Ishra ss- tune dil mera toda part 28 on page 147 added - Page 21

Originally posted by: Shimla532

Wow loved this part. Awesome. U penned it brilliantly. Raman needed much dose. How he used Ishita for a bet. How he spoke bad about her. Simmi watever she said it happened. One day he will be alone. Felt bad simmi parents are died. Ishita doesn't know about this. Oh god how she feel. Ishita should not forgive Raman.

Thanks for appreciation now he is alone and want ishu back in his life

Originally posted by: arooshee

awsome story...update soon

Thanks dear
Will update soon

Originally posted by: pretty_h

awesome well written too sobraman realize this. mistake n feel guilty tio

im happy nothing happen between them too I love this part somethime qe did thing which later we realize how it wrong thx dear

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Originally posted by: Ishra_Sona

Thank you so much Sargun... ;-)

Ha!! Shagun ko bahut bada thank you...

Finally ab Ishra Milan hoga...

Yes he married her but don't know her name because he married her just to prove his point that he doesn't love Ishita but he failed badly

When r u giving us d next update????

Originally posted by: GloryBeckons

Just awesome...update soon

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PART. 12

AUTHOR NOTE-NOW STORY WILL PROCEED TWO SIDED ONE SIDE ISHITA'DIARY OTHER SIDE RAMAN 'S REACTION AFTER READING IT .RAMAN REACTION WILL BE IN BRACKETS AND ENGLISH TRANSLATION WILL BE IN BRACKETS TOO DON'T GET CONFUSED.

Dear diary,


Hi I am Ishita.I have very few friends and may be nobody with whom I can share my feelings with whom I can pour my heart so I thought to make u my best buddy who will be my partner in my secret.well the biggest secret of my life which is no more a secret is my love for RAMAN KUMAR BHALLA(Raman smiled after knowing that she loves him for more than a decade)

U know my friends have given me a name wanna know what is it .it is RAMAN KI DEEWANI.They think I am crazy about him and u know what the truth is that I am actually mad for him and he is mine .now u will ask that how he is mine .see I don't have a explanation but the truth is that that he is mine.ab hai to hai bus keh Diya.

(Raman smiled at her cute antics)
I love him more tha anything anyone even more than myself and no one in the world can love anyone more than I love him its not because I am good or wonderful but because no one has my Raman to love.
(Raman thought is he really that good or she is just exaggerating him)

Mere pyaar Ki Umar ho itni sanam tere naam se shuru tere naam se khatam
Teri Khushi se hai Khushi tere gham se hai gham tere naam se shuru tre naam se khatam

U want to know how I fell in love with him.janana chahoge(Raman nodded affirmatively)

Ok lets start from the beginning ab shuruwat to shuru se hi hogi naa


It started six years back when I was only five years old .it was after four days of that unfateful night when my parents died in a car accident leaving me behind.after that day everything changed.my chachu who pretends to love me more than his own children want to send me to the orphanage.no one wants me .i was all alone .everyone wants only dad property no one wants his daughter when I was to thrown into that horrible place bhalla uncle came to my rescue .i was very scared and petrified.after a long tug of war uncle not only brought me home but also make sure that I am comfortable with their family members.I still owe my life to him if he had not brought me home I don't know how I was suppose to survive there.(a tear escape from his eyes and he thought what he had done to such a pure soul)

Bhalla uncle brought me home but Raman is the one who make me feels at home.i still remember that day I was sitting in the swing outside their home I have cried cried and cried for four days my eyes were red and puffy I was hungry and exhausted but could not sleep because I was scared of the surrounding which was unknown to me.i was crying closing my eyes and suddenly I heard a voice

What happen?why are you crying?


I lift my head to find the source of the voice only to find a very fair very healthy boy of around ten or eleven years.he was looking at me .he was very motu may two and half time bigger than me big eyes curly hair and very cute dimples.i was looking at him and when I don't reply back he asked again why are u crying


I said I am very scared I don't know where my parents are .i am very horrified.


Can you who he was no prize for he was Raman my Raman
Ok lets continue

Raman instantly come near me and touched my cheeks lovingly I couldn't control myself I hugged him hard and started crying bitterly.he immediately hugged me back and stroke my hair to console me.

Raman-shh chup ho jao babu sab theek ho jayega( stop crying everything will be fine)

I was go on crying and he was consoling me.i was lost in the warmth of his embrace and I felt secured in his arms and after four days of exhaustion and pain I finally slept in his arms and he go on rocking till I was in deep slumber


Teri baahon Mein Jo sukoon tha Mila Maine dhundha bahut phir naa Mila

He pick me in his arms and take me to his room and make me sleep there not only this he covers me with blanket and sitting right in front of me to make me sleep again if I wake up.now u will ask how I know that simmi told me

May be he is my guardian angel sent by my parents to look after me.
After that day he has become my caretaker my protector my love my life he use to do everything for me.i still remember me ,Raman andsimmi use to sleep in one room and whenever I woke up by any nightmare he use to cuddle me to himself andsing lullabies for me until I fell asleep .everyday he goes for tutions and I will wait for him .when he comes back he use to bring chocolate for me which I eat sitting in his lap and clean my chocolate stain face on his shirt everyday but he never scolds me but always peck me on my forehead

How I can't love him he is just too adorable I always sit in his lap and he feeds me I never eat a single bite with my hand aiyashi Ki aadat ho gayi thi.

I remember one day I was playing with simmi and by mistake one of her doll's head was broken and she slapped me and aunty came and shouted on us for creating a fuss both of us started crying simmi go toher dad but I was standing since I have no one to go to.i was crying and suddenly Raman came out of no where picked me up and simply walk towards his room and locked the door.he make me sit in his lap and asked what happened.
I showed him my red cheeks he asked who has done it I replied simmi he asked what maa said I said she shouted on us and started crying again.he looked deep into my eyes and ordered stop crying I don't like tears in your eyes.I stopped crying I can never disobey him I was just like a puppet and he is my master. He treats me like I am a fragile doll and will be broken if mishandled.
He applied cream on my face and make me sleep I always cuddle in him and sleep close to his heart so I can listen to his heartbeat.
Raman let me not come out of the room and doesn't allow anyone to enter the room for two days he use to wake me up brush my teeth I can take bath and dress up myself and he comb my hair and make a pony allby himself only no one is allowed inside his room for two days .

After two days uncle called Raman he goes outside but instruct me not to come outside I was sneaking from the window

Uncle -what is this ?why u have locked her inside ur room she must be scared bring her out.

Raman-no I will not

Uncle -but why

Raman-kyunki aap log use marte hai dadte hai (because u people hit her shouts on her)

Uncle-toh kya apne pass rakh loge(so what u will keep her to urself)

Raman-haan rakh loonga nahi doonga kisiko woh meri hai sirf meri(yes I will not give her to anyone she belongs to me only me)


From that day I became his ISHITA RAMAN BHALLA(Raman smiled on his possesiveness and her addressing herself as Ishita Raman bhalla.that reminds him how shagun use to hate her name addressed as shagun Raman bhalla she prefers to called shagun only)

One day I insisted him to take me to his tuition first he hesitated but due to my request he take me with him.there were many boys in the class I stick to him but sir called him to other room when he come back I was sitting in the lap of a boy .Raman angrily come and take me outside.he was very angry I don't know why .

Raman shouted -pagal ho kya aise Kisi Ki god Mein baithte hai kya(are u mad u should not sit on anyone lap)

Me-par aapke god Mein to baithti hoon(but I sit on ur lap too)

Raman-pagal mere god Mein baith sakti ho Kisi aur ke pe nahi.kya wahan baithna achcha lag raha tha(u can sit on mine but not others did u like it)

Me-no

Raman-then why u sit there

Me-kyunki usne kaha woh aapke friend hai main nahi baithungi toh aap gussa ho jaoge (because he told that he is your friend and u will be angry if I don't sit in his lap)


Raman-aisa kabhi ho sakta hai Ki main apne babu se gussa ho jao(it can't be happen that I will be angry on u)(Raman remembered how he was angry on Parmeet when he was talking rubbish about her now he understands he was always possessive about her)

He is my protector


I forgot to tell u he calls me not Ishita I don't know if he even know my name he always call me babu and what I call him nothing because I don't have to call him ever he was always there for me.



But just like god feels good in making me sad he take my this happiness also
Raman 's holiday was over and he has to go and within a blink of an eye I was again alone



Tu Jo Mila toh yun laga ho gayi poori adhoori si dua
Tu Jo Gaya toh le Gaya sang tere mere jine Ki har wajah


I was fallen sick very sick after he left I didn't eat didn't sleep just cry cry and cry .after five days when i was laying on my bed i felt a hand on my forehead.i opened my eyes to found it was Raman.i instantly hugged him hard.
Me -aap aa Gaye mujhe pata tha aap jarur aayenge(u came i knew u will definitely come)


Raman-aana pada kya halat bana rakhi hai (i have to come what u have done to urself)

Me-mujhe aapke bina achcha nahi lagta mujhe bhi aapne saath le chaliye(i can't live without you take me with u)


Raman -i can't ur very small

Me-toh yahi ruk jayiye(then stay here only)


Raman-my school is there my study is there do u want that my studies are affected due to u


I nodded negitively

Raman-then promise me u will take good care of urself eat properly sleep properly and no tears and i promise to come back earliest.

Me-ok par main hi aapki favourite rahoongi naa hamesha(ok i will be ur favourite naa always)

Raman smiled and said always .he side hugged me and kissed my forehead

That was the last time i met him.




Log kahte hai pagal hoon main yeh bhi naa jaano
Dil lutya hai Maine ab Kisi Ki naa manoo
Chain de ke Maine bechainiyan yeh li hai
Neende uda je Maine tumse wafaaein Ki hai
Kasam Ki kasam hai kasam se jee rahe hai hum tere Dum se
Abyeh pyaar naa hoga phir hamse


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