hello friends... I am back now. I know...I know main late hoon isliye phir se long part de rahi hoon. thank you for showring your lots of love on previous parts, I hope you all will like this one also. I am seriously so nervous for this part, I don't know how this one is turned. ya I know this one is not so good, might be. OK so tum log decide karo and I will wait for your reviews. again sorry for late update.
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she came back in room and laid down on her side and staring ceiling quietly. sleep was not in her eyes. she was still wondering on herself why she is not feeling sleepy after the tiring day. Raman's words, his face, his tears was bothering her againa and again. his tears????? why his tears was bothering her? his tears, his eyes, his voice everything... everything was saying something about him, something was amiss, was incomplete, was about him, about which she was unaware. she looked at other side and adimered her husband who was sleeping peacefully. she rested her head on her elbow and watched him carefully.
he was sleeping calmly and peacefully. happiness of his heart was on his face today. a small smile was lingering on his lips, showing state of his happy heart. ishita smiled on seeing his haapy face. " pata nahi raman, main Jo soch rahi hoon woh sahi hai bhi ki nahi. shaayad mera assumption ho but haan aaj kuch adhoora, adhoora sa lag raha tha aapki aawaaz se. I hope Jo mein soch rahi hoon woh sach na ho. aur aap humesha aise hi haste raho. you know, aapke chehere par muskuraahat bohot acchi lagti hai " [ I don't know Raman, whatever I am thinking is even right or not might be it is my assumption but today I felt something amiss from your voice. I am just hoping whatever I am thinking is not true. Raman you know smile looks so beautiful on your face so please keep smiling always ] she slowly said to herself and extent her hand to caress his hairs but stopped her hand in midway. might be it was not right time and right moment for it. she again rested her head on her elbow and stared him continuously. she didn't know when her eyes started to feel heavy and she drifted in sleep.
Raman slowly opened his eyes. something soft was tickling him on his face. he opened his eyes and the sight was beautiful in front of him. ishita was sleeping on her left hand tilted oh his side. her hand was near his face while her long hairs were scattered all over on her face and touching his face also. he smiled on her but was wondering why she is sleeping like this. he again stared her. she was looking beautiful as always. raman slowly removed her hairs from her face and rested her head on pillow and again secured his place and started to watch her.he didn't know when he drifted in sleep.
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Raman opened his eyes on hearing the noise in room. with half open eyes he saw a figure was running here and there in room. " Ishita...tum itni jaldi kyon uth gayi? " [ Ishita...why did you woke up so early ? ] Raman asked sleepy voice.
" Good morning Raman " ishita wished him with her chirpy voice. she was busy in selecting clothes from closet. " I am sorry aapki neend kharaab karne ke liye but main na bas aapke aur mere kapde nikal rahi thi " [ I am sorry for disturbing your sleep Raman but I was just selecting your clothes from closet ]
Raman smiled on his wife excitement but he can understand why she was so much excited. she was going to take another step today for her dream which is making her more excited today.
" Raman yeh wala suit theek hai na aapke liye? " [ Raman is this suit is OK with you for today? ] Ishita picked his lite grey color suit with white shirt and showed him. Raman smiles and nodded in positive while folding the duvet.
" Good. chalo aapka toh ho gaya but ab main... main kya pehnu? " [ good. atleast you finalised pyur dress but what should I wear now? ] ishita was looking at her dresses but unable to pick one for her. she angrily put her hands on her his and pouted cutely on seeing her wardrobe. Raman smiled and admired her lovingly. " na jaane yeh kab badi hogi? " [ don't know when will she grew up ] Raman murmured himself and forwards towards her wardrobe.
" I think yeh pink aur white wala suit theek rahega " [ I think this pink and white suit will suit you. ] Raman picked her a floral suit of combination of pink and white and show her. Ishita smiled on seeing his choice. Ishita excitedly took the dress from him and make her way towards washroom for bath.
" Ishita..." Ishita held her steps in midway on hearing Raman's voice.
" kya hua Raman? kuch laaon kya aapke liye? " [ what happened Raman? should I brought something for you? ]
" nahi. bas tumse kuch kehna tha. " [ no. just wanted to tell you something ] he came near her and hold her both hands, " muskuraati hui bohot acchi lagti ho tum. humesha aise hi muskuraati rahogi na? " [ you looks so beautiful when you smile. you will always smile like this na? ] ishita smiled on his remark and nodded in positive.
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" ishita, jaldi karo yaar. late ho jaaega " [ ishita, do fast otherwise we will be late. ] Raman yelled on her. he is continuously watching at his watch and at washroom gate. she went in restroom to straight her dress. it was already 8 and they need to reach by 10. ishita finally came out from restroom. " sorry...sorry Raman, woh main bas mera kurta thoda sa theek kar rahi thi. chalein? " [ sorry...sorry Raman, actually I was just straightening my kurta. shall we go? ]
" oh...Mrs. shataabdi...appointment letter koun lega? " [ oh... Mrs.shatabdi...who will took appointment letter with you? ] Raman pointed on letter which was kept with her file. she bite her tounge and took her all required documents with her. Raman extended his another hand on her side, " shall we go Dr. Bhalla? " ishita hold his hand with a wide smile and both headed downstairs.
both reached in hall, it was silent like usual days but Raman was amazed on not seeing daai ma in kitchen. she was not in kitchen or not near the dining hall. Ishita immediately kept her all things on dining table and moved in kitchen for making some quick breakfast. " oye madam...ab tum kahan jaa rahi ho? " [ hey...where you are going now? ]
" breakfast banaane Raman. abhi time hai. aap baitho main jaldi se kuch bana ke laati hoon " [ for making breakfast Raman. we have time now. you just sit and I will be back with some time ]
" tum????? aur khaana?? rehne de madrasan. pichli baar ka yaad hai mujhe tumhara gulaab jaamun ka torture " [ you??? and cooking??? leave it madrasan? I still remembered your last time gulabjaamun torture ]
" haww...aap mujhpe doubt kar rahe ho? daai ma ne mujhe sab banana sikha diya hai. aap dekho main abhi banati hoon " [ haww...you are doubting on me Raman? daai ma told me how to cook food ] ishita said with proud while Raman smiled on his cute wife antiques. she was feeling so proud on herself that she learned cooking from daaima. she immediately put utensil on stove and start making tea for Raman. Raman smiled fondly on his devoted wife who was trying to prove herself perfect at every point.he also came in kitchen and started to apply butter on bread to help her. ishita smiled on seeing her helping husband and resumed her task. soon they made tea, toasts and cut fruits for their breakfast.
" ishita, it is already 8:15, do fast otherwise we will be late. " he said while eating apple. ishita nodded while eating and they hurriedly finished their breakfast.
they hurriedly put their plates and cups in sink and moved towards gate. " ishita beta... " their steps halted in middle and they moved other side. it was daai ma voice who stopped them.
" kya hua daai ma? kuch chahiye tha aapko? aapki tabiyat toh theek hai na? " [ what happened daai ma? did you want something? your health? are you alright daai ma? ] ishita asked with concerned voice.
daai ma smiled on her innocent daughter. she came with a plate from temple and lit diya for her. ishita eyes widened with her gesture while Raman smiled fondly on daai ma selfless love. she did her aarti and put a small amount of tilak on her forehead and gave her small amount of sweet to eat. Ishita eyes became moist on seeing daai ma selfless love for them. " aaj tum apni nayi shuruaat karne ja rahi ho beti. muh meetha liye bina kaise jaaogi? " [ today you are going to start your new life. how could you go without eating sweet? ] daai ma said while caressing her hairs.
" kitna accha hota na Raman, agar aaj appa bhi yahan hote mujhe apna aashirvaad dene ke liye. pata nahi woh mujhse kyon naaraaz hai " [ it will be so good na Raman, if appa will also with me to give his blessings. I don't know why he is angry on me ] tears was now flowing from her eyes. it was every child dream to see his parents with them one every stage of their life. she also wanted her appa support, his blessinGS for her but fate was not with her. she felt a tightened grip on her hands, she looked at her hand and found he was Raman, who tightly hold her hand. ishita smiled on his gesture and immediately wiped her tears.
" chale? " [ shall we go? ] Raman asked her and forwarded his hand. ishita hold his hand tightly and both made their way towards gate. they only took few steps when they saw a figures was entering in home.
" appa " ishita exclaimed happily. seems like her murgun was also in mood to fulfill her wish. she excitedly took long steps towards her appa but her steps never reached at her destination. her father loud voice halted her steps in middle.
" Mr.bhalla...Mrs.bhalla... kahan hai aap dono? jaldi baahar aayea " [ Mr. Bhalla...Mrs. Bhalla...where are you both? please came outside ] Mr. and Mrs. Bhalla who was just woke up now from their sleep became cautious with this loud voice. It was not a usual for them. they immediately came out from their room and witnessed their son and daughter in law and fuming Mr. Iyyer.
" Mr. Iyyer aap itni subah subah aur itne gusse mein? sab theek toh hai na? " [ Mr. Iyyer you came here in this time? is everything fine? ]
Mr. Iyyer said nothing but was glaring ishita continuously and ishita was standing quietly in front of her father. " aap logo ko Zara sa bhi idea hau ki ishita kya karne wali hai. how can you peoples allowed her without my permission? aur tum? tumhe kya laga tum jo chahe karogi aur mujhse poochogi bhi nahi? " [ did you peoples have slightest idea what she was going to do? and how can you peoples allowed her without taking my permission? and you? what did you think yourself? you will do whatever you want without even taking my permission? ] Mr and Mrs bhalla was still giving confused looks to each other, while Raman was trying to understand exactly what is happening in Hall. he looked at ishita and found she was standing motionless, tears were continuously flowing from her eyes. Images of her appa, her husband her family members was blurring. Raman wanted came near her, wanted to hold her, wanted to save her from. her appas anger and upcoming Strom by her parents but his parents presence halted his steps in middle.
" Iyyer saahab, aap kis cheese ke baare mein baat kar rahe hai? hum logo ko toh kisi bhi baare mein nahi pata hai. " [ Mr. Iyyer on which topic you are talking? we didn't have knowledge about anything ]
" ohh...toh tumne phir se apni marzi chalaai na ishu. aakahir chahati kya ho tum? kyon humesha woh saare kaam karto ho jo mujhe pasand nahi hai. yaad rakhna main kabhi bhi tumhe iss chiz ke liye permit nahi karoonga. " [ ohh...so you again took decision without our concern. what did you want from us ishita? why did you do such kind of things which will always hurt us ishita? remember my words, I will never permit you for this ] ishita was stunned on hear her father word. she never expect anything from Raman's parents as they only knew her from one month and how could she except any thing from them when her own father is against with her noble wish, a selfless wish. she don't knwo what made her father so bitter and harsh towards her but she knew she was not her appa... he was not her appa who used to pamper her a lot. she dared to lift her eyes, her ears was waiting for someone voice, someone on whom she trusts more then herself but deep in heart she didn't wanted to hear his voice. she knew what happened if Raman raised his voice, she was just praying to her murgun to stop this Strom.
she slowly looked at Raman, who was standing quietly. the mixed emotions of anger and helplessness was on his face. his fist was curled tightly because of anger while his eyes was showing his helpless state. he was feeling helpless why he is unable to free ishita from all this mess.
" what??? ishita ne bina aapki marzi ke medical ki padhaai ki? hume bhi iss baare mein kuch nahi bataaya. don't worry iyyer saahab agar aap nahi chaahate toh ishita nahi padhegi aur koi bhi uska saath nahi dega " [ what???? ishita studied medical without your permission? she didn't even told us about this. don't worry Mr. Iyyer she will defiantly didn't complete her studies without your concern and even no one will support her from our side. ] it was her mother in law and father in law voice who assured her father that she will not resume her studies. tears again rolled down from her eyes. she was feeling helpless again. again her dreams was shattering in front her and like before, this time she is also unable to do anything. she completely believed today that some dreams are not meant to be true.
she saw how her appa was going towards her call letter. he grabbed her letter from cover and showed her. " dekho ishita. yahi woh tumhara bakwaas sapna hai, jiske kaaran mujhe itne losses uthaane pade, tumhaari mom ko itni insult sehni padi. aaj tumhaara yeh sapna mujhe yahi rokna padega " [ look ishita. this is your bloddy dream because of which we have to face so much losses, because of which your mom bear insult and today I am going to stop your bloddy dream here ] he was ready to tear her letter now. and with the tear of this letter, her dreams will also teared. she was feeling weak on her knees. why?? why she is unable to stop her father? why she is unable to raise her voice in front of him? why she is so helpless? she shut her eyes closely because she knew what is going to come now. her dreams are going to shattered now. " sorry amma...for not keeping my promise " she said to herself. tears again started to flow uncontrollably from her eyes.
ENOUGH!!!!!! it was a loud voice which shut everyone mouth. it was Raman's voice which resonate in big hall. he moved towards appa and snatched the letter from him. each eye was fixed on Raman now. he went near ishita and helped her to getup from floor. he gathered her all belongings and gestured maids to put all this things in his car.
he gathered ishita in his arms and gently cupped her face, he rubbed her tears gently. he looked at her face. her eyes were puffed and swallowed, her lips were trembling, her kohl was on her cheeks now, the eyes, which was full of dreams and excitement was dull now, there was nothing in her eyes except of sadness and hopelessness and Raman can't see her like this. he loved to see her eyes full of hopes not full of sadness.
" sorry to intrupt, but ishita apni pdhaai continue karegi. aur yeh mera faisla hai. " [ sorry to intrupt but ishita will continue her studies and it my decision ]
" Raman... re you mad?? tumne suna nahi iyyer saahab ne kya kaha. aur kya zaroorat hai ishita ko kaam karne ki? yahi theek hoga ki tum in cheezon se baahar raho. ishita apni padhaai shuru nahi karegi " [ Raman...are you mad? didn't you heard what Mr. Iyyer said? and there is no need do her to work. it will be better if you not interfere in this matter. ishita will not resume her studies. ]
" I am sorry dad, but ishita padhegi. yeh uska dream hai aur main chahata hoon ki woh padhe. isliye better yahi hoga ki hum is bare main koi arguments na kare " [ I am sorry dad, but ishita will continue study. its her dream and I wanted her to continue her dream.and it will be better for us to don't argue on this matter more ]
" Raman...tum hote kon ho yeh decide karne wale?? " [ Raman...who are you to take this decision? ] Mr. Iyyer rose his voice
" Raman please... " ishita gestured him to stop. she don't want any type of conflicts between father and son only because of her but Raman was in no mood to listern her
" pati hoon main uska aur ishita meri biwi hai. main decide karoonga ki woh kya karegi aur kya nahi aur dad hum is baare mein baad mein baat karenge. abhi humlog late ho rahe hai " [ I am her husband and she is my wife. I will decide about her and dad we will talk about this matter later. we need to leave now ] Raman doesn't gave chance anyone to say more, he grabbed ishita hand, picked her bag and moved his way outside.
Na kuchh puchha na kuchh maanga, tune dil se diya jo diya
Na kuchh bola na kuchh tola, muskura ke diya jo diya
Tu hi dhup tu hi chhaaya, tu hi apana paraya
Aur kuchh na janu, bas itna hi janu
Tujhame rab dikhta hai, yaara main kya karu
Sajde sar jhukta hai, yaara main kya karu
Ishita was watching him continuously. whatever happened in home was not less still not registering in her mind. images of her angry appa, her not happy in laws was flashing in her mind. his much they were unhappy with her decision. and end Raman...a man who always stood with her selflessly, always supported her from everyone. why???? why he is doing so much for her?
" I am sorry ishita but mujhe pehle hi yeh sab rok dena chahiye tha. I am sorry ishita. I am sorry " [ I am sorry ishita. it was all my fault. I need to stop all these things earlier. It was all my fault. please forgive me ]
Ishita lift her head and looked at Raman. he was apologizing her. she came near him and buried her head in his chest. her hands were tightly clutching her shirt, the tears which were stopped inside was flowing continuously, she wanted to pour her pain to him. Raman was surprised with her sudden behaviour, he wanted to tell her not to cry but he also wanted her to pur her all pain to him. he simply gripped her waist and started to stroke her hairs.
her cry was getting louder with each passing second and increasing Raman's worries. he tried to come out from hug but ishita stopped him, " please Raman.don't go. please don't say anything, just hold me tightly. I want to remain like this " she whispered in his chest and closed her eyes.
" ishita...are you alright now? "
" hmm... "
" shall we go? something special is waiting for us na? we need to welcome it " while stroking her hairs
" not now. I wanted to remain like this for some more time " she again snuggled in his embrace while he dropped a light kiss in her hairs absentmindedly
" why you are doing so much for me Raman? why?"
Raman looked in her eyes. her tears were dried now. he gave her water bottle and told her to wash her face. he immediately sat in car gestured her to come soon. ishita later realized what she did now some minutes back and her ques?? what was that?? why she asked such ques to him? how much it is difficult for him to answer her ques because somehow she also didn't know the answer.
she immediately sat in car and they both drove towards their destination. the drive was silent for them. both was silent, there was nothing to say between them. " Thank you Raman. for ...
" Raman said nothing but simply squeezed her hand and assured her with his eyes. they hold their hand in rest of the journey. they knew their is no need of words now...
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" so Mrs. bhalla...sorry Dr.bhalla are ready for new beginning? " Raman asked while giving her belongings to her.
ishita nodded in positive but her eyes were still dull, Raman slowly wispered in her ears, " agar aisa mooh bana ke gayi na toh pakka patients darr jaaenge so please smile mam " [ patients will defianetky scared if you made face like this. please smile madam ]
Ishita smiled on seeing Raman, and they both climbed steps, to welcome new phase of their life.
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