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Part 8.
Ishita couldn't control herself ,she hugged Raman tightly and asked crying bitterly " why don't you love me Raman ,i m I that bad ".
R( pulling her more to himself )- No ishita you are not but I m bad ,that I can't love you or say our destiny is cruel that we didn't meet earlier .
Both held each other tightly and cried ,venting their pain out from their heart .Raman pulled ishita from himself,he supported her while she was almost clinging on him ,both walked to bed and settled themselves in bed .He rested his back on headboard she rested her head in his chest ,both sat in same position for long time .Though both of them were silent but their mind was remininshing each and every moment they had spend together .ishita recalled how he had denied her proposal on the party day ,how he created distance between themselves after that day ,how he scolded her when their parent fixed their marriage ,now ishita got to know the reason of his denial ,she realised that he never gave her signal that he loves her but she was one who took his care as his love .she wiped her tears and spoke " I m so sorry Raman ,I ruined everything ".
R( making her look himself )- no ishita ,its not you but me .Nothing would had happened if that day I wouldn't had scolded you instead I would had come to you and told everything to you .
I- either nothing would happened if you were not so good .it was my mistake that I acted like a obsessed person and tried to suicide ,but you know you shouldn't have saved me ,you would had let me die .
R- No ishita I can't ,how can I ,you were in such a vulnerable condition,I can't tell how I felt that time ,I was feeling so guilty ,that time I was not able to think anything except saving your life .Leave my love ,if it could had cost my life I would had saved you .
Listening to this ishita looked deeply in his eyes ,he too looked her ,both again shared a intense eyelock .it was ishita who broke it and continued wiping her tears" Raman enough ,I don't want to ruin two more lives with me .you go back to shagun ,in this way at least two of you will be gapoy and looking you happy I can also spend my life happily ."
R- no ishita now nothing can happen ,its ok .I m sorry I asked time from you but instead of taking care of you I ignored you .I promise from today onwards I will truely and fully woll take care for you and soon everything will be ok .
I- Raman don't show me those dreams which will never become true .Now happiness and happy married life is mirage for me .Leave it,just tell me that how is shagun .she must he mad at you na .
R- may be I don't know exactly .Actually she has gone out of Delhi for some of her modelling work .
I- so she is a model.
R- actually not ,she worked with me in my previous office but she was not satisfied with her job .she always use yo do photoshoot and send her portfolios for becoming a model .some days back she got an contract and that was the same time I told her about our marriage but she didn't took it seriously as she thought that I was joking and she went for her modelling contract that same day .
I- how is she after returning back from there.
R- actually I don't know as I never met her after our marriage .
I- she must be mad at you ,tomm you go to her and tell everything ,also the mess we both created .I m sure she will melt soon .
R- but ishita its not so easy as you are talking ,we are married .
I- I know that but divorce is there which will help us in placing everything ok in its place .
R- no ishita ,that's not a good idea ,how can I do this to you and moreover what we will answer to our parents .
I- you don't have to answer anything ,I will handle everything .
R- what you will handle and how .
I- I had an idea ,we will go to lawyer tomorrow and will file a divorce case tomorrow itself .
R- no ishita I don't want to jump on any conclusion so early already I had messed everything by my one wrong decision .
I- we are just going to file a case ,then court will give us six months time ,in this six months I will show that I m not able to adjust with you and will go away .Then nobody will object for our divorce and we will get it easily ..After that you can become happy by marrying your love.
R(with moist eyes)- No ishita its not right .
I- ( holding her tears )- this is the only way to make wrong right Raman .Its all happening because of me ,and I want to make everything ok .
R- (concerened )- and what about you .
Ishita turned her face to hide her tears ,she sneakly wiped her tears and then turned . she tried to sound ok but he very well knew her condition .So before she say something Raman denied " no ishita I m not going to do anything like this ".
I- Raman don't overreact ,I m ok and will be ok .you are my friend na .
Raman nodded .
I- you will be always there for me na .
Raman nodded again .
I- then what's the problem ,though you will not be my husband but then also we will be friends na ,and amma ,appa ,mummyji ,papaji and simmi ,you all are there to take care of me .More over I have to look after appas business also ,so I m good don't think much about me ,go and win your love again .
Though Raman was not so happy with her idea but still the selfish part of him told that it will be good for everybody .He was still in delimma ,he reminished his moments with ishita and recalled how much she was happy with him before that party night and that night spoiled everything .He then recalled how he scolded her and she tried yo commit suicide ,recalling that moments Raman got worried about ishita and pulled her more to him.she closed her eyes to feel his protective arms around her and sobbed thinking that may be this is the last time he is holding her like his own possession .Soon she drifted to sleep exhausted by continues cries.
When Raman noticed no movement to her ,he bend to look her and found she is sleeping peacefully in his embrance .He caressed her long hairs with his long fingers ,then layed her gently in the bed and tried to move when he noticed that she is holding his shirt as if he will be vanished .He felt bad on her state and for himself also as he was actually helpless ,his mind wanted to be with ishita but his heart was still saying that he still love shagun .Raman caressed ishitas cheek and wiped the tears which dried there ,he also slid beside her as he too don't want to leave her .Soon he also slept as he too was exhausted at first due to his office and then by crying with ishita .
Next morning Raman woke with buzzing sound of his mobile ,he opened his eyes lazily and switched off the alarm ,hr tried to got up but felt some weight on him ,he look down and found ishita sleeping peacefully ,cocooning herself in him.He looked at her angelic face ,she was looking like a cute baby but the thing with took his attention was the trail of dry tears which was still visible on her cheeks,he again tried to wipe it and in this process she also wake .she rubbed here yes like a baby and opened her droopy eyes ,noticing Raman so close to her she recalled the happenings of last night .
Ishita immediately tored herself from Raman and down casted her eyes mouthing a sorry.Raman saw her and tried to figure out why she is saying sorry ,he noticed that they were so close but to his surprise he was not feeling awkward but to ease her he planted a soft kiss on her forehead and spoke " ishita you don't have to say sorry for all this . we are friends na ."
Saying so he got up from his place and went to washroom ,ishita looked at his going figure and then recalled his words that don't needed to be sorry for being so close to him .
Recalling his words tears again made their way and she murmured "you have not given that authority to me raman to be so close to you ".
After an hour ,after finishing their BF Raman came to room for getting ready for office ishita also came up following and said " Raman we should go to lawyer ".
Raman didn't say anything but nodded looking down in disappointment .Soon both were driving towards the lawyer office ,they talked to the lawyer and told him to file a divorce case for them .After that Raman went to office and ishita came back home ,after reaching home she ran to her room ,threw herself in bed and cried bitterly .she told toshiji and simmi that she has a bad headache so non of them disturbed her .
On the other hand ,in the evening Raman happily buyed a beautiful buoquet of flower and went to shagun place .At first shagun was angry but after knowing that he is coming back to her and ishita is leaving him she got happy and soon they patched up .
Though Raman was happy that be back with his love but more than happiness he was concerned about ishita ,he was thinking about her state and was feeling like he was betraying her .All he can think about her big teary eyes and her vulnerable state. He didn't spend much time with her and returned back home .
Toshiji and simmi was very haply as well as surprised to see him early ,he smiled meekly to them and asked about ishita both told that she is not well and us resting in room .Listening to this Raman ran to room fearing for the worst ,in this one minute he had prayed all his god for ishitas well being .He tried to opened the door but it was closed ,he knocked twice but got no response ,he pushed the door with g eat force and it got opened .
He immediately entered the room and saw ishita in bed ,she was turning to other side, Raman glued to his place in fear ,due to fear that many be she tried something worst he was fearing to touch her .Raman was looking deeply to ishiras sleeping figure when she slowly turned to him opening her eyes with great difficulty as she actually was having headache due to continues cries .
Raman an to her and hugged her tightly while the at made their way through his eyes though ishita was shocked with his behaviour .
That's all for now friends .Hope you like this part .Enjoy reading and do comment .Don't forget to hit like buttons .
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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