A Wrong Idea! TS [Part 2 Page 8] - Page 5

Originally posted by: hasiniangel

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Part 2

When, last time I thought that "Life was going to be tough", well it proved to be true to every ounce of it!

With one clear candid smile I and Raman became friends, well we were sort offriends, as he was my senior by a year but with everything so complicated I won the title of his silent girl-friend. People suddenly started to recognize me and it became embarrassing for me as I remained in shadows of unfamiliarity with the majority of them. I think they all sort of understood my lack of mixing into them as my attitude problems. Well I don't blame them, for they don't know my extreme introvert problems, now do they?

And I can't guarantee what other's thought of me... well especially for girls, as I saw cursing me, making faces of disgust even when I was looking at them, their jealousy was so palpable that it made me amused. Well I was never hated for thiskind of reason ever, YES, I was ridiculed, made fun of for my hideous looks but never made other girls J, may be because I think I was Raman's secret Girlfriend for he spent max of his college hours with me. It was new to me and I was enjoying the perks of being associated with Rich, hot guy!

Men started to take sudden interest in me, I felt cautious, but maybe I think they just wanted to know what Raman found interesting in me, and well I could never help them either for I remained unavailable to be entertained by them. But it didn't mean that this fact didn't flatter me, it did and in most ridiculous way.

But as far as Raman was concerned and my interest in him, it was well going to the next level. He trusted me enough to share his guy problems with me, well even his most embarrassing secrets. And for me, he was one man, just one who was up above everyone I ever knew! I had always seen girls drooling over some gorgeous guy or talking about love and all, for me it was all bull-shit until I came across him. He was answer to every question, every emotion that existed in the world of Love, he was answer to every puzzle and even to my all wishes! I was irrevocably and unreasonably in love with him, and worst part was that I knew it!

I had no notion what would come in my life with this new emotion that was making its place in my heart, nor I knew what would become of me if this doesn't set right for me, for all I knew was that I was in love, and that one emotion was flaring so large upon all other thoughts of sanity and intelligence at the time! I had no time to surface my life with reality, something where my life was moving perpetually. I wanted to be close to him and look into future with him, and in that short time I almost forgot of who I actually was and where my path was, I was so deep indulged in the idea of him and me that I almost overlook all the harsh truths that were surfacing just at the future's start!

~***~

"Raman" she called from behind, while we were sitting in the park infront of our department, it was sunny day, a rare one since couple of weeks then. We were just as usual chatting about nothing in particular, as we looked back to find Shagun calling out for him.

Despite of half of the college knowing that he was probably involved in her, I never believed it, for he never said a word about it himself. He never confirmed it for once and secondly, I never felt need to be jealous, I was content in what we had, little friendship and trust and I was happy, I never wanted any more from him, for all he was giving was already more by many ways.

"Hey" he greeted, in a soft voice that was filled with adoration. It is needless to say that I feel jealous when he uses this tone with her, but then it's kind of reserved. But as time is escaping, I know that I cannot for long take this from him, I know it kills me inside when he looks at her with that different glint like she isthe one!

She came close and stood by him, while he just straightened himself and smiled brightly at her, and something in his eyes and face just made me stand quietly and sneak away, away from him and her, away from pain and jealousy.

I didn't need to hear what they were talking or doing, this was, after all not my concern to see if they were smiling at each other or chatting or perhaps flirting; it was nothing to me if he was holding her hand in his, caressing it or even kissing it, it was far away a thing if they were confessing there love. This was at the end the right time to cry, yes, It was the best time to cry and shed my all feelings there and then, after all I was not used to such a life. I was alone, I was independent and I needed no one in my life, I never needed anyone. My parents didn't needed me and I don't need anyone, But then... I do! At this moment, for lifetime, I wanted someone, I wanted him...

And then... I let go. I cried.

~***~

Am I idiot!

How am I to know what he feels, even without saying something, or perhaps asking him? I must ask him, this is my duty to tell him of my feelings, and perhaps this is it. It's time to keep my feeling for myself now, I need him and for that I must confess.

And thus I decided to confront him, to tell him my most deep secret. It was his Farewell party just that week end, and so I decided to tell him there and then, perhaps that would be best.

I didn't know what part included preparation for confession, I didn't know any animated language nor I knew how to plan anything special, for this was my very first time that I was even thinking about something else than grades and subjects.

...and then I met Radhika, who was popular among guys as Radz. Well she was a sort of girl who looked arrogant but when once spent time with she could surprise by turning out to be wonderfully polite. When I collided into her in the canteen, she surprised me by greeting; well it was a shock actually for not many girls around then were as friendly to me as she seemed to be. But well when I say she was a surprise package, I wasn't joking. She became the first girl to whose inquisition I ultimately fell and confessed that I liked Raman, well only sort of.

And then she did unfathomable, she agreed to help me, well in a weird sort of way. His farewell was approaching, and she restrained me to meet him until then, she asked me to come to saloon instead for a short time course. She said, "Do you want to surprise him?" and then looked at me like I was some guinea pig and she was asking me which option I like to be slaughtered in.

By the farewell night I had as many confessing options as there were, the only problem was that each looked less, everything was so incomplete, may be, I thought I should go in a moment way to confess to him, for most animated may seem ridiculous and would do little but embarrass me infront of him, I smiled at the imagination.

~***~

It was Saturday evening, finally the moment that I was so desperately waiting for. I reached the venue, I had little thought that I was perhaps looking an ultimate idiot, for it was not my farewell, and still I was all dressed up. Okay now to describe myself, I was wearing a pacific blue evening gown tailored in net on neck and back, while it was strapless on one shoulder and other was trimmed in sleeveless pattern, it was till the ankle and had quite a gher at the bottom of it. I personally liked the dress a lot, but I can't be sure I was looking.

I had bought contacts on persistence of Radz in blue color, my eyebrows were sorted and trimmed, my lashes were smeared with liquid lakme absolute, and kohl and cheeks, forehead and nose were applied in minimal rouge. While my lips were tainted in coral red, my hairs were bounded in a loose messy bun while my arms adorned a diamond bracelet that belonged to Radz's vanity. I had worn silver heels.

I was standing infront of the venue but was feeling awkward, I had never been like this all prettied up and the gush that everyone I knew and didn't knew would be present, and now at the thought of walking in there with so many people, with himmainly would be such a big deal! I didn't wanted to act like desperate, I wanted to be normal but still I could feel myself getting hyper nervous.

I took few deep breaths and entered, and I feared everything stopped, chatting, dancing and ultimately music as I entered. It was like a filmy entry and I let out an inward chuckle to myself. I awkwardly stood there, not knowing what to do, and then I, not looking at anyone particular walked inside with my eyes searching a familiar face, and voila! I found it! I found him, standing with friends near the DJ. I walked upto him, his back was on my side, but as I reached the chatting ceased and all his friends stood there with their mouth half open and eyes wide looking at me.

And then suddenly one boy said with wonder in his voice as he spoke or rather gushed, "You are Ishita Iyer, right?"'

To which I nodded and smiled, and that when he turned around, making my mouth dry, he was wearing black tuxedo, his beautiful profile was looking more profound than any other thing, and then making me stone dead, he smiled, his wickedly gorgeous dimple deepened and his eyes sparkled as he looked at him up and down with admiration. I felt my cheeks redden, and then he introduced me to some new guy, who was certainly not from our college.

"Hey Ishu this is Aman, my first partner in project under my father's business. And Aman, this is Ishita, my best friend!" and then we, I and Aman shook hands and then Raman out of nowhere asked me for a dance, offering his hand in most gentlemanly manner. I could nothing except to accept his hand and walk by him on the dance floor.

His arms circled my waist, and I can say that I had never in my twenty three years of existence had the opportunity to feel like that. It thrilled me positively, my breathing was hyped and I could think nothing around me, and then after few minutes I heard him smiling and then I looked at him confused and asked him to say why he was smiling like that.

"No... nothing. I just never thought that you would ever look like a girl, I meanalmost." He said chuckling. While I felt like murdering him, can't he once just keep aside his stupid sense of humor and praise me? I have done so much, I deserve to be praised, ain't I?

"Can't you once just say that I am looking good? Is it that difficult?" I said annoyed.

"With you it's always difficult, Jhansi ki Rani ho tum, Ladaku, tum aisi... Mujhe to lag raha hai ke tum ye ho hi nahi..." he said while moving slowly and elegantly with measured steps as per the music.

I pushed him lightly and took a step back from him, when he pulled me to him, in his embrace, and smiled cheekily and said with a wide grin, "Achha theek hai... Ab batao... ke tum meri dost ko kahan chod aayi? Where is Ishita Iyer I knew?"

I couldn't help but smile at his inquisition; it was nothing special yet heartwarming. Somehow it made me blush deeper and then I smiled and answered, to match his confusion, "She is busy with her books, so I thought to come here... she is quite boring isn't she?"

"Hey don't say anything about my Ishu..." he scolded jokingly, but I could hear his truth in seriousness of his eyes. I loved hearing possessiveness in his voice when he said MY Ishu.

I looked at him, he was looking at me, his eyes were filled with genuineness and warmth, I could not wait any longer so I started, "Raman, I want to tell you something..."

"Hmm..." he voiced for me to continue.

"I... I... Raman... It's actually been many days since I wanted tell you this... I was waiting for right time... and now... I just wanted to say that... I Love you." I said and felt our movements to go still, his eyes were wide and my worst fears resurfaced. I didn't know what to do, suddenly I wanted to unchanged everything. What if this confession will change my equation with him forever and I would even loose my friend! I had never thought about it. But then breaking everything he started quietly.

"But... I love Shagun..." he said and looked at me apologetically. And then he continued, "I have never looked at you like that Ishu... you were my friend, my only friend and that was it... I never felt anything like love... yes I love you... I do... but only as one friend does other, you are special and much more than just a friend, but you are not my love. My love is Shagun, has always been. I am sorry Ishu..." he said and looked down in dejection.

I didn't know what to say... was I too hasty in reading wrong? But alls all, I didn't wanted to lose a friend in him to any of my emotions that had no bearing. And I asked meekly, afraid of his further rejection, "Would this mean you'd break our friendship too, just because I felt something and confessed?"

"You know I would never do that, even if it would become nasty and uncomfortable, would you be able to understand me? Ishu... Shagun and I are engaged." He said, while my eyes would have gone soccer big since he continued, "I never told you? How is this possible!" it seemed in those moments that he was talking to himself and then he started again, "three years have passed, it was me who wanted to marry after I had joined my father's business and got settled. Ishu... I am idiot, I should have told you... I am so sorry... Christ! I never wanted to hurt your feelings... I am feeling so ashamed right now... I cannot begin to apologize."

Just then Shagun came towards us, and with a rude glance at me she turned towards him and asked, "May I?"

And then I said what I could to Raman who was still looking my direction, "It's okay Raman... it's not your fault, rather it was mine to read between lines wrongly. Please forgive me..." this was most that I could say without shedding a single drop and when I felt threaten to show my vulnerability I ran, leaving him behind, not sparing a single glance at him, this was just too much. And I ultimately escaped from the crowd to a place I found suitable to shed my strength and become the lost, lonely girl I was, scared of dark and a life with no one on side!

I cried, I didn't know how much minutes had passed. I didn't know if he was still there in party with his fianc Shagun, I didn't want to know. I hated life just at that very moment.

And then, while I was on terrace of college, a place where I knew no one would be able to catch me shedding my inhibitions, I heard a faint noise of opening of the terrace door and then close shut. I became somber and the fact filled me with fear that I was perhaps not alone. I came out from behind the cemented tanky, and saw a male figure standing in grey suit-pants facing his back towards me, he was probably smoking. I couldn't see him clearly and so with air of unfamiliarity and eeriness I thought to escape unnoticed. And while I was on my way towards the door, I heard my name being called in unfamiliar voice.

I turned towards the voice, and my eyes widened, "Aman!" my voice was laced with surprise, and I asked, "What are you doing here...?"

He smiled, in a way which could make anyone uncomfortable. And he said nothing and remained standing where he was, looking at me up and down, like assessing something, I felt disgusted yet I felt rooted there in fear, my mind asked me to get away asap but my senses gave away, I was broken, too broken.

He came close to me and creepiness increased, surroundings, the dark and practically lonely place was making me scared, filling me with timeless fear, and then I heard his steely voice;

"I saw... how Raman Bhalla turned you down, bas***d is too lucky I see. Since I have landed here in India, all I have been witness to is sexy girls practically kneeling infront of him to take..." and then he laughed, his laugh had no humor but a siren, siren of danger.

I tried to move away, when he started nearing, and keep speaking all the while.

"And then I came here, and saw you... I must confess that you are most sexy girl here, I don't know what Raman sees in that Shagun, except for the fact that she is as rich as him, but you are..." and then he looked at me, my body and I knew just then that he was mentally stripping me, his gaze would still at my curves, and his unholy swift gait had him practically infront of me in few micro seconds, I shivered in his presence with a feeling that comes only when you are just seconds before your ultimate end and you know it!

And then he continued, "... more hot... if I would be him, I would have never denied you. Trust me Ishita, I am as rich as him... I know what you want... give it to me and I'll give you everything you want..." his words made me disgusted and I looked at him ferociously, do rich men only understand one talk, of money? Did Raman also thought that she was after his money?

"What the hell you are talking about Aman!" given my anger, my voice was practically low, perhaps fear in my heart infront of his presence was more overpowering.

"Come on Ishita... Let me make you... He doesn't know how to behave with beauty like you... he had no manners... Come on... I know what you want... I am much better than that Raman." He said in a cajoling voice that made me sick.

I couldn't take any longer so I turned away from him and within three long strides I was on the door and my hand was on the latch, but I couldn't reach it, and within seconds I found myself on floor on my face, my forehead was feeling heavy and was paining, It must have collided with the floor I assumed.

"Come on Ishita... did you thought after getting you alone like this I would give up the opportunity and let you go? No..no.. I am not a fool like Raman... I know how to cease the moment", and within seconds he was down on her.

~***~

After a moment of swaying Raman abruptly stopped and looked around, finding no trace of her, he asked for an excuse and started to let go of Shagun who was in his arms, when she looked up and held him my his arms firmly and asked, "What is going on Raman? What was she saying to you?" her voice was laced with anguish.

"Nothing of your interest... Wait here, I just come." He said and without looking at her moved away from the stage and disappeared from the room.

I am an idiot, I should have followed her. Christ! Why this had to happen, she was my friend, how come she thought that I was ... Was I giving those vibes to her?Well practically you were always there with her, from bloody morning to evening, anybody could have thought like that... but Ishu... Gosh where would she be? She must be hurt... I should have told her about Shagun and me...

No she is not wrong, it was me, It was me who buddle her up to think in that way. I gave her reasons to think like that, to imagine things, how hurting it would be on her part...

He hurried, and then he combed his hair in frustration of not able to locate her and then he cursed himself and turned back and started climbing the stairs.

She knows me so well, but I forgot that she generally sits alone on terrace at her favorite place when she is gloomy. I very great friend of me! He thought mocking himself bitterly.

As soon as he neared the terrace door, he could hear the pain laced muffled screams, at first he thought it might be trick of his ear, but soon those screams increase and then when he recognized the voice, he called out, "Ishita!..." was she crying because of him? Ishita was a quite person, would never let anyone know what she was going through, and hearing her now... a deep fatal fear crept in his heart. And on reaching the door and finding it surprisingly losed from other side had his hair stand. He pounded like a mad man... Calling out to her... "ISHITA... WHO IS IT... KAUN HAI ANDAR... ISHU!!!"

He could hear rasped voices, and then shuffling of clothes and then shoes as if someone was running away and then of sobbing and a muffled a last cry for help.

~***~

He managed to break into the terrace, but by then everything way finished, she was covered by her gown that was in tatters, while it was smeared from her proof of broken virginity. Her face was covered in smeared mascara and trails of dried tears, while she lay there lifeless.

~***~***~***~

LOL! Okay now that's it.

I know I know, it was supposed to be a TWO SHOT, but then T of TS can also become a T of Three... So now it's a Three Shot!

I hope you liked it...

Please comment... and lots of them... I love your all responses...

Love. Priya

Originally posted by: Rozy77

hey hon
it was a great part👏
started really well, and loved reading ishita's pov👍🏼
although somewhere i knew her hopes and dreams regarding raman were going to lead to heartbreak🥺... and damn it had to happen
raman was still sweet though, explaining and apologizing..

oh and i must mention it was so kind and thoughtful of ishita's friend to help her out for the party..⭐️

but omg, that friend of raman's, that bas***d😲 😡... i honestly didnt see that coming..😭
am a bit stunned at this unexpected twist😲

really curious as to what happens now..
do continue soon
take care

Originally posted by: OfTheHeart

LOL

Even I didn't expected the last part of this update coming to end like this... actually I just typed without thinking and ended up like this.

But trust me last part will blow you off! Like really!😉

P.S. Ishu's heart break part... oh... I hate that part man... seriously... and trust me I typed all this crap just today... can you imagine... and then I slept and typed that last part...😆

I think I seriously need a break!