No Wine...No Baang but only Pain she needed
My after effects of yesterday episode (January 19, 2018)... Albeit the BTB, it was a positive to see Kasturi's prayers to Daak Baba which indeed gave me positive vibes that there will be progress.
What stood out of the beautiful episode yes indeed . I may be a minority or may be an odd one out as I felt and saw what I wanted to see, what I wished for ..
Yes infact in my earlier post too I said I indeed feel for Suraj, I will always be by him, Cannot or willnever give upon him but I also wanted Chakor to confront him as to why he did that dastardly act, Yes he is indeed the Ghulam , he has no heart only fossil , but I wanted her to hit the fossil and ask him, shout at him, confront him and ask him why he did that ...
Yes I was so happy for I saw the vulnerable girl who opened up the third time... She did not needed that Wine ... Which he gave..... She did not needed that Baang ...which she had... but She indeed had that Pain... that Pain... that excruciating pain of the that dastardly act... Which made her open out...
Yes she just needed that punching bag , her bag she does not bother if it is badlahua Suraj, Bandhuva Suraj, or her Suraj or the New/ Ghulam Suraj all she need was just SURAJ... no matter what type... she just pours out, she is her self...with him... he in sense or out of sense. She is not bothered.
The irritation she had when he wiped her face...the irritation when she spoke that he has pledged each and every second to his Maalik and Maalkin, the irritation when she heard him say she cannot die there as it will ruin his Maalkin prospects... All these he was just that Robo, Zombie who was constantly hearing the Prompt Command...from his Maalkin... Kill Chakor.
True Suraj did mention in the early episode that iron can be bent or dented only with iron... She is turning herself into that iron... to rip that iron... that fossil in front of her...indeed she is getting hurt...
He is indeed getting error messages as he realises when she asked him as to why he kissed her... Excellent was his action... sharp but confused conflict... first time he looked at her maang... For he always looked blank ... Vacuum filled in his eyes always and no modulation just that stern voice...but first time he LOOKED at the place he kissed... why did I do that... He gives a lame excuse that she may be killed by the tribe but dude you just imbibed and infused in her as that was your signature kiss... She did not prompt you for the forehead kiss if you were following her you would have kissed her cheek but you did what you do... Yes she did say you are not completely animal yes even now you are Zombie but not completely a Zombie for the fossil is shooting...
I clapped when she said you cannot force me, release me I will show what I am... indeed she did what I wanted ... That banging on him... how can you do that dastardly act on me... he was taken aback... he did not expect as he has always been commanded and he has executioned the task, he has not been questioned about his execution... Here she is questioning him or rather accusing him, why did he do that... did he not realise what he was doing... his program does not know this command... So he is indeed perplexed... The fossil is having a hairline crack... the next he is completely getting hit by this virus...
STRAIGHT INTO HIS EYES... I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS ACT... NEVER ...
this is what I had wanted... Yes she showed her anger, she just emoted her disgust which was new and he was indeed perplexed ... confused,,,, the iron had hit hard the iron and he is made to do something new not in his program... realise what he has done... and immediately leaves her hand... He has been hit hard not to ask his actual task... how will he redeem this act... that is one herculean task for him sure... But for sure he will be the healer for her and he will indeed have the most hard time in healing her but I will wait to see him go through that turmoil through as that is worth the turmoil.
She completely opened up... shivering... but indeed the pain has reduced as she has released hers but he has taken that... so starts his ordeal
She did what she normally does...banging... pouring out... And he did what he normally does... just listened but this time not that he wanted console her but just he wanted to condone himself...confused... what is she saying... My execution is wrong?
Nature is always in aid of Sukor... that thunder and she goes into her safe abode... albeit whatever he is ... He is her safe abode... she shivers... his command is prompting ... Kill chakor...
Innocence and I keep saying she is her self... and that cuteness... she is shivering and he says she will die of cold and the usual ranting why are you bothered... even if I die...blah blah...I teared up when she said if you had told me you are kidnapping I would have brought bag full of clothes... What can I do with this kid... but to cry and pray for her... Yes Daak baba is indeed hearing this as Kasturi has told that she is his responsibility and left the ball in his court... I really cried for few moments.
She shouted , showed her disgust , said she will not forgive him but still like a child after throwing tantrums runs to its mother,,,, she ran into him...
He is confused as the fossil is slowing giving the way to the seedling... But the command is still saying kill Chakor but he indeed overrided and said I will not allow you to die... He may mean a different meaning but for me it was like he was telling that to himself... But he is still conflicting as his face was straight, firm, no eye contact but his anatomy is knowing her and hugs her close to him so much that I could see her eyes just crushing to each other as she has been crushed into him... Was he trying to imbibe her, infuse her... I don't know what it is but it was something divine...
I again cried at her as she said its been so long since you took me into your arms, wish I die like this in your arms...no Chakor you are not to die in his arms you are to live in his arms and you will...
His mind is still contemplating as he wants to warm her... come what may Suraj will not allow any harm to harm his chakor but that phone call he just pushes her aside, the doctrine has taken him over... but when he questioned his Maalkin I for sure felt Daak Baaba is plying his heart for he was not happy to do that execution ...that task.
Yes she needed no Wine... No Baang... But only her Pain and I was happy she opened up again and sure she will win him back to make him repent, go through heart burn, turmoil for Chakor will not forgive him easily and he will indeed turn the world topsy turvey to win her forgiveness and I will wait to watch that process with a smile on my face for I may need a peg to enjoy that process!!!
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