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Part Three
Siyali
Starbursts behind my eyelids. The hollowness in my heart diffused to every module of my body. Trembling hands, I placed down the cup of cafe noir down in the gueridon. I couldn't drink anything. There was this coppery taste in my mouth. I felt me being sucked in to stillness. Like that of a black hole. I would shut down. Soon enough.
Vibha was holding me close. She has taken care of me.
Ever since he...
I didn't want to bother her or Parth anymore.
My life was twisted. And I had no intention of dragging anyone down with me.
"Siyali, we are here for you" Parth sat down across us.He and Vibha exchanged glances at each other. At least I had my friends. I could survive.
"You okay Si" Vibha cloathed her arm around my shoulders.
No, I'm not okay. I wanted to scream. I wanted to break down, rip apart my body and physically undergo my emotional turmoil. I wanted to, but he wasn't worth crying over. So I closed my eyes and forced a fake smile.
"Yes, I m better," I hesitated. "Would you mind if I go upstaris."
"You do that Siyali. You want me to come along?" She asked withdrawing her arm.
"I think I need some time alone Vibha. " I said rising.
Slowly but collected I made my way to the stairs. Before climbing I the stairway I turned around, "Thank you" I mouthed at them. Vibha smiled tardily and Parth gave me an appraising nod.
Each step I took, his face kept coming back to me. Along with that all those haunted memories of my past. My past with him. He ravaged me. Broke my trust.
Yet still I couldn't erase his face.
I was a disaster.
He made me a disaster.
I slammed shut the door behind me and slammed my eyes even tighter.
I felt a certain thickness in my throat. My eyes became blurry.
"No, I won't cry." I yelled. "I won't cry over Sidharth Rajput."
Even so a teardrop slipped my eyes.
I buried my face in the soft pillow searching for some kind of solace, some kind of hope.
~Flashback~
"Really Siyali, it's just a misunderstanding?" he growled twisting her wrist behind her back.
"Sidharth, you're drunk. We'll talk later." she said trying to free herself.
But his grasp got harder.
"I trusted you woman, I chose you over my mother. And you..." he flung away his head in disgust.
"I did nothing Sidharth. I never cheated.Trust me. Trust us" she squalled at the top of her voice.
"Oh! you didn't? Then what about my eyes. What about my freaking eyes." he pulled her closer. The smell of strong liquor pierced her nose.She winced.
"Let me go, you're hurting me"
"And what about the pain you caused me. When you slept with HIM " he snapped
"I told you I didn't. Now.Let.Me.Go" she cried.
"You are a wh**e" he hissed shoving her away.
Thwack. Her hands left their mark on his face.
"You are a wh**e" he repeated staggering away.
"I hate you Sidharth Rajput." She wept crumbling apart, crunching her head against the stony wall.
~Flashback Ends~
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Edited by Destiny_rose - 10 years ago
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