SS: Meri adhoori kahaani- pt 6 pg 29 7/7/13 - Page 16

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Weeks passed and no one took the marriage topic again in front of me, for which I was so happy and thankful because I had other issue that was needed to look after and I couldn't have afford to have my mind diverted to other issue. The breaking news of my moving to UK left everyone to be mad at me, but right now I needed this distance from them from this issue and from myself too. I know from my side I was being kind of mean and harsh with all this, but then I needed time to get myself out of this.

"Maa Dad" I said getting their attention toward myself as I went in their room. Maa simply just turned away and started doing what she was while dad gestured me to come in. I went and sat next to them and said "Maa look I had already planned all this before all this happened, and I was going to tell you after I received any positive reply from them"

"Muskan, you have grown up to make all decision of your life, so there is no need to tell us anything, do what you feel is right for you, who are we to say anything" Maa spoke as she kept away the thingy she was working on.

"Maa have I ever made any decisions without yours or dad consent, If I have ever done then tell me" I asked.

"you made the biggest decision of your life without our consent and you are still asking this, well anyway I am not forcing you for anything, you have decided to live your life alone then I won't say anything, just let me know when you are leaving for UK" Maa spoke and then she left the room and I looked at dad and said "Dad Please make Maa understand because my decision will not change as I want to finish my study from their" saying that I also left from there.

"Maaa, Di Bahi, where are u all" I screamed seeing the whole house all empty after I came from College.

"Dad, Maa" I called out again, and this time I heard Neha di shouting from the veranda telling me to come there as they are all their sitting. I kept my hand bag and books on the table and left their but not before taking one of the envelope from my bag. "Guess what guys" I said in the happiest tone i had ever known and the next moment all I saw was big big eyes on me as if they will engulf me in it. "guys I told you all to guess not to stare at me with those big big eyes, actually you are not staring but scaring me" I said and then started laughing at my own word, but this time no one joined instead they all turned their face away from me. "Gee you guys are so mean" I said as I took a place next to Neha di. "Guys you don't want to hear what I have to tell" I asked seeing them not even talking to me.

"we know what u want to say" Neha di said sadly.

"Oh ok, then why didn't u said that when I told u all to guess, anyway leave that I will be leaving to UK in just 2 week for some important thing that's needed to be sort out first and then after that I will be here for another two week and then back to UK for 4, yeah 4 year " I said as I counted the years I will be away from here on my finger like a baby.

"why are u even waiting for that two week, just go to UK now" Sanjeev bahi spoke, anger frustration was clearly visible in his tone and I took a deep breath and said "fine then I will find the very next flight to UK, happy now" saying that I left from their angrily. "I wasn't happy either leaving them, but I needed this little trip why don't they understand this, why don't they understand me, was their promise also fake like others words, if it was then I don't' care about their promise or anything, I will go no matter what"

Some memories takes time to fade away, just like someone to go away from our life, but they don't leave you, those memories, that person still stays within you somewhere, its just the time matter that makes you forget them and then from nowhere all of a sudden u see them and your all memories are back to you like it just happened a day ago, and the best way to avoid that is to face it if you want to forget it or want that person not to effect you the whole day, but here that is not the theory I use, for me to forget some things is by being away from where I know I will be reminded every day, So only I took this chance and accepted this college offer, and I know everyone in my house know this that I am once again running from myself, just like I had done other time, for me for every problem solution is to run away from my own self and trust me this is the best way I could fix any problem that comes to my way, so here I am signing these paper in my college office. Once I was done signing all the papers that was needed to transfer everything to UK college I left from their

"So I see you are really running away, Hun" Just as his voice reached my ears I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and continued my walk, which was interrupted by him just at the door of the principle office.

"Don't worry this time I am not here to come in between your way, because…." He said and then left his words unfinished leaving me confused what he means but then shrugged of that thought thinking that I have nothing to do with his talk or him.

"One min, at least hear me out to what I have to say" Aman said and then came and stood in front of me.

"I thought this was all over the other day, but I guess I was wrong" I said to him to which he just smirked at me and said "over, no not at all, in fact everything will be starting fresh and new relation for sure" haring that I only looked at him confusedly thinking what is he talking about what relation is he talking about. "Will see about that, for now move out of my way" I said after a few minutes.

"it will be my pleasure" He said and then bowed in front of me. I just stared at him confused with his behavior, but then I just moved on with my way and with him following me. "Why are you following me" I asked as he kept walking behind me closely.

"Really am I following you, sorry I am really sorry Muskan" Aman said and then he came in front and started walking, while I just shook my head getting annoyed with him and his unusual behavior.

"Woho, watch where you going Muskan" I heard Aman say as I bumped into him bumping my head on his back, and when I looked at him all I saw was a smirk plastered on his face that I was getting so annoyed with and just wanted to punch him right then and there at that moment. "By the way can I ask you why are you following me" Aman asked just as I opened my mouth to say something but he left me with my mouth open as I for a sec went into thinking and then I shot him a glare and said "what is this Aman, why are you bothering me"

Aman- Muskan as far as I know you are the one who is following me not me, so how am I bothering you my love.

"Shut up, Just shut up Aman, just get out of my way, no actually what you should do is just get out of my life, because you came in my life as a curse person, just because of you everyone in my family is upset with me, they don't want to talk to me, it was all so fine and everything in my life was going just perfect before you step in my life and right after that everything has been messed up in my life, you came up from nowhere and ask for my hand even after my refusal you have the guts to come in front of me and behave like this, how many times do I need to make myself clear to you I don't want you in my life, so why don't you just leave me alone" I shouted taking out all my anger all my frustration at him.

Aman- Muskan till now you had taken everything of mine, so you can imagine how I was living.

"I haven't taken anything of yours, and anyway I don't even know you, I didn't even know till few weeks that a person like you even existed in this world" I said and then gave him a last look as walked passed him. "NOT again" I muttered to myself as I felt myself being pushed but this time not toward Aman but against the wall. "Aman what are you doing" I asked as I struggle between him and the wall, and all he did was place his finger on my lips as he said "Shhh" and then I saw his eyes moving from my eyes to my lips. "Aman please let go of me" I said fearing seeing the look on him.

"Shhh" Aman said as he pressed my lip with the finger that was on my lips.

"you took everything of mine and still saying you haven't taken anything" He said in a tone which was I think scary and then next I felt him gripping my hand and then he placed it on his chest near heart, and I could feel his heart beat. "See what you do to me, this heart of mine doesn't know how to stay calm when you are near me, when I think of you, when I dream of us" He said and all I could do was just stare in his eyes as his fingers were still on my lips. "I love you Muskan, and this is the biggest truth of my and your life, it's the biggest truth of our life Muski, and you can't run away from this, not in this life time, and I will make sure you don't"

"Its not, and I won't let u" I said removing his finger away from lips and my hand from his chest.

Aman- Till when will you run away from me

"I am not running away anywhere, and why would I run away from you, I don't eve" Before I could finish my sentence I felt his breath fanning my lips and all I could do was just stay still. "the truth is you are not only running away from me, but you are running away from yourself too" his lips touched mine lips as he spoke, and felt his breath going heavier. "why are you stopping yourself from loving me"

"What are u doing, move away from me" I said tilting my head back so that his lips don't touches mine as I spoke. "Aman please stop it" I said as I felt his finger slipped on my scalp and in the next second he clutched his fist around my hair and titled my head up. "Ahhh" I hissed in pain, to which he just moved his gaze on my face and smirked saying "so you do feel the pain too"

"Aman leave me" I said.

"Not till I mark you as mine"

To be Continued...