This is my first try ... I always wanted to write on sidyali ...this os is based on the current Sidyali track...so here comes the torture😆 for you...
What did I just do? I just insulted her in front of all my friends...how did I let this happen?...she still means a lot to me but I just ruined everything for us now...there is no way I can make her to talk to me now ...sid was lost in his deep thoughts alone in the boxing room, but this time he did not come in there for some boxing practice or to take out some of his frustrations by hitting the punching bag... he was just there lost in his own sad world , feeling worthless , unwanted...he was disgusted by his own behavior ...he could not control himself any longer so a small drop of tears came out of his eyes...he sat there for few more minutes then he decided to leave the room but suddenly someone entered the room whose presence made sid to stay right there where he was, that someone was his love siyali'. Before he could say anything to her ...siyali in her serious steady voice with emotionless expression said , "karthik sir is asking for you to have a discussion with you about upcoming boxing championship tournament."..she completed her words and was about to leave but sid came in front of her and was making an obstacle for her to leave the room, she tried to pass him but she failed...so she got irritated and almost screamed at him saying, " what you want now siddharth rajput? Did not you get enough fun already today by insulting me and my friend? Let me go now"...sid then closed the door of the room and pleaded, " please hear me out first siyali...I need to say this to you...I am so sorry siyali for what I did today...I want you to know that I am sorry.. please please siyali try to understand me...I never meant to do that...I am extremely sorry.."..saying this sid fell on his knees and took both hands of her in his hands and started to cry hard in front of her..then siyali started, " kyun karte ho tum aisa ?? agar tumhe itnahi bura lagta hai to kyun bure bante ho tum...bolo mujhe? Do you know I actually started to believe that tum itne bhi bure insan nahin ho but you proved me wrong siddharth rajput "...siyali felt a very small amount of tear which was created in one corner of her eye but she did not let that fall...sid stood up and made an intense eye contact with her eyes and said, "siyali I was upset,hurt,lost,confused and don't know what more...I don't expect you to forgive me because I know I probably don't deserve your forgiveness but I want you to know that I am sorry and it matters to me what you think of me, I am not asking for another chance siyali...I just don't know why am I like this? I did not actually have any fun doing this to you and to your friend...I just wanted to hurt somebody but now I know what I did.." siyali did not know why she was feeling sad to watch sid like this..she wanted to hug him and let him cry on her shoulder for as long as he could but she knew it would be too much for both of them so she just placed both hands of her on each side of his crying face and wiped away the tears out of his face and said, "you hurt my two best friends so badly but still a small part of my heart tells me that you are not what you show yourself to everyone, it tells me that you have still humanity left in you...I don't know what bothers you...all I know is that your each action affects me sid...don't know how much you hurt me and let me down but still my heart tells me to not to give up on you...I should have been gone by now from here and should not let you talk to me but still I can't make myself to move ...and I am listening all your words because I ...I.." siyali was lost for words and sid was patiently waiting for her to complete her sentence and then siyali started, "because I think I have started to understand you" she completed and added, "I feel like I can understand you and I can only do that when you let me have the chance to get to know you..I don't want you to shut me down sid...let the real sid come out...will you give me that chance sid? will you stop hurting yourself like this sid? I don't know how hard the way will be...but will you allow me to to hold your hand to provide you support?..together we will face the problems , we don't have to do it alone..will you let me help you sid? Will you allow me to be your friend sid? Because I really want to give our friendship a try...now say something you idiot."..sid could not believe what she said...the girl who hated him so much was asking him to be her friend ?? whatever it made sid to feel like dancing in joy but of course he didn't dance in front of her...this time sid was lost for words, he could not bring himself to say something to her so he just nodded at her as to tell her yes he would be her friend...sid then opened the door for her to leave...his eyes never left her eyes during this and he managed to keep a soft smile on his face ...siyali was blushing slightly and then she left the room leaving sid alone in the room..sid in his mind ..oh my god ! what just happened ???...I can't believe my luck... now if siyali still after everything can't give up on me then I promise from now on I will be a better person for you siyali , I will be the real sid to everyone, no more pretending, I won't let you down this time siyali I promise...sid made those promises to himself and left the room later with a huge grin on his face because he knew " it is not a ending of something good but a beginning."
The End
I know it was lame...but still I would love to have the replies ...thank you for reading..
Pati Patni Aur Panga
Jaane Anjaane Hum Mile
Tum Se Tum Tak
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Vasudha
