SUKOR-LOVE IS ALWAYS RIGHT-PART VII

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Posted: 8 years ago

"HAR LADKE KO SEEDHI-SAADHI LADKIYAAN HI NAHI PASAND HOTI,,,,,,,KUCHH LADKON KO TEDHI LADKIYAAN PASAND HOTI HAI.."

These were Suraj's lines to Chakor,the day she had exposed herself to him,it was said in a very casual manner,but for me,that was a kind of proposal from the side of Suraj,proposal of his feelings which he held inside him,that he himself never really realized or he did'nt acknowledged

"MAINE SADIYON SIRF TUJHE GUZAARA HAI,,,,

TU MERA AAKHRI ZAMAANA HAI SAMAJH LE...!!!"

A quotation by Oscar Wilde-

"LUCKY is the man who is the FIRST love of a woman,but LUCKIEST is the woman who is the LAST love of a man..!!!"

In case of Sukor,Suraj could not be the lucky one,but Chakor is indeed the LUCKIEST one.

for she is the ladylove of Suraj,and this part is dedicated to the love saga of a man for his woman..

Suraj Rajvanshi...the mighty sun,who held in himself only FIRE...fire for his unrequited wishes of a happy family,fire of hatred for all those people whom he held responsible for his unfulfilled desires,fire for the un-fulfillment he used to feel as he was never loved that way,he wanted to be loved...

Inside the ever greedy,hungry for money and power,selfish soul..there was a hidden decent human,who was just needed to be brought out in the open,,,for deep down within him,all that he craved for inside was ATTENTION and UNDYING LOVE...but he never wished for mediocre love,he desired to be drowned in the feeling of it...coz never his father loved him really,the way he wanted,as he had always used him as his son...coz,never did his mother loved him,the way he wanted,coz she was always more interested in fighting with her husband's second wife..coz,never his brother meant anything to him,,,even the girl that claimed to love him dearly,backed off at some point...he never wanted mediocre love from anyone,he wanted to be drowned in the feeling of it

all these and many more things ignited him even more from inside...until SHE came,the free bird came flying to his life from nowhere,and made him to lose...and he willingly started losing himself to her,time and again,and before he could even realize..HE HAD COMPLETELY LOST IT TO HER...for only she made him to realize that THE FIRE WITHIN HIM CAN ALSO BE LIGHT...

and Suraj Rajvanshi...at last he did fell in love with Chakor..

lets start form the very first meeting that he had with her,the day he had arrived from his boarding school to his own home,and he was involved in remote-control car race along with his cousin brother..she was an eight year old,and he was twelve,the very first meeting and it was HATE AT FIRST SIGHT for Suraj,coz she had unknowingly stepped in front of his car and made him lose the car race...this thing completely miffed him,coz Suraj Rajvanshi never prefers to lose,and he did lost for the first time ever,,,but little did he knew at the moment,that he had to lose it to her,at every damn instance in the future,and his hatred for her was also like a different feeling altogether,coz HE HATED HER WITH AN INTENSITY AS IF HE LOVED HER...

and from there on,the game began,which even continued till they both grew up,,she as one fiery young woman,he as one aggressive young man

then the scene where the real cards were shuffled and the arena was setup-

JAB SURAJ MET CHAKOR-

she had stepped into her native land after a kind of ten years of exile,and before she could do anything,she was kidnapped by his goons..

she was brought and threw upon in front of him,her face covered up with a shawl,and he said.." Zaraa dulhan ke chehre se ghoonghat toh hataao,hum bhi dekhe ki sheher mein itne saal rehne ke baad,bandhua billi dikhti kaise hai.."

and the veil was removed form her face...and came a spectacular moment,the first ever fierce eye lock between Sukor,and once again Suraj lost himself to the girl,as he kept on staring with her with a smirk on his face and a million emotions crossing over his eyes,and he kept on looking at her,in her eyes,it was just intense anger,but in his eyes,it was even more than something,,

it was flirt.teasing or whatever,but in that moment also he did'nt refrained from admiring his beauty,in his own SR way,he was truly impressed with her in the first meeting itself ,coz if any 'seedhi-saadhi' girl would have been in the place of Chakor,the way she was brought up to him in that place,thegirl would have been probably shivering in fear,but she was Chakor,she was and is 'tedhi',so on a contrary she was instead looking fiercely in his eyes,this would have surely amazed Suraj Rajvanshi,as he does like girls who are "tedhi"

That very day a war was started inside Suraj Rajvanshi...a war called CHAKOR

Because from childhood he had trained himself to hate this very girl,he had this thing set up in his mind with a pre-conceived notion,that she is his enemy and he has to destroy her,,,but on the other hand his heart just could not stop itself from getting attracted to the beauty and bold,fearless personality.

and a continued battle inside him went on from there,between his mind and heart

HE HATED HER FROM THE CORE,BUT STILL CANNOT JUST KEEP HIMSELF AWAY FROM HER...!

HE WANTED TO DESTROY HER COMPLETELY,BUT STILL CANNOT HELP HIMSELF FROM GETTING INFLUENCED BY HER...!

LITTLE DID HE HAD THE KNOWLEDGE REGARDING HIMSELF OF WHAT HE SEEKS,BUT HE KNEW HER INSIDE OUT...!

He did it all,that he could have done in the course of time,to made her lose,damage her sports career,destroy her fame...he stole her call letter from the sports authority so she does'nt reaches in time,he very cunningly manipulated her own sister against her,he very smoothly failed her entire plan when she had decided to expose his father in front of media,he tried to disrupt her practice by continuously shooting from behind as she was running,he even in a very inhuman way kidnapped a dear friend of hers and insulted her,he then again kidnapped her and left her in a deserted place so that she is not registered for her sports,he even played very foul and bribed her coach along with his father,so that she lose her marathon...all the while making fun of her,laughing at her helplessness.

But on the other hand,whenever he had a private encounter with her,which he always tried to seek,he always admired her beauty,even dedicating some lines to her,in his own flirty way,he never failed to miss a chance of even one second of staring her face,coz then also he romantically slid her fingers across her locks that covered her face and secure it behind her ears[though she always immediately removed his hands],he even demanded a kiss from her when she asked for a bet,even he was interested in her personal life as he kept equal info of her relationship with Vivaan,her lost state of mind did'nt got unnoticed by him..

and all this while,never did I felt any kind of lust or disregard in his attitude...his eyes had only passion and desire for her..

He completely distanced himself from her,when he was told by his father to concentrate on another girl and focus on their greedy intentions,and as she had involved in an official relationship with his brother,and he was more involved in materialistic gains..

there was even an really ironical Sukor scene,the day when Vivaan-Chakor wedding rituals were going on in Chakor's house,although he had probably came there to have a talk with Imli to settle scores with her regarding her pregnancy,but he made an excuse to come up there with an excuse of performing rituals as Vivaan's elder brother,but the moment he entered the place he had his eyes fixed on Chakor,and there was an un-explainable anger and attitude in hie eyes,and according to the rituals,he said that that after marriage it will be his responsibility that Chakor would stay,happy,safe and secure in her in-laws house...and he said it all directly gazing into Chakor's eyes...and man,HE DID REALLY LEAVED UPTO HIS WORDS...

and finally the day came,the day came when both were getting married to different persons...she,for her sister swapped his bride,,,and he came to know about it...so he played the smartest and gave Chakor the biggest blow of her life,and ended up marrying her instead,just for REVENGE,,,she swapped his bride,so he swapped her groom,and with the marriage,he vowed to make her life hell,...to destroy her completely,to vent out all those unsaid,unexpressed feelings that he had kept inside him,and he used only one feeling to convince himself of whatever he is doing...THAT HE HATES HER..

and thus he tagged her as his "enslaved wife"..

AND THE REAL WAR BEGAN..

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 7 years ago

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Posted: 8 years ago

They both began their marital life on loggerheads,as he wanted her to turn into a goose that lays golden eggs,and she was forced to stay along with him as his enslaved wife,coz he was blackmailing her using her sister...

the very first instant when his "I hate you like I love you" feeling came into foreplay,she had somehow got her hands on the knife with which he used to threaten her,and she thought that she had won and was burning it in the backyard...he was already furious at her,for she had wasted his time in the police station...

and in the process of burning the evidence,she ended up burning her dupatta from backwards,he was looking at her with a feeling of anger,for trying to make him lose,there was a smirk on his face,at her foolishness...and then with an unexplainable intensity and passion,he just removed her dupatta from her body and and she tripped,with him catching her by her waist...he then lifted her forcefully and warned her to stay in her limits...he even stated that he saved her coz he wanted nothing to happen to her,as he wanted her to stay alive,coz she was meant to be suffer at his hands...

that day,I had really seen,his protective side of his in regard to her...and I had felt,.."AISI NAFRAT TOH KAISA ISHQ"

from there on,their hatred for each other was increasing day by day but slowly and steadily his hatred for her was diminishing,as without even realizing SURAJ HAD STARTED LOSING HIMSELF TO HER,he always consented to whatever she said, without expressing himself,she used to dominate over him,and he willingly allowed,she used to utter thousands of curses upon him,and he silently listened,without fighting back much,she did whatever she wanted to do,and he never interrupted,she never considered herself as his wife,but he has somewhere became her docile husband...

coz,Chakor was the only one,who always spotted his soft spot,she always pointed out that he had very smoothly kept hidden from himself,he never knew that somewhere undre this Suraj Rajvanshi,a human was living,who can love and who wants to be loved...but no one,even he himself never bothered to notice it,BUT SHE BELIEVED,SHE BELIEVED THAT THIS STONE CAN BE A DIAMOND AS WELL,THIS FIRE CAN BE LIGHT AS WELL...

she had from always influenced him,and he knew this,but never acknowledged...he used to call himself Suraj Rajvanshi,there is no one existing in this world,that can order him,that can dominate on him,that can make him do things without his wish..

BUT SHE ORDERED HIM,AND HE FOLLOWED.

SHE DOMINATED OVER HIM,AND HE ALLOWED IT

SHE MADE HIM TO DO THINGS,AND HE DID...

like in the very first night of their marriage,she threatened him with a knife,and warned him to stay away from her,even asked him to sleep on the floor,IF SHE REALLY WOULD NOT HAD MEANT ANYTHING TO HER,THEN HE WOULD HAVE NEVER LISTENED TO HER

when he had rushed to the hospital to prevent Imli's abortion,and she had caught him,HE KEPT ON STARING AT HER COZ SHE HAD SPOTTED HIS SOFT SPOT

when they were packing their bags to leave for a work,and she had pointed out that she was left wondered when he had come to wish Imli on her birthday,HE WAS AGAIN LEFT STARING AT HER,COZ SHE HAD ONCE AGAIN POINTED HIS SOFT SPOT...

how come,WHICH NO ONE NOTICED ABOUT HIM,DID NOT WENT UNNOTICED BY HER,WHO NEVER REALLY CARED ABOUT HIM...

this very slowly made Suraj emotionally dependent on Chakor coz he knew that somewhere he is soft at heart,and she is better aware of it,and he can trust on her,as she will never make fun of it...

SHE WAS THE REASON FOR HIM TO BELIEVE IN LOVE

there was an instance,when he was drinking in his bedroom,and she has changed it with apple juice,to stop him from drinking inside the house,he had a mini bickering session with her,but he did'nt did much...if she had not mattered to him,he would have never ever listened to her,but he did,coz,FROM THERE ON,SURAJ NEVER DRINK INSIDE THE HAVELI...

this was the hold that she used to had on him OR HE ALLOWED TO HAVE ON HIM

and then there was an instant,when Suraj turned into his complete beast form,she had exposed him in front of everyone,and he was just unable to deal with it,he wanted revenge on her,in the most cruel way,he wanted to rip her off her modesty,to destroy her soul,and he attempted rape on her,the worst that can happen with any girl,

THAT DAY I WAS TRULY CONFIRMED THAT SURAJ REALLY RESPECTS CHAKOR,even when he was doing the most disrespectful thing ever

he was drunk like hell,forcing himself upon her,but there was extreme hatred,intense desire of revenge in his blood-shot red eyes,BUT NOT AN OUNCE OF LUST,and he stopped,even before she threatened him with a knife,he stopped and immediately moved away,he could never force him upon a girl who was the sister of the one who was pregnant with his child...

the driving force of rape is lust,if only he would have ever lusted behind her,he would have molested her on the very first night itself,and on weapon,no self-defence technique would have been enough to stop him,but CHAKOR'S BODY WAS NEVER A DESIRE OF SURAJ,he always used to seek something else

I was confirmed the next day when,she came in front of him,fearless as always having an eye-contact with him,and Suraj was just unable to look into her eyes,coz in his,it was guilt,it was regret...

and according to Suraj Rajvanshi,he did what was the best at that moment,he gifted her a bouquet along with a sorry note.There was absolutely no need for it,coz she would have done his job,anyways without the apology,

But,Suraj Rajvanshi,first of all...accepting that he did a mistake,and even said a sorry,I mean,Suraj Rajvanshi saying sorry to anyone,,,was a path breaking moment indeed...

And even when she never intended for that...SURAJ HAD STARTED TO CHANGE FOR HER,UNDER HER COMPANY...

At first,Suraj rajvanshi was losing himself slowly but,from then onwards,,,,SURAJ HAD EVEN STARTED TO ACCEPT HIS DEFEAT AS WELL...

In the meantime,somewhere if Chakor had become used to him,being his wife,the same was with Suraj as well,somewhere even he had started to consider as his wife,and even he appreciated it

like in the charity function which Suraj had organised for business,in the party Chakor was holding him in a very wife sort of way,when she put on his hands on her,he was affected,and afterwards when she removed it,his confusion at her sudden actions clearly showed that he was disappointed...

WHY DID HER TOUCHES AFFECTED HIM THIS WAY IN PUBLIC,EVEN WHEN HE NEVER MISSED A CHANCE IN PRIVATE TO TROUBLE HER???.

the moment when Ragini goes missing from the house,and Chakor shows equal concern,before leaving from the house in quest of his sister,he turns up to her and did'nt failed to express that she does'nt considers herself as his wife,and neither a daughter-in-law of the haveli,but seeing her to be genuinely concerned for his sister as a "bhabhi",he really felt nice...

WHY DID CHAKOR BEING A DUTIFUL 'BHABHI' OR 'BAHU' MATTERED SO MUCH TO HIM,WHEN HE HIMSELF NEVER CONSIDERED AS HIS WIFE???

He wanted to keep himself busy,so that his mind is not bugged seeing the mother of his biological child living happily along with her husband,he comes up with a 501 jersey for Chakor,he manages to do it,even when the sponsors were not ready for the particular number...

EVEN WHEN LOST IN HIS OWN EMOTIONAL UPHEAVALS,HE STILL REMEMBERED HER LUCKY JERSEY NO,HOW COME???

During the Janmashtami,'dahi haandi' celebration,when Imli and Vivaan were dancing and enjoying as a couple,he felt jealous,and he immediately gets reminded of Chakor,his wife,even though the marriage didnt held any meaning for either of them.

IN THAT MOMENT,WHY HE COULD ONLY THINK OF HER???

He did'nt wanted to tie the rakhi at the hands of Ragini,coz by then he had learnt that she was not his real sister...Chakor holding him by his hands,told him to pretend and do all the rituals,of raksha bandhan...he did'nt retaliated,but did what all she said..

HE NEVER GAVE IN TO ANYBODY'S COMMANDS,,,,THEN WHAY WAS HE LISTENING TO HER,WITHOUT UTTERING A WORD???

In this way,slowly Suraj was going on to be emotionally dependent on Chakor,coz Suraj Rajvanshi,the famous stone for everyone had a soft spot inside her,and this thing was only known by her,he knew,and he completely trusted her with this,that she could be the woman,with whom he can reveal on with his soft side...

and the day came of the first ever emotionally deep Sukor scene,-

He was pointed out that his father never loved him,and he truly deserved his hatred,as he was even a worse father himself,this thing really pinched him and he was emotionally attached to his biological child,and at the top of it,from day one,he was constantly and continuously coaxed by Chakor,that he loves Imli,he has always loved him,,,,and such was the affect of Chakor's word on Suraj,that even he started believing her,coz for Suraj,even when he disagrees,Chakor always says right..

He wanted to bring ice-cream for thye would-be mother of his child,and he immediately went to Chakor for help,she questioned him of being drunk,then also even in that state he did'nt failed to clarify her,that he had not drink inside the haveli,he had drank outside the haveli,as SHE HAD SAID HIM...

and that was the first time,Suraj cried,he was crying at his ill-fate,of what he has done to himself,he was crying because he has lost it,once again he was left by a person who used to claim to love him,but backed off,,,once again HE WAS NOT LOVED THE WAY,HE WANTED TO...and there was remorse in his cry,as if emotions stacked from so many days finally were out,,he could not hold in within himself all thse emotions and he finally gave in...AND ALL THESE HE WAS DOING WHILE HOLDING HER HANDS,THE HANDS OF HER ENEMY,THE GIRL HE HAS HATED SINCE THE FIRST MEETING,...HER HANDS..

Suraj Rajvanshi,revealed his weak spots,Suraj Rajvanshi became vulnerable,Suraj Rajvanshi cried for the first time ever...HOLDING HER HANDS,IN FRONT OF CHAKOR...now really dont know what to say,if an enemy holds the hands of another THIS WAY...

"Har dil mein Armaan hote toh hain,,,,bas koi samjhe zaraa..!!!"...

EMOTIONS REPLACED TASHAN IN SUKOR RELATIONSHIP FROM THERE ON

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 7 years ago

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Posted: 7 years ago

That very day,when Chakor was applying ointment on his bruises,she was doing her duty[for her own reasons,already discussed],and he was looking at her with all the amazement and questions in his eyes,and he even asked her as well of why was she caring for her,like this...I mean,at that particular moment,it was needed for him to know the reasons for her care that was for him...all his life,he had craved for attention,love and care which he never really got upto his parameters,whatever he got was in measurable quantities by anyone,and now out of the blue,he is suddenly getting care form a source that was least expected,why is Chakor doing all this for him..

why is the free flying bird not afraid of this mighty hot sun that if she comes near him,her wings may be burnt,nobody really cares for Suraj,of what he feels,coz for everyone else,he really does not feels anything at all,he has no emotions within him at all,so WHY THIS GIRL ALWAYS BELIEVED HIM WITH IT,WHY IS THIS GIRL BECOMING HIS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT,WHY IS THIS GIRL CARING FOR HIM,EVEN WHEN HE HAS MADE HER LIFE A LIVING HELL...

and Suraj Rajvanshi once again lost himself to this girl...

and finally he could not take it anymore,seeing his thing becoming someone else's,constant coaxing by Chakor,some cunning plans by Ragini,feeling alone and not loved,being completely guilt-ridden,and his personality entirely overshadowed by his misdeeds,in his stupidity,he proposed the young woman who was the would-be mother of his own child,but the wife of his younger brother,the sister of his own wife as well...he revealed it all,of what he had been doing all these days,how he had blackmailed Chakor to be as his wife...

Chakor was celebrating her freedom,her freedom that she got from the marriage that was forced up on her,she was released from the title of being his enslaved wife,and she came back to her bedroom,to have a last meeting with him,before leaving his house...where he was restlessly waiting for her,and there on came an another intense Sukor scene...

As soon as she came back,he held by her arms,and told her that he had been waiting for her from so long,she immediately removed his hands stating that she was no more his enslaved wife,and he very respectfully and rather in a disappointing way removed his hands off her,thinking it was still the same,he had probably touched her like he had been doing from so many days,but she did'nt liked it and he immediately removed his hands,coz he knew that he really held no more right to touch her that way,and he announced her that she is finally free from bondage of marriage...and when she said that even she is happy for her as the decent human inside his is also free from the rude and ignorant camouflage that he had put on him,and today due to his deed,she does'nt hates him anymore...and Suraj said,what he wanted to say from so many days,that they had been together,he had really felt so with her,and he finally said so..."WAISE TUM HUMSE KABHI BHI ITNA NAFRAT BHI NAHI KARTI THI,JITNA TUM DIKHAATI THI...!!!"

In all these days,even when living in a very bitter,hatred wedlock,Suraj had noticed this regarding her,and it felt as if even he was happy on realizing that he is not hated as much by her as he felt to be hated by her,,,,,

and when he listened the same from her..."TUM BHI HUMSE ITNA NAHI CHIDTE HO,JITNA DIKHAATE HO..!!!"...immediately he turned his gaze to another side,he always felt uncomfortable,whenever she used to pibt anything good from her,but the very next second,he saw her,and both had a very brief eyelock...but it was Suraj,who broke the eyelock,coz he really did'nt wanted to be read more by her...

and he allowed to let her go...SO EASILY

the one who wanted her to be in his captivation,set her free,just like that...

then in the next Sukor meeting,the first time it was felt that CHAKOR HAS BECOME A HABIT FOR SURAJ,a habit which he does wants to leave either...

he was drowned in his own problems,sulking within himself at his heartbreak,and was lying in a drunk state at the edge of a lake...she approached her,and like a bossy wife instead asked him about him lying here just like that...

Suraj knew that Chakor had gone from the haveli,and he was no longer needed to follow her orders of not drinking inside the haveli,he could very easily live his own life without her interference,but even after she had left the house...he was still following her commands of not DRINKING INSIDE THE HAVELI,...THIS WAS THE INFLUENCE THAT CHAKOR'S WORDS ALWAYS HAD ON SURAJ...

but just to trouble her,he had say that now that she had left,he could easily live his life on his own terms...but when she informed him,that she had returned,his face automatically had a shine,...JAISE BHULE SE BHI SEHRA MEIN GHATAA CHHA JAAYE..!!!...as if he had wanted her to return,as soon as he heard that she had returned,he first clarified it,"Kya???...tum haveli waapas aa gayi ho???"...then with his smirk,he said,"achha hua jo tum haveli waapas aa gayi,hum bhi soch rahein the ki ladenge kiske saath"...I mean seriously,The Suraj Rajvanshi,who does'nt takes seconds to get involved in a tiff with any normal person,who has 101 ways to keep himself engaged and entertained as well,who can drink as if the world is coming to an end...NEEDS CHAKOR TO FIGHT,the girl who he claims to not like since childhood,is now needed by Suraj to have his bickering session,of which he has been acquainted to since so many months...

then the scene which proved that SURAJ RAJVANSHI IS POSSESSIVE OF HIS WIFE,CHAKOR-

a random businessman had came to crack a deal with Suraj regarding his wife,he was asked to sell her off to them in exchange of a handsome amount of money,,at first he was dealing it with calmly,but when the man was not ready to listen to anything,Suraj got activated into his SR mode,that comes into foreplay only when his wife is concerned...and he screamed,"HAMAARI BIWI KO KHAREEDEGA"...and punches were awarded onto the face of the man,and even more,when Chakor came and the man gave an unpleasant look to Mrs.Suraj Rajvanshi,he was even threatened,"TERI AANKHEN NIKAAL LENGE...!!!"

just few days back,Suraj used to forcefully take away Chakor with him to make her attend events,for money that used to amount to 5 lacs,15 lacs and all,but that day he refused a money amounting to 50 crores,coz now her talents was no more an object to him,even he clearly stated that to the man as well,when he said that,Chakor's talent is not to be sold off,,,,,

Suraj Rajvanshi,was a man who has always lived upto his words...the day when she was leaving from the haveli,Suraj had said to Chakor that,now "she is free to go her way,as he holds no more right at her"...now if he has given her the freedom ,he is respecting it,as he had immediately rebuked the man when he said that Chakor is his "enslaved wife".

Even he never himself at heart considered her as his wife,even when the marriage did'nt held any meaning to either of them,but still SURAJ RAJVANSHI WAS POSSESSIVE OF HIS WIFE

and then the scene which showed that IT WAS ONLY CHAKOR THAT COULD MAKE THE STUBBORN SURAJ CONVINCE OF ANYTHING..

the lady who was to give birth to Suraj's biological child,the lady to whom Suraj was claiming to love all these days,has suffered a miscarriage,he was completely broken inside,coz he was in actual attached to his child,he was deeply at remorse at the loss,and more because he was helding himself responsible for the loss,he was dying with guilt coz off all the sufferings he has made he lady to go through,he was just unable to get off his mistakes that he had committed..so he decided repent his mistakes,and thought off taking the lady along with him,and he corrected by her...and Chakor said,"Tum Imli se pyar nahi karte,tumhe bas lagta hai ki tum Imli se pyar karte ho kyunki tumhe pachtaava hai,ki tumne jo kiya galat kiya..!!!"...and SURAJ IMMEDIATELY AGREED TO IT

then for the first time ever Suraj expressed his real feelings to Chakor when he said,"Hame hamesha se yahi lagta aaya hai ki,tum galat hoti ho,par aisa nahi hai Chakor,sach toh yeh hai ki tum jo kehti ho,woh hamesha sahi hota hai...!!!"

SURAJ RAJVANSHI FINALLY ACCEPTED HIS DEFEAT IN FRONT OF CHAKOR...

then he went inside the hospital room,and bid a final adieu to his alleged first love or his guilt,or his passe fling...

this is was Chakor had always held the position for Suraj,He very arrogantly claims that,he is not the one who takes orders,he is the one who just gives orders...and from so many days this very Suraj is very silently and unknowingly,following the commends of a girl,his childhood enemy...when Chakor had said to him that,"Suraj.,you love Imli"..he agreed to it,to the extent that he went on proposing her,when Chakor said to him,"Suraj ,you dont love Imli,its your guilt"..he agreed to it,to the extent of reuniting her with her husband...

SURAJ FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE,JUST BECAUSE CHAKOR SAID SO..

SURAJ FELL OUT OF LOVE WITH SOMEONE,JUST BECAUSE CHAKOR SAID SO...

this was the influence that Chakor had on Suraj,that he allowed on him,,,,and now even without a denial...

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 7 years ago

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Eatifi

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Posted: 7 years ago

Then the part which gave me conviction that not only Chakor,but even Suraj had somewhere even Suraj started considering Chakor as his wife...

Ranjana came up with divorce papers to Suraj stating that Chakor must have brought them,hearing that he was taken aback for a bit,coz he least expected a divorce,even when the marriage did'nt meant anything

He saw her working in the kitchen preparing a soup,and he went beside her,and asked her that she must have said some servant to prepare the soup,instead of herself,it sounded as if he did'nt liked her,I mean Suraj Rajvanshi's wife to work in the kitchen...

she ended up cutting her finger while chopping veggies,and he immediately reacted at it,taking her to the wash basin,and in a very caring and tender manner,washed her cut in the running water,this was the same Suraj who days back had made fun of Chakor when she had a small scratch on her face when her sister had slapped her,and this is the same Suraj who is caring so much for just a small cut,of the same Chakor,even she was lost in his sudden care feeling HOW GENTLE HIS TOUCH IS WHEN SHE KNEW HOW ROUGH HE CAN BE...not only till here,he even went on to chop the remaining veggies for her,as she was standing and watching and wondering,HE WAS NOT HIS HUSBAND,ACCORDING TO BOTH OF THEM,STILL DOING THE JOBS OF A CARING AND DOTING HUSBAND...

this man had indeed changed and even he did'nt knew it...he never rteally said sorry to her for the uncountable pains and sufferings he had inflicted upon her,but these little things that he used to do for her,meant a lot,as it was a complete 180 degree contrary to his original personality...that was completely influenced by only one girl,that is Chakor...

when he was told by Imli to remove the marital symbols off her,and make her completely free once and for all off the marital bond,at the first instance,even he was hesitant in doing so...and he removed the 'mangal sutra' and 'sindoor' off her,while continuously staring at her eyes...as if somewhere asking her for a a signal for him to stop,coz it was evident that he was not doing it willingly...

even when he had freed Chakor from even the symbols of marriage,he was furious when he come to know that he was getting engaged to Vivaan,,,after all she was the wife of Suraj Rajvanshi,and being free also she had no right to marry someone else,not like this at least...

only Chakor can arise the SR within Suraj...

Then he wanted to free himself completely from the guilt as he set out to unite Imli and Vivaan,he had done his job...but dealing on with her was still left..

If Chakor had really not meant anything for Suraj,or he did really not bothered about her at all,he would have never went to her,to reveal the bitter truth that she has lost her first love...he could have easily went on to have her own heartbreak but still he wanted to lessen her pain,and went to her all himself..."Tumhaara pyar ab tumhaara nahi rahaa,aur is sach ko jitni jaldi maan lo,achha hoga,CHAKOR TUMHAARA DARD KAM HOGA..!!!"...this very Suraj had only lived with only one ambition in his life,to make Chakor suffer,to make her feel as hurt as he can,and this same Suraj is wanting to lessen her pain,coz he has start imbibing her traits within himself,like her he started to think about others,the one who never really gave a damn for anyone is wanting to lessen her pain,Chakor's pain,he was engrossed in his own personal problems,as he had himself lost it,still he was thinking about her,she was shouting at him,venting out her pain on him,and he standing still,was silently bearing everything on himself...

not only that he did'nt stopped there on,he even went to her where she was destroying the ruins of her unsuccessful first love...AND HE CAME WALKING IN THE RAINS FOR HER...SHE NEVER REALLY CALLED FOR ANYONE,STILL HE CAME FOR HER..JUST FOR HER,TO TAKE CARE OF HER,TO SEE IF SHE WAS ALRIGHT...

nobody could have make out the amount of pain that she must have been going through at the moment,BUT HE HAD..

she was sulking in immense pain,and he as usual was just listening,as he always does,never did it had happened that Suraj did'nt allowed Chakor to win over him,she was saying and he listening...

days before when Vivaan was leaving for london,and Chakor was heartbroken...she was walking and tripped,about to fall on the ground,at that time also,Suraj had come and held her,and not let her fall...

this time also Vivaan had left Chakor,once and for all,and this time also,Suraj came and held her..

That time he was there to make her fun,to taunt her as he saved her from falling.

This time he was there to lessen her pain,TO GATHER HER BROKEN PIECES...

and he gently lifted her,took her away with her...as if he was stealing her from all the pains off the virtual world,and taking her to a world of his own...

THE WORLD WHERE SHE CAN RELY ON HIM,RESTING HER HEAD ON HIS SHOULDERS...

If a man offers you a shoulder for you to lean on,if a man silent himself bears your silence without breaking the silence,if a man just,if a man just gives you your own space to be yourself...THEN THE MAN REALLY TREASURES YOU...

and Suraj was not the same any more...he was hurt,he was hurt not of losing his so-called 'first love",,he was hurt coz his ego was crushed,he could not win on something,that he wanted...and this had made him even more bitter inside,he wanted to just uproot all relations from his life,for love,compassion,and all the goody-goody feelings once again had betrayed his very badly,so he was just being more than rude with everyone,and most importantly towards Chakor,coz he feared for falling for her,he feared that if she still continues to be around him,he may agin lose himself to her[which ironically he had also]...thats why Suraj became the harshest towards Chakor...

HE BROKE DOWN HER WALLS WITHOUT HER EVEN NOTICING IT,AND WHEN HE REBUILT THE WALLS AROUND HIMSELF,HE ADDED WINDOWS TO LET HER SUNSHINE IN...

He was once again trying to re-live his old times,with alcohol and dancers,and even warned Chakor to not interfere in his personal life,but when in the morning Chakor came to the basement room,to avoid him being caught in the filthy drunk state,he jut once again submitted himself to her,allowed her to do whatever she wanted to do,and was just SUPPORTING her silently,without uttering a word.The man is strong enough to push her back and walk off. he doesn't. he plays along.

for he is so attuned to her that he knows if she is doing this.. she has her reasons.
even in the state of utter hatred for her.. he is perfectly in sync with her.

And then he just like that humiliated her in the reception party,in front of a various guests,then also then also there was a scene..when she was about to trip and fall,and he got hold off her,there was attitude,anger and kind of hatred in her way of saving her...but still,SURAJ HAD NEVER LET FALL CHAKOR.

They had a bet,to not let Suraj drink,and apparently Chakor had lost it,so he did'nt wanted to listen anything,he just wanted her out of his house,out of his life in real,and like an animal he dragged her out,and went on to leave her at her house,with her hands tied to her own dupatta,still...still,,,,,,SURAJ RAJVANSHI CAN NEVER HURT CHAKOR...

she had some thorn pricked at her feet,which she wanted to take it out,and he just could not hold himself from helping her,coz he was well aware of what happens,when she is hurt,and like a gentleman he just sat and took the thorn out of her feet,not till here,he even carried her in his arms,like some royal prince,and went on to leave her at her house...but he has his own attitude reasons for doing so...

The war called "Chakor" was once again re-started inside Suraj Rajvanshi,and this time,it was even more fierce and powerful than before.

He was trying desperately to hate her,to completely detach himself from her,but he was just unable to keep himself away from her,to help her when she is in trouble,he was just unable to stop caring for her,when she was in need...

For he had already seen her most vulnerable side,and he was respecting it to the fullest,not disturbing her space at all,but still very honestly performing his job of being her silent protector,her care-taker...

Suraj had apparently went to take her signature on the divorce papers,at the event,where she was performing...and when she was about to trip and fall,very badly,he just jumped like Usain Bolt,sprang up in less than a minute,to avoid her from having an accident,and took her in his most protective arms,the safest spot for her in the world...HE SAVED HER,EVEN WHEN SHE NEVER CALLED FOR HIM

finally he went on to her house,at night to have her signatures,she was doing it silently,but he was just looking at her,and at last when he could not hold himself anymore,he said what he was feeling.."Waise tumhaari yaad bohot aayegi hame,kyunki tumse ladte-ladte tumhaari aadat jo ho gayi thi...!!!".

yes,Chakor indeed had become a habit for suraj,something that he did'nt wanted to change,he was himself very much unaware of his developing feelings for her,but still he said so,and he said so staring at her,with a smirk on his face...if it would have been possible,he would have just let her live with him,life-long.just with the excuse of fighting with him,even in that way,at least,his purpose would have been served...YOU JUST BE WITH ME,AND I WILL JUST CARE FOR YOU.

The next day also,he went on to her search for having the divorce registered,and she was once again in trouble,caught in a room filled with some poisonous gas,...Chakor's life did'nt meant anything to Suraj,apparently he was inhuman in nature,then also...still seeing her in a dangerous situation,SR came to his action mode,with a true,genuine concern on his face,tension in his attitude..he just took over the locked door down,and went on to saving her...VERY TENDERLY AND HEROICALLY,THE PRINCE SAVED HIS PRINCESS AS HE CAME OUT WITH HER IN HIS ARMS...THE SAFEST SPOT FOR HER...HER REAL ABODE OF PEACE...

Even in the kidnapper's den when they all were kept captivated in a rather helpless situation,there was a time when Chakor decided to end her own life,to save the other three...

when she was finally saved,Suraj could not held himself from scolding her at her deed,,,,,,"Zyaadah,herogiri dikhaane ki zaroorat nahi hai,tumbe yeh bhi nahi socha ki agar tumhe kuch ho gaya,toh hum ladenge kiske saath...zindagi se saara mazaa hi chala jayega hamaare..!!!"

and Suraj Rajvanshi,once again accepted his defeat in front of Chakor,this very same Suraj few days back constantly complained of his life being completely ruined,of no happiness surrounding him,even wanting to die...and this very same Suraj,is now openly declaring it in front of everyone,that Chakor is his life's "mazaa",bickering along with her,gives him happiness,he has been addicted to it,he likes doing it...

When they were finally in home and a day later,when Suraj came to know from his mother that KN had gone to meet Chakor at her house...Suraj was genuinely tensed on hearing this,he never cared if,KN may know about their plan,and he ran to her house to see IF SHE IS GOOD...

he was taking her along to a office to gather some evidence,then also he never hesitated to tell her to TAKE CARE OF HER,coz he was really,very truly concerned of her safety...

No relation between them,then why the concern...???

No strings attached,then why the care...???

No feelings inside,then why the connect...???

Till now Suraj revolved around Chakor,and now,his life started to revolve around her...

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 7 years ago

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

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Posted: 7 years ago

And then an altogether new phase started,as Chakor came back to Suraj's life as his wife,in order to protect him...

She held his hands in hers,and entered in his haveli,along with him...

he woke up the next morning,to find her putting the sindoor on her forehead,as she announced that she is going to be his protector,at first he hesitated,as he really did'nt wanted it,coz as much as he had started to enjoy her company,he really did'nt wanted her to be back at her position of being his wife,coz he never wanted to hurt her[by the time he had promised himself of not hurting her ever again]...

Chakor was once again Mrs.Suraj Rajvanshi,a title had Suraj had forced on her,much against to her consent,,,seeing her like that,in the position of his wife,Suraj must have probably felt guilty...

But as he was already under her spell,for whatever she used to do,could never be wrong,he once again laid down his arms in front of her...

he just got up from his bed and tied the "mangal-sutra" around her neck,to be in-sync with her.While doing that,he was constantly looking at her in the mirror,as he said at the end,that he hopes that she is not required to be his protector for so long.

he had once forced her in the very same relationship,and he knew it very better that how much,she used to hate the fact that she is his wife,that is why he never wanted her to go through the displeasure of being his wife...coz he never intended to hurt her.

Suraj was himself hurt at that point of time,he was left with no ambition in his life,his father was hell bent on ending his life,his mother was constantly troubled...but in between all this,Suraj never withdrew himself from the promise that he had to himself,THAT HE WILL NEVER HURT HER...

Suraj was taking his own revenge,against his enemies by tying them in the same way,as he was tied by them...and he was fully ready to end his enemies lives,once and for all...

then she came,she came to stop him,from doing a crime of murder...AND THEN SURAJ JUST COULD NOT PROCEED FURTHER...

He was a kind of man,who can lay on his life for owning his words,when he says it,he does it,there's no one stopping him,not even himself,there was no one born to reign or rule over Suraj Rajvanshi...

but the free bird had already taken over the mighty sun...

Chakor just said, made him understand the situation calmly,and he stopped...

Suraj did'nt stopped,coz he feared of being jailed.

Suraj did'nt stopped,coz he did'nt wanted to murder anyone.

Suraj did'nt stopped,coz suddenly he was compassionate towards her views..

Suraj did stopped...coz Chakor had said so.

Just how could he had not listened to her,when she said something...

Chakor helped him in providing shelter to his abandoned mother,and he became even more indebted to her...

By the time,he had become so much attached to her,,,that time and again,he used to raised the topic of them being separated any time soon,and she settling with someone else,as he had said once,that he will pray that she gets a man,that will love her,the way she deserved.

somewhere he was wanting the position of that "man" in her life,but knowing how much she used to hate him,and the pains he had already inflicted up on her,he never dared to even reveal it to himself...that is why maybe,he somewhere used to search for a green signal from her side,as if there was place for him in her life,coz he really did'nt wanted to let her go off..

And then again his life was threatened,when Chakor was told to chose between the freedom of her people and Suraj,and he was feeling helpless,and highly miffed at it,he really did'nt wanted to live his life this way,each day fighting a new battle,betraying death...and his underlying emotions,his secret desire to be loved the way he wanted to be loved,came out in the open in front of Chakor in a very harsh and rude manner.When Suraj ended up hurting chakor in expressing what he wanted from her...

just yesterday noon I saw my fav's king khan's RNBDJ,the movie has the most soothing yet heartbreaking dialogue about luv,-"YEH PYAAR MEIN BADAA DARD HOTA HAI JI".

so true and while watching the scene,when Suraj drunk,hits the punching bag in the 11/11/16 Udaan episode, I really felt it,the scene when Suraj says to Chakor,-"TUM JAANTI HO VIVAAN NE TUMHE CHHODKAR IMLI KO KYUN APNA LIYA,KYUNKI IMLI SIRF USSE PYAR KARTI HAI,AUR KISISE NAHI,AUR TUM PURI DUNIYA KE BAARE MEIN SOCHTI REHTI HO".

I know it was very rude on Suraj's side that he made Chakor recall her heartbreak,but yet he was very true,some 2 to 3 days back I was reading online an article on relationships by my fav author,Vinita Dawra Nangia,in the article commenting on men's psychology,she said,"MEN ARE LIKE THAT,IF HE IS ATTRACTED TOWARDS A WOMAN,HE WANTS TO BE THE CYNOSURE OF HER WORLD,HE WANTS TO BE SOLELY AND TRULY BE LOVED ONLY BY HER,FOR THAT REASON HE PRAISES THE LADY,SHOW HER HIS MACHO SKILLS,COZ HE WANTS TO BE THE SOLE CARETAKER,PROTECTOR AND NOURISHER OF HIS WOMAN,AND HE JUST WANTS UNDIVIDED ATTENTION FROM HER."

By hearing Suraj's words,now I truly understands the above lines,he really brought out the true reason really,why Vivaan went away from Chakor to Imli,and in telling this bitter truth,I personally felt the same needs,the same longing,the same urge on Suraj's side...he did'nt said anything,but I felt a silent cry in his words as if he was demanding the same SOLE LOVE from Chakor,and if she could'nt provide him with that then he does'nt even need the slight care and HAMDARDI that she conveys him...

even when she had left from the place...he said it to himself,"Chali jaao Chakor"{go away Chakor],dont care of me,I want to be responsible for my life,dont waste your life with me...

Her life,her dreams mattered so much to him,that he was ready to die,but did'nt wanted her to be wasted upon him.

and when Chakor indeed chose him instead,of the freedom of her own people,he was convinced that he meant something from her,It gave him the first green signal that he can ask her about him...

Men are not stupid,and one really does'nt needs a complicated set of rules to understand them,There is only one very simple rule,that one is needed,If a man loves you,he will do anything to feel your presence,he will do anything to inqure if you will be with him, he will do anything he can to keep you around, ANYTHING...

This is what Suraj had started from there on...as he occasionally asked her of being separated from him...

he thanked her with veggies...and even said sorry for that 'Vivaan' dialogue,and even said that he was lucky to have her...

Then Suraj and Chakor both together had to give an interview,together in a documentary made on the life of Chakor...

Suraj was not ready for it,as faking something was not his forte,at first he had his bickering session with Chakor,after which he went away,not to return...but then he realized that she is doing so much for him,and when she is in need of him,he got back...but he had to maintain his attitude as well,so he refused to wear the tie,she had kept for him...and then his bossy wife entered,and Suraj Rajvanshi again lost it...

No one,can hold him by his collar,but she does it.

No one,can make him do stuff like this,but she does it.

No one can bully him like this,but she does it.

when a man starts letting a woman dominate over him in this manner,then it is fully confirmed that the man is gone.

Just a moment before,Suraj was talking in his full-on attitude mode with his brother and his wife...but when Chakor came,he was just shut...

She came and started to tying the necktie herself,and he was completely lost in her,constantly staring her,as him he had submitted himself to her,she can do whatever she wants to do with him,and he never stops her...but just starts flowing in along with her.

Then the moment came,when Suraj had to tell about how he fell in love with Chakor...both were equally tensed as practically there was no answer to it.

Then Suraj started on with his story..."Jab yeh behosh hui thi tab"...

Cut to the karvachauth night,Suraj was drinking,hurt,cursing himself for disrobing a lady in public,when he was caught by her,and immediately he hid his bottle,[still he was sacred of the lectures of his bossy ex-wife].

And after their convo,she fainted in his arms,as she was hungry since two days,and Suraj's caring side for his Chakor,got activated,he has never let her fall,not then also when she was his enslaved wife,not then also when she did'nt meant anything to him,not then also when shew was his ex-wife,and continued on his this side,even now...as he gently lifted her,put her on his jeep's bonnet,sprinkled water on her face,made her to drink it...he was genuinely tensed for her as she was hungry since two days,and even took her for a dinner...at the dinner,Chakor was eating her heart out,and he was just looking at her,there was a mesmerizing sense of calmness and happiness and kind of solace on his face,as he enjoyed seeing her gobbling up on the food,and more importantly he was happy as a husband who has just feed his wife,after so much time of being lost and lonely,Suraj found his happiness in her,in her company,and he wanted to continue it as well,as it was Suraj only who had raised the topic of their friendship.

Cut to present,when he recalled that night and used it in describing as the moment he felt that he loves her..."Chakor hame bilkul ek chidiya ke tarah lagi jo pinjde mein band kar di gayi thi,hum uske kapkapaate honth dekhte rahein,uski khult-band hoti aankhen dekhte rahein,bohot achhi lagi hame woh us waqt, aur tabhi humne soch liya ke hum kabhi usey dukh nahi pohochayenge...TUM HAMESHA AZAAD PANCHHI HO CAHKOR,AUR AZAAD RAHOGI..."

That day,Suraj indeed took the responsibility of her safety,her dreams,her freedom upon himself.as Suraj completely dedicated himself to her,to do what she says,to help her in her mission in whatever possible way,to protect her,guide her from all the evils,on her way...

Suraj Rajvanshi lost his ambition from that day,he forgot what he wanted from his life,for himself that day...coz from that day onwards CHAKOR BECAME THE ONLY AMBITION FOR SURAJ.

Then they both had to head on for a trip,in order to gather some evidence against their enemy...

And Chakor was caught in a danger as a goon was forcefull marrying her,in the very front of the eyes of Suraj,as six men were holding him tight...and the "protective husband" within Suraj Rajvanshi was awakened...at first he was very lightly trying to stop the wedding asking the goon to stop...but then,the lion could not take it anymore for his lioness,and very smoothly he just threw away the men off him,and a tight punch landed on the goon's face,with a roar,"HAMAARI BIWI HAI YEH"...a spectacular moment indeed,as after so many days,first enslaving her as his wife,then setting her free,then divorcing her,then just faking a marriage with her...Suraj Rajvanshi,for the first time ever had proclaimed Chakor as his wife...putting gravity on the word,"hamaari",and he finally accepted her as HIS.

He is calm,he is composed,he knows it how to play with his mind,he handles everything smoothly...but just dont mess up with Mrs.Suraj Rajvanshi,as the lion within Mr.Suraj Rajvanshi is enraged...

They both then proceed further on their mission...and had to come across a locked door...Chakor opens it up very cleverly with a hairpin,and he as usual does not holds himself back from applauding her at her cleverness,saying that you know many things,to which she replies that,you may also learn all these tricks under my company,if you be with me...and his reply to it definitely meant something,he says..."Tum kaun sa hamaare saath hamesha rehne waali ho..!!!',,,,,,,,everything,the truth of their relationship was equally clear to both of them,but he had to always point out this thing,that she will one day leave him,as soon as the task is accomplished,he was unsure and had enough attitude,that he never admitted that he is loving her company,but still he was also insecure enough as to time and again remind her,that one day she has to leave him and go,AS IF HE NEVER WANTED HER TO GO AWAY FROM HIM...

Suraj's biggest insecurity,that she will leave him and go away,was rooted since then.

And then came the moment when he was very unaware to his knowledge was held captive in a godown,in order to be killed...

and how much he missed her,all the way,all the time,,,,evident as after taking down on the jailer,he said,"Agar Chakor yahaan hoti toh,kuch bataati"...it was not that he did'nt knew,what to do with the inspector,its just that,SURAJ WAS JUST UNABLE TO MANAGE IT WITHOUT HER...SUCH IS THE SPELL,THAT SHE HAD CASTED UPON HIM.

and Suraj...oh how he wished for her by his side,the moment he heard her voice,he almost turned up and jumped to meet her,he just forget had he had been shot in the leg,resulting in almost falling,if Vivaan would not have been there,at that moment he could only think of meeting her,his eyes desperately searching for her,,,"Chakor,hum yahaan hain...!!!",and when they did the moment was EPIC,as she just came running and hugged him,much to his surprise...first off all he was a bit hesitant in holding her,why,Vivaan was watching or more truly,"HE WAS ASKING HIMSELF,DID HE HAD THE RIGHT?",but later on he also gave in and just closed his eyes,as if he also wanted to soak in it...

and then she was tending to his wound as he was shot in his leg by a passing bullet...he was not liking the ointment used by her,as it was giving him a burning sensation,,,they were having their regular childish bickering session...when he tells her,that he will let her realize,what pain is...and holds her very tightly by her arms,and she is indeed physically hurt by his hold...and screams lightly in pain,as soon as he realizes it,he immediately leaves her and says sorry,and just for that slight moment,guilt comes in his eyes...

HE HAD PROMISED THIS TO HIMSELF THAT,HE WILL NEVER HURT HER AGAIN...HOW COULD HE DO THAT,EVEN BY HOLDING HER TIGHTLY...SO WHAT IF HE HAD TO LOSE IT TO HER,IN A SMALL BICKERING SESSION...HE HAD ALREADY LOST IT...MUCH BEFORE.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 7 years ago

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

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Posted: 7 years ago

And then the next day,she had to go to Delhi,in relation to matters of her sports career,she had decided to head on alone without letting Suraj know,as she did'nt wanted to disturb him...

He was sleeping and she came near to him to take her wrist watch that was kept beside Suraj,just as she turned away to go,he,in his sleep caught hold off her dupatta,as if he was signalling,"Abhi na jaao chhodkar,ke dil abhi bharaa nahi...!!!".

The man born alone,who has lived alone,never gave a damn to any relation in his life,was so much attached to this girl,that even in his sleep...HE WAS NOT ALLOWING HER TO LET GO OFF HIM...

and he woke up with a nightmare,not something that was related to him,but something that was related to her,in his dream,he saw that Chakor life is threatened..and he woke up calling her name,much to his own amazement...

He took a shower and came up in front of the mirror,and he was looking closely at himself in the mirror,he was puzzled at his own image,as Suraj was actually seeing Chakor's reflection in himself,as events from the past night was flashing in front of him,of how she came running and hugged him...as If Suraj was questioning himself...What was all that???...why did she hugged him,and he allowed???

It was really not meant to be this way...then what are those sudden feelings that he is experiencing all of a sudden..???

Then,as soon as he learnt that Chakor's life was indeed in danger...then there was no stopping him...

In that unstable condition,with a crippling leg,tension on his face,extreme concern in his attitude,Suraj set out behind Chakor,never thinking about himself,his health,not even stressing on the fact,that he was in fact the main target of their enemies...what mattered to him was only Chakor,his wife,his...[better he knew].

He was unable to catch on the bus,along with her,but managed to hang on behind the vehicle,not even for once caring that it could be dangerous,for what mattered at that moment was 'she was needed to be out of danger'.And he finally joined her in her journey...Suraj had to do nothing with her work,but he had to do with HER...and so he went along.

In the bus also...he first fought with her and got to sit far away from her...but never for once HE HAD HIS EYES OFF HER...as she was his cynosure,he had to see it for himself,if she was alright at each passing hour.

He himself did'nt wanted to sit beside her...but just as she dozed off,and was about to lean on to the shoulder of a co-passenger,the 'ever protective' hubby within him was activated,and he immediately jumped in...HOW COULD HE WOULD HAVE ALLOWED HIS WIFE'S HEAD TO BE LEAN ON TO A STRANGER,SHE WAS MRS.SURAJ RAJVANSHI,,,,,AFTER ALL...

and he himself sat beside her,very tenderly placing her head on his shoulder,as if it was manufactured,only for her,to lean on...as he enjoyed watching her sleeping peacefully on her safest spot...and he accomplished the most important mission of his life,that is secure her locks very tenderly behind her ears,as it covers her face,and he is'nt allowed to see her for a few seconds...and then he himself dozed off...

And then once again Chakor was attacked by a pair of goons,and he was sleeping as he was a little weak and tired,and apparently drunk as well...

but he was there,when she was in need,as he came to her rescue,"Hum hi bachaayenge our kaun bachaayega"...He fought like a hero,for protecting her,for safe-guarding her,even when she was constantly blaming him for being drink,but no liquor is strong enough that could make him senseless,to the extent,that he takes his attention off her...as SURAJ'S LIFTED SPIRITS LIES WITHIN CHAKOR.

but thats not were the moment,when his feelings are alive for her,it comes when she tears her dupatta and ties it to his bleeding,crippling leg...and the way he was looking at her,she was just doing waht she felt like doing,and he was looking at her with THIRST in his eyes...yeah,thirst...thirst for more love,for some more care,for some more attention,,,,that he never really got from anybody,and she was giving him all that...making him to look at her with longing in his eyes...as SHE WAS GETTING IMBIBED IN HIS SOUL.

Then they both came across a moment,were they both had to change in one single room...and Chakor was stuck with the strings of her blouse,which she was unable to tie herself,and was in need of help...

This same man,this same Suraj,never hesitated to shamelessly flirt with her,had demanded a kiss in a bet,was adamant on sleeping with her on the very first night,...this same man,very gently tied his handkerchief around his eyes...and came to her rescue,he helped her in tying the blouse strings,slid his hand over entire bare back,BUT DID'NT MADE HER FEEL COMFORTABLE FOR A SECOND IN A NEGATIVE MANNER...

this was the amount of respect he held in his eyes...

seeing a different avatar of his wife,or nominal wife dressed in a traditional ghagra-choli,he was just unable to keep his eyes off her...as the night became the "IT"moment for Suraj...

Now here comes my point,"THE RAIN SCENE",the way he was just looking at Chakor,my heart was beating double at its rate,even rain also complimented the moment,it seemed as Suraj's heart was saying...there was so much desire,so much longing in his eyes,when he holds her hands...

"KABHI JO BAADAL BARSE,

MAIN DEKHOON TUJHE AANKHEN BHARKE,

TU LAGE MUJHE PEHLI BAARISH KI DUAA...

KOI NAHI TERE SIVA MERA YAHAAN,

MANZILEIN HAI MERI TOH SAB YAHAAN,

MITA DE SABHI AAJA FAASLEIN,

MAIN CHAHOON MUJHE MUJHSE BAANT LEIN,

ZARAA SA KABHI MUJHME,JHAANK LE,

MAIN HOON KYAA..,

It seemed as if Chakor was the center of his universe,now the question that was haunting me,is what would come of Suraj's feelings,,it is clearly evident that cupid has already struck Suraj very hard,but during Sukor's quality time conversation,I felt a kinda deep "INSECURITY",on Suraj's side,he knows that he wants Chakor to be at his side,forever,but he would'nt admit it even to himself,and what is the thing thats stopping him from doing so,perhaps he had the assurance that Chakor is with him just for the sake of saving his life,and that too for humanity and nothing else.Whenever the topic is popped,of what will happen after KN story,Suraj is always very clear that CHAKOR WOULD MARRY SOME OTHER PERSON,he knows that he could never be the person,but at the same time he needs to know the kinda boy she is seeking,[perhaps to see for himself,if he matches up to the parameters or not],sometimes he is just okay to discuss her marriage and at the same time he could not even withstand the fact that she rests her head on someone others shoulder while in sleep.

and when he finally expressed his desire of the type of partner,which he seeks,it was a reflection of Chakor,maybe he wanted to know her reaction,,,,and when she reacted as if she was not ready for it,he immediately changed the topic,so as to not make her fell uncomfortable any more.

He wanted to tease her,and he growled like an animal,but when she came running to hug him,he was taken aback...as if he was not ready to feel her,or he just does'nt intends to go to that 'other world' where he is a taken whenever she hugs him...

He woke up in the morning,earlier than her,only to find that she was sleeping beside him,clinged to him,and he felt uncomfortable,not because he did'nt like it,but because according to him,HE HELD NO RIGHT TO SLEEP BESIDE HER IN THIS POSITION...so very tenderly,and very gently,he just separated her from him and place her on the bed as if she was a delicate piece of some precious stuff...

and when he came back,he was talking with her like a friend saying the most shortest put the most deep line possible..."Kaash yeh raat kabhi,khatam na ho..!!!"..yes that was indeed a spectacular moment,when someone wishes for the time to stand still when he/she is in someone's company...it shows what meaning the person's presence holds for him/her...

and for Suraj,Chakor was already his lifeline,without whom she was just unable to feel easy...

Then Suraj went along with Chakor,at her destination,where she was called for some important work...

Even till the last moment,when she was finally going inside WITHOUT HIM,he called on her for the last time,to make her feel THAT HE IS THERE FOR HER as he said,"Chakor,agar koi bhi problem ho toh,bas hame awaaz dena,hum baahar hi khade hain",and he was waiting restlessly for her outside,even asking silly questions to the guard regarding the office's security...nothing was ever more important for Suraj other then CHAKOR.

and when she was finally outside,shattered,,with her dreams crashing around her...it was Chakor's problem,her own miseries,she was crying,she was bleeding...but he was FEELING EVERY OUNCE OF HER PAIN ALONG WITH HER,as he shielded her from the media,ran behind her,hugged her back taking her in his protective embrace...wanting just a simple thing,to make her feel okay in all manners he can,coz she was meant to fly according to him,and he was just unable to stand it,that she is struggling with her wings...

He took her away along with him,away from her parents house,holding her hands in his...and made her drink alcohol to calm her down.

She ended up surprising him,as she jumped,played around,and he watched her as a spectator,JUST BEING WITH HER,AND NOTHING ELSE...

when she finally settled on,exposing her inner demons to him,and HE LISTENED,JUST LISTENED...AND LISTENED SOME MORE...

he was himself a completely,broken and shattered soul inside,who knew little about himself,who was completely lost in the world,not knowing what the next morning holds for him,living every minute of his life under the threat of his life being ending...the same man,just completely forgot himself,put aside everything contained within him,all his fears,all his concerns and insecurities...the man just dedicated himself wholeheartedly TO HER,when she was in need,as she talked and he kept quiet...a man made of egos was allowing a woman to speak,while he just LISTENED,the most respectful FAVOR THAT A MAN CAN DO ON YOU WHEN HE JUST ALLOWS YOU TO SPEAK,AND HE KEEPS QUIET,AND KEEPS LISTENING...

he finally spoke when she asked him to not change again,not even when they will be separated...and like a innocent child,he just asked one simple question,"Kya hum sach mein alag ho jayenge???"...and this one question of him,said it all,of what Suraj felt for Chakor,as the only thought of being separated from her...moved him completely.HE WANTED HER SO MUCH.

Even when she did'nt answered him,he carried her like a doll,in the most caring manner possible,as if he was wanting to escape along with her,for her,wanting to take her to a secure place,away from all miseries of the world.

and he placed her on the bed,summing up his feelings for her in the most economical and heartfelt manner..."Aaj tak humne apne swaabhimaan ke wajah se yeh nahi kahaa,par humne tumhaare saath jo kuch bhi kiya hai,uske liye SORRY..kabhi,kabhi hum sochte hain ki JISSSE TUM NAFRAT KARTI HO,USKE LIYE ITNA KUCHH KARTI HO,TOH JISSE PYAR KAROGI,USKE LIYE KYA KAROGI..!!!"

these lines of Suraj said it all,as he caressed her forehead in the most gentlest and protective manner,and went on to sleep...!!!

The next day media had come to their house,for talking with Chakor,as she was hiding inside her room,crying at the doping accusation put on her,fearing to face the world...as she was really broken inside...when HE came.

For Suraj,his wife Chakor was a free bird meant to fly high in the sky,with soaring wings,she was not someone who would hid herself in the enclosed four walls of a bedroom,when events are developed against her,so when she weakened a little,he became his strength...as he came,held her hands,with a protective hold to save her from the world,to make her stand tall amidst all accusations,as he entered the hall,announcing it in his baritone...the various records from the different marathons,she had participated,that were up to her credit...even Chakor would have not so vividly remembered her track records,distance and time,of her career,but Suraj remembered them,by heart,as holding her hands in his,exposing yet protecting her,Suraj announced it to the world that his wife was innocent,she was never involved in doping,she was a genuinely talented and honest athlete,who very much deserved her position and fame and success.

When she was temporarily given assurance of her reports...he wanted to celebrate it for her.

Suraj did'nt knew what to do,so that he can keep her happy,but HE WANTED TO KEEP HER HAPPY,so he did the most sweetest thing that he could have done for her...arrange a surprise party for her,even inviting her parents..even gifting her an over-sized jacket...lucky is the girl indeed if a man does such little efforts to keep her happy,as men are like that,they only know how to take it,men seldom gives their time,their efforts like this,and when they do so,it means for that man,that girl is his world...

Then their enemy came once again to trouble them,to warn them,but this time,he had threatened it against Chakor...and Suraj was just unable to take it,all these days,KN was going on attacking him,conspiring endlessly against him,but Suraj never really reacted,he never attacked himself physically,but when it came to Chakor,the lion within him was once again awakened,as Suraj took down up on his father,nearly choking him to death...

even when he was scolded by Chakor,at this act,he was listening to her silently,as he was standing...even his parents never scolded him like that,and he took it,but when she was doing it...as usual he just gave in.

He promised that he will never ever help her again,in anger,and the very next moment...he did a small research on a laptop regarding retired sports personalities...that could help Chakor,as even when rebuked by her,he went to her,and asked her to announce her retirement,as at that moment it was the safest thing to do.

and when finally Chakor announced her retirement to the media...it was a heartbreaking moment,not only for her,but also for Suraj,coz he was responsible for it somewhere,he was just unable to take it,as he only wanted her to fly higher...

She wanted some time in her personal solace,so that she could gather herself,calm herself down,as she walked way from the haveli,wandering in her thoughts,just in her lonely...and he followed her.

The scene of Chakor,heartbroken walking,and he silently following moved me in tears...as it showed WHAT CHAKOR WAS FOR SURAJ...

he was the ever impulsive and highly immature guy,but when it comes to her,he becomes the most mature guy ever,as he was mature enough that he understood that she needs only her company at that moment,he allowed her to be in her own personal space,he left her undisturbed,not making her aware of his presence...but how could he leave her alone,as her safety was his biggest priority...so he just followed her silently,not along with her,but being with her,his shadow did'nt fell on her,but his canopy was up on her...and he finally left her,when she was finally in her parents house,and he was assured of her safety,of her well-being.

Then came the moment,when Suraj had to go away,go way from Chakor,from everyone...in order to save his own life...

He was talking to her sister on the phone,and before disconnecting...he said to her,"Ho sake toh is pagli ka khayaal rakhna..!!!",,,,,,he was going and he was concerned about her safety,he was still not thinking about himself,his safety,at that moment,he was concerned about her,he knew her inside out,he knew had she was needed to be taken care of,and she would never think about her own interests,and he could no longer be with her...so he did what he could have done in the moment...

In the last parting moment,he was nervous,he was restless,he was unable to keep himself calm...he was feeling that it would be their last meeting probably,and he will not be able to fight with her ever again...and when she said,that he will return very soon...still he pointed out the truth of their relationship,that was making him uneasy since so may days,"Agar waapas aa bhi gayein,toh saath toh nahi honge na..!",and he said this with a deep feeling of remorse in his voice,being with her,just being with her...meant so much to him.

and it was necessary for him at the parting moment,to know it from her,of IS HE A GOOD MAN,A GOOD HUSBAND,,,,this was the same man,who had told her that he did'nt cared of what anyone thinks of him,and today it was so much necessary for him to know what she thinks of him...

and he sat in the car,waving her hands,with a million emotions in his eyes,as if he did'nt wanted to go,,,,wish that some miracle would had happened,then and there,and his departure was cancelled,something would had happened THAT HE WAS NOT NEEDED TO SEPARATE FROM HER.

and sitting inside the car,he was staring up in the sky,at the moon,as if it HER impression on the sky,this was the same moon,who is loved by Chakor,the free bird,and he was staring at the moon,as if he was jealous of it,as if he was wishing to exchange his place with the moon,who can be loved by HER...

and he went away...far away from her,missing her at each passing moment,...!!!

TO BE CONTINUED...

Edited by KUTUR - 7 years ago

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Posted: 7 years ago

And then he returned...he returned,finally being caught by his enemies,tied in heavy iron chains...in front of her

She was crying incessantly seeing him in that pathetic condition,and all he could say at the moment to his Chakor,was SORRY,just a SORRY,and nothing else,yeas he was sorry,not because,finally his life is going to come to a dead end,as he was caught probably to die the next morning,,,,,NO, Suraj was sorry for her,for Chakor,that he had let her efforts of so many days to go in vain,even when he was not responsible in any manner for that...when he was leaving for Dubai,at the parting moment,when she hugged her while saying him good-bye,he was taken aback,yet he held her,took her in his protective embrace and said,"Chakor be a winner,ALWAYS..!!!"...yes,he wanted her to be a winner,always,and how just how could he become the reason of her loss,how could he allowed to let her lose,this way...just how could he do that,this was the reason THAT HE WAS SORRY FOR

He was tied to a kind of pillar with both hands,and his enemies were making fu of his loss,when she came running,and he looked at her as if he was searching for a glimpse of her,coz at that moment,only HER REFLECTION IN HIS EYES could have given him the strength to survive the harsh moment,and stay strong...

He got a last moment,of one whole night to be with her,and feel her,he never knew,if he would be able to see the next night of his life or not,if he will be able to remain alive the next day or not...still at that last moment with her,it was necessary for Suraj to know if she liked, the gifts that he had arranged for her on her birthday,and still at the most tough moment of his life,a smile was alive on his face when he came to knew that CHAKOR LIKED THE GIFTS THAT HE HAD KEPT FOR HER...

Once again he was sorry,for he made her to lose...and she said,that she would not had trusted Shikhu with his life... and is an helpless manner,she said to him,"why did'nt you killed Shikhu,then and there only..??"...to which he gave a reply that proved it that this was indeed CHAKOR'S SURAJ,...he said,"Agar puraana waala Suraj hota,toh zaroor maar deta,is Suraj ko tumne banaaya hai..!!".

Yes,so very true,it was so very possible,that when he was being caught,he would have been snatched someone's revolver,and killed Shikhu,the traitor to death,but just HOW COULD HE HAD DONE THAT,COZ KILLING SOMEONE,WAS NOT WHICH CHAKOR TAUGHT HIM,SHE HAD TOLD HIM TO PRACTICE NON-VIOLENCE.

few days back,when she was drunk,in that state,she had asked a promise from him,"Vaada karo ki ab tum kabhi nahi badloge,YEH BADLAA HUA SURAJ HAME ACHHA LAGTA HAI..!!!",...and Suraj never verbally promised it,but the man lived upto his promise.

Yes,this was the fact,that YEH BADLAA HUA SURAJ, CHAKOR KO ACHHA LAGTA HAI,this changed Suraj was liked by Chakor,just how,how could the same Suraj could have done a crime by murdering anyone,an act that was expected from the old Suraj to be done...just how could he had done it??

and when she hugged him,saying that he is not a goon,he was completely helpless,he was completely broken inside,so much pain was within him at that moment,that even tears were not flowing,he was crying inside at his pathetic fate,as when he wished to die,death did'nt welcomed him,but know when he is wishing to live this life,along with SOMEONE,death is knocking hard at his door,and with the most painful and pathetic sigh he looked upwards as if calling out for the skies to listen to his plight,reward him this very moment with her,gift him her company for life-long ,but alas the life was seeming to short for him...she was clinging to his body,living her moment with him,but the poor guy with tied hands was rendered completely useless as he was so helpless at that moment,that he was unable to even hug her back...so that he could live his moment with her,so he did what seemed possible for him,HE PUT HIS HEAD UP ON HERS,so what if he could'nt hold her,at least this way he could feel her physically,that was the most crucial need of the hour for him,...as he asked to himself,"yeh hame kya ho rahaa hai,kya humChakor se pyar karne lage hain,ya sirf maut ka darr hai"

WOH APNE JAZBAAT JATAATI CHALI GAYI...

YEH APNE EHSAAS DABAATA CHALA GAYA...

CHAKOR NE TOH USEY PYAR KARNA,SHAYAD TAB HI SHURU KIYA..

PAR SURAJ BAGAIR KIYA HI,NIBHAATA CHALA GAYA...!!!

Morning came,and his doom approached as she was sleeping leaning her head on the sofa,and he was being taken to meet his decided fate...

AND HE WAS CONSTANTLY GAZING HER,,,,,probably he was being taken to his death,as he felt so,those were his last moments in this mortal world,but he was looking at her,as if HE WAS FILLING HER,IN HIS EYES,as if he wanted to freeze the moment for him,capture forever in his eyes,the spiritual entity of her glimpse ...coz with her glimpse,her reflection in his eyes,death would not had been as painful,as it seems...

then the one more last moment,when he was tied to the tree,still uncertain of his fate,when she came running to him,fighting the world,still ensuring him,that she will not let happen anything to him...

and he was looking at her with amazement,at her will power,for at that time,he had very gracefully accepted his loss,that his life is going to come to a dead-end...and then Suraj said to Chakor,what no one,on one ever said to her,not even her parents,not even her well-wishers..."Promise me Chakor,that you look after yourself,I am going ,but you HAVE to take care of yourself,you have the habit of helping others only,and I know you will continue doing it,,,but promise me,that in doing so,you will not forget yourself,you will think about your happiness as well.."

AND THIS WAS THE LAST WISH OF SURAJ.

usually at this kind of situations,people express there last wish,that they want to be fulfilled before their death,,,,,and FOR SURAJ,CHAKOR'S WELL-BEING,HER HAPPINESS,WAS HIS LAST WISH..

and that moment also,never for a second he was concerned of his own interests,he was tearing inside,yet was being strong for her,and asked her what no one ever asked her...

THE MAN COULD NOT DEDICATE HIS LIFE TO HER,BUT HE DID DEDICATE HIS DEATH TO HER...

And then they met in the cowshed,where he was supposed to stay from there on...and she came running to him and they both looked together on their stamps of slavery on their wrists,he came to know that she was branded when she was just seven days old,and he said that if he would have been there,he would have never let it happen,and then said,"Achha hua jo hum nahi the, varna yeh ilzaam bhi hamaare sar aata..!!!"

and this scene really moved me once again at this dialogue of Suraj,I mean,what was Suraj supposed to do then,he would have been himself a kid,he was in no way responsible if she was enslaved as an infant,even then also his feelings for her are so pure that,he was taking all the blame on himself,how innocent was he,while saying this...

then started the series of the most beautiful moments of Sukor...but as this one is being written about Suraj's love for Chakor,then its a one way perspective of what meaning Chakor held for Suraj,of what he felt for her,of how he loved her...

He was made to suffer in extreme hot condition,terribly wanting for water,and when he was just unable to bear the thirst any more,he just caught her,he hold her face and begged for water,as only while holding her he could have tolerated the pain of thirst...

He was lying in an extremely pathetic condition,when she came crying and was wiping his face with her wet dupatta...and he was just unable to see her tears,he was in such a pathetic condition,that even keeping himself composed was not possible for him,yet he gathered the courage to wipe her tears,and pretended his best to stay strong for her...

The spactacular Makar sankranti moment,when Chakor's Suraj was alive in his most fierce avatar for his lady...

...two moments that got me haywire...no prizes for guessing the hug,but the other moment was the "Oh so Tender" eye contact between them,just before the kite flying competition,KN challenged Chakor that if she wins he will give food to Suraj,she turns towards him and he faintly nods,she gives a very pathetic half smile as if she had got a ray of hope to feed him...the moment was just of few seconds but left me thinking...

What was exactly on the duo's minds?,,,,,NOT A WORD,BUT STILL SO MANY EMOTIONS...who are they? what to they think about each other? always claiming to hate each other,any time ready to have a bout,'officially' living their marital responsibilities for each other,but still NO LOVE...the two egoistic and dumb fellows not even bother of a self interrogation...What to they actually feel for each other?

In between all these factors,still so much understanding!

In that one moment Howcome Suraj got to know what was she trying to say or after he faintly nods Howcome Chakor got to know that he is signalling her to go on...I mean,seriously guys I have never witnessed this kind of understanding and eye contact in couples who have even celebrated their golden jubilee and this young couple, married for just a couple of months and that too in an on-off relationship and still that much bonding...

She was flying the kite and due to that bloody Shikhu the spool fell from the hands of Chagan,even hurting her and then came to rescue THE HERO,,,,[seeing the olvs,I had thought that he was unchained for a moment to help her] but NO,he managed in the only space available for him,just to support her,to help her,not because her win might get him food but because he wanted her to win,he came so close to her only because he wanted to THANK her...just this much...

And then the moment of breakfree,THE ROAR is still literally ringing in my ears,the rage,the shaking and trembling body,those ripping muscles,the hoarse bass baritone,and the most special one,those 'moist eyes'...Suraj Rajvanshi,the Suraj Rajvanshi had moist eyes,his entire soul was burning,just how could he tolerate her being humiliated,he came breaking all barriers,and after thrashing the goons,first saw her top to toe,completely drenched and then draped her in a shawl and then came the 'seeti' moment in an "all consuming hug"[as everybody had claimed it]

I know whatever shown was completely filmy,or rather unrealistic,but that cannot be also said fully,coz who really knows the POWER,the DIVINE POWER of TRUE LOVE,for if the bonding is true,love is pure the even nature also helps,,,,,,God only knows from where Suraj gathered the strength,he would have been really hungry,totally thirsty,the helplessness the pathos was evident from his expressions...but he could'nt stand it,the humiliation subjected to his wife,oops sorry,"USKI CHAKOR"...there was a scene when after the hug,the scene was captured from a low angle,when the sun was shown shining brightly,the scene evidently showed that,'Makar sankranti par azadgunj mein dono hi Suraj chamak rahe the'.and there was scene in the episode when for a moment leaving the lovebirds,every other person got disappeared from the frame as if cvs were themselves celebrating the hug and in between everyone the duo have created their own world...i just loved the scene when he first of all shouted on that b***** Ragini,{i wished he had given her a tight slap as well},but the father-daughter evil combo was totally left shaken...their insecurity was fully evident...I had said back then,welcome back dear "The signature Suraj Rajvanshi attitude" is still left and Oh "The way he was holding her...

And then the way She was looking at him,Chakor's expressions TIMELESS,as if she was oh so comfortable,oh so safe in his arms...now nobody,nobody can even get her a scratch...she had held him so tightly,THE GRIP...PRICELESS,,,

one thing I would like to share here that...not many people understand this,but there is very big difference between HAPPINESS and TRANQUILITY...there are many things that can make us happy but still can't provide us peace and there are some things that may not give us happiness but still provide us with peace...One thing I have always noticed in Chakor that whenever she used to hug Vivaan during their courtship days,she felt very happy like a young girl new in love...but with Suraj,happy or not whenever she hugs him,she seems so much at tranquility,her facial expressions are so much at calm,as if she does'nt wants this moment to end,she wants to live HIS TOUCH,HIS PHYSICAL GESTURE,for some more time...and then came the,'pyar ke dushman'...brutally separating the two lovers,the fools don't know that its not that easy to separate a body from its soul...[oh how they did'nt wanted to be parted],Chakor just could'nt get her eyes off him...

For,the Suraj in front of her was belonging only to her,inch by inch,eaverything of Suraj was just for his lady,his wife,HIS CHAKOR,as he was held by four men but the FEAR was in KN's eyes..

And above all,the one scene ,those moist eyes still vivid on my mind...

"Teri aankhon mein aansu the MERI khaatir,

WOH EK LAMHAA,mujhe is zindagi se pyaara lagaa...!!

And then he was announced his punishment,that he had to put his head on the feet of his biggest enemy,and ask for forgiveness for a morsel of food,and he was adamant in not doing so...

days passed,his condition worsened,health deteriorated,but he did'nt do that...

But he did that,he did that,when Chakor had to use herself...she cam up to him,with some blood near her mouth,to convince him,that their enemy was troubling her...and immediately he agreed to do that...

This was the same Suraj,who after their marriage in the name of ritual,had made Chakor to place her head on Suraj's feet,and today this was the same Suraj who placed his own head at the feet of his biggest enemy...JUST FOR HER,he kept his self-respect aside,and did what could tear the hardest heart inside...ONLY FOR HER.

He did'nt do that,because he was in need of food,so that he could famish his own hunger,he did'nt do that because he wanted food for his won survival,he did'nt do that because he wanted to live his life for himself...

But he did that,coz he was required food,so that he could survive,regain his strength,TO FIGHT,,,,,,TO FIGHT FOR HER,TO PROTECT HER,TO SAVE HER FROM ANY HARDSHIPS IN THE FUTURE...

And then the moment,which according to me was the most intense moment of the bandhua track...

It had been ten days,since Suraj had consumed any food,and he was crying in pain,tears were automatically flowing from his eyes,his patience was giving u[ on him,he was just unable to bear it any more...when she said her to sleep...he said,"Hame darr lag rahaa hai,ki agar hum soye,toh neend mein hi marr jayenge",when she fiercely hugged him,and he was just within him...the scene was the evidence,of the fact that Suraj's reason for survival was only Chakor,she hugged him,but the way he hold her tightly,as if she was his life-line,and slowly,slowly holding her hands in his,he slept on her lap,not knowing if he will be able to wake up the next morning,so he was spending his last moments on her lap,AS IF HER LAP WAS THE MOST SAFEST SPOT,WHERE HE COULD JUST LEAVE HIS BODY,FOR HIS SOUL TO REST IN PEACE...

"Koi dhoondna bhi chaahe,toh hame na dhoond paaye..

Tu mujhe kahin chhupaale,main tujhe kahin chhupa loon..!!!"

He was given the task of painting various wells...and was giving up on it,for there was no strength left within him,so that he can do any more physical work...and he fainted,SHE JUST HAD TO COME AND HUG HIM,AND HE REGAINED HIS STRENGTH,AS IF SHE WAS A MAGICAL PILL FOR HIM.

In the well,they both were lying together,and he holding her hands,expressed his desire,"Chakor,hum marna nahi chaahte..!!!",with a very intense eyes contact,looking straight into her eyes,making the most intense and heartfelt eye contact,he expressed his most innocent wish,that he does'nt wishes to die,with a faint and silent cry within that,he does'nt wishes to die,coz he wishes to love his life with her...

Then he was offered food,but with a condition,that for having it,he had to slap Chakor,his wife,then he can have his food,a man was hungry since eleven long days...and the food was in the very front of his eyes,if at that vulnerable moment,he would have been asked to kill someone,he would have willingly done it,for having the food...BUT JUST HOW COULD HE SLAP HER IN PUBLIC,DISREGARD HER RESPECT,coz for him,the thing that mattered to him,even more than his life was CHAKOR'S RESPECT,not even his survival,and he just touched her cheeks,caressing them lightly,in the most delicate nad tender manner,as if by feeling her this way,he was extracting some energy,to survive without food,for many more days to come...

Normal people gets their strength via consuming food,but for Suraj...ONLY CHAKOR,HER PRESENCE,HER COMPANY,HER FEEL WAS ENOUGH..!!!

And when he finally got his food,he wanted to celebrate it,WITH HER...that was the first ever moment when Suraj became romantic with Chakor...as he was just unable to keep his eyes off her,as in the cowshed,he arranged for a sweet romantic dinner date,because THE FEELING HE EXPERIENCES WITH HER,IS FAR BEYOND THE FEEL OF A FINE DINING RESTAURANT..

After so many days of struggle,he had got his,slight moment of happiness...AND IT WAS JUST INCOMPLETE FOR SURAJ,WITHOUT HER...

as all these days,he had been surviving just because Chakor was his resilience,his strength...If he was the heart,then she was its beats.

And then she came to him to apply ointment on his bruises,that he had suffered after a fight for clothes-and it was an amazing moment.

"It is DIFFICULT to know at what moment love begins,It is LESS DIFFICULT to know that it had begun...!"

Of all the love quotes I have heard or read ever from anywhere,the one that is my favorite is by Lord Tennyson-"Its better to have loved and lost,then never to have loved at all...!"

This particular quotation fascinates me in the most deep way,I heard this one when I was very young,around eleven or twelve,and over the years as I have grown up and matured,I have always encountered a more precise,more intense,more meaningful,analysis of the above written quote...

Actually,according to me why it is said so coz LOVE is the feeling that gives you an experience of a lifetime...on one side if there is a person who has travelled each and every place of the world,had read an entire library,and on the other side if there is another person who has simply fallen in love in the most pure way...I bet that the latter is the person,much more mature,much more learned...Love is that the hell of a ride,this particular feeling can give you the experience of both heaven and hell simultaneously,at one go...

In the same way,I got to see two different sides of same emotions in Suraj...for once he was saying to Chakor to leave him,and immediately after few minutes he was requesting her,Not to leave him alone...The guy was almost there,and then stopped at the ONE PARTICULAR WORD,,,,,,,,,,,,the p... word held such significance...If only the duffer could have spoken it,If only the dumbo could have understood it...IF ONLY HE COULD HAVE COMPLETED THE P WORD,,,,,,

At first,he was upset at losing the bout to Vivaan,not because he could'nt arrange clothes for himself,but because he could not prevent Vivaan from joining the evil force,he stood up for getting water and then tripped,then wifey dearest,as usual,as always standing by his side,held his hands and prevented him from falling...they had an eyelock,then he had the question which actually had no particular answer to,,,,,,"Tum kab tak yun hi hame sambhalte rahogi...?"

He asked this with so much innocence,that it completely melted me,then he suddenly realized that,no Chakor cant be with me as long as I stuck in here,she is not meant to be with me,suddenly he realizes that Chakor needs to think of herself,she was not supposed to be associated like a,"badnaam,ghatiya gunda"...she has to be away from him...he is so wrong that She should simply get away from him...he never wanted her to be here,once he wanted to destroy her fame completely,and today he wants her to fly...courtesy#-"tum azaad panchhi ho aur azaad hi rahogi..."

since from when these equations changed,he himself did'nt realised...

He so tenderly cupped her cheeks in her hands and asked her again the questions,the questions,to which perhaps he knows the answer to,but he wanted to know it FROM HER,why the hell she cares so much for him?...why not the damn she justs leaves him to think of her own?...THE MOST CONFUSED WE EVER GET IS WHEN WE TRY TO CONVINCE OUR HEADS OF SOMETHING OUR HEARTS KNOW IS A LIE...

but the girl is also a real player, instead of properly answering him,enough to satiate him,she ended up piling on the very same questions on himself only...making him recall the things he had done before.for HER,the things that had made herself feel so much special...MAKE A GIRL FEEL SPECIAL AND UNIQUE IN HER OWN PERCEPTION,AND MAN,SHE IS ALL YOURS...and Suraj unintentionally did that before only...and then she gives him the most lame reply,"Kyunki tum hamaari chinta karte ho..!"...is it that much?
And then comes the most heart warming dialogue,"Chakor,tumne hame jeet liya..!"

A man who was hard to win over,who openly claimed to be in love with just himself,who was supposed to be devoid of any kinda sentiments,Is so easily surrendering of his defeat,,,,,,,,,,so easily...

some days back,when drunk Chakor had said the 'alag ho jayenge' topic,how innocently he had asked her,"Kya hum sach mein alag ho jayenge"...the fact that one day they will be separated was such an issue of botheration for him,that it was hard for him to make peace with the fact that,one day they will be separated.And today this is not much a issue for him,coz somewhere he has the affirmation that,come whatever may,she would never leave him...

The affirmation that she would never leave him made him to utter the half p word,but he could'nt,he just could'nt...speak,he was himself unsure of his feelings for her,how could he sat that to her,what if she would leave him after hearing it...!

so instead he just said or rather requested her not to leave him ever...

Few minutes back he was saying her to leave him,for her own good and now for his own good,he wants her not to leave him ever...the fact that someday they would be separated is now not a matter of botheration anymore...love is like that only,it sometimes makes you even greedy,bringing out in you two different phases of the same emotions at one go...actually in this particular moment Suraj was CAUGHT BETWEEN WANTING TO LET HER GO,AND HOLDING ON TO WHAT THEY COULD BE...

all that Chakor does for him to fulfill his basic daily requirements has now become a reason for them to be together,and I bet,I bet if someone goes to Suraj and give him an offer that he would be freed forever,but after that he has to completely get away from Chakor...the guy will happily embrace slavery for his entire life,but separation from her SUCKS him...

The man had started questioning himself regarding her,and very soon that duffer will come to know what it really is...but at first he had to battle out his emotions...

"LOVE IS NOT THAT EASY AND IT NEVER WAS,NOR IT WILL EVER BE...!"

At last,he was given the final challenge to win over six mighty men over a kabaddi match,to win clothes for himself,he was left with no strength...and he once aging gave in,as he was no more interested in getting clothes for him...but as soon as he came to know that Chakor is fasting for him,and when the men hurted her,and humiliated his wife...THE LION WITHIN SURAJ RAJVANSHI WAS ONCE AGAIN ENRAGED...

And he jumped into the play ground,making it into a battlefield,roared and single-handedly took over the six mighty men,not for winning clothes for himself,but JUST FOR CHAKOR,HE COULD HAVE NEVER LET THOSE MEN WIN,WHO HAD HURT HIS WIFE,HIS CHAKOR...

and moreover,she was fasting for him,and he wanted to keep the respect of her fast...

as after winning clothes,having a bath,he surprised her with a visit,announcing it to everyone,"Chakor ka pati yahaan hai",and with eyes fixed on her,and a smile,he came and offered the puja along with her,and completed the rituals which was necessary to completed her puja and fast.

Then they both were given another death-defying task,which was a race against time,as both of their mothers were kept captive in different locations,and they could have saved only one,within the time limit...

they both at heart wanted to save their own mothers,but said to save the mothere of each other instead,as neither could bear to see each other in pain..but Suraj ruled out the decision,as he announced that they both will save Chakor's mother,...and at this point Suraj just moved me in tears...he was himself tearing inside,crying for his mother,as he could never be the good son to his mother,he could never fulfill his duties as her son,nor he could even meet her properly for the last time...but he was thinking about Chakor,coz if they both had let her mother die,then just how could he had bear to see her in pain,after her loss.

His own pain of losing his mother,did'nt really mattered to him,as the pain that Chakor would had felt,if she had lost her mother...

So Suraj kept his emotions aside,and gave priority to her feelings...as nothing in this world was MORE IMPORTANT FOR SURAJ THAN CHAKOR...

as when they misguided when Chakor's mother was assumed to be dead,and she was silent,not even crying...he hugged her tightly,to imbibe her within him,as if he was just trying to soak all her pain,all her miseries within himself,and not let a single drop of sadness surround her...

If she was experiencing the un-explainable pain of losing her mother,he joined her,not feeling any less than her...

And then came the moment when he was finally released...and he dedicated his freedom to her,as looking into her eyes,with so many unsaid emotions,hand in hand,he walked out of the cowshed...

TO BE CONTINUED...

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

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Posted: 7 years ago

And then came the moment when both had to be separated from each other...

As Sukor were put forth by a condition that they will have to be remain away from each other till the day of holi,so that villagers can celebrate the festival in full zeal...and,and Suraj agreed,for days she had been with him,day and night,through kith and kin,but little did he knew what this separation can make out of him..At first he without thinking twice,and any hesitation was very quick to agree the condition of bring separated...But as the donkey he is in matters of heart...If only he had known,how would it actually feels to be away from her,he would have never agreed to the condition...Their is a famous quote by Kahlil Girban,"AND EVEN HAS IT BEEN KNOWN THAT LOVE KNOWS NOT ITS OWN DEPTH UNTIL THE HOUR OF SEPARATION..."

Just as in the night Chakor had his jacket,by fortune,he had her photo with him...and the way he was looking at her,was oh so cute...Then his day started,at first he was unable to find a job for him,and was seen cursing himself..."Sharm kar Suraj,Chakor ke binaa tu kuch bhi nahi kar sakta"...but then his efforts were paid off,he got to baby sit three children,but then when they slipped from his hands,he could constantly think of only her,IF ONLY SHE WOULD HAD BEEN BY HIS SIDE LIKE ALWAYS,HE COULD HAVE FINISHED HIS TASK IN NO TIME...

And then finally,the eureka moment came for him he got to see her,and the surprisingly amazing smile that adorned his face at that moment,it said a lot OF HOW HE SOOTHINGLY BEAUTIFUL WAS THE ONE SIGHT THAT HE GOT A GLIMPSE OF HER,,,,

And later on the in the night the dumb idiot finally realized that 'it was his fault' only,he must not have agreed to the challenge...and his monologues only revealed ten percent of the uneasiness and storm,he was actually feeling inside..."Ab tumahaare bina,ek pal bhi rahaa nahi jaa rahaaa"...and this one is my fav,"Aisa lag rahaa hai jaise,jeene marne ka sawaal hai..."

If only he could have realized,what was actually tearing him inside..this one I had written in my last post as well,,,,He has body of iron,but heart of wax,give him tortures,he will withstand it,subject him to physically draining tasks,he will do it,,,,,BUT BEING AWAY FROM HER JUST SUCKS HIM...he is rendered useless...

The moment when they felt each other;s hands on both side of the wall,even unaware of the fact that the other one has also placed its hand on the wall...was a real,heart striking moment..."they have touched each other,hugged each other so many times,but sometimes a mere distant feeling of the beloved presence and touch seems be so soothing,so what,that even an entire day had not fully passed after the separation..."

and what to comment on the dream,it was so deep that if get to analyze it then an another long post would be dedicated to the dream itself...their tears,their expressions spoke volumes of the intensity they have for each other...

The separation had so much,I did'nt knew what will actually happen,when they get to meet each other once again...

I had written this one before also,but this moment is really crying for it,so here I am once again writing it...

"Koi DEEWANA sa kehta hai,toh koi PAAGAL samajhta hai...,

Magar DHARTI ki bechaini tih bas BAADAL samajhta hai...

Tu mujhse door kaise hai,main tujhse door kaise hoon...

Yeh TERA DIL samajhta hai,yeh MERA DIL samajhta hai."

and during this separation phase he realized his love,that was deep embedded within him,since days immemorial, and just as he thinks of telling her of his love,he had a nightmare...

That everything is very well sorted out in his life,his enemies are in their worth position,he has got back his house,his room,his place...but she is about to leave him,as the mission for which they had been together had already been accomplished...and now she was no more needed to be with her,and as soon as he expresses hi love,she leaves him away,,,,CHAKOR GOING AWAY FROM SURAJ,HIS WORST NIGHTMARE,HIS BIGGEST FEAR,HIS MOST DIFFICULT INSECURITY,and he just shoves off the feeling,as REALIZING HIS LOVE FOR HER OR EXPRESSING IT TO HER WAS NOT AS IMPORTANT THAN SHE BEING WITH HIM...

and finally he admits his love for her,through a rapid fire quiz by a young girl...and he finally he says it to himself.."I LOVE CHAKOR",the thing that he had already realized days ago,but never admitted it to himself even,the fact that was as true as God was finally on his lips from his heart..THAT SURAJ LOVES CHAKOR,a fact that no one deny or question..

And finally the D-Day came when they were about to meet after days of being separated,and he was just unable to feel himself composed,as he was just restless to meet her,she was his world...and he never allowed anyone to apply color to him nor he himself colored anyone,coz his holi,his festival,his happiness was only CHAKOR.,as he made special arrangement to color her,and even went on to the haveli in her quest...

And once again their happiness were overshadowed as his life was threatened to end,one more time,as he was deviously made to sit on a car whose brakes were failed...and he knew that his life was coming to a halt

And at his last moments,he got hold of a phone through which he contacted her...and there was tears in his eyes,for having the supposed last conversation with her...and he said as always in the most economical manner,things that could tear anyone,even in his last moment,he was living by the code of conduct of life which she had taught him to live,as he was ready to sacrifice his own life,for the sake of the villagers,it was she who had imbibed this feeling of selflessness within him,how could he had refused to live by those teachings,even in his last moment.

He asked forgiveness from her,for all the troubles he had ever inflicted upon her,and even requested her to forget him,as he was a very bad habit...he was so deeply inflicted with the pain of not death,but going away from her,that he could not speak anymore,and disconnected the phone,kissing it as if he could feel her through the object..."Main rahoon ya na rahoon,tum mujhme baaki rehna,mujhe neend jo aaye,,Bas itna hai tumse kehna.."

there was so much desperation in his attitude,so pain in his voice,so much helplessness in his eyes,and his heart was crying out loud,which he could have told her,how much he loved her,wish that fate had been a little lenient to him and given him just the last five min with her,so that he could have for once,just once hug her,kiss her,and tell her,"I LOVE YOU CHAKOR"...

When they finally met and he got to know that it was he who colored her first,and even she colored him first,he was happy like a child,for his wish was fulfilled...FOR HIS HOLI WAS CELEBRATED IN ITS TRUE SPIRITS..

When they had gone to a date on a fair...she left him and went away,he was angry at first,and even shouted that he will not wait for her,but he waited,he waited for hours,,,and when she finally arrived,he demanded a promise from her "that she will never leave him",[saying it time and again],just her presence near him,just her company MEANT LIFE TO SURAJ,the way he had always stressed on the fact of separation,or demanding from her,that she will never leave him,said it all,the intensity with which Suraj loves Chakor...

Nothing in this world is more heartfelt THAN A MAN WHO ADMITS,HE WANTS YOU,AND DOES ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING,HE CAN ,TO HAVE YOU AND KEEP YOU...

He comes to know that his own cousin brother had attacked and attempted to murder his wife,his Chakor,and as expected,he was furious,and went to vent his anger upon him,,which Chakor stopped him from doing so,and took him away from there...

H was breathing heavily,fuming in anger,when she accused him,that he never changed,he is still into brawls and fighting...and this thing,the line from her mouth that "he has'nt changed",left him fuming even more...as he with a deep sigh,said "Kab samjhogi hame Chakor"...this thing did hurted him,as he was changed,he is change from top to toe,he has also forgot what he used to be before,,,,just for her.

A WOMAN DOES NOT CHANGES A MAN,COZ SHE LOVES HIM...THE MAN CHANGES HIMSELF FOR THE WOMAN,COZ HE LOVES HER...

and Suraj had indeed changed himself inside out,just for her,but the fact that this change was not acknowledged by her,did hurt him.

She was to leave for Mumbai,for some work,and he was upset at her,for not remembering their anniversary...and he did'nt came to meet her,when she was leaving.

But after her car left away,he just could not hold himself back,for CATCHING A GLIMPSE OF HER FOR THE LAST TIME,AS IT WAS AS NECESSARY AS OXYGEN...[a dialogue from movie 'love aaj kal'..'hummchaahe kisi se bhi kitni baar mil lein,par jaane se pehle ek aakhri baar dekhna bohot zaroori hota hai']

just like that,meeting with Chakor for that one last time was very crucial for Suraj,as he ran incessantly behind her car,for catching up on her,and saying just one simple thing,"Take care of yourself Chakor"

as she left him,all alone,with him terribly missing her,day and night,completely lost,counting hours fro meeting her again.

An finally the moment came,when he decide to profess his love to her...in an elaborated dinner date that he had planned for her.

he was so much into her,as he noticed her eating carefree,or the rose petal stuck on to her hair...

and finally he said,he said it,as always in the most economical way,his lines were plain and simple,nothing special,but very aptly summed up his entire feeling of so many days...sitting on his knees,with a ring in hand

"That till date,he never feared anything,but now he feels fear,and he is scared,insecure of losing her,,,coz she was so good,that she could have easily got another person,thousand times much better than him but she had chosen him,and he cannot live without her,and he does not want her to leave him ever and go,and its not his selfishness behind it,coz she can find anyone,but if she leaves him..HE CAN NEVER GET ANOTHER CHAKOR"

he wanted to remarry her,as their marriage was never a proper one,and when she hugged him,there was tears in his eyes...WOMAN CAN CRY FOR THOSE WHO USED TO MAKE HER STRONG.MEN CAN ONLY CRY FOR THE ONE,WHO TRULY IS HIS WEAKNESS...

and no feeling in this world can as be grateful for a woman,then being some arrogant man's weakness,this way..which Chakor has the priority to her self...

and thus Suraj's love saga was fulfilled.as he carried her and twisted round,with all the happiness of the universe occupied in his twinkling,smiling eyes...as if his world was in his arms...and he nailed it with the most truthful line,"AAJ HUM PEHLI BAAR APNI MOHABBAT SE MILE HAIN...".

She was his past,she is his present,she is his future...ONLY SHE WAS,IS,AND ALWAYS BE THERE,AND SHE IS MRS.SURAJ RAJVANSHI,SURAJ'S CHAKOR...

Kya tujhe ab yeh dil bataaye...

Tumpe kitna mujhe pyar aaye..

Aasuon se likh doon main tujhko..

koi mere bin padh hi na paaye...

You rahoon chup,,,kuch bhi na boloon...

Barson lambi neendein soloon...

Jin aanknon mein,,,,tu rehta hai...

Sadiyon tak woh aankhen na kholoon..

MERE ANDAR KHUD KO BHAR DE...

MUJHKO KHUD SE KHAALI KAR DE...

Jis shaam tu na mile...woh shaam dhalti nahi...

Aadat si tu ban gayi hai...aadat badalti nahi..

Kya tujhe ab yeh dil bataaye,...

Tere bina kyun saans na aaye...

Haathon se girne lagi...har aarzoo,har dua...

Sajde se main uth gaya.,,,,jis pal tu mera hua...

Kya tujhe ab yeh dil bataaye...

Kyun tere baahon mein hi chain aaye...

This was the analysis of Suraj's love for Chakor.The sun who fell in for the free bird...

The ever arrogant man,who dedicated his attitude to this lady...

He has loved her the way no one can,he,himself,his body,his emotions,his feelings,his soul,his heartbeats...the every breath that he takes..everything belongs to only and only her.

For Chakor,its still two worlds,one for the everyone,one exclusively for Suraj...but for Suraj..it has always been only one world,one word..and thats CHAKOR.

Coz its hard to find a guy like this,who can love with all energies,with all guts,with all resources,with all his time,with all that he can have hold on,and even more than that...coz when a man,a MAN like him loves it this way,then its an EPIC.

and with only one,just one demand...NEVER LEAVE ME.

He found her,when she was lost...

He does'nt BULLIES her-He TREASURES her

He does'nt HURTS her-He PROTECTS her

He does'nt BELITTLE her-He RESPECTS her.

He does'nt HUMILIATES her-He TAKES CARE OF her

He never TRYS TO CHANGE her-He GUIDES her

he did'nt demanded any submission...BUT HE HAS IT COMPLETELY FROM HER...

BEACUSE,YES...SURAJ RAJVANSHI WAS NEVER WORTH OF THIS CHAKOR,BUT HE HAS EARNED HER WITH HIS PURE LOVE...

love is like that only,coz the innocent pure heart,really,really does not knows ANY OTHER WAY...

-RABIA

COMPLETED

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Eatifi

@Eatifi

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Posted: 7 years ago

Hey guys...its completed finally...😃

and a very big waala sorry for taking it sooo long for completing Suraj's love for Chakor,but I had various reasons for taking so much time...😳

forum is a little inactive,as to many the show is seeming to be boring,so I hope you all feel some excitement after reading this one...😳

as said,this is my personal most fav part of the series😳...but a very big apology for making this one sooo long😛,but believe me guys,I could not help it,I only wrote,what I felt❤️...so bear with me,coz reading this one is going to take a lot of your time...😳

And for all those reading,this is one special request-😊

everyone better know it,that I am a self confessed ardent Suraj fan,but this analysis,I had started writing,as a true Sukorian,so I would be highly obliged,to those reading if you answer one question of mine...😳

DID YOU FELT THAT THIS PART WAS BIASED???.😕..

I had written about Chakor's love for Suraj in part VI of this series,so its very necessary for me to know,that if I was able to do justice to both of their love,and not be biased towards Suraj.

Coz I really dont want to be partial as a writer,and only the readers can answer me...😳

Thank you.😃

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sumsukor

@sumsukor

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Posted: 7 years ago

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Wowowowow

What an analysis Rabia

I just have no words only tears in my eyes

Can anyone be better in the way you analysed SUKOR's love (i have not read your earlier analysis can you send me link or tell me where it is? as being late entrant I guess i did not drench in that)

your analysis when I connect with the recent episodes just tears are flowing. and am unable to control yaar.

I know SURAJ is CHAKORs and so is CHAKOR is SURAJ but tell you girl your love for Suraj is amazing...

loved the poems you write and just amazed.

What has he undergone from what he was but the fact true is that even in his grey days I feel after your analysis that in his subconsicous mind or his heart though was flirting was yearning for someone like that his inner self has never let others to hurt her.

Just cannot explain more of my feelings.

While SUKOR complement each other and though Chakor is a free bird, independent and wants to fly and soar high but she too at the base of her heart has been yearning for this control as when SR gets into his mode and his mere touch and gaze makes her completely weak and she likes it..

lovely lovely

Just that I was totally miffed off after the last episode that I just could not get out of it.

Your analysis can be written down as a beautiful white paper.

With your permission I would like to read your earlier analysis from the beginning please.

God bless you dear.

The way you love SUKOR i am sure nobody can!!!