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Ishra Feelings
Raman was coming late from his office after finishing his work. He was disappointed as he could not confess his love to Ishita in the coffee shop today. As he was driving home he saw an ice-cream shop and remembered the day when they were about to go shopping, Ishita wanted him to buy her an ice-cream but that planned failed because of Shagun.
He wants her to smile so he stops at the ice-cream shop and asks for black currant which is her favorite but they are out of stock so he settles for his favorite Kulfi. When he comes home everyone is asleep as usual Ishita waits for him. When he comes inside their room she asks him to go and freshen up, she will get the dinner ready for him. He says he has already eaten and gives her the kulfi and goes to freshen up.
Ishita is wondering why he bought ice-cream. When he comes back she asks him about it. He says when he was coming back saw the ice-cream shop, he remembered their conversation about ice-cream while talking he closes the room door and locks it. He says don't look at me start eating otherwise it is going to melt. Ishita opens the bag and finds only one kulfi in it. She asks what about you? He says don't worry I will have mine to eat as well.
Ishita thanks him, opens the wrapper and starts to suck on it. Raman seeing this sight is turned on. Raman asks won't you give me a bite. Ishita shyly extends it and he sucks on it too. When he sees Ishita, in her eyes there is love for him but no desire. He was wondering whether he is not desirable to her and then it strikes on him that she doesn't know what it is. He thinks he has to teach her about it. He is very glad about it. His possessive nature comes into play and says even though you loved someone before me I am the one who is going to teach you to be passionate. He thinks this side of your nature is only for me. I will not allow anyone else to see this side of you.
Kulfi is melting in Ishita hand. She tries to licks it but Raman stops her and licks it himself. For the first time ever Ishita feels differently in her body she does not know what is it but when Raman saw her eyes he sees starting stages of desire in her. He is very happy about it. Raman continues to lick her hands even though he has cleaned of the kulfi. Ishita is stunned by his actions. She does not know what to do. Raman asks for another bite of kulfi. He sucks on it slowly seeing her eyes. This time desire flares in her eyes and her body is reacting to a man desire. Raman asks her to finish the kulfi. This time she sees there a different light in Raman eyes when she sucks on it but she still could not understand what it is. Once it is finished they wash their hands. Ishita takes her pillow and sheet to go to sleep on the couch. Raman stops her. He tells her she can sleep on the bed. Ishita is surprised, asks are you going to sleep on the couch. Raman says no we are going to sleep on our bed Ishita.
Ishita is surprised with all the new developments happening to her today. Ishita slowly comes to their bed and puts everything on one side and sleep on the edge of the bed. Raman comes and pulls her to him. He safely cocoons her in his chest and stokes her hair so that she can sleep. Having her close is playing hell with Raman's self-control but he thinks he needs to take these things slowly for her to understand his desire.
Ishita sleeps hearing Raman heartbeat and soothing administration to her hair. When she gets up the first thing she sees is Raman face. She is dazzled by the subtle which had formed on his cheeks. Unknown to her, her body has started responding to Raman subtle ministrations. She wants to caress his cheek and give him a kiss. When she is about to do that she remembers Raman telling her not to find excuses to touch him so she keeps her wish to herself.
Raman was trying hard not to let her know that he is awake. He saw her struggle to touch him but she finally pulls her hand back. He was disappointed and happy at the same time. He thought at least he has shown the first step of desire to her.
In the following weeks Raman could see a change in Ishita. Whenever she looked at him it was not only with love but with desire also. She uses to take extra care with her looks. She always looked for approval from him with her choice of clothes. Their night it has become a routine for them she sleeps with him in his protective embrace.
Ishita knows now what desire is, she wants Raman to kiss her now. She is not sure how to go about it. She tries dressing in clothes what he likes, making his favorite food and going and standing near him whenever it is not needed too. When she finds he is not responding to all these things she once again thinks that she is not desirable.
Raman could not control his feelings for her, so he acts indifferent to her so as to not to make her worry about him. Slowly Raman sees the sparkle go out her eyes. She stills has her smile but nobody realizes it that it does not reach her eyes anymore. Raman is worried what happened to her.
That night when he takes her in arms, he asks what is bothering her. She says nothing. He says you cannot lie to save your life so spill it out. Ishita after a lot of hesitation spills out that she is not a desirable woman as everyone rejects her first Subbu saying that she cannot become a mother, then Prateek saying that his career is more important to him than her and now Raman who cannot even think about kissing her as he had beautiful women like Shagun on his bed and asked her not come near him. Ishita starts crying on Raman chest after saying what was bothering her.
Raman is stunned on hearing this. Raman slowly lifts her head, wipes her tears and tells her she is the most desirable and most beautiful woman he has ever seen in this world. He says why do you think I asked you to not come near me. It is because I find it hard to keep my hands to myself when you are near me that is why I taunted you saying you are fat and to keep your hands to yourself. Subbu and Prateek are fools not to realize their treasure when they had a chance. Initially I thought I would beat Subbu for destroying your heart but now I only want to thank him as for giving me a chance to get this priceless treasure.
Ishita I am sorry for making you feel that you are not a desirable women but that was the only way I could protect myself from getting hurt. As far as Shagun is concerned I was infatuated with her outer beauty but slowly I came to know that it was just a shell and no substance in it. I was scared to open my heart to anyone so that is why I formed a hard shell called RKB. I always thought no one will love me as I have never been loved because with Shagun it was always me who loved her but she never did. I thought too that whoever comes into my life will come only for money or power and not for me. I don't know when you cracked my shell and made your place in my heart but I know now what I felt for Shagun is only infatuation but what I feel for you is love.
Raman says I planned to give you a beautiful surprise when I opened my heart to you but I want to tell it now as I find it is the best time ever "Ishu I love you with all my heart". Raman is waiting for Ishita to say something as he has opend his heart to her.
Ishita is shocked to hear this and to see Raman in a vulnerable state. Ishita now knows Raman desires her and he has confessed his feelings for her. Ishita says Raman thank you for telling me this but please don't call me Ishu. Raman is shocked that she does not want intimacy with him as she allows everyone to call her Ishu slowly he takes his hand from her thinking that she does now want his love but Ishita holds his hands and says everybody calls me Ishu. I always felt special when you called me Ishita or Jahanski Rani as no one ever calls me that.
Raman was ecstatic and liked her way of thinking and tells her "Ishita I love you mere pyari Jhanski Rani". Ishita says "I love you meri Pyari Ravan Kumar". I won't leave you ever so saying she leans in to give a light kiss on his cheeks. He asks what did you do now. She says I am sorry I thought I could give you a kiss as we have confessed our feelings. Raman laughs heartily and tells her I will teach you how to kiss. He takes her head in his hand and kisses lightly on her lips when he feels she yields to him, he probes her mouth for a passionate kisses they break apart for air. Ishita shyly hides her face in Raman chest after the kisses. Raman lifts her head to see her blush. Her eyes sparkle again with laughter, love and desire.
That was the night they both consummated their marriage two broken souls were united together to form a strong bond to fight against the world tomorrow.
Thanks for reading. Hope you guys liked it.
Shiv Shakti
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