Haan Amma phir yeh final raha...kal main Ishita aur baby ko aapke ghar chod jaunga, she went numb hearing her husband talk to her mother.
(Fine Amma then this is final...tomorrow I will leave Ishita and baby at your place, she went numb hearing her husband talk to her mother.)
Just few hours back, they had sorted everything and united after a long wait and now he was again planning to send her away.
She was confused and more than confused she was scared. What if something had hurt him yet again and he would return back to his old form. Everything was fine few minutes back.
They had happily spent some time with the baby and dreamt of a happy future.
It was when the baby needed a change, he had asked Ishita to get the baby changed while he prepares some coffee for them.
He had come out of the room to make coffee but ended up deciding to send her away from himself and the mere thought of going away from him was torturing her.
Raman...maine phir se kuch galti kar di kya, she managed to ask gathering some courage as she went towards the balcony.
(Raman...did I make a mistake once again, she managed to ask gathering some courage as she went towards the balcony.)
Galti...main kuch samjha nahi, he sounded confused.
(Mistake...I didn't get you, he sounded confused.)
Please Raman I am sorry...mujhse jo bhi kuch galti hui hai aap use dil se mat lagaiye...main sudhar lungi apni galti...please not again, she blabbered almost on the verge of crying.
(Please Raman I am sorry...please don't take whatever mistake I made to your heart...I will correct my mistake...please not again, she blabbered almost on the verge of crying.)
Ishita...calm down...kya ho gaya...abhi toh tum thik thi...tumhe toh baby ke kapde change karne the na...phir yeh sab kya bol rahi ho, he went close to her and kept his hand on her shoulder.
(Ishita...calm down...what happened...you were fine few moments back...you were supposed to get baby changed right...then what all this is that you are saying, he went close to her and kept his hand on her shoulder.)
Aap mujhe khud se dur kyun bhej rahe ho, she cried cutely making him laugh for a second before he felt bad how all the events had made her insecure of their relation.
(Why are you sending me away from yourself, she cried cutely making him laugh for a second before he felt bad how all the events had made her insecure of their relation.)
Oh toh tumne meri baat sun li Amma se islie pareshan ho, he looked at her.
(Oh so you heard me talking to Amma and thus you are tensed, he looked at her.)
Haan...maine suna kaise aapne Amma se kaha ki kal aap mujhe aur baby ko unke ghar chod doge...kyun Raman...ab kya kiya maine jo aap naaraaz ho...please don't do this to me...atleast batao toh mujhe ab kya kiya maine, her nonstop blabbering continued.
(Yes...I heard how you told Amma that tomorrow you will leave me and baby at her house...why Raman...what did I do to upset you now...please don't do this to me...atleast tell me what I did, her nonstop blabbering continued.)
Arre budhu tumne kuch nahi kiya na hi kuch galat hua hai...sab thik hai baba, he assured her looking at her with all the love.
(stupid woman you didn't do anything and nothing is wrong...everything is fine dear, he assured her looking at her with all the love.)
Phir kyun bhej rahe ho, she asked making a sad face.
(Then why are sending me, she asked making a sad face.)
Kyunki main baby ko jaldi se jaldi adopt karna chahta hoon...uske liye humen Bombay jaana padega kyunki pura procedure wahin se hoga...ab Bombay jaana hai toh tumhe aur baby ko yahan akele chod nahi sakta...apne ghar le jaa nahi sakta kyunki abhi mummy papa ko bhi toh sab batana hai...islie sirf kuch din ke liye Amma ke ghar bhej raha hoon taaki phir humesha ke liye tumhe apne paas laa sakun, he explained her taking her palms in his.
(Because I want to adopt the baby as soon as possible...for that we need to go to Bombay as the procedure will start from there only...now that I have to leave for Bombay I cannot leave you and baby here alone...i cannot even take you home because I am yet to tell my parents about the baby...that's why I am sending you to Amma's place for few days so that I can bring you to myself forever afterwards, he explained her taking her palms in his.)
Mujhse Juda Hokar Tumhe Dur Jaana Hai
Pal Bhar Ki Judaai Phir Laut Aana Hai
(You have to part from me and go away but only for few moments and then come back forever)
Abhi abhi toh paas aaye the Raman aur abhi phirse duri...kuch din toh apne paas rehne dete taaki dil ko yeh yakeen tak toh aa jaata ki sach mein hum paas aa gaye hain, her fears came out.
(We just came close Raman and now again this distance...you should have atleast let me stay with you for some days so that my heart was assured of the fact that we have finally come close, her fears came out.)
Ab jo paas aa gaye hain toh kabhi bhi dur nahi honge...mera pyaar humesha tumhare saath rahega...aur dekhna tum...kuch din Amma ke paas rehke jab tum mere paas wapis aaogi toh humara pyaar aur bhi gehra ho jaayega...yeh duri humen aur paas le aayegi aur yeh intezaar rang laayega, he tried to convince her.
(Now that we have come close, we will never separate...my love will stay with you always...and you just wait and watch...after staying with Amma for few days when you will come back our love will get even deeper...this distance will bring us even closer and this will wait will yield beautiful colors, he tried to convince her.)
Saathiya Sang Rahega Tera Pyaar
Saathiya Rang Laayega Intezaar
(Your love shall always stay with me and this wait shall color our life)
I don't know...par agar aap keh rahe hain toh mujhe aapki baat pe toh pura yakeen hai hi...aap keh rahe hain toh aapke liye main aapse dur jaane ko taiyaar hoon...jaldi wapis bula lijiyega mujhe apne paas wapis, she agreed to go trusting his words with her life.
(I don't know...but if you are saying so then I trust your words...if you are saying then I am ready to go away from you for you...call me back close to you soon, she agreed to go trusting his words with her life.)
Tumse Juda Hokar Mujhe Dur Jaana Hai
Pal Bhar Ki Judaai Phir Laut Aana Hai
(I have to part from you and go away but only for few moments and then come back forever)
Don't worry...bahut jaldi main khud tumhe lene aaunga...waise bhi do baar main tumhare bahut ache ache romantic plans ki watt laga chukka hoon...is baar usi din lene aaunga jis din un dono raaton ke liye compensate kar sakun...is baar raat main sajaaunga aur usmein rang tum bharna...dekhna yeh kuch din ka intezaar kitna suhaana pal banke aayega humari zindagi mein, he pulled her into a hug as they planned the beautiful future.
(Don't worry...very soon I myself will come to bring you back...anyways I have spoiled your romantic plans twice...this time I will come to pick you up the day I can compensate for those two nights...this time I will decorate the night and you fill colors in it...you see how this wait of few days will come as a beautiful moment in our lives, he pulled her into a hug as they planned the beautiful future.)
Saathiya Sang Rahega Tera Pyaar
Saathiya Rang Laayega Intezaar
(Your love shall always stay with me and this wait shall color our life)
The rest of the day passed away with a blur. Together they enjoyed the cute antics of the baby. Experiencing a very new phase, they found it difficult as well to take care of a baby out of nowhere but doing it together was fun.
She laughed so hard when baby made Raman wet for the first time. He for once felt a bit odd but then immediately accepted it as a father.
He too took revenge by laughing on seeing his wife struggling to put the baby to sleep the whole night. But baby probably was supporting her father and showed no signs of sleep.
And finally when her arms and back both gave up, she handed over the baby to him.
He embraced baby in his strong arms and roamed around the house. Much to his happiness and her displeasure, baby slept within 15 minutes and he won another point.
That's how they spend the very first night with the baby which gave them many memorable moments to cherish all their life.
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Please jaldi aana Raman...bahut jyada intezaar nahi kar paaungi aapka, she said wiping off a lone tear from her eye.
(Please come soon Raman...I will not be able to wait for too long for you Raman, she said wiping off a lone tear from her eye.)
They had reached her mother's house in Bombay this morning. After having spent some quality time with her family, convincing them to accept the baby as their granddaughter and apologizing for his past behavior, he was ready to go now and she had come to see him off.
Don't worry jaan...bahut jaldi aaunga main tumhe lene...tab tak khud ka aur humari beti ka dhyaan rakhna...dawaiyaan time pe leti rehna...you still need them...and jab bhi mann kare tum mujhe call kar sakti ho, he gave her some instructions but her mind had stuck on just one word.
(Don't worry love...very soon I will come to take you with me...till then you take care of yourself and our daughter...take medicines on time...you still need them...and you can call me whenever you want to, he gave her some instructions but her mind had stuck on just one word.)
Aapne abhi kya kaha...jaan, she asked astonished.
(What did you just say...love, she asked astonished.)
Haan jaan...tum meri jaan hi toh ho toh jaan hi kahunga na aur kya kahunga, he casually accepted.
(Yes love...you are my love and so what else should I call you if not love, he casually accepted.)
Abse isi naam se bulana mujhe...jis din is naam se nahi bulaoge main samajh jaungi ki aap naaraaz hain, she hugged him.
(Call me with this name only now onwards...the day you don't use this name I will understand that you are upset with me, she hugged him.)
Thik hai...as you say...ab chalun, he cupped her face.
(Fine...as you say...shall I leave now, he cupped her face.)
Come soon, she nodded.
I will...i love you, he pecked her forehead.
I love you too Raman and I will wait for you; she kissed his cheek and ran inside before he could even react.
Ruffling his hair, he happily left in the car.
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Seeing her parents play with the baby, she went inside her room wanting to give her parents some time to bond with the little kid.
And as she entered her room for the first time in this second life that she had got, she felt some traces of her past coming into her mind.
But before she could think deeply, her eyes caught the huge photo that was hung on the wall which was from their wedding.
His sadness with the marriage was evident in the photo as well and that made her upset. But immediately recalling the happy phase their relation was in now, she smiled and went close to the wall.
Dulha dulhan toh us din bane honge hum Raman par jeevansaathi toh ab jaake bane hain...kehne ko toh pati patni usi din ho gaye the par main aapki aur aap mere bas kal hi toh hue hain...sehra baandhke toh aap us din bhi aaye honge par mere pyaar ka sehra toh ab aapke sir bandha hai...ab bas intezaar hai toh us din ka jis din aap apni is sajni ko apne saath le jaayenge, she caressed the photo lovingly.
(We might have become bride and groom that day Raman but we have become life partners finally now...for the world we had become man and wife that day but we have become each other's just yesterday...you might have worn the groom's wreath that day as well but my love's wreath has reached your head now...now all I wait for is the day you will take this wife of yours with you, she caressed the photo lovingly.)
Main Hoon Teri Sajni Saajan Hai Tu Mera
Tu Baandh Ke Aana Mere Pyaar Ka Sehra
(I am your bride and you are my groom and so you come to take me wearing my love on your head)
Oh ho...zara dekho toh madam ko...Raman jeeju ko gaye hue 15 minute nahi hue aur madam ko unke jaate hi unki photo pe pyaar aa raha hai, she turned hearing someone's comment.
(Oh ho...just look at madam...not even 15 minutes have passed that Raman Jeeju has gone and madam is showering all her love on his photo already, she turned hearing someone's comment.)
Mihika, she happily shouted before hugging her best friend; a friend who had saved her breaking marriage by telling everything to Raman at the right time, a friend who had always been there for her and with her.
Kaisi hai tu Ishu, Mihika asked getting emotional after meeting her friend after so long.
(How are you Ishu, Mihika asked getting emotional after meeting her friend after so long.)
Main thik hoon tu bata, Ishita happily exclaimed.
(I am fine you say, Ishita happily exclaimed.)
Main kaisi hongi...tune jaan nikal ke rakhi thi meri...jis din se pata chala ki tu gir gayi hai ek saans chain ki nahi li maine...agar tujhe kuch ho jaata toh, Mihika could not stop her tears.
(How can I be...you had almost killed me...i haven't sighed in peace ever since I got to know about your accident...what if something happened to you, Mihika could not stop her tears.)
Kuch nahi hua mujhe...itne logo ki duaaen bhi toh hain mere saath...kaise kuch hota, Ishita hugged her once again.
(Nothing happened to me...i have blessings of so many people...how could something happen to me, Ishita hugged her once again.)
Waise tujhe main yaad bhi hoon ya bhul gayi hai, Mihika tried to joke.
(By the way do you even remember me or you have forgotten me, Mihika tried to joke.)
To be honest bhul gayi hoon...yaad toh kuch bhi nahi hai...par sabne bataya ki kaise tu aur main sagi behno se bhi badhkar the, Ishita felt embarrassed to accept the truth.
(To be honest I have forgotten...i don't remember anything...but yes everyone told me how you and I were more close than real sisters, Ishita felt embarrassed to accept the truth.)
Arre tu bura kyun feel kar rahi hai...yaadon ka kya hai...nayi bana lenge, Mihika tried to cheer up her friend.
(Arre why are you feeling bad...there is nothing important about old memories...we will make new memories, Mihika tried to cheer up her friend.)
You are right, Ishita nodded dully.
Oh ho ab aisi bhinki hui si shakal kyun bana li...chal ek kaam karti hoon...tujhe apne haath ki teri favorite coffee pilaati hoon...tab tera mood ek dum badiya ho jaayega, Mihika excitedly offered.
(Oh no why you made such a gloomy face now...let me do one thing...i will get you your favorite coffee prepared by me...your mood will be good after having it, Mihika excitedly offered.)
Ok, Ishita said.
Tab tak you can continue drooling over your handsome husband, Mihika winked before leaving while Ishita blushed.
(Till then you can continue drooling over your handsome husband, Mihika winked before leaving while Ishita blushed.)
Dekha aapne Raman kaise aapka naam lekar ched rahe hain log mujhe, she spoke to his photo unable to keep her eyes away from it.
(Did you see Raman how people are teasing me taking your name, she spoke to his photo unable to keep her eyes away from it.)
Chehre Se Ab Tere Hatti Nahi Ankhiyaan
Tera Naam Le Lekar Chede Mujhe Sakhiyaan
(I cannot take my eyes off your face and so my friends tease me in your name)
Hi jaan, her watsapp whistled and seeing the message and message sender made her smile.
(Hi love, her watsapp whistled and seeing the message and message sender made her smile.)
Hi Raman
Kya ho raha hai
(What's up?)
Aapko dekh rahi hoon 😳
(I am looking at you) 😳
Kaise 😉
(How)😉
Aapki photo lagi hai mere room mein...bas use hi
(Your photo is put up in my room...I am looking at it)
Oh photo...acha hai tum meri us wall waali photo dekhke time kaato...main tumhari us photo ko dekhke din guzaarunga jo mere dil mein hai
(Oh photo...its good that you are passing your time looking at my photo on that wall...I will kill time looking at your photo which is inside my heart.)
Ishu coffee, she kept her phone aside as she saw Mihika coming in.
Arre kahaan bhaag gayi
(Arre where are you)
Mujhse baat karte karte kahin meri photo se toh baat nahi karne lagi
(Did you start talking to my photo instead of me)
Jaan kahaan ho...aao na
(Love where are you...come please)
Ishitaaa
Her phone kept buzzing until she finally picked it up in her hands.
Mihika aa gayi hai...baad mein message karti hoon
(Mihika is here...I will message you later)
No...mujhse baat karo
(No...talk to me)
Raman...acha nahi lagta na...she is here and main aise phone pe
(Raman...it does not look good...she is here and I am on phone like this)
I don't know...apni dost se kaho mujhe meri biwi se baat karni hai islie abhi do not disturb.
(I don't know...tell your friend that I want to talk to my wife and so she should not disturb.)
Ohhh...toh aap chahte hain main apni dost ko bhaga doon
(Ohhh...so you want that I should shoo away my friend)
Haan
(Yes)
Thik hai Raman...aapke liye main yeh bhi kar sakti hoon...sajna ke liye sakhi se toh thodi si cheating karni padegi
(Fine Raman...i can do this also for you...i will have to cheat my friend a little for my husband)
Sakhiyon Se Ab Mujhko Peecha Chudana Hai
Pal Bhar Ki Judaai Phir Laut Aana Hai
(Now I have to get rid of my friends and come back to you after a little separation)
Mazaak tha baba...tum aaram se baat karo apni sakhi saheli se...hum raat ko baat karenge aaram se...i love you forever
(It was just a prank...you talk to your friend peacefully...we will talk at night...I love you forever)
I love you too and I miss you already.
Miss you too but don't worry soon we will be together.
Saathiya Sang Rahega Tera Pyaar
Saathiya Rang Laayega Intezaar
(Your love shall always stay with me and this wait shall color our life)
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After dropping her at her mother's house, he had gone to meet his lawyer friend Pathak who would help him in the legal adoption process.
After meeting his friend, he had visited her doctor as well to know her current status. Last time, when he was in this city, his heart was full of anguish for her and so he had no interest in knowing her medical condition but now when all he felt for her was only love, he had to know the minutest of things.
And now finally when he was back to home, he had made an excuse to his parents about his sudden trip feeling too tired to explain anything at that moment and retired to his room.
This room in which he had spent some bitter moments was also reminding him of her. Even though they had just fought in this room and didn't have any loving moment to count upon but now that everything was fine, he felt her love around the room.
Recalling how she used to decorate this room every morning in the initial days of their marriage, his lips curved into a smile automatically.
Mere Tasavur Mein Tum Roz Aati Ho
Chupke Se Tum Aakar Mera Ghar Sajati Ho
(You come in my dreams and decorate my house daily)
His vision then traveled to the vase that was kept on the side table. His eyes became moist on recalling how once she had brought some fresh flowers and put them inside the vase but the strong fragrance had left him with a bad cold. And that reason was enough to lash out on her when he used to look for reasons to scold her.
Kitni pyaari thi tum toh humesha se hi...un phoolon ki khushboo se is kamre ke saath saath meri zindagi ko bhi mehkaane ki koshish kar rahi thi...par main hi kitna paagal tha ki tumhare us pyaar ko baar baar thukraata raha, he cursed himself.
(You were always so loving...you were trying to fragrant my life as well along with this room with those flowers...but I was so mad to refuse your love again and again, he cursed himself.)
Sajni Bada Pyaara Yeh Roop Hai Tera
Gajre Ki Khushboo Se Mehka Hai Ghar Mera
(Beloved you are so beautiful and that your aura fragrances my house)
He then moved towards the dresser which still had some cosmetics of hers lying there. Few of her bindis were still stuck on the mirror. He had once shouted on her so badly for putting her bindis on the mirror and today the looking at the very same bindis made him happy.
He then picked up one of her lipsticks and recalled how she used to nicely get ready every evening to welcome him but he never bothered to acknowledge her efforts.
Tumhari aankhon mein ab tak sirf aansun diye hain...par ab tumhari aankhon mein sapno ke alaawa kisi cheez ke liye jagah hogi toh sirf is kaajal ki, he promised as he took her kohl in his hands.
(Till now I have given only tears to your eyes...but now if your eyes will have space for anything else that dreams then it will be this kohl, he promised as he took her kohl in his hands.)
Aankhon Se Ab Teri Kaajal Churana Hai
Pal Bhar Ki Judaai Phir Laut Aana Hai
(I have to steal all the pain from your eyes once you come back after this small separation)
Abki baar jo tum aaogi toh tumhe apne pyaar se humesha ke liye apna bana lunga...tumhari zindagi mein apne pyaar ke rang aise ghol dunga ki kabhi chahke bhi hum juda na ho paaye, he lovingly rubbed his hand on his mobile screen which had her photo as the wallpaper.
(This time when you will come, I will make you mine with my love forever...i will mix my love's colors in your life in a way that we will never be able to part away even if we want to, he lovingly rubbed his hand on his mobile screen which had her photo as the wallpaper.)
Saathiya Sang Rahega Tera Pyaar
Saathiya Rang Laayega Intezaar
(Your love shall always stay with me and this wait shall color our life)
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Veer Hanuman
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