Hello everyone!! After watching Jealous Raman from tuesday I couldn't resist writing an FF. Well, this isn't my first time writing an FF but certainly my first time writing on IshRa. So go easy on me. š Also, I am quite in frequent with my updates as I either write like my depends on it or can't write even one word.
Note- This is not Proofread. So sorry for any grammatical mistakes and spelling error.
Prologue
Outwardly, he looked like, everyday Raman Kumar Bhalla to everyone.He was taunting Ishita, shouting at everyone, was going along with whatever stupid ideas his family members cooked up, was even going to participate in this stupid cricket match his mother and Amma had dumped upon them.
Inwardly, though, he felt restless, irritated and a myriad of other emotions he was unable to place. All because of his stupid, stupid, wife. It all started since the night before yesterday. If she hadn't all of a sudden started her theory on first love, hadn't mentioned a certain someone's name- her ex, Subbu's name- he would have been going about his days like always, bliss fully ignorant. He wouldn't have started wondering what Subbu meant to her, how important and vital Ruhi was in Ishita's life, and most of all if he-Raman- played any part in her life at all.
When he had asked her that day in his office if she was happy with their marriage and she had after another long speech said she was, indeed, happy- the strong sense of relief that had coursed through his mind and body was something he could not ignore as much as he tried. She had said Subbu was out of her system and Ruhi was the love of her life. What about him, though? Who was he to her? At that moment he had even felt jealousy towards his own daughter.
The depth of Ishita's feelings towards Ruhi hadn't been a shock to him. He knew how important Ruhi was to his wife, that's why she married him in the first place. Still, it had been a rude awakening call to know that Ruhi was all that mattered. That he might not even have a corner of her heart.
It bothered him even more why did he even wanted a place in her heart. Why? Could it be because she had already made a place in his?
It started off like that, with the mention of his wife's blasted ex, that he began to ponder about her feelings for him and in the process, his for her.
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