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Hey lovelies,

Here I back with update. Thank you so much for your comments, though I couldn't give you replies but checked the comments, thank you so much.

Here you enjoy the first update. I hope you will like it.

Chapter 1

Ishita was walking on the deserted road aimlessly, her eyes were swollen, as if she cried for a long time. His words were ringing into her ears though she convinced Bala saying there wasn't nothing left between them but in deep inside, she was hurt in his words, how could he gave her place to Shagun. Really!! Now didn't she meant for him anything?? Yes, of course not.. Else he won't use those harsh words. With the various thoughts Ishita walked, her feet came to a halt when a car stopped from inches apart. She didn't close her eyes, nor she got scare, neither she moved from her position.

"Ishima??" Adi pressed the break with a jerk that the car stopped making scratching sound. He looked outside to find his mother standing. He without wasting time got down from the car, "Ishima?? Are you alright? Did you get hurt anywhere?"

Ishita looked at her son overwhelmed as if he was the only person who cared for her. "Ishima??" Adi shook her to bring her back to normal, Ishita blinked her eyes when Adi said concerned, "Come!! Come with me." He held her by her shoulder and gestured her towards the car.

"Where? I have nowhere to go."

"Ishima!! You have a house, Bhalla house, your house."

"No. Adi, that's not my place. I am not worth of it. I.. I lost everything." Ishita said.

"No Ishima. You have all rights. I know why you are saying all this, Mihika chitti told me everything, how papa proposed Shagun mumma. But I promise you Ishima, I won't let them married." He assured when Ishita realised what she was doing, she quickly composed herself saying, "No Adi. You will not do anything. I will not come back to him, now it can't happen."

"Really Ishima? Don't you want to go back to him?" He asked disbelieve as he knew she was dying to go back to him.

"It's impossible beta. Let the thing happen now. I don't love me anymore. I.. I killed Ruhi... No. It can't happen. We can't reunite again." Tears were forming out from her eyes when she quickly wiped them saying, "You go back Adi. Everyone might be waiting for you."

"No. Ishima.. I am not going alone. You are coming with me." He dragged her towards the car, but Ishita stopped him saying, "No. Adi. I won't go to Bhalla house nor Amma's house."

"Okay. I will talk with society, you just come with me. ishima.. You know nothing is right there, Dadi, Pathi they always fight over small things, I never seen her like this before.. Pihu.. She even doesn't know they are her grandparents. Ishima only you can do things correct. Mihika chitti told me you went there to stay then why did you left. If it was for Shagun mumma and papa's wedding then I promise I will not let it happen. But please you come back, only you can do things correct, please Ishima!!" He pleaded, Ishita helplessly looked at her son, she knew there was a rift between Bhalla and Iyers but she don't want to face Raman anymore. But for now, her family is more important than anything, she nodded saying, "Okay Adi. I will go back but you promise me, you will not do any such things to stop their marriage."

".. But.." Adi was going to protest when Ishita strictly looked at him, "Adi.."

He sighed saying, "Okay Ishima!! As you say. Now come!!" He showed her the way towards the car and made her sit inside, he closed the door of her side thinking, "I am sorry Ishima.. But I have to do anything because no one can take your place."

Inside Ishita thought, "I will not affect by them, I am just going there for my family. Nothing else!!"

***

Adi stopped the car at the parking plot, they walked down when Adi said, "Ishima you stay here, I will come after talking with the society management." Ishita nodded when Adi left.

Ishita was looking around, she has so many memories connected with this place, it had been seven years but nothing changes. Ishita was roaming around when suddenly she bumped with Raman who was just walked out from the building. "Sorry.." She uttered and looked up, seeing her Raman's anger arose.

Ishita noticed his changing behaviour and now she had no courage to bear his harsh words, so she silently passed him when he said, "What a shameless woman you are Ishita!!" Ishita didn't turn at him but stopped at her place. Raman stepped back and stood next to her saying, "How much will you stoop so low hun!! I insulted you so badly but still you came back. Listen Ishita!! If you are deliberately doing all this, then let me clear you one thing you are died for me and now you have no place if my life nor in my house. Do you get that?" Once again Ishita's every wound get fresh, tears were ready to flow down but with lot of struggle, she was holding them.

"Don't worry Raman. I.. I very well know I have no place in your house so I am not going there. I came here because Adi.." But he didn't let her speak, he warned her, "Adi.. I warning you Ishita for the last time, stay away from my kids. You already snatched Ruhi from me but now I won't let you snatch my Adi so better you stay..."

"Papa!!" Raman stopped hearing Adi's voice, Adi came and stood beside Ishita, "Papa!! You can't talk like this with Ishima."

"Now will you teach your father how to talk?" He asked angrily when Adi looked down.

"Adi.. Beta!! Don't talk with your father like this. He is your father." Ishita reminded him.

"I know Ishima, he is my father, but he forget you are my mother. And being a son, I can't tolerate it."

"Mother? You still consider her add your mother?? This lady... Who faked her own death, who kept us these years in darkness who betrayed us!! No. She isn't your mother, she is your step - mother. She isn't deserve to be called a mother..." Raman was continuously go on when finally not taking much Adi said, "Enough papa!! Enough!! You know what papa, because of your this behaviour, Ishima left us. She was away from us these years. Actually you doesn't deserve her." As Adi finished his word, his hand went to cheek as Raman slapped him.

"Raman?" Ishita immediately covered Adi. "You away of it. And you Adi.. Listen!! If she is so beloved then stay with her, don't come at my house." He angrily left from there.

Ishita turned at Adi and lovingly caressed his hair, his eyes filled with tears and he hugged her tightly, he felt so content getting her love.

***

Adi was sitting on the sofa at Ishita's flat when she came and handed him the water. "Ishima!! I won't go there."

Ishita sighed and took a sit beside him, "You felt bad as papa slapped you?"

"No Ishima. I never felt bad, he has right to get angry on me but the way he always behaved with you. It hurts me. When Shagun mumma left him, he never behaved with her like this..."

Ishita recalled that yes!! Raman never behaved so harshly with Shagun. He recalled how he asked her today to give themselves another chance, "It was just because.. For me he lost the most precious person of his life."

"No. Ishima.. It wasn't your fault, it was an accident." Adi said.

"No. Adi.." Ishita recalled the night how she lost her Ruhi, but immediately she composed herself saying, "Listen Adi.. You go back!! Papa needs you. You have to take care of him. You know how's he!! Complete Ravan Kumar." She chuckled then caressed his cheek saying, "Promise me Adi.. Whatever the situation is, you always be with your father."

".. But Ishima!!" He was trying to say something when Ishita shook her head asking, "Promise?" Adi helplessly nodded.

"That's like my good boy." She hugged him happily.

****

Adi walked in the Bhalla house when his eyes met with Raman who was already present there, seeing him entering Raman taunted, "What happen? Doesn't your Ishima accept you?"

"No papa.. She doesn't. Do you know why? Because she is much concerned about you. She asked me to take care of your." Saying this Adi looked on when Raman angrily went to his room.

Shagun, who was witness of the scene came to Adi asking, "What's wrong with you Adi? Just now Raman came and you.."

Adi looked at her in disbelief asking, "What's wrong with you Shagun mumma? How can you get ready to marry him?"

"I.. It's.. It's Raman's decision!!" She said with hesitation.

"You can say him no!! But you didn't. How can you do this?"

"Adi.. It's none of your business!! It was Raman's decision and I am doing it as it will be good for everyone."

"And Ishima? Who will think about her? You know very well how much papa loves Ishima but still you.." But he didn't finish his words as he felt there wasn't any use to say such things so he went inside.

****

At night,

Ishita was standing at the window side, she was looking at the moon and recalling how she first met with Ruhi, then Raman. She recalled Raman's harsh words. She cried.

At the other side, Raman was standing near the window side holding alcohol glass, he recalled the moment which he shared with Ruhi, recalled their marriage. His eyes filled with tears.

Aaj ro len de ve jee bhar ke..
Meri saanson se daga kar ke..
Tu gaya mujhko fanaa kar ke ve jaaniya..

Mera zakhm-e-dil hara kar de..
Iss gham ki ab dawa kar de..
Nazron ko bawafa kar de ve jaaniya..

Aadat hai teri..
Ya tera nasha hai..
Kaise bataaun tujhko rehbara..

Ishita went to her wardrobe and adore the ring which Raman have her seven years back, after she left Raman she never touch the ring. She placed the ring near to her heart and cried vigorously.

Saanson ko teri zaroorat..
Kare kaise byaan koi..
Aankhon mein hai aisi rangat..
Ke roshan ho jahaan koi..

Raman sat back on floor near to the bed crying, he was gulping the full bottle, his eyes were red, swollen. He recalled how this years he was living a miserable life, he recalled how he got the news of her death. Then the face off flashed on his mind making his expression change. His rested his head on the bed crying.

Dil bimaar-e-mohabbat..
Bas chahta thodi raahat hai..

Tera gham hi meri manzil hai..
Tu na kyun mujhko haasil hai..
Hoon main dariya tu saahil hai ve jaaniya..

Ishita slide down on floor crying, she closed her eyes while resting her head on the wardrobe and recalled the moments when they were happy and then recalled Raman's harsh words, tears weren't stop flowing and she closed her eyes.

Ve aaj ro len de ve jee bhar ke..
Meri saanson se daga kar ke..
Tu gaya mujhko fanaa kar ke o jaaniya..

***

The next morning, Ishita's phone rang and she woke up with startled. She found herself lying on floor, she quickly stood up and attend the call.

"Hello?"

"Ishu!!" Mani called her concern. "Are you okay?"

"Ugh!! Yes. I am fine."

"Today we have shoot with Ruhaan. You are coming no!!"

"Ugh!! Mani.. I.." She stammered, she had least interest in going as she knew Raman would be there and she don't want to face him. "Mani, is there any problem if I won't go!!"

"What is this Ishu? You were so eager and now you..." He paused for a while then said, "Is it because of Raman?" Ishita didn't reply anything. "How long will you run away Ishu? I don't want to listen anything. It's your company and you have to be there."

"But Mani.."

"I am not listening anything Ishu!! You get ready.. And as it's raining heavily outside so I am coming to pick you."

"Okay!!" Unwillingly she agreed.

***

Raman was getting ready to go to the shooting spot when Mihika called and he was discussing things with him when Adi was passing from there, hearing the name of 'IshRa company' Adi stopped there and heard Raman's conversation.

"Oh!! That mean Papa is going to the shoot, yes it will the best moment to bring them little closer." Adi thought and saw Raman was coming, he hide himself. Raman left when Adi smiled saying, "I will bring you both close Ishima and papa!!"

***

Adi went to the hall where he found Raman having his breakfast, he silently walked out and went to Ishita's flat, she opened the door when Adi hugged him saying, "Good morning Ishima!!"

Ishita looked at him confuse, "Good morning!! But why did you come to early?"

"Why? Can't I come to meet my mother?" He asked while entering and showed fake anger.

"No. I don't mean it. You are always welcome. Actually!! Today we have a shoot with Ruhaan.. And I am just going out.." She explained.

"Ruhaan?? Rockstar!! Ishima!! I really wants to meet with him, he even came at Romi chachu's wedding but I couldn't able to interact with him. Can you please tell me the address of the location?"

Ishita looked at her son excited, she smiled and told him the address, he hugged her and then asked, "Are you going alone?"

"No!! Mani is coming to pick me."

Adi looked on thinking something then he said, "Okay Ishima!! I am going, I will meet you at the location." Saying this he pecked a kiss on her cheek and left.

***

"Can you please do it chitti.." Adi asked to Mihika in pleading way. She shook her head and dialed a number, "Hello Mani? Mihika saying.."

"Yes Mihika say.."

"Ugh!! Mani.. I know you are coming to pick Ishu akka but can I requested you something?"Mihika asked with hesitation.

"Yes!!"

"You please don't come here." She narrated him everything and waited for his reply, meanwhile Adi looked on tensed.

After a while Mihika cut the call and looked at Adi. "What happen chitti? What he said?" Mihika looked at him and couldn't control her smile, she said, "He agreed."

"Yes!!" Adi jumped happily.

***

Ishita was waiting outside the building under a shelter meanwhile Adi was observing her standing behind some pillar. Ishita was continuously waiting for Mani whereas Adi was waiting for Raman. When Adi saw him walking out from the elevator, he hide when Raman passed him, he peeped. Raman passed Ishita giving her deadly glare, Ishita too looked away, avoided his glare she called Mani.

"Yes Ishu!!"

"Mani where are you? You told me you will pick me. I am waiting here."

"Sorry Ishu!! I can't come, I stuck in a work, I will meet you directly." He informed her.

"Oh okay!!" Ishita hung up the call and looked at the sky, it was dark enough and heavily raining, she once looked at Raman who was standing there too!! Adi saw them and smiled, then he looked at the file which in his hand and then ran to him, "Papa!!"

Raman and Ishita both looked at him, "Papa.. I think you forgot the file in your room. It was lying on bed." He acted and then looked at Ishita, "Arey Ishima!! You haven't gone yet?"

Ishita looked at them and said, "No actually Mani.." She looked at Raman who was all ready to burst once again, "Ugh!! He told me that he will pick me but now he stuck in some work."

"Oh!" Adi then looked at Raman, "Papa!! You know Ishima is going for Ruhaan's shoot." He then pretend to look at the file then asked, "Papa are you going at the same place? Oh that's great. You both can go together." As Adi said Raman looked at him angrily, Ishita knew any time he could burst, so she said, "It's okay Adi. I will manage."

"What is this Ishima? I am not asking you both to behave like husband wife, as you both are working on same project then why don't you maintain professional interaction?"

"Adi.. Be in your limit or else it will go worse for you." Raman warned him and left giving Ishita deadly look. He quickly get in the car and left.

Ishita looked at Adi and assured him saying, "It's okay!! I will manage." Saying this she left out from society gate and left in auto, Adi disappointed kick the nearby bench.

Ishita reached in the studio, by now the rain stopped, she paid to the auto driver and started to walk towards the entrance when her feet slipped and she was about to fall when she felt strong arm around her stomach, she was holding someone's arm tightly, Ishita opened her eyes and found Raman was holding her, she was lost in those eyes for sometime that she forgot everything around her when Mani called, "Ishu?"

That broke their trence, Raman looked at her angrily, he made her stand with jerk and walked in pushing her aside, once again Ishita was loosing her balance when Mani held her, Ishita looked at Raman with teary eyes and then looked at Mani's worried face.

"I am fine Mani. Let's go in!!" She composed herself and walked inside the studio.

***

I know quiet boring one. But it next update you will get some ishralicious moments. Till then don't forget to comment.

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