ISHRA FF : FINDING MY LOVE AGAIN ' DISCONTINUED - Page 2

FINDING MY LOVE AGAIN

PART 2

subbu and his family left .. and ishita and her family was left and raman who was there..

everything was quite when bala came to raman and apologised... but the words raman said shocked everyone...

raman : i want to marry her...

raman's words were not expected at that time though every single pair of eye was on him.. just the family was there her family and she didn't even dared to look at him.. she was under sedatives she was vaguely repeating things that none heard except raman.. his all concentration was on her she was looking so vulnerable at the moment.. so weak and exposed ..yes she was exposed to the situation all the concerned eyes were on him and his on her...

raman : bala i want to marry ishita..

bala who himself was having no clue suddenly took raman aside asking him to come..though raman was reluctant but mr iyer and

bala took him and asked him , there was a sudden composure in his eyes seeing ishita there was no regret nothing...

bala : raman do you even know what did you said just a moment before.. do you even know who is she and yor family her condition..man you are messing up your life and she , ishita is not normal raman...

raman was at his utmost composure .. he smiled and his one look made mr iyer to stop bala from further questioning...

mr iyer : why do you want her to marry ,

raman answered all of them making the two men to gasp in surprise .. they didn't expected this ..they have known that raman was asking everything out of some gratitude or some kind of pressure but none recognised the unbeatable and unfathomable love for the girl who was right now fighting for her ow n part with herself..

raman : i know you all wont believe me but i just can say that i want to marry ishita and can just say that i will try to keep her happy .. i wont let her feel anything that will make her remember anything related to her past or anything about what that happened today...

mr iyer was in a fix , he didn't know how to deal with raman he was trying really hard to convince all of them and the genuine expression of budding love in his eyes was something that made him to ask him..

mr iyer : she is pregnant , how will you accept a wife who is carrying someone else's child...

raman : the baby is mine ..

his words were blow to all of them.. they didn't knew what to say ..

they just silently accepted but the truth was spilled that ishita had met raman before and may be there was something more that she was not able to explain...

within the auspicious muhuratam , they were married.. raman married his sleepy bride as she was unconscious with the sedatives given to her and she was all the while sleeping and he carried her in his arms while he take the seven vows promising himself to be with her in all the thick and thins of life...

it was the early morning , probably the sun has not set its foot on but the two restless soul were sleeping in the warmth of each other .. ishita was sleeping on raman's lap and he was sleeping in the sitting position.. he hadn't even changed last night and was comforting his baby's mama and she was still in her sleep ...

her hands were unconsciously holding his hands and he was holding her close making sure that she was all right in his arms... raman was first to open his eyes ..and the moment his eyes fell on her he was in a serious but pleasant shock.. ishita was sleeping holding him like her life is dependent on him and him being not close will hurt her .. a smile teased his perfect lips and he set the loosely falling curls behind her ear ..she turned in her sleep and slept again holding his hand under her chin...

raman whispered : what a perfect start of the day...

he slowly made her lie on the pillow and sat beside her admiring her innocence and naivety those tears last night had pricked him..there was emptiness in her eyes and he absolutely hated that she was so full of life and he couldn't even forget that one encounter with her years back..

she was so naughty and full of life..the fifteen year old ishita dressed in typical south Indian attire , the half saree she wore was actually difficult to handle but she did managed very well...'

her naive and innocent gestures too his heart ...

even at that time he was smitten by her and years later he could still find that the same ishita but her innocence was lost somewhere leaving a emotionless girl...

ishita opened her eyes.. she didnt knew where she was what was happening all she knew is subbu breaking the marriage her amma and appa ashamed of her .. ishita didnt saw raman sitting beside her but she didnt even saw him but she cuddled up to herself and cried ..trying to subside her loud cries...

ishita's tears were killing raman she was in the process hurting him and his unsaid love.. he very well knew that she must be feeling awful.. and he couldn't let her feel that definitely not.. not in the delicate condition of hers ..

she was curled up in a ball and he didn't knew how his hands itself reached to comfort her she was so open that she couldn't deny that tenderness , that affection in his eyes and his touches...

she looked into those black eyes instantly crying her heart out and holding him close to her .. her hands were wrapped around his neck and he engulfed her in his love and affectionate hug...

raman : shh... stop crying ..

ishita still sobbing...

ishita : amma appa are ashamed of me... i am the reason they are insulted again and again ... i am a bad daughter ..i am a bad daughter she sobbed and the intensity of her sobs was increasing ...

raman : don't cry love... they are not ashamed of you.. your amma is not angry on you...

ishita still sobbed and cried... her hands started to hit her and she start hitting herself.. hurting herself trying to give herself the punishment ..

raman was baffled for a second and hold her hands..he was angry on her but gulped his anger knowing her condition and mindset ..

raman : i said stop.. stop hurting yourself..

ishita looked at him with her tears still falling from her eyes but she was just looking at him straight.. he wiped her tears warning her ..

raman : dare you do this again ... how could you hurt yourself and baby in the process ...

she dipped her head he looked away for a second calming his raging senses

ishita was still sobbing her head was comfortably placed on his chest her tears were wetting his shirt.. though his heart was bleeding seeing her tears but he knew that he cant voice out his feelings now...

thanks ..

he heard her say ..

she look straight into those dark eyes.. her meek and soft voice was thanking him for what he belongs..

and he knew that he has to make her feel loved and the feeling of being loved was most special...

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next : some ishra scenes..