hi folks, I am back with a new part...again sorry for the delay but kya karoon, ghar par cousins aae the toh time hi nahi mila but I hope you guys will like this part also. iss part mein finally the awaited question ka answer bhi se rahi hoon, the mystery of blue file...again lots of thanx for your love for my previous update. hope will also receive good reviews for this update also.
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ishita was stunned on seeing the file in Raman's hand. she immediately ran towards him and tried to snatch the file from him but her attempts went in vain. his grip was already tightened on the file. she looked towards his eyes. he was glaring her. she wanted to hide that file from him,she never wanted to open her screat with him but she knew her attempts went in vain. her screat was no more a screat. Raman also aware from that.
" Raman...woh...yeh...Ku..kuch nahi hai. yeh...yeh toh bas yoon...yoonhi ra...rakha tha"
[ Raman...this..this was no..nothing. it was...was kept casu..casually]
she was trying to prove her point but seems like the words were died in her throat. her eyes were moist now and she was staring in his eyes on his face which was saying nothing to her. she was trying to read whether he is angry or OK with the file but after failure of several attempts, tears started to roll down from her cheeks. she understood that he also not liked that.
" I..I am sorry Raman. I knew that you don't liked it. that's...that's why I hide it from you and I promised it will never shown you ag...again"
" ek baar mujhse kehke toh dekhti ishita" his voice was mellowed down. she looked up her face and found his concern face towards her. he gently placed his hands on her shoulder and helped her to sat down on bed.
[ you didn't even tried to tell me once]
now they both were sitting on bed and staring the file quietly. Raman was reading the lines again and again. it was the certificate from Sri Ramachandra Medical College and Research institute chennai from where ishita passed her MBBS with first position. she was the only girl who passed her MBBS with highest marks. it was first time in one month of their wedding when Raman was feel proud on his wife. he glanced at ishita and found, she was staring at the blank spot on wall and tears were rolling down from her eyes.
"main bohot Choti thi jab mere thatha ki death ho gayi this, unhe blood cancer tha. uss waqt doctors ki kami ke kaaran unka treatment nahi ho paya tha aur humne unhe kho diya. amma thatha se bohot pyar karti this, isliye woh chahati thi ki mein badi hokar doctor banu taaki phir kisi bhi family ko sirf doctor ke kami ke kaaran apno ko na khona pade. Raman, mera doctor bannna meri amma ki last wish hai. yeh unka sapna hai Jos mein poor a karna chahati hoon...sorry thi. but ab..ab sab khatam ho gaya"
[ I was so small when I lost my grandpa's, he was suffering from blood cancer. amma was so close with her father that's why she wanted to make me doctor so that no one could loose their loved ones only in lack of doctors. Raman, it was my mother's last wish, it was her dream which I want to make true...sorry I wanted but now every...every thing is over]
" toh tumhe unka dream poora karna chahiye ishita. in fact yeh toh acchi baat hai. tum backout kyon kar rahi ho? you are a topper of your college ishita."
[ if you want so you have to make her dream come true. in fact it is a good thing, why are you hesitating? look at this ishita, you are a topper of your college]
" humeshaa humaari chaahatein poori ho, aisa zaroori nahi hai Raman."
[ every time your wishes,our desires come true its not necessary Raman ]
" matlab"
[ means]
" appa aur mom aisa nahi chahate Raman " now the tears were brimming in her eyes. the flashes of that 3 years came in front of her eyes when she faced lots of oppose from her parents. she faced her father anger, her mother harsh words but despite all these things, she continued her studies. one night they trio were having their dinner when shanaya spoke to her appa
" vishu, I need your permission. doge na? "
" tell na shanaya, what happened? "
" actually today we went at a event and there my friend who is a fashion photographer saw ishu, and she wanted to take her as her model. can I take her? "
" ofcouse shanaya, did whatever you want. ishu will definetly go with you "
ishita who was silent throughout the dinner was quietly observing her parents. she denied various times but no result came. her mother forcefully took her but ishita, was not willingly ready for this failed in thus audition. ishita remembered how much her mother made scene in front of her father and how much she scold her. from that day, her father not liked to talk with her more and the day she passed her MBBS he clearly told her not to study more and within months fixed her marriage with Raman.
Raman was feeling bad for ishita. he looked at her and found she was now arranging her file and wiping her tears. " thank you Raman, mujhse yeh sab poochne ke liye. bohot dino baad accha laga, kisi se apne Mann ki baat kehkar but don't worry, aage se yeh baat main kabhi nahi nikaaloongi. I promise you "
[ thank you Raman, for asking all these things with me. I felt so nice after talking with someone after so many days but don't worry I will never broach this topic again. I promise you ]
she kept her file securely in cupboard and handed his file in his hands and left the room. Raman was observing her. " I am not only person who is hurted, there is one more whose heart is broken like me. I was so wrong about her one month back, she is also sailing on same boat like me" Raman sighted and headed towards his office.
that night was sleepless for him. he was changing his sleeping position throughout the night but was unable to catch some sleep. her voice was resonating in his ears. he glanced towards other side of bed and found she was sleeping peacefully on other side of bed. she didn't clutched her phone today, the tears was not trickling from her eyes today. " might be she is feeling light heart today, but I need to do something for her " Raman murmured to himself and again took his position.
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Ishita slowly opened her eyes. it was new morning for her. her heart was feeling light today. apart from mihika, she got someone another also with she can share her feelings, her joys and her sorrows. she was now assured that someone is with her every second. her tears also matters for someone. she took a deep breath of fresh air which was coming from window and looked at Raman side to wake up him but surprisingly he was not there. his pillows and cushions was neatly placed on their places. " areee..yeh itni subah subah kahan gaye?" [ where did he went so early ?] she was wondering on his absence when she heard the voice of shower from washroom. " ohh!!! toh yeh nahaane gaye hai but itni subah subah?" [ ohh!!! so he is taking bath but it is so early? ] she was surprised because in this past one month she never saw him to dressed so early for office she immediately got up from bed and started to fold the quilt and arranging the pillows meanwhile Raman came back from washroom. ishita greeted him with smile. her smile was different today. she was smiling from her heart today. Raman was happy today on seeing the smile on her face. " yeh muskuraati hui kitni acchi lagti hai, kitne time baad isko aise khush dekh raha hoon. I hope mera surprise isko pasand aae " [ she looks so beautiful when she smiles, I saw her smiling after so many days. I hope she also liked my surprise ]
" Raman. aaj aap itni jaldi office jaa rahe hai? mujhe bata dete toh mein aapka breakfast prepare kar detI but koi nahi, aap ready ho jaao mein abhi aati hoon "
[ Raman, you are going to office so early? if you told me so I will prepare your breakfast but no problem you got ready, I will be back ]
" ruko ishita. actually aaj jaana toh hai but sirf mujhe naho tumhe. tum jaldi se ready ho jaao mein tab tak breakfast arrange karke aata hoon, tumhaare clothes wahan rakhe hai " he pointed towards the couch where he placed her chudidaar suit. it was a simple long round neck white kurta which have patterns of black flowers on kurta with black leggings and dupatta of combination of black and white.
[ stop ishita. actually today not only I but you also have to come with me. you go and get ready and I will be back with breakfast. your clothes is already on couch ]
ishita wanted to question him further and Raman was verywell aware with her KBC nature, without giving her any chance to speak something he went outside the room. she was still confused with the sudden declaration. " ab yeh sab kya hai? ek toh mjhe kuch bataaya nahi aur ab chale aur gaye. he is seriously an unpredictable person "
[ now what is all this? first he didn't tel me anything and now also went out from the room. he is truly an unpredictable person ] she made face and went towards washroom for bath.
" areee yaar, yeh suit, kitna irritating hai. are bandh jaa na mere maalik. yeh Raman bhi na, inko bhi saaari wardrobe mein yahi ek namoona mila tha " ishita was throwing tantrums on her kurta. she finally came out of washroom in hurry and standing in front of vanity table, trying to tie the cris cross dori which was at her back but her attempts went in vain.
[ shit yaar...this suit, it is too irritating. why are you not tieing . Raman, my husband is also great, from all the dresses of my wardrobe, he selected this antique for me ]
ishita was still busy with her Doris that she didn't notice presence of Raman in room. he came back from kitchen with tray of breakfast. he kept the tray on table and went near her. she was so much engrossed with her doris that she didn't even noticed he was just behind her.
" do mujhe, main karta hoon " ishita rose her eyes and found Raman was standing exactly behind her. [ give it to me. I will did it. ]
" ra..Raman, aap kab aae? so...sorry for delay woh actually yeh bandh nahi...but aap bas do minute ruko, main abhi aa...aati hoon "
" Ra...Raman, when you came? I am so sorry for delay but this...actually it is not tieing but...you just wait for 2 minutes ]
" Maine kaha na do mujhe main karta hoon. tum karne lagi toh to ho gaya kaam. do "
[ I told y na I will do it. if you will did it, we will surely were our all time here]
his voice tone was commanding today. ishita nooded like a obedient girl and left the dori. he came near her and slowly placed her all hairs on one shoulder. he gently took her Doris and started to tie them. it was after so many days when he was near her. it reminded him the early 2 days of their wedding when he used to saw her. her lemony body wash fragnance filled in his nostrils. he slowly look upward and found ishita was staring him from mirror. their eyes again locked for few minutes through mirror. her black big eyes was looking so beautiful and innocent. her eyes was saying various unspoken things to him. " will he ever abled to fulfill her dreams, will he ever abled to prove himself on her expectations? " he questioned himself and looked again at ishita and found she lowered her eye lashes.
" tum jaldi se tayaar hokar naashta karne aa jaao. wahan table par rakhaa hai."
[ please get ready fast. the breakfast is ready, on the table. ] he pointed the tray of breakfast on table. she nodded in positive and immediately carried her dupatta, filled vermilion in hair partition and wear her thalli in neck and sat beside him. she was amused by seeing the breakfast. the breakfast tray was neatly placed on table with a cup of coffee and roasted toasts. she widened her eyes in excitement. " Raman yeh sab aapne banaaya? aapko khaana banaana aata hai? "
[ Raman you made all thses things? did you know cooking? ]
" haan thodi bohot aata hai. ab agar tumhaara enquiry karna ho gaya ho toh jaldi khaaogi. we are getting late. "
[ ya I knew few things. now if your enquiry is over, so can you eat it faster? we are getting late. ]
ishita nodded positively and finished her breakfast. the entire breakfast and coffee was very tasty. she wanted to thank him but she also knew its not a right time . she hurriedly finished her remaining food and followed Raman downstairs.
now they both were in car. Raman was driving from past half hour on busy roads of delhi. she was wondering where they were going but she also knew there is no use to ask him anything because he will not going to answer her. she closed her eyes and leaned back on comfortable seat. Raman was observing her every single moment from corner of his eyes her curious face, her pouting lips on not getting her answer. " bas ishita. kuch der aur. I hope tumhe tumhaare intazaar kar fal pasand aae "
[ sorry ishita but you have to wait more. I hope you like the surprise ]
after few minutes car stopped in front of big gate. the watchmen greeted Raman and indicated him to go inside the premises. raman stopped the car ibfront of a big building and shooked ishita to wake her from sleep. " ishita...ishita. utho. dekho hum pochoch gaye "
[ ishita...ishita. wake up. see we reached ]
ishita opened her eyes and murmured a sorry to him for her sleep and came out of the car and absentmindedly stood near the car waiting for him. he came out of the car with a bag and gestured her to came inside.
" yeh hum konsi jagah aae hai Raman? "
[ at what place we came Raman?]
she asked him while climbing stairs. she was curious to know about the place. Raman hit his head with his palm and smiled on her silliness. he pointed her towards the board. "
Rajiv Gandhi Cancer Institute And Research Center" was written there. ishita eyes widened on seeing the name. it was one of the best research hospital in India. she always wanted to study in such a big institute. her eyes widened with shock. she looked at Raman and found his smiling face in return. "Raman...this...I mean,.we here "
" shhh.. " he kept his finger on her lips and gestured her to come inside. he took her hands in his, entwined their figures tightly and started to climb remaining stairs and ishita was following him like a doll. they both were completing the remaining distance of the building.might be it was the normal way to enter in a building but it was not normal for ishita. it was her dream to study in such a reputated institution but today her eyes was not staring the building, her eyes were glued on today one person, who held her hand and leading her towards the first step of her dream. she recalled the day of her wedding, that day Raman also held her hands with the promise of believe and trust and she trusts him blindly and followed him but things are changed now. that time they didn't have any feelings for one another but today...today her heart started to respect him more. her chain of thoughts broke with Raman voice, " ishita...chale ander? "
[ ishita...shall we go inside? ]
ishita nodded positively and entered in a cabin. it was the spacious cabin with the theme of peach color. the walls of the cabin was filled by lots of certificate and achievements of hospital and two persons were sitting there, one lady and one man.
" hello Raman. kya baat hai shaadi kar li aur bataaya bhi nahi. waise maanna padega tumhaari punctuality ko "
[ hello Raman. you got married and you didn't inform us ]
" aate hi complaints shuru? kam se kam gale toh mil ke "
[ you started complaints again yaar? atleast meet with me ] the both men laughed with each other and hugged tightly. later the Lady also hugged Raman and wished him for his marriage. she gestured towards ishita and asked, " toh yahi hai aapki dulhaniya ji "
[ so, is she is your bride? ] Raman nodded with smile, the lady came forward and hugged her tightly. " kitna wait kiya tha humne time Milne ka, ab tak tumhe sirf news mein hi dekha tha.yaar raman, maanna padega tumhaai choice ko, she is truly so beautiful yaar
[ you know how much we waited to met you dear? we only saw you in news channel but Raman, hats off to your choice, she is truly so beautiful ]
Raman smiled on hearing her comment while ishita lowered her eye lashes. " so naam kya hai inka?"
[ so what is her name? ]
" ishita " Raman said with a smile. the couple gestured them to take seat. ishita was still stating at raman and couple with blank expression. " areee...ishita, baaton baaton mein main tumhe inse milwana hi bhool gya. ishita yeh hai Dr. vandita and Dr. bala subramanyam. mere best friends aur yahan ke head of dept. maine tum logo se kal baat ki this na? tum logo ne kya socha? "
[ are, I forgot to introduce you with them. ishita, she is Dr. vandita and he is Dr. bala subramanyam, my best friends and head of the dept of this research institution. I talked you about that last night na? what you guys decided?]
bala and vandita both looked at each other. Raman was staring them, trying to read their faces but their faces was not saying anything today. they were blank, not giving his answer today. " aree...kuch toh bolo tum dono. buth kyon bane ho? "
[ please say something. why are you guys sitting like a statue? ]
vandita got up from her seat, went near ishita and hugged her tightly. both ishita and raman, both were surprised by her sudden behavior. " ishita, tum jaise itne acche doctor kar hum sab kabse wait kar rahe hai. Raman, ishita Monday se hi join kar sakti hai. admission formalities hum log dekh lenge. so ishita, be prepared for Monday "
[ ishita, we guys were waiting for a kind doctor like you. Raman, ishita can join from Monday. we will complete her admission formalities later. so ishita, be prepared for Monday. ]
" are you sure vandu? I mean tum logo ko koi question answers ya verification ya test, kuch nahi karne hai? I mean interview vaigeraah...kuch bhi nahi? "
[ are you sure vandu? I mean you guys guys don't want to ask any type of question answers or verification or test or anything? I mean not even interview? ]
" Raman, Teri wife ke certificate bohot hai uski eligibility bataane ke liye. tum log ghar jaakar Monday ki preparation karo. have a good day couple and best of luck for Monday ishita. " vandita and bala greeted Raman and ishita and wished ishita good luck.
[ Raman, her certificate are able to tell us her ability. you guys now go home and start prepare for Monday. have a good day couple and best of luck ishita for Monday.]
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they were now in their room. sitting quietly. Raman was expecting her to speak something, to express her happiness or excitement but she was not showing any kind of emotiona. the ride from hospital to home was silent for them.
Raman looked at ishita. her back was facing him. " don't know whether she liked it or not. should I ask her? " he was asking same question from himself from past 15 minutes since they entered in home. Raman slowly went towards her and placed his hand on her shoulder gently, " ishita. tum khush toh ho na mere is decision se? ishita...please kuch toh bolo "
[ ishita. are you are happy with my decision? ishita...please say something. ]
she looked up. her eyes were moist with tears. Raman became worried on seeing her teary eyes. ishita hold his hands and spoke, " thank you Raman, mere baare mein sochne ke life but mein yeh nahi kar...kar paaungi. I am sorry "
[ thank you Raman, for thinking so much for me but I can't... I will not able to do this ]
" par kyon ishita?? "
[ but why ishita?? ]
ishita head bowed down now. she didn't have answer of his question. " speak ishita. " he asked again but there was no reply from her. Raman finally managed to look her up in his eyes, there eyes met again for few seconds, that few seconds was sufficient for her to split the reason. his eyes was again full of promise and assurance for her. " appa...appa will scold me Raman. he will not like if I started to study again. he will scold both of us and dad will also not happy with the decision. I don't want to create trouble for you. you please say no to your friends. "
" ishita...you have trust on me na? it is not necessary to kill our wishes every time to make our parents happy. you will continue your studies from Monday and that's final. "
" but appa, dad, mom..."
" I will handle them." he gently wiped her tears and told her to inform her bestie mihika about the good news. he started to go towards washroom but stopped by feeling a tuck on his wrist. he moved other side and found, ishita was holding his wrist. she came towards him, her eyes was still moist. she threw her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. Raman was surprised by her sudden action. her face was settled in crook of his neck while his hands hold her waist tightly.
ishita started to cry loudly. " thank you Raman..for making my amma...amma dream come true. if you was not there with me, so I will never be abled to fulfill my amma dreams. thank you Raman. thank you." her hold became more tighter around her neck while his hands were now caressing her long hairs and trying to pacify her
toh...kaisa laga??? seriously in was so nervous while writing this update. waiting or joota chappal.
Edited by Albeli26 - 9 years ago
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