Here both Ishra chose not to speak any words but their eyes spoke volumes about pain that both are feeling...

Yeh dooriyan
Yeh dooriyan
Yeh dooriyan
In raahon ki dooriyan
Nigahon ki dooriyan
Hum rahon ki dooriyan
Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan
Kyun koi paas hai
Door hai Kyun koi
Jaane Na koi yahan pe
Aa Raha paas ya door mein ja raha
Janu na mein hoon kahan pe
Yeh dooriyan
In raahon ki dooriyan
Nigahon ki dooriyan
Hum rahon ki dooriyan
Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan
Yeh dooriyan
Yeh dooriyan
Kabhi hua yeh bhi
Khali Rahon pe bhi
Tu tha mere saath
Kabhi tujhe milke lauta
mera dil yeh khali khali haath
Yeh bhi hua kabhi
Jaise hua Aabhi
Tujhko sabhi mein paa li
Tera mujhe kar jaati hai dooriyan
Satati hain dooriyan
Tarsati hain dooriyan
Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan
Kaha bhi na mene
Nahi jeena mene
Tu jo na mila
Tujhe bhule se bhi na
Bola na mene chahun fasla
Bas fasla rahein
Ban ke kasak jo kahen
Ho aur chahat yeh aur jawan
Teri meri mit jaani hai dooriyan
Begani hai dooriyan
Hat jani dooriyan
Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan
Kyun koi paas hai
Door hai Kyun koi
Jaane Na koi yahan pe
Aa Raha paas ya door mein ja raha
Janu na mein hoon kahan pe
Yeh dooriyan
In raahon ki dooriyan
Nigahon ki dooriyan
Hum rahon ki dooriyan
Fanah ho sabhi dooriyan
Those eyes ... Those eyes Raman ... pleading me not to ask any questions ... Y Raman Y is it that every time I see you my heart says I need to believe you ... but my mind says not to trust you on the lies that you've said in the past few days...
Y raman y u had to build that trust if u wanted it to be broken in the end... Y is that u cannot share with me what u r trying to do for Adi ... y is it that u have to lie and keep me away from the truth each time???
I thought we had reached at a path where we can share anything where we can be good frends ... Although when we had started we had taken different paths but our destination was always same... and somewhere midway we had started understanding each other and aligning our paths towards each other not for Ruhi but for our relationship...
I had for once thought that finally I had met my soulmate ... Y did u had to break my heart ... Y did u had to break my trust ???
Where is the Ravan Kumar I know who wud pick on small fights with me, who wud not leave a single opportnity without taunting me, who had sweet smiles for me, who was protective towards me, who was highly possessive when his frends praised me,,... wheres that Raman who wud show care and concern towards my Amma Appa, who wud stand up and fight for me when somebody chided or troubled me ??????
Where is my Ravan Kumar ... it seems he's lost somewhere and I am fighting a lone battle here although I am being supported by both my families...
Those eyes ... Those eyes Ishita ... pleading me with questions for which I have no answers... I know I have hurt u a lot and we have come a long way in this marriage of convenience...
But please Ishita ... please try to understand me in such situation... I never wanted to hurt u ... purposefully or otherwise and hence never wanted to share problems with u... I know u had told me that we can confide anything regarding our children... but this is a thing that I just cannot share wid u coz I might have to ask u to forgive the person who has hurt ur amma so much and I never wanted u to b in this situation ever...
I know u think that I am choosing Shagun's happiness over urs ... but in reality I am choosing my son's happiness over mine... I know I am losing the woman for once I thought I can love till eternity purposefully so that my son can lead a normal life...
I know if I wanted I cud've had your beautiful smiling eyes, the sweet curve on ur face that wud make my day, your long and boring lectures which wud incite me to taunt you, those small things that you wud do to make my family happy, the care you have for me, the way u always stood up for my respect and dignity... but m losing it with my own hands...
This is the situation when I need my Jhansi ki Rani Badly ...but it seems that I will have to fight my battle on my own this time...
My second attempt at writing an OS and have left it not on a quite so nice note so please feel free to add ur own scenarios... 😃
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