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Last two weeks has been disastrous for YHMians. With all the protests going on, i never expected myself making a sensible post again in this forum anymore.
With fresh sets of spoilers coming in every day, the cord is slowly getting cut. But, the last straw i am on holding onto is Ishita. This one character reminded me of the soap that i fell in love with today. I have learnt some lessons the hard way from YHM cv's. So, i have decided not to expect anything from the soap anymore but today, the episode deserves it.
Reaction of forum members aroused the interest in me to give the episode a try and i am glad that i saw that. Yes, i should hate Puttar from the bottom of my heart but i fell for majboori all over... The husband in RKB got Ishita's favourite flavour by hook or crook. I am happy that atleast the traces were there.
And editors did a neat job by focussing on Ishita, Raman and Simmi. In the crap that they are serving using Shagun, i managed to feel a connection today. Shaila bua's words were stinging Ishita at right places that Raman loves her so much when she knew that Raman's past in creeping inside. All i am going to talk about is Ishita. For the first time in YHM history, my eyes were fixated on her. Please bear with me.
I chose the Surname in Topic because that is all the episode dealt with today. Ishita Iyer always felt that she was incomplete and undesirable. After becoming Ishita Bhalla, the way this woman started looking at her life was different. Her world started with her daughter and her husband. She felt complete without having her own kid.
During their anniversary, Ishita assured Raman of the same. Even when Raman wanted their own kid, Ishita didn't show the same interest. Like many thought, it was not because Ishita didn't want that, it was because of the fear inside Ishita. The fear of facing disappointment, the fear of disappointing Raman. Raman's true love made her see that no matter what, he will always love her.
Then came her pregnancy and miscarriage. Once again, many were confused because Ishita wasn't affected by their kid's death. On the contrary, she was the most affected. She touched her tummy even before turning around. But, she didn't let that come out. She bottled up everything inside her to make the ambience normal. She wanted to convince herself that the miracle was not meant to be. She convinced Raman of the same and inturn convinced herself that Raman will love her no matter what. Once again, she told Raman that she was complete.
But today, the same Ishita Bhalla felt incomplete. She felt undesirable. She felt inadequate to satisfy a man's needs. What a poignant thought. Again, god knows what made cv's push Shagun inside but the thought was beautiful. How few relations are never meant to be. Raman's closeness with his ex is distancing him from his beautiful paradise that has been built over a period of two years. This is why Ishita ruled out the option of surrogacy. It gave space to another third party to squeeze inside. And here, it is Shagun who has a strong connection with the kid. It is high time that Raman realises the truth that is staring at him. He can't have any sort of cordial relationship with Shagun. Had the track been sensible, it would have been the most beautiful tracks Indian tellyduniya had ever had. Anyways, bygones are bygones.
Today, the underlying thought came out beautifully. How i wish they give a beautiful closure by redeeming Raman and showing that few people can never change.
But, i am not expecting anything because #HopeIsDying for me.
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