hi friends iam here with next updates,thanks for ur wonderful comments one imp thing i want to say,iam not going to update for another 2weeks but i compensated those updates now,i will waiting for ur wonderful comments,ur encouragement is what i needed
part-76
raman:mujje abhi abhi baby nahi chahiye
ishu:abhi abhi mathlab chey mahine hogaya humari shadi hokar
baby aane ke samay thak ek saal bhi hojayengi
raman:ishitha make it to u clear i doesnt want baby now
ishu:nahi mujje chahiye baby she speaks stubbornly making raman to go more anger
raman:holding her wrist tightly mujje nahi chahiye yeh baath yaadh rako
ishu:releasing her hand from his grip runs to daadi's room
while raman realises how he behaved with her,"yaar raman thum kya kar diya,u should have said to her calmly"
he settles on the bed lost in thoughts thinking about ishitha's words
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ishu in daadi room
rushing to daadi hugging her she cries her heart out
while daadi tries to console her not able to comprehend what made her to cry bitterly
making her to drink some water,and settling on the bed along with her pothi she speaks pating her hair
"ishitha first tell what happened to u?"
ishu speaks with hicupping words "daadi miney kaha raman se mujje baby chahiye,jaise vandu akka ka baby aarahi hu naa"
daadi:understandingly she nods her head asking her to continue further
ishu:lekin raman mujpar gussa nikal diya,voh keh rahi hu inko baby nahi chahiye,mujje warning kar rahi hu
daadi:gets shocked listening to ishitha's words
"raman isa kaha ishitha?" she speaks unable to believe her words
ishu:haa daadi,i wont go to that room,i will be here only with u
raman who listened to ishu and daadi's talk walking to the room keeps his hand on ishu's shoulder making her to look at him while daadi looks at raman questioning him with her eyes,what he need
ishu jerks away his hand angrily and moves away
raman:ishitha chelo humara room ko
ishu:mi nahi aavungi she speaks without looking at him
raman:ishitha dont make me to go anger once again
ishu remains silent while daadi decided to talk to raman later without ishitha,more to scold him for speaking nonsense
daadi:ishitha go to ur room dear,i will wash his brain later,dont talk to him now,but sleep in that room or else ur mummiji will scold u unnecessarily
ishu walks back to her room silently wiping her tears
while raman follows her without glancing back at daadi
ishu walks to the room which is attached to their bedroom,sitting on the sofa hugging her knees she cries bitterly remainding raman's behavior and his words
she speaks to herself "aap mujjse kabi nahi pyar kiya raman,kiya tho isa nahi baath karengi,aap jhooti hu"
raman:walks to the room where ishu went with a glass of milk to her,sitting beside her he holds her hand only to be jerked away again
forcing her to face him he speaks angrily "dont u dare to push me away again ishitha"
ishu:looking angrily at him she speaks "kya karengi mujje maarengi kya"
raman:hugging her tightly speaks with tearful eyes "please madrasan isa maath bolo,mi nahi jeepavungi thumhari bina"
ishu:aap jhoot bol rahi hu,mujje patha chal gayi,sacche mujje pyar kar rahi tho aap isa nahi bolengi
raman:kissing her hair he speaks "sorry very sorry ishitha,i didnt intended to speak like that,but seeing ur sturbborness i just spelled my thoughts in a wrong way"
ishu:hugging him back cries bitterly
raman:ishitha meri baath shanth se suno na
ishu:nahi
raman:please ishitha
seeing her being silent he speaks "ishitha mujje bhi baby chahiye"
ishu:jumps away from him listening to his words with a spark in her eyes,saachi raman aapko bi baby chahiye?
raman:ha lekin abhi nahi hi
her face fells down with sad listening to his words
raman:cupping her face speaks to her "ishitha i want baby but we are married just recently"
ishitha:tho kya raman iss me baby ka lena dena kya hi
raman:see ur vandu akka was going to give birth to a baby na
ishu:she speaks sadly with a pout "ha baby aayengi"
raman:see ur akka was planned for a baby after 2years,she enjoyed her married life with bala very much then thought about baby
but see we got married before 6months after our marriage many problems it was just 1month everything was normal between us
i want to spend more time wiht u,then after we both can enjoy with our baby
ishu remains silent
raman:thumko mujjse time spend karna nahi chahthi ishitha
baby hi tho hum dono ek saath time nahi spend karengi,aur hum dono milkar romi aur mihir ka shaadi bhi karna hi naa,thum baby se busy ho tho koun karengi saab kaam unka shaadi mey
u have that responsibility na as bhabi to them
ishu:yes i know my responsibility
raman:so if we plan for baby now,then how can do their marriage with all responsibilities in a grand way
ishu:she silents nods her head positively turning her face to the other side
raman:ishitha if u still want then iam ok with it,ur happiness matters most to me
ishu:hugging him she speaks sadly "its ok raman,iam sorry i should had understood ur feelings"
raman:thanks ishitha for understanding me,sorry for disappointing u
wrapping her hands around his neck laying her head on his chest she closes her eyes thinking about the things happened which was entirely opposite to what she had thought
raman pats her hair lovingly feeling her in his arms
both fells asleep on the sofa itself
daadi walks angrily to talk with raman privately,seeing them no where in the bedroom she marches to the attached room and finds them both asleep on the sofa
their loving form all her anger melted
still she cant delay the topic so she patted on raman's shoulder making him awake
raman stops daadi from talking further showing her ishu's sleeping form
getting down from the sofa carefully taking ishitha in his arms he walks towards their bedroom placing her on the bed covering with quilt pecking her forehead lovingly he walks out with daadi out of the room
in daadi's room:
daadi:r u mad raman,what u r thinking about urself
every woman wants to become a mother,she too deserves it,who r u to say no,it is her right,being her husband u have to be with her,but u r refusing her wish
raman:yes i was refusing
daadi:screams at him angrily seeing his stubbornness "this is what i teached to u,if ur father didnt wished for children then u ur brother and sister wouldnt had alive with blood and flesh now
raman remains silent
daadi:dekho raman agli baar isa harkath math karo raman
angrily she looks at raman as he is not giving any reply to her orders only to see tears in his eyes
concern overtaking her anger she speaks to raman "raman kya hogaya thum ro rahi hu?"
raman:kuch nahi
daadi:making him to sit on her bed rufling his hair lovingly enquires him
raman:daadi do u think i will oppose ishitha's wish,i too want to be a father
daadi:then what is ur problem raman
raman:"ishitha" daadi
daadi:kya raman,thum kya baath kar rahi hu mujje kuch samajthi nahi
raman:daadi mujje ishitha ka fikar hi isiliye isa mana kiya uska wish ko
daadi:matlab
raman:she is not capable to upbring a baby now,because she herself was a child
daadi:yeh kya raman,she is very matured girl her way of living was childish
raman:no daadi,she will be in so much confusion for every decision of hers
i was worried about her,if anything happens to me,she cant live,then what about our baby
daadi:raman pagal hogaya kya thum isa sochna bi math karo
raman:we dont know our future daadi,if something in future traps her to live alone only with our baby will she be able to live?
she is not an independent woman,till our marriage her appa took care of her,now iam,always one wont be accompained with us,we born alone and we will die alone
daadi:raman thum sacchi me pagal hogaya?
raman:nahi daadi mi saahi bath kar rahi hu,she is not capable to upbring a baby,i cant believe her,because i know about her
daadi:so life long u wont plan for a child of urs
raman:no until i change her to a independent woman i wont plan for baby
mrs.bhalla walks in when raman left a confused daadi
mrs.bhalla:mummiji i couldnt understand what raman wants,i too not an independent woman still iam dependent on my husband
like me ishitha,why he is going broad
daadi:i too cant understand what he wants,he is thinking ishitha was still a child,he is thinking she cant take care of their baby
mrs.bhalla:no woman will be trained how to take care of her baby,it will be in her implicitly,pagal kutha kat kiya usko,i will tell ishitha not to listen raman and i will ask her not to take any precautions listening to raman
daadi:mujje kuch samajthi nahi toshi,jo karna karo,thumhara marzi lekin thumhari vachan se uski beech me kuch jagada nahi hona chahiye mujje
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