The first IshRa scene v got tonite ws SUPER WOW n i saw BOTH Raman n Ishita behavin lik THE ISHRA of Golden YHM(11pm days)..!! It ws such a WELCOME CHANGE to see my GOOD OLD PERFECT ISHRA back in form aftr ages..!! But again Raman jst stole the scene for me n thtsy my post is MAINLY on him..!! But it will be incomplete if i dnt mention the IshRa essence of this scene..!! So i would say abt Raman(majorly😆)n then move to IshRa..😳😳...
I am gonna use lines of "Tu Jo Hai" song of Mr.X film to explain wht i felt for Raman n IshRa tonite...😃😃...But before tht i HAVE TO confess..!! The songs "Jeena Jeena" and "Tu Jo Hai" r very very very spl for me as they r completely MaNan songs for me..!! But Raman of yday n todays epi has left with me no choice but use those very same songs which symbolize Manik's love for Nandini to me, to be used on Raman too as they r INDEED perfect songs which symbolize Raman's love for Ishita too for the current condition..!! These two chars alwz make me in a fix...😡😆...But still i love BOTH OF THEM-Raman n Manik from the bottom of my heart....!!
"Tujhko khona jaise khudko khona"
"Tere Hone Se Hi Mera Hona Hai"
Jisko sunu jisko kahoon
Bin tere mujh mein kya hain
Jisko jiyoon jis mein rahoon
Bin tere main sehra sa hoon
Bin tere main qatra bhi nahi"
And for me this scene makes a FULL CIRCLE...Yday in my post i did mention abt riot scene where Raman when talked to Ishita on knwin shes safe-he din share his feelins openly,bt left midway..!! But today aftr one year...he din waste a second to pour his heart out n LET HER KNOW hw much he ws in trauma when he thought he almost lost her..!! His two lines i hv told above ws MUSIC TO MY EARS..!! HOW MUCH I WAS WAITING FOR IT n today omg IT WS HERE..🥳🥳🥳...One year back,he ws yet to recognise the changing eqn b/w him n her,he ws yet to realise hw much she ws affectin n so his half confession of wht he felt when he thought he almost lost her in riots makes sense..!! And today aftr more than a year,Raman does recognise his feelings for her...does realise hw much she affects him n thtsy when she came back to her senses,he din evn hesitated for a min,but rite away let her knw abt HIS FEELINGS TO HER in crystal clear manner coz he wants her to knw hw much she means to him...he wants her to knw his condition so tht she should realise wht will happen to him if she dared to evn think of goin away frm him...he wants her to knw his condition so tht he can be assured there will be NO NEXT TIME as Ishu herself might wnt allow such situation where he have to be away frm her coz he wants her to knw he can jhelofy nythin...he can do nythin for her...BUT NOT LETTING HER GO FROM HIM as tht means END OF HIMSELF..!!
TU MERI ROOH SA HAI
TUJHKO CHOOKE MAIN ZINDA LAGU"
Gosh such WONDERFUL HEARTFELT ISHRA MOMENTS those were.....And these r those moments i captured in pics of tht BESTEST ISHRA HUG EVER which spoke volumes of IshRa LOVE..!!





^^sorry for low quality pics...bt i couldn find HD vid links..
Nywz to summarize my ramayan i wrote above,i jst want to quote the topic title which is also my fav line frm the song i hv used in this post..!! That line COMPLETELY REFLECTS Raman's love for Ishita n also for wht Raman felt in yday n todays epi...😃😃...
"Tu Jo Hai Toh Main Hoon"!!!
Before i wind up my post...i have to say MAY IS ALWAYS ISHRA MONTH...it ws proved last year n its proved this year..!! Though last year May ws JANNAT as v got so many wonderful wonderful IshRa scenes lik IshRa reunion with param track end,IshRa blue dress scene,KK-Ishita pink saree scene in pre engagement party of Mihir,IshRa's "Galliyaan" dance,Ishita's Punjabi speech surprise for Raman n many more...!! And in this year v atleast had the MUCH AWAITED ISHRA CONFESSION n such once a blue moon wonderful epis v got yday n today...!! And for me personally,last year May is the month i made max no of epi topics for YHM in a month till nw n tht ws the time my love for YHM completely got convereted to EPIC ADDICTION..!! Now aftr a year though evrything changed be it the show,the chars or evn my feelings for the show n couple,i am GLAD tht this year May month did had some WONDERFUL ISHRA SCENES of golden 11pm wala YHM std n tht also inspired me to make my 3 posts this month for YHM..😳😳..!!
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