Honestly...my opinion is that..she's basically SCARED of love & depending on someone (Utkarsh & Niti are exceptions because...obbiously!) because of the her parents leaving her ...just like she said. And so..she's convinced herself that the whole thing is something imaginary & does not exist & she doesn't believe in it.
But just because she's made herself believe it doesn't mean it has to be true. She definitely loves Niti & Utkarsh, & understands the consequences of being "in love" way too well to not be in love herself (read between the lines :p) And so...when she's not holding herself in typical Siyali fashion...she reveals her actual feelings about it. She definitely does believe in it, I feel, but not accepting that makes it much easier to deny her own feelings.
Edited by ..DamonCrazy.. - 10 years ago