I would like to dedicate this update to ASYA4eveAAA. I know this wasn't long enough. And after reading tell me how you felt. It helps me to write better.Part Five
Siyali
Alaskan winters are always frigid. Frozen. Even the sun would want to hibernate. It has been like this for the past eight years. This has become a part of my life.
I do miss the sunshine, but sometimes the darkness helps. More than the light.
"I trusted him. More than my dear life. But he didn't even find it necessary to listen to me.Even for once." I faced Vibha, she wanted me to speak out, even though she was aware of everything.
"I thought we were unconditional. Unbreakable."
She thinks it reduces the baggage, the pain. I disagree. But sharing provides relief. Even if it is momentary.
"It hurt me. Bad. He was my everything. And I wanted to be his everything. I wanted to be somebodys everything. That's why I chose him, over Utkarsh. And he ..."
Some say opening up is difficult. But not being able to forget is worse.
Vibha crossed her arms. Her eyes were warm. I felt better. Better to have people around me. People who care.
"He broke the trust. I was framed. I did nothing wrong. If he loved me, he should have trusted me right?." The question wasn't directed at her, rather to myself.
"Back then I used to feel that what we have, it is beautiful. But now all of that is nothing more than a big lie."
"So you run away Siyali?" Vibha's eyes widened as she shot at me.
I understood her concern. I did. Really.
"He messed up. His fault. Then why waste your entire life? Why don't you move on?"
I wish I could. But I couldn't. No. I don't still love him. I just don't want to be broken again. When you give someone a piece of youself, your entire heart and they just toss it away.
You break. Inside out.
"If you keep running away, he will come after you."
"What should I do?" I looked up at her.
"Face him." she assured.
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Deep Breath. I clicked open the doorlock and stepped out. Lacy flakes caressed my numb skin.
My feet were dragging me. A few more steps and it'd be his house. Parth knew where he stayed. I wonder how.
I was shaking, confronting him was the last thing I desired to do. And then before long I was standing at his gateway.
Wait. There was someone at the corridor. A girl. I couldn't make out the face. Damn the fog. She turned away and walked towards me. Or maybe towards the gate.
She paused as she noticed me. Then hurried out. Her shoulder bumped into mine and I caught her face. For an instance.
My eyes dropped as I saw her. Krissane!
I stared at the doorway to see an equally confused Sidharth. He wasn't alone.
A million possibilities flashed through my brain.
The hatred, the feeling of dejection, everything melted into the air.
All left was anger. I didn't know why. I was infuriated. I felt my skin burn. My eyes raging.
My legs were carrying me, faster than ever. I stopped a few inches away from him.
The uncertainty, stress, the guilt was reflected in his eyes.
I was still angry. Seeing Krissane here drove me mad. Or not. Maybe it was seeing her with him that did the trick.
I slammed my hand on his right cheek. Real Hard.
I couldn't register what I had done. I gazed at him. And he at me.The puzzled feel in his eyes gave way to a tender, soothing one.
Before I knew it his mouth was on mine. His arms draped firmly around my waist pulling me onto him. My chest pressed sternly into his. His tongue colliding with mine. I was lost.
He tightened the hold. He was taking me with so much passion.
I didn't know what I was doing. I was responding. I was kissing him.
What was happening to me?
What was he doing to me ?
I felt a stream of tears thrashing from my eyes.
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Edited by Destiny_rose - 10 years ago
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