FF : Second Chance of Life - Epilogue - Page 90 - Page 23

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Originally posted by: arunabhi

Two lovely parts !! Mind blowing and no words to describe about their romantic experience. I have read your ss twice ... Way too good .. Update soon dear ... Thanks for this lovely one :)😃

Originally posted by: yazhi

wowww... yaar superbbb... out of the world updates... very hot n sensuous update... i read all the parts in a go... i just simplyyy loved the way u hav protrayed the characters n their emotions... especiallyyy ishra... was dying to read such an update i just fulll of one onlyyy ishra... n dere romancing was just amazinggg yaarrr... love youu sooo much for such updates... n am veryyy happpyyy dat u hav extended their honeymoon... i have no words to describe how i felt wen i read dis... i loveddd the bold ishita in love making part... n now veryyy eagerly waiting for their other ways of romancing... plsss updateee soon... good job... hats off... pls pm me for the next update

Hi all, iam back with another part. Please let me know your feedback to continue this story or not. Excuse any grammatical errors / spelling mistakes.

Part 20: Extended Honeymoon - part 2

It was a fresh Sunday morning. Both the love birds were fast asleep in eachother's arms. They had slept very late, almost early in the morning. Raman was not letting her off. He has his controlled his desires for so many days and had not left her until he was terribly tired. He had been hurt in love by a woman already, he wanted a smoothing solace and he did get it in her arms. On the other hand she was exhausted but still enjoyed being in his arms. That day was the liberation of all her insecurities and misconception about her own self. Raman was too good in getting her out of her shell. He ensured those seductive words while making love, those intimate gestures which made her feel her body was also worth pleasing a man. She can also be desirable by a man. It was a true love making for both of them and they really felt loved by each other.

Raman was the first one to get up. He was happy that she was next to him. He always wanted to get up looking at her innocent love filled face. He remembered the last night's encounter. He smiled remembering how she bit him in his most vulnerable masculine spots last night. She pleasured him so well. He didn't expect her to be so bold. As he was observing her, he could sense her getting up. He closes his eyes and pretends to be sleeping.

She opens her eyes and sees her Ravan kumar's head on her chest. She smiles seeing him, She gives him a peck and realizes that she is necked. She remembers how Raman forced her to sleep like that with him. She decides to get dressed before Raman wakes up. She tries to move. Raman pulls her into his arms

R: Itne bhi kya jaldi hai. So javo.( Whats the hurry, sleep now)

I: Its very late Raman. Its already 8 in the morning.

R: Getting up and putting the blanket to the lower part of his body. Ok get up. Let me also see how you look when you get up.

Its strikes Ishitha that she is struck. How can she get up like that? She tried to search her saree, it was way too far. Her blouse and petticoat was lying on Raman's side. The gifts that Raman gave had fallen from her hand when Raman gave her a passionate assault last night, they were also lying to Raman's side. She was in a fix. She slowly gets up and sits covering herself. Raman is smiling seeing her and feels he has won the early morning battle of troubling his Janshi Ki Rani. Shutting her up was not an easy thing and he did it. He was very excited to see what her next move was.

I: Raman App so javo, I will wake up

R: Why Ishitha its already 8 Am, how can I sleep.

I: Raman please just for 10 mins, nehi toh close your eyes

R: Pretending to be innocent, why Ishitha, Why must I close my eyes.

I: Please Raman, Ok then give me my cloths

R: Come over me and take them

I: Please Raman

R: Iam so tried you know I don't even have energy to move. My wife is very wild when it comes to bed, she drained me up completely last night. Kall thoh badi sherni bani thi. Bathavu kaya kaha kaha tum ne kya kaya kiya.( You were a lioness last night. Shall I tell what and all you did last night and where)

I:Chi Raman, what is this, As though you were less. Someone else was wilder than me. Shall I show you the marks you have given me?

R: Show me my dear, I would love to see them. And wait a second did you say Chi?

She bites her lips thinking of what she spoke. She is left with no option and moves slowly over Raman and tries to pick her cloths. Raman was enjoying the way he was troubling his wife. Ishitha was trying to hide herself from him and he was adamant to see whatever little was also visible. She had to extend herself to grab a piece of cloth and he was thoroughly enjoying her plight. She finally grabbed the sexy nightwear he had gifted last night. She was in so much desperation to cover herself that she didn't even see how dress was. She got inside the blanket and wore the dress. Raman gave a wicked smile as he was the one who bought that for her. She got off from the bed with a victorious smile.

I: Good Morning Ravan Kumar. Finally I win.

R: Well that's a real good morning. Saying that he gets up and ties a towel around his waist.

Ishitha gives him a confused look. Raman goes on

R: If your wife decides to treat you with herself early in the morning then is it not a good morning. What did you think before wearing this dress? Tell me the truth you also wanted to do it again right.

Ishitha looks down to see her dress and feels like hiding herself somewhere. The dress was impossible to be won without an inner wear as it was see through black dress. Here she was wearing it without anything. She might as well not covered herself as everything was wide visible. She hit her forehead with her hands. Before she could react he plunged on her and hugged her. He picked her up and took her to the bathroom and placed her gently on the bath tub. He switched the water on into the bath tub and entered in removing the towel.

I: Raman, Please chodo , not again at least early in the morning

R: You were the one who tempted me, I can't help it

I: You were so tired not even able to move when I asked for my cloths what happened now.

R: I told you my wife doesn't get enough of me at all. She seduced me to do it

I: Raman please, Iam very tried

R: Why are you tried? You didn't do anything last night. I was the one who did everything

I: Raman you are so bad, didn't I not do anything. You were the one who told a while back I was wild. And now

Before she could complete he shut her off with his lips. She was wearing a revealing outfit already and on top up it being drenched it water drove him mad. They had a passionate love making that to with water in the bathtub. She was resisting in the beginning and then gave in to his desire. After an hour he let her go. She was too exhausted. She got up from the bath tub. He followed her. They had their bath together. He enticed her by touching her most sensitive feminine spots in the pretext of helping her bath. She also please him by helping him bath. Both came out with a naughty smile on their face.

Both Raman and Ishitha were very hungry. They made some toasts for themselves and decided to hang out during the day as the next couple of days were going to be very busy for Raman. Raman had booked a cruise for tonight. Ishitha was unaware of his plans. She wore the western outfit he gave her. It was a sleeveless navy blue gown. He was in a T - shirt and a trax. They hanged around, had lunch and around 4 pm in the evening Raman took her to the cruise.

It was an exclusive one only for two of them. It had a nice front yard with a table or two. They had a nice bedroom and a kitchen as well. There was a cook too. Raman and Ishitha spent the whole evening chatting about their childhood stories, their kids childhood and their plans when they go back home. Both were feeling out of the world. The night the boat was decorated with nice lights. They had a music system too, Raman played mild music when they had dinner. He was constantly troubling Ishitha with his naughty gestures.

They danced after the dinner in the bedroom of the cruise. After a passionate dance Raman was ready to retire. He lays down on the bed; Ishitha hugged him and was making circular patterns on his chest with her fingers. That was stimulating him

R: Kui Madrasan, Kithana takvogi yaar. Tumhara dil nehi bara kya. Sona hai mujje( What Madrasan, How much will you tire me. Is your heart not full yet, I need to sleep)

I: Ravan kumar, phale tum kud takathe ho aur mujpe iszam lagathe ho.( You yourself tire me and then blame me for tiring you)

R: Tum hi toh kahathe ho ki ma kaddus hun, insensitive hun ( You only tell me na, Iam kaduus and Insensitive)

I: Hain ho toh

R: Do you feel that even now Ishitha, he asked her seeking a genuine reply.

I: Raman please, there is no one more sensitive ever in this world than you. Please don't tell this again.

R: Bat Bat mei etna senti kui ho jathe ho. Bewakoof( Why do you become so senti in everything)

I: Yes iam a fool because I love you.

R: I don't think you love me

I: Raman kya bol rahe ho.

R: Fir, every time I only take a lead on the bed. Tum toh baas wahi karthi ho jo mai boltha hun. (You do whatever I tell you)

I: Raman please don't tell like that, tell me what do you want me to do so that you don't feel so.

R: See again you are asking me. Find out how to please me and then I will say you love me or not.

Ishitha was not sure what was he expecting and just kissed his lips and he responded to her. She unbuttoned his shirt and he was looking at her teasingly and not reacting to her. He wanted to know much far can she go further. She started kissing his chest and face but he was still pretending to be not affected

I: Raman Please mujshe aur nehi hoga, please mujje aisye math satha vo na. Iam mother of two grown up children not a love struck teenager to please you more than this. I love you, but I cannot do all this. ( I cannot do anything more, don't trouble me like this. )

R: Do Baccho ki Ma ho toh pyar karna bol javogi. Kya yaar so unromantic. Tum kaha romantic ho, mane socha anniversary tumhare saath celebrate karunga akele is liye tumhe London le aya. Aur tum pagal aurath baccho ko bula liya upper see puri paltan ko Skype me bola liya. Privacy nam ki bi koi chiz hai ki nehi. (What if you are mother of two grown up kids, will you forget to love me. You are so unromantic. I thought we will celebrate anniversary alone and brought you to London, but you are so stupid you called children here. On top of it you called the whole clan over skype. Is there something called privacy or not)

I: Pyar karthi hum iska matlab apke tarah besharam todi banjavungi. Iss umar me bhi Javani chadi rahathi hai apko. Toh abhi apko baccho be hindrance lagthe hai kya. ( I love you doesn't mean that I will be shameless like you. You have your love fire burning even at this age. Now you feel our children are also hindrance)

R: Umar ke bare mai kya bol rahi ho, tum hogi buddi mai abhi bhi javan hun. Aur manie bachho ho hinderance kab bola. Pathi pathni ko appas me bhi time spend karna chahiye. Aur rahi baath pyar ki mai tumhe pyar karna kabhi nehi choduga even when iam 60 years old. (Don't talk about the age; you might be old iam still young. When did I say children are hindrance? Husband and wife need to spend time alone also. That regarding love, I will not stop loving you even at the age of 60)

I: Chi raman kithne besharam ho (Chi how shameless are you)

R: Kya chi kya besharam laga rakha hai. Abhi dekatha hun kithana besharam hun. (What shameless. Let me show you how shameless am I)

Saying that he started off the most romantic way he could to make love to her. What followed was a wild passionate night. Ishitha was continually morning in the pleasure he was giving and couldn't stop herself from giving him the same pleasure. He was not able to get over Ishitha and was being wilder with her in every action that he did. His wild actions were making her insane and she also repeated what he did to her which turned him on all the more. After several hours they parted and she went to the washroom to dress up and he got up and wore his trax.

After she came out, he laid down on her lap and she was caressing his hair. She kissed him on his forehead and he smiled back seeing her unconditional love for him.

I: Sleep Raman. You look so tried. You need to go for work tomorrow.

R: What do I do, I have a sexy wife whom I cannot stop making love over and over again. I don't get enough of her at all.

I: Raman abhi fur see nehi nehi please

R: Arre when did I ask for it, I guess someone else is so very desperate. You know Iam a very good husband. I fulfill all the desire of my wife. Shall I

I: Raman please stop playing around like this. Let's sleep, but wanted to ask ... Nothing Raman... Lets sleep

R: Tell me na, why you are hesitating to ask me.

I: I know you love children, but what will you like I mean boy or a girl I mean for ...us she said still seductively running her fingers over his hair.

He understood her intend and where their conversation was heading too. He had never thought through this earlier. He wanted to complete their relationship. But how will Adhi accept that her mother has moved on from his biological father. He knew Adhi accepted him as father. But somewhere at the bottom of the heart he was not convinced with the fact that Adhi has accepted him completely. He knew she was capable of convincing Ruhi but Adhi would never show his feelings. He agreed for their marriage because of his mother's happiness and didn't let her know that. He was pained by the break in relationship between her and his father. They having a child might cause a rift in his relationship with Adhi was the first thought that came his way. He always ensured that the change in their equation was not observed by Adhi and he never felt bad about the fact that his mother had moved on in life. Adhi was about to get into teens, so he knew he is aware of few integrities of relationship. He equally desired a kid, but he was very afraid of Adhi. He was angry and moved her hand from his head and got up angrily.

R: look Ishitha get one thing plain and straight we don't need another kid. We have two of them. That's enough for us. I consider Adhi as my son and I assume you also consider Ruhi as your daughter. So there is no question of our kid.

I: But Raman what is the problem. I want to see our love's reflection in the form a kid. I really don't understand why are you reacting like this. Saying that she comes closer to him and tried to cool him further.

He shrugs her off and tells her that he doesn't want means he doesn't want.

Ishitha gets irritated. She is reminded of Subbu forcing her to abort her second child. She didn't want to compare him with Subbu ever in her life. She knew he was a great person but this one reaction made her sick pushed her to her dark past making her flare up to say

I: Yes Yes all men are the same. When it comes to pleasure you need women but when you have to take responsibility of a kid you people shy away. You are also a man after all. How can I think you will be different?

This statement really put him off and he was very upset. He never shed his responsibility. All that he told was to save his relationship with Adhi and he didn't want her to feel guilty of hurting Adhi by telling her the real reason behind his refusal. He was irked beyond limits.

R: Yes men always try to satisfy you women and you ppl only don't get satisfied at all. Always complaining. I don't want to talk to you. Jithna bhi karlo biwi logo ko kush karna namumkin hai( whatever we do, to satisfy wife is impossible)

Saying that he goes and sleeps to other side of the bed. Ishitha feels she overreacted probably because of her past baggage and it was not Raman's mistake. She goes and hugs him and he doesn't react. She decides to leave him for now and talk to him later and both sleep hugging each other.

Next morning they get up early and leave to their house. Ishitha apologized to him and he was still angry. He was not talking to her all through the ride back. He got ready and left to work even without having breakfast that she made. She was very hurt. She thought probably she must not have told those words to him. She knew he was a responsible father, loved kids but why did he refuse to have one for themselves was a million dollar question for her.

She decided to please him in the evening when he comes back and get his spirits back. She decorated the whole house as per his taste. She cooked the food that he liked the most. She also called him up during the day to know when he will be back. He reluctantly responded that he will be back by 8 Pm in the night.

She was ready waiting for him in a short sky blue sleeveless top and a navy blue knee length shirt. She was wearing a silver jewelry to match and a loose hair. She chooses blue as it was his favorite colour. She heard his car horn and checked herself one last time before going in front of him.

He was awestruck to see her in that dress. He had never seen her like that before. He smiled thinking she was trying to woo him. He was not angry after sometime, but wanted to tease her more and also to keep away from her. He could not afford to go near her without a protection now. He didn't have it earlier and had bought one while was back home and decided to convince her over intercourse about the kid. He decided to play around with her further and was trying to keep a straight face.

I: Hi, how was your day

R: Humm Good

R: You go and change, I will heat the dinner

He replied with a hmm and left to his room. The whole house was looking very different. He understood that his wife was pleading for an apology.

When he came back Ishitha lovingly pulled a chair for him and made him sit. She fed him the food and he had it.

She kept speaking while he was eating.

I: Raman, didn't you like me in this dress. You didn't tell me anything

R: You are looking good. What is there to say in it?

She was upset as none of her gestures were bringing him back to his spirits. She was asking him about the day and he replied to the questions she asked and left to sleep in his room. When she finished her kitchen work and come in, he was watching a match. She was struggling to make him give her one glace. He wasn't the one to budge to her desire. She decided to wear the night dress he brought it for him. This time with the inner wears as well.

When she came in dressed, his one bit of sane mind became insane. She was wearing a see through dress just covering till her back and upper thigh. She has a sexy innerwear worn inside it and his last bit of control was lost and he got up & came to hug her.

I: Raman Iam very sorry for whatever I told you

R: If this is the way you will apologize I don't might you making mistakes time and again.

I: Listen na, I was reminded of Subbu's refusal for my second child and the abortion. Sorry thats why I reacted like that. Iam sorry.

Raman realized the baggage she was carrying when she told whatever she told him last night. He brushed her off and said

R: are yar uss Subbu ke bare me abhi kya hai. Ajj ki Rath waste math karo (what about that Subbu, let's not waste tonight) and lead her to their bed.

They made love but Raman was cautious enough to use a condom while doing so. Ishitha was little upset with that fact but she didn't want to dig this topic for now and decided to give him time. When she didn't tell him anything, he misunderstood her being convinced about another kid issue and left without convincing her.

Days pass and they were happy. They used to hang out during the weekend. Talk to kids and family every day. Raman was very passionate when it came to Ishitha and was there always to take care of her. He never let her do anything during her monthly cycles wowing to the pain and weakness she had during that time. He was affectionate, caring and loving. Everything was going on so well. They really got to know more and more about each other. They used to go out for movies, listen to music and it was perfect. But Ishitha was feeling that void as he was never nearing her without a precaution and his continuous attempts for not having kid irked her more. But since she had witnessed his indifference once in this issue she didn't dare to ask him again.

Was he thinking kids will be a hindrance to his love life? He can do anything and everything for Adhi and Ruhi. He could sacrifice anything for them, then why was he being insensitive to her feeling of having a kid. He was unaware of her feelings, since she didn't tell him anything when he was using precautions he assumed he had convinced herself.

It was one of the Sunday and Ishitha was engrossed in deep thoughts and working in the kitchen. Raman was reading a newspaper sitting looking at her while she is working. She is so engrossed that her sarre pallu has slided and she didn't notice. He glanced her as he changed his page and saw her in a very inviting form. She had bent down to pick something, giving a clear view of her cleavage and her big bust moving up and down due to her breathing. The very next moment he stood up and putting aside the paper walked up to her. She was deeply engrossed in her thoughts that she didn't notice him and was working still. He hugged her from behind started kneading her breast and she realized her position and he being next to her the very next moment. She smiled seeing him and he gave her a naughty look.

R: Hey Janshi ki Rani, Ajj kya din me hi mood ban gaya hai kya. Yeh exposing avtar kya banaya hai kud ka.( What you have got the mood during the day only is it. Why are you exposing yourself?)

I: Sorry, I didn't realize.

R: What Sorry, I like to see you like this.

I: Raman please abhi mera mood nehi hai. Please chodo. Let me do my work

R: Ishitha, please I always like kitchen romance yaar. When we get home we might not get an opportunity in that house full of people.

I: Please Raman

He was in no mood to listen to her and was focusing on his work. He started unbuttoning her blouse and moving them apart to get access to her breast. He started kissing her on her breasts pushing her on the kitchen platform. He started biting her and licking her making her loose her control and she also got engrossed in his passion. Her morns were making him mad and he carried her to their room and they made love. But right before he could reach his peak he realized and drifted away not finding his much wanted precaution. She was startled by his behavior and he didn't have any explanation to give. He was silent and didn't want to talk anything to her. After sometime she got up and dressed herself up in the washroom. She was sobbing as he didn't forget to be cautious even when they were having a most passionate encounter. She started feeling he was seeking hormonal satisfaction than love making, more like Subbu. But she couldn't convince herself with that thought as she knew he loved her, cared for her unlike Subbu. She was getting confused with this attitude of his. She couldn't share her feeling with him as well.

This was creating rift in their relationship and she was feeling afraid as her second child's abortion was the first step of rift between her and Subbu. She was refusing when he wanted to make love to her. He could sense that lack of enthusiasm on various things. Raman sensed some indifference in her and wanted to talk to her. It was time for them to return back to India. Though both were having their own concern still cherished their extended honeymoon. They returned home and all at home were very happy with their return.

She got engrossed with the kids, family and her studies and started spending less time with Raman. Most of the days she would come to their room after Raman has slept consciously to avoid Raman. Raman was also very cautious as he couldn't dare to do anything outside their room due to his inherent fears of Adhi. Raman was sensing some indifference.

He decided to read her dairy instead of asking her. It was one such night when she came back assuming him to be asleep and he didn't want to make her feel embarrassed. He had been having sleepless nights of late due to her indifference. She was part of him. He could never let her go away from him. Once she was asleep he picked up her dairy and started to read it.

What he read made him feel sad for her. He understood her longing for a kid with him. She had cried her heart out. She had mentioned the kitchen incident that had happened in London. He literally felt like smacking himself for letting her feel so. He needed a shoulder to cry out his feeling.

Part 11: Papa we need a sibling

Raman is taking about his insecurities over his relationship with his father and Ishitha happens to listen to their conversation

Adhi and Ruhi are asking Raman why they are not having a baby brother or sister when Mihir and Mihika are going to have a baby.

Originally posted by: SnigdhaGautam

Please post soon! Read all parts together

Originally posted by: rutu83

wonderful update- really liked how you're peeling back insecurities of both ishita and raman. and how they're working through those. hope adi and ruhi help them get over this little roadblock