega...Aur ye baat tum bahot achese janti ho...Janti ho na..?"

She nodded positively remembering his love...

"Ha mai sab kuch janta hu...aur isliye chahta hu ab hum waha jaye phirse...Par isliye nahi ki mai purani bato ko phir tumhare samne lana chata hu...balki isliye ki mai tumhe unse azad karvana chahta hu...Mai janta hu tum dheere dheere sab bhul rahi thi yaha aane ke baad...Par aaj bhi kisi na kisi tarah wo yaade laut kar tumhe dard deti hai...Bhale hi tum ye baat mujhse na kaho... tumhe aisa kyo laga mujhe pata nahi chalega...Mai tumhe samjhta hu shona...tumse bhi bhetar tumhe janta hu...Aur isiliye maine ye faisla liya tha..."

Her eyes filled up she looked down feeling guilty...

He cupped her face by one side and made her look into his eyes again...Nodding his head negatively he wiped her tears...

"Mai tumhe bhikharne nahi dunga shona...Bharosa rakho mujh par, hamare pyaar par...I will be with you always at every point...How can I let you break? When it kills me to see you in pain...I feel like somebody has stabbed me when I see tears in these beautiful eyes..."

" Mai chahta hu hum wapis jaye...waha un bite kal ke saath kuch apne bhi hamare lautne ki raah dekh rahe hai...Unke liye na sahi par kisi khas ko uska haq milna chahiye...usse pura haq hai apne pure parivaar ke pas hone ka...uske apno se judi jindagi ke bare me jaan ne ka..Uski khatir kya hum ye nahi kar sakte?"

He asked this question keeping his palm on her belly where 4 week old symbol of their love is growing...

"kya hum hamare aanewale bacche ko uske ma papa ke kal se roobaro nahi karvaenge..?"

He stopped saying this...

She closed her eyes and hugged him...She know he is right...She will have to leave her past behind...He will keep his promise...But she was afraid...afraid for their unborn child...As if understanding her thoughts he said

"Ishu baby ko kuch nahi hoga...We will keep him safe...Aur tumhe bhi...Mai hoon na, you just relax don't worry...agar tum chahti ho to hum yahi rahenge aur mai jaane ki baat dubara kabhi nahi karunga"

After long internal battle she give up...Leaving everything on future she decided to trust him...

"Theek hai Raman ...hum jayenge waha..Par apko ek vada karna hoga chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye aap humara aur hamare bacche ka saath kabhi nahi chodenge..kabhi bhi nahi"

"I promise jaan...I promise"

Saying this he looked at her she has closed her eyes tired of all happenings.. he knows she needs rest...Picking her again he made his way inside their bedroom...Laying her properly on bed he moved to bring her medicines...Getting them he sat beside her After making her take medicine he lay beside her taking her in his embrace...

She snuggled more into him...

"Sleep shona" He whispered softly and kept caressing her hair till she fell asleep...

He knows it's not easy going back...Lot of things are about to happen...But he will fight, fight for her, fight for them...Nothing can change their love"

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