PART 30
Sorry guys for the delay but I was busy in something very urgent .apologies.
Raman was very happy knowing the truth that Ansh is his son.he was on cloud nine.he rushed to her room to find her and apologize to her for everything stupid he has done ever.but to his bad luck she was not there.he was going out when he saw her study table.he thought for something and goes near it.it has some files.he searched and finally found what he has been looking for.
Her diary.
He believes she still writes it and he was write.
Raman -now I will know that is she still loves me that much.i know the truth but still wanna know.
He opened her diary.it was dated five years back may be a week after he broke her heart.
Author's note-usa only wants to know how she lived in those five years.now I am describing it.don't ask how a single diary contain happenings of five years.
Dear diary,
Finally I am here in my dream city Chicago to pursue my studies.but the price I payed for coming here is too big.i left my city ,my family,my Raman and probably myself also.he doesn't love me.i don't know how many times my heart will be broken by a single person.don't know why that person break ur heart whom u trust the most.i don't hate him actually I can't hate him but I hate my destiny who parts my way from him.i truly love him.may be someday he loves me the way I love him.i love u Raman.
He curse himself for breaking her heart.he flipped the page.
Today I go to college for the first time.when I entered the college I saw him.he looks so handsome.
Raman heart skip a beat thinking about whom she is talking.he continued
U r thinking about whom I am talking.he is none other than my Raman.confused.actually he is the topper of our university.his photo was in the honour board.he was holding a big trophy.i wish he holds me also like that.then I go to the class and there I meet the most irritating boy Rahul Bajaj.he is good but soon he became my good friend.while introducing I absent mindedly introduced as Ishita Raman bhalla.from that day I became IRB.everyone think I am married.nobody applies sindoor here but I use to apply it because I love to see myself as his bride,his wife.
Raman flipped some more pages.
Today Rahul take me to his home.his parent what a lovely people they r.i wish in next birth I will be their daughter.I felt sick while returning home so I gone to the hospital.the next day I go to the hospital to get a news of my lifetime.a single moment changed my life forever.wow I am pregnant.pregnant with Raman 's child.its a great feeling having a piece of him in me.an Ansh of him in me.
Raman smiled at her happiness.he continued
I called Raman to give this big news to him that we r going to be parents soon.may be this child bridges the gap between us.with great courage I dialled bhalla mansion number.
He was shocked that she wants to share the news of soon to become a mother to him.but he didn't get why she don't informed him.
Someone picked the phone and I asked for Raman.the lady ask who r u.i asked her who r u.she replied I am Raman's wife.i got shock of my life.he is married.oh my god he marry someone else.I am no more his wife
I sank on the floor.don't get what to do.how to react.i am celebrating my pregnancy and the father of my child married someone else.i cried,cried my heart out.how can u do this to me.nothing will be get alright again
I feel like killing myself and end this life in which I always get hurt for dreaming something.but seems like I didn't deserve any happiness in my life.
But I can't do that also.i have a life within myself.i can't let that small life in me to suffer for his father's ignorance.no I have to live for our no my child.
Raman cried reading that how his stupid step hurt her like anything.
I was sitting thinking how to live alone and manage everything when Rahul comes to me.he asked me what happened.I answered I am pregnant.he was very happy for me and congratulate me.i said but my husband is not with me how will I manage.he said call him here.i answered but he married someone else.
He was shocked how can he do that.he was angry for me but he asked me what I want.i answered that I want this baby but don't know how to manage everything.
He took me to his house and told his mom everything.I was fearing how she would react but to my surprise she was very understanding.she told me to stay with them till I deliver the child.i wonder is these kind of people really exist.they were wonderful people.she said I always dream of a daughter but have only a son.from now u will be my daughter and she hugged me.
How I complain to god whenever he gives a problem he provides me a solution also.Rahul's father was also a very good man.soon they started loving me like their own daughter and I also started calling them mumma papa.
Rahul helped me alot in everything.he takes me to college and helps me in studying.my life was very much sorted but something was missing terribly.i missed him alot but he must be busy with his new wife in his world.i am probably noone to him.i talk to his photo everyday and share everything with him.
The day I gone for my first sonography I want him near me but to my bad luck I have only mumma with me.when I first see my baby I thought he hold my hand sharing his happiness but I was alone.i really wish he would be with me.
Raman sobbed reading what she gone through.the dryness of the paper make him realize that it was once wet by her tears.
The day I first hear his heartbeat I want to save that moment to relive with him.if he ever comes to me.soon days were passing and the time was come.
When I was going to the hospital for delivery I gave Raman 's number to Rahul that if something happened to me atleast my not our child get one of his parent.I was very critical and had very less chances to survive.I thought may be not me but he will surely love his child.
But to my bad luck I survived.the hope of giving my child his dad was faded.
When he come into my arms first time I was so happy and overwhelmed.he is my chotu Raman.he has everything like his dad
His eyes,his nose,his lips,his dimples everything was like Raman only.i kissed him and promised to give him every happiness he deserves.
Raman smiled reading that and so badly want to feel that moment.
When I came back holding him in my arms everyone wasvery happy as if he is a member of their family.of course he is their family member.he is the son of their daughter.
Some eunuchs came to Rahul's house to bless Ansh and give blessings to me and Rahul thinking us the parents.before I correct them Rahul said to me.
We can make them correct.marry me Ishita and became Ishita Rahul Bajaj
I am ready to accept u with ur child.
That's all for now.ok I know u want some Ishra moments but u should know how she cope up when she was alone.i have updated in a jiffy and have headache but still updated because u people wanna read so if something is illogical or wrong please forgive me.will update next part soonish.
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