I am back with my emoji posts for Nov 22nd.
And as always , I am late. 
ok coming to epi, 
the episode started with chakor showing the photos to Raghav.
Raghav doesn't believe her and says, are you a fan of me, you took photos and did morphing.
I was like 

chakor says, it's not like what you think, that photo is of my hubby SR, who I have lost in an accident. never ever I thought I will live without suraj. 

😭
there was always this fear in me, that I shouldn't lose suraj, but that fear came true and I lost him.

I cannot bear this separation and loss,

😭
And my daughter just now she has been out of danger, escaped death, if this news reach here, she will become a lifeless soul, so that's why I am here.. 
chakor was all crying thru this..can't see her pain as always.

Raghav comes near her, I was like is he feeling bad, is he suraj in innershelf 
nope..he asked how much money he will get.
cvs are hell bent in making me feel otherwise.

Rajjo shocked again.
Raghav says, seems the work is difficult, have to be one's father, one's husband, have to get used to wear costly jackets,, others ok bhai but wearing that is difficult, raghav say's its difficult to adapt, so if I accept then how much I will get..
chakor says whatever you ask for.
Rajjo says what are you doing, listen to me.
chakor stops rajjo, and says to Raghav, it's the question of my daughter's life, so what you ask for, you will get.
Raghav says that fine then but before I ask you something , I have some condition. chakor asks what, he says that he can't leave drinking, he has to have daily.
chakor accepts but drink in room and no one, especially her daughter shouldn't know about it.
now no chappals, my thought directly went to how chakor will give him back when he messes up with that drinking habit..it will be 

again suraj reminded ...😭
Raghav was like after chakor accepts both deals , then says ok wait, I will go to mom, inform her and come back, bcoz she would be waiting for me, making dinner and all..
so one more similarity.. he and his love for his mom..
...
chakor asks you won't run away na, Raghav says, I have given word, so wait, don't worry.
one who keeps his words , one more again, even suraj said same on that rifle challenge that he keep his words...

then chakor cries, says to Rajjo, his face resembles suraj,

 Rajjo says ,yes didi first I too thought he might be suraj, but he isn't..
chakor says he can never become like my suraj . yes yes chakor suraj is unique.
chakor says, my suraj is very different . one in million.
chakor .. 
Rajjo fears that anyone will come to know this drama at haveli, bcoz Raghav looks like suraj but he isn't for real,he can't carry the role of suraj.. chakor says drama is needed for anjor sake, once she recovers, chakor herself will reveal the truth.
I vowed suraj that I will do whatever it takes to keep anjor good, so I will do it. suraj was a good husband, was a very good father and a very good son.
WAS WAS ..was....noo..
chakor 

, no WAS, he is alive.
chakor says, if I reveal suraj death to them all, they won't be able to take it. I too don't want to give them that pain. if suraj is in my place, he will do the same..
she asked Rajjo to promise that Rajjo will not reveal raghav's real identity to anyone, Rajjo says, I can promise you till my last breath, I won't reveal but how can we trust Raghav.
he hasn't come yet. how to trust him.
Raghav cones and says, hey..what are you doing, filling her ears with bad things about me..
doesn't it take time to have a convo with mom and say bye and come.
I have told mom, that she can't see me for next 30 days, don't worry like that.
chakor and rajjo was like 30 days...
he says, yes 30 days, after 30 days, have to come back and planned to go Dubai to do business to make money.
the way he says it, has to earn money saying some local Arab word ,have to give it for him, he do have that casual funny streak in him and do bring a smile
Raghav asks, in 30 days your kid will recover, right
Rajjo asks, if anjor doesn't get well in 30 days then what, Raghav says, what that has to do with me, I will do work for 30 days, will take money and go, Rajjo was like this much amount, you are not needed , go and there is a verbal spat between Rajjo and Raghav..
seems more to come like this..
Raghav says behave like a servant if you are one to Rajjo.. chakor says rajjo isn't my servant, Raghav says it's ok, my terms is I can work for 30 days and for this much amount, if you are ok, tell me..
chakor accepts the deal.
Raghav asks , so tell me how your hubby is and his relationship with others, if known, it will be easy for me to gel into the character I portray..
my heart was like whatever you do, suraj is suraj. replicate him, ...my mind is like silly me..😆, come out of suraj land, watch the show ,see what happens and wait for unfolding of chapters.
Then chakor start telling about suraj.
the way she told and those flashbacks shown, I was like
she said, he isn't my suraj alone, he is the shine of my life, my knight in shinning armour , A Rajvanshi, my husband, anjor's father and azaadgang rakshak.
he loved me in a way I could never ever thought of,had never left me alone, supported and accompanied me in all my doings, I was like , I have got all that I wished for when he is with me. chakor was telling in heart to suraj that
he is my heartbeat, my life, my all. chakor was like now.
and I was like Suraj , why did you left her...
then fb's start...
.I was like..

, writers you make me more emotional with fbs..I am like 
wait...me running... ...even in those bottle of emotions blasting around running...
I knew you all wuld be, what for she is running...
wait...wait..wait......
sorry for the delay dears... I went and catch all those epi in fb and came back 😳😆, no tomatoes 😆
chakor says, then one day came, where my life has been snatched away from me.
wait let me hear properly..Ek din..not today..so it is possible , few days later only she started for azaadgang in car.😃
chakor then said, suraj was snatched from all.
i was like.....no ....:(
Then Raghav comes and says, listening to you, it seems your pathi is a big man..
I was like he is a man who cannot be matched by anyone when it comes to the way he looked after his relationships, especially chakor. can be like him.or match him.
he says, I will also try my level best to portray like him and with regards to this, shake hands with me..
chakor thinks of suraj, the moments with him on holding hands..
 and with that emotional breakdown inside her remembering suraj ,she walks away. 
it was sad for me to see her like this.
but when she walked away, I was happy..
since our birdie didn't shake hands with raghav..me was like 😆
then Raghav took his bag and followed...
wait that bag. i hv seen somewhere.
.. ..oh god the same one...after this much years it's new...😆
scene to hospital..
Anjor asks why they haven't come yet. chakor comes, anjor s says mumma and goes and hug her.
the way chakor hugged anjor with tears, I think more than anjor, chakor needed that hug, a consoling hug from her loved one.
how I wish she reveals her agony to teju and they both share the pain. but that can't happen.
anjor wipe chakor tears and said why are you crying mumma , I am fine, she isn't crying bcoz you are fine but i am..

 who cry on your recovery..😆
she asks where is daddy, I will tell him to make you laugh.
I was like
yes Anjor, call your dad, may be your call and chakor tears can bring back suraj.
then anjor asks where is daddy..
chakor says, how I will come alone, he has come and call out for suraj.
Raghav comes after anjor calls daddy.
but but this look of his , his eyes..give me diff vibes .
Again is he suraj..??

or am I reading too much...😆
That's all for Nov 22nd epi dears.
hope you like it.