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Hey YHMians,
Here is my new OS, as per your pervious replies I have tried to write a longer update...!!! But this time around it's from Raman's PoV.
Again, pardon the mistakes coz I'm typing through my phone...
Everything I Ever Wanted...
I stand at the door, watching my son, err... new-born son in my Madrasan's arms. This is so perfect, the content and blessed look on her face, the happy and peaceful environment inside the House. Everything. Is. Just. Perfect.
I realize that, I, The Raman Kumar Bhalla, CEO of the year now turned an Owner of a MNC, have come a long way from what I was in the past. I cannot help but remember those days I spent grieving about Shagun's betrayal... The lonely nights I spent imagining about having my both the kids tucked up besides me, while I try and put them to sleep. But, I used end up shedding tears as the matter-of-fact would pop up in my mind that it was not possible anymore.
I never wanted to neglect Ruhi, after all she was the sole reason I used to let myself breath, it was miserable to imagine my life without Shagun and Aadi... All those days I kept trying to maintain my relationship with Aadi, only to be insulted and hated back time and again. Today I thank Shagun to give me a daughter like Ruhi, if not for her, I would have never returned Delhi, never would have thought to marry the Mad Madrasan- My Jhaasi Ki Raani...
3 years back, if one would say that I would not only marry again, but also father my third child, I would have ask him fool someone else. Yet, today it still feels like dream. A dream come true. The child in her arms is not only the Symbol of Our Love, it is also an opportunity. An opportunity to re-live all the moments that WE missed when Aadi and Ruhi were young. I regret missing Ruhi's first footsteps, the first word that left her mouth, her first tooth falling, the first time she asked for a Barbie, everything...
It was not easy, this child, this happiness, this love was not an easy gain... She had to go through a miscarriage, feel the pain piercing through her womb, her fears of disappointing Ruhi and the whole family. We had spent weeks consoling her, making her understand that we won't let her breakdown. Passion and stress took over and we ended up in bed just after 2 weeks of the miscarriage, love making was the only way through which we were able to support each other, time and again she was needed to be assured that child or no child, she will always be loved and cherished by me. A couple of months later we found out that she was pregnant, again.
I was scared; many "what ifs" crossed my mind. It had taken a lot of strength and patience to get her out of her grief of losing her child. Hours later, Dr. Paul handed over the reports to Ishita saying that she was fit physically and mentally to deliver a healthy child. Though Ruhi was disappointed that she didn't get a sister and felt childishly insecure that her lil' brother would love Aadi bhaiya more, she, at that very moment had, vowed to bribe him to love her more. I remember her saying that she would like a Sister next time, and I also remember Madrasan blushing at that very thought.
Today, after a long tiring day, the Naming Ceremony had come to an end, naming our son Rishi as decided by his elder siblings. Aadi said it is the culmination of his Papa's and Ishimaa's name. And it surely is...
Handing over, Rishi to Simi for the night, I prepare to spend some quality time with Ishita. All this while Simmi gives me a knowing look, which gifted her a good scary glare.
As I step into the room, I see a breath-taking scene. Ishita stood near the window, looking fondly at the full moon.
I hug her from behind, and her bare back collides with my chest. A shiver runs down her spine.
"I know what's going on in your mind... You are thinking about the time when Rishi was about to come into Our World." I said.
Ishita leans onto me and says, "Yes. I was so scared... Initially Dr. Manoj has said that the pregnancy was completely safe, but to avoid complications we would have to deliver the child by the end of the 8th month. But I had the labour pain 4 days before decided... And adding upon to the fear, you were not around!"
"I'm Sorry for reaching late. But the moment Dr. Manoj said that we have a boy to look after, I just knew that I had lost the chance to team up with my daughter against you. I was really disappointed to lose the bet."
She pouted her utterly delicious lips and said, "Such a horrid man!! Don't you dare say a word against my Kids."
"We still have a chance! Remember Ruhi said she wants a Sister next time.!!"
She pushed me away playfully and said, "You just have one thing on your dirty mind!!!"
"So what? You are my wife, I'm your man. And I have my needs! And its only you who can fulfill them..."
She suddenly has tears in her eyes. But still has a smile on her face.
"You still love me so much? I thought you would feel that I'm not in shape anymore, that you don't desire me anymore. I thought I'm Fat..!"
"Never Ishita!! For the next Seven Births, you will be the only woman I will desire... You don't realize what you do to me. Didn't you see that last night. Can't you see it now?" I said as I held her in my arms again.
I planted small butterfly kisses on her nape. And she gave into them instantly.
"I love you Ishita. Only you. Never ever forget that. The fact that you have given birth to my child makes me love you even more." I said hugging her even more close to me, even though there didn't seem to be anymore space remaining.
"I love you too Raman."
Overwhelmed by the emotions, she stepped back as I took her lips in an earth shattering kiss. Chewing her lips hungrily, I hear her moan and she wraps her arms around my shoulder and balls her fist tightly in my hair. She pulls me even more into her mouth as she struggles to gain dominance. My hand cresses her bare back and she gasps loudly as I wildly rip her low cut blouse. Soon, her clothes are lying on the floor and she slowly frees me from my suit and she gets even slower while unbuttoning my shirt, teasing me by not touching my bare chest, while I'm desperate to feel her hands on me.
I push her down to the bed and climb over her making sure she isn't pressed under my weight. After a few passionate hugs and kisses, our bodies merge together and she moans out loud just as loud as she had let out a moan when we had done IT for the very first time. Giving a final hard and powerful thrust, I groan and finally reach the peak of ecstasy and I feel the heat from her body radiating and wrapping me in a thick quilt of love and lots of care.
Few hours later, feeling spent, after a couple of passionate love making sessions, I feel her hands stroking my hair and a few tear drops fall on my bare chest. I open my eyes only to see a my wife shedding tears yet blushing hard, that her cheek were warm.
"What's wrong Ishita? Was I too harsh on you?"
"No... You can never be... I just realized that I'm so lucky to have you in my life!! I love you Raman..."
"I know that... And I love you too. Always. Its me, who has been the lucky one to have you in my li..."
Before I could complete my words, she lightly pecks my lips and snuggles into me, coming even more closer, and resting her head on my chest.
I take her in a tight hug and soon sleep takes over us. Taking us to a dreamland where we see only Happiness and Prosperity of Our Family. A dreamland where Our Past doesn't bother Us anymore. A dreamland where we grow old together. A dreamland where we Love Each other Forever...
"I'm Amazed When I Look At You. Not Because Of Your Looks, But Because Of The Fact That Everything I've Ever Wanted Is Right In Front Of Me."
THE END
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