Author's note- as many requested I am here to update next part.some didn't understand what kind of pain ishita was going through ,so let me clarify it.she is a lactating mother and was feeling pain as she don't have her baby to feed.its a natural phenomena. As everyone has guessed ,rooh is ishra daughter.rest question will be answered as the story progress.so keep reading, liking and commenting.PART 5
Raman gave ruhi to ishita and went out without saying a word.ishita took her in her arms and took her near her peak.little ruhi grab and start sucking the milk hungrily. Ishita sat down comfortably on the bed and hold her carefully.ruhi was having milk while tears were flowing from ishita's eyes continuously feeling too good having a baby in her embrace.the feeling she was feeling right now was too beautiful to explain.she was caressing ruhi lovingly while she was busy in her business.after filling her little tummy she slept in ishita's arms .ishita took her in her shoulder and patted her till she burped.ruhi was sleeping peacefully in her arms like she always meant to be there only while ishita was just looking at ruhi as she is a image to behold forever.ishita showered her little face with lots of kisses while she was sleeping peacefully in her arms.ishita don't want to leave her for a moment also so she lay down beside her and make her sleep comfortably on the round pink bed for her.
Ishita- u r so cute ,small cute features,koi kaise itna masoom ho sakta hai.she said and kissed her for the nth time when she heard knock on the door.ishita got up hearing Raman's voice.
She was standing near ruhi when Raman entered and look at ruhi.he went near her and took her little palm in his hand.she hold his finger even in deep sleep.
Raman- I am here only jaan.she sleep Babu.he said and kissed her little palms.ishita was overwhelmed seeing this side of him.for her he was always so harsh but for ruhi he was the softest.he kissed her forehead softly and said- thank u for feeding my jaan.go and change then we will talk.he said without looking at her as she was just in bathrobe.
Ishita nodded and went back to the room.she was finally feeling light and contented after feeding ruhi.the feeling of emptiness which she was feeling since her baby's death was finally over today.she was happy too happy to be sad for anything.she was happy to find this new reason of her happiness. She changed into salwar suit and went to Raman.
Raman- do u want to say something.
Ishita- I am hungry.
Raman at first was shocked at her words but later realise .
Raman- what do u want to eat.
Ishita- anything,bas bhookh lagi hai.she said smiling.
Raman too smiled seeing her smiling.perhaps her first smile since they met.since the time they met all he has seen her first horrified ,then wincing in pain but now she is smiling.
Raman ordered some fruits and milk for her.
Ishita- what's her name.
Raman- ruhi,my rooh ,my jaan.
Ishita- she is too cute.bahut pyari hai.she said and her eyes got moist.
Raman- u can share ur pain with me.seeing u feeding her ,I understood that u r a mother.but if u r a mother then where is ur baby and ur baby's father.r u married,where is ur husband. Lots of questions is now roaming in my head,please answer.trust me I am good listener,coz I know how it feels when u have noone to share ur pain.
Ishita was about to say when they heard ruhi's cry.they ran into the room only to see her crying as she had wet her clothes.
Raman was about to pick her when ishita asked- may I.
Raman took a step back and allowed her.she picked ruhi instantly and said- shh bachcha,don't cry.why my baby is crying.baby mera gandu gandu ho gaya,koi baat nahi.abhi thim kar deti hoon.she said making faces, ruhi stop crying seeing her and feeling her touches while raman was just looking at ishru admiring the instant bond they made.ruhi was never so comfortable with her caretaker but she was too comfortable with ishita,like she meant to be in her arms only.
He was thinking while ishita changed clothes of ruhi and lay her down when she hold her finger.ishita took ruhi in her arms and she started holding her peaks signalling her that she want milk again.more then the milk she was liking the warmth which every baby needs from her mother.
Raman looked away and without saying a word he went out of the room.ishita start feeding her again while in place of having milk she slept feeling her warmth.ruhi was in deep sleep but every time ishita try to keep her in her crib she started crying.ishita kept ruhi on the crib to adjust her cloth while she started crying bitterly.
Raman came inside hearing her cry only to see ruhi crying for her warmth.
Raman- u take her in ur arms only.no need to keep her down.he was telling when the maid brought the breakfast for them .she went keeping the breakfast.
Ishita was trying to eat fruits keeping ruhi in her arms but couldn't succeed when Raman took a slice of Apple and took it to her mouth.ishita was just looking at him.
Raman- kha lo.u need it.he said slowly.
Ishita nodded and start chewing the apple. Raman fed her fruits and then milk.
Ishita- I am done,aap bhi kuch kha lijiye.
Raman- I am OK.do u wanna share something.
Ishita nodded and said- but promise u will not judge my character over it.
Raman- I promise.
Ishita start narrating- I delivered a child two and half months ago.
Raman- and where is ur baby.
Tears started flowing from her eyes hearing his question.
Raman- r u OK.
Ishita- she is no more,I have given birth to a stillbaby. Agar hoti toh ruhi jitni hi badi hoti.
Raman- but u r just in college,aur agar tumhari itni buri haalat thi toh tumhare pati ne tumhe aane kaise diya.
Ishita- I don't have a husband. She said looking down.
Raman look at her in disbelief and said- main samjha nahi.who r u.
Ishita- I told u naa not to judge my character. I am not a s**t,bad kismat ki maari hoon.kisi aur ki galti ki saza mili mujhe.
Raman- matlab.
Ishita- matlab toh aaj tak main khud hi nahi samajh paayi.that what happened with me and why.mard kabhi nahi samajh sakte ki unke kuch pal ke maze ki saza ek aurat ko kis kadar milti hai.
Raman- I still don't understand anything. BTW what's ur name.and who is the father of ur baby.can u please tell me clearly ,I am not getting anything.
Ishita- my name is ishita iyer and u think I am lying but the truth is I myself don't know who is the father of my baby,naa shakal yaad hai naa surat.all I remember is his name,Raman bhalla.
Raman was shocked to hear it from her and both remembered the same incident.
Ishita in tipsy voice- subbu ,please don't do this to me.its wrong before marriage.for gos sake subbu,I am ur would be wife ,ishita.
Raman- my name is not subbu ,it's Raman.Raman bhalla.he said loving her in tipsy voice as he was too much drunk.
Raman remembered how he went to Goa with ashok and suraj to enjoy .they booked a girl to enjoy their night.ashok went to have fun with her while suraj and Raman were drinking.after that suraj went when the rest two were drinking.at last Raman was going to her room when due to over drinking he forget the room number and went inside a wrong room.there he find a girl laying on bed wearing a purple suit.she was beautiful but raman couldn't see her face clearly as he was drunk too much.he made relationship with her.at first she struggled but later she start responding as she was also drunk may be under effect of some drug.he made love with her and went out of the room wearing his clothes .he was driving his car going back to his hotel alone when his car got banged with a truck.
He was remembering the incident when ishita said- I wasn't favourite kid of my appa as I was the second girl child of him.he always wanted a boy but to my bad luck,I was born.appa use to hate me for no reason.he use to pour his hatred on me mercilessly. I was uses to his hatred.I was just 18 when his business partner,subbu,who was 40 years old saw me.he was flat on me and want me in his bed.but when I resisted he asked for my hand to appa.appa agreed instantly as I was nothing but a burden on him.we got engaged and he took me to Goa to celebrate our engagement. I don't wanna go as I knew his intentions but appa sent me forcefully. He took me to a five star hotel and booked one honeymoon suit for us.I was horrified thinking he will try to rape me that night.so when he came in the room ,I offered him food which he had.I mixed some pills in it which caused him food poisoning and he had to be admitted in the hospital immediately.I sighed in relief that I am saved but my bad luck I drank that orange juice which was kept there.subbu had mixed some seductive in it and very soon I start loosing my sense.everything was blurry and I wasn't understanding anything.I was just laying in my room when a man come inside and start making love to me,I struggled thinking him as subbu buy he told me that he is some Raman bhalla. Slowly I loosed my sense and he make love to me don't know how many times.next day when I got up,I was alone and naked.I wore my clothes and went back Chennai trying to forget the incident. But four months later I got to know that I am pregnant. I was feeling that I have conceived but feared to check .one day I fell and appa called the docs declaring me pregnant.it was too late for the abortion.appa beat me mercilessly thinking me and my baby will die.but my bad luck main tab bhi nahi mari.he send me to one of his friends sister house who was a nurse in a hospital.I lived in a hell in those months.badly treated badly nourished and at last when I deliver the child it was a dead one.itne mahine ki takleef ,itni maar itni hatred sab kuch kis wajah se
Just because that man used my body for his few minutes pleasure.Maine kuch saha sirf kisi aur ke maze ke liye and even now I am suffering because of that one man and even I couldn't have my baby.mera sab kuch khatam ho gaya.she was saying and crying.
Raman was shocked to hear this.yes he was a womaniser before and hired many girl to enjoy his nights but he had never thought that his few minutes of pleasure will make someone's life hell like this.he was cursing himself for ruining the life of her.the poor girl was already fighting for her dignity and he ruined it.he couldn't take her tears anymore and hugged her tight and said wiping her tears- shh ,chup ho jao ,mat ro.
Like ishita was waiting for someone's loving hands on her.she snuggled into him and start crying bitterly- meri koi galti nahi thi rkb,still I got punished.appa beat me mercilessly, subbu called me a s**t,that lady called me characterless, jab ki Maine kuch nahi kiya tha.I suffered all this because of the one man,I hate him.bhagwaansse kabhi khush nahi rakhega.she was saying and crying.
Raman thought- yes u r right ishita,bhagwaan usse kabhi khush nahi rakhega.now I understood why this happened to me.kisi aur ko takleef de kar khud ke liye khushi ki umeed kaise kar sakta hoon.I am really sorry ishita.meri wajah se tumne bahut takleef sahi but not any more,now I will rectify my every mistake. I will keep u with myself and protect u.I won't anyone touch u .ishita henceforth u r my responsibility. Tumhe kisi ko takleef nahi pahunchane dunga,phir woh tumhare appa ho yaa phir koi aur.he thought to himself and kissed her forehead lovingly determined to protect ishita from everyone. Ishita snuggle more into him while little ruhi was still in her arms.he wounded his arms around ishru to protect them always.
That's all for now.hope ur every question will be answered .the only question is how is ruhi their child.keep guessing and give me lots of like and long comments to get an early updt.
Edited by cutieruhi - 8 years ago
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