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Suraj the one you are running away from today is the one you always wanted! She told this line with lust at the last when he was wanting to get away from her...
I don't remember anything of this sort...he told her frustratingly... Frustrating because he is completely disturbed by her... If you had remembered I would have been in my safe abode that is your arms...last she told...but this line caught me the most.
The overall episode was good and thoroughly enjoyed SUKOR but very much honestly this line hit me the most as apart from the feel good factor something was making me feel that scrunch in me.
Chakor, the girl who was always shy when it comes to romance or lust while Suraj left no opportunity to lust her and love her was all ready to shed her inhibitions, her shyness, her social protocal (koi dekha tho? Suraj hame chodo na... you don't look the place and time just you start to romance... these were her normal question?
But today that girl was ready to shed her inhibitions, near the well at night in middle of the basti or during the day in the centre of the basti in the tent... she just wants HER SURAJ, she is just searching HER SURAJ who knew nothing but only to love her, only to protect her, only to love her unconditionally, to just take her and imbibe her within him. Ever since she came out of jail she is just wanting her Suraj... She wants to get back her Suraj.. All she says is Hamari Suraj and hum Thumhari Chakor.
But she is desperate to get him back at any cost, he is lost ... Too many questions, feeling affected but she does not mind or bother to go to any extent, to lust or even make him feel her, feel her self so just the soul of his which is within her can be evoked to go into his mortal which is completely caged...
He is getting affected but good sign is he is conversing now and tells her not that he does not like her but says her she is disturbing him... Even before he said anything...
During the tent scene it was romantic but for me he was absolute marvel to look with those questions in his eyes, the one who never allowed to leave his hug was telling her UTTO... Because he was questioning his self as he is getting affected with her proximity but Chakor I was awe as she was just just lusting him not because she wanted his physical proximity but wanted his mental proximity. She does not want to leave any stone unturned... SHE JUST WANTS HER SURAJ, WHO IS HER AXIS AROUND WHOM SHE SPINS...
He always wanted to drench in the nectar of her lips but lo the whole grapeyard was there in front of him but he was not in a state to brew it for he is not in his vices to drench in that wine...
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He was the one who always ensured that she was not hurt even without his knowledge, even before they were madly in love he was very aghast when he realised he was hurting her arms when she was dressing him after the Jailor Yadav shoot out...
He was the one who would hurt himself the most to ensure that she is safe, she is never hurt...
He the one who always lusted her the one who lusted with so much of respect and love and never allowed his lust even to hurt her in any way.
But as destiny was against Sukor he was indeed hurting her with his words, kaat dhenge, chodo, hatto!!! I pray that when he regains his memory he should not remember these actions of his as he will not be able to forgive himself... he would break into pieces...
They both promised each other that they will not allow anything, any harm to happen but she was away so he was harmed and since he is harmed she is indeed being harmed...
Yesterday episode just loved that Suraj was indeed able to feel her words, but just wanted to strangle that psycho for calling Chakor's Suraj as mandbuddhi.
Just waiting for the eagle to take its aim and the sun to burn and the lion to roar that pagal away to the land of no return.
I felt my sukor, felt more and more for my Sukor as am waiting for Sukor to raise again and want them to sublime in their divine love...
I will be waiting for the Lion to take his chirpy bird and incubate alongwith its warmth.
I am late but yesterday episode was such a pure bliss and I just unable to pen down everything in words... It was just a pure blissful feeling...
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