First of all...what a flawless acting by Meera in the 1st half of the episode. Girl you just NAILED it!! I repeat YOU JUST NAILED IT!!
THIS was BY FAR the most emotional scene for me from whichever episodes I have seen of Udaan. Chakor's pain and agony of not being the first priority in anyone's life was so so so well emoted by Meera that I couldn't help but cry. Believe me or not, I cried during the ENTIRE 1st half of the episode.
My favorite moment, though a sadistic one but I really loved it, when Chakor said " ek waqt thaa, jab vivaan aur tum dono Imli se pyaar karte the..karte the na? Tab..tab hum kahaan the Suraj?". I just burst out crying at this point, my heart went out for the girl who loved unconditionally but got nothing in return rather got replaced by her own sister. "Vivaan ne Imli ko humaari jagah de di" how painfully and beautifully she said it.
All the pain and hurt have made her believe that she cannot be anyone's Ms Right, that she can't be a good wife or a good daughter-in-law. I really really hope Suraj brings back that faith in her that if other sidhi-saadhi girls are gold, then she is the DIAMOND. That there is no comparison between her and the other girls or Imli because their persona can never match her's. That her desire for udaan won't ever come in between her and her LOVE.
Also a line said by Suraj touched my heart. Something like "vivaan ko lagta hei usne Imli ko paaya hei, par use nahi pata usne tumhe khoya hei". I loved this line though I don't remember it properly.
The entire scene of chakor's breakdown was enhanced by a soothing BGM. It really helped to connect more to the scene. The Sukor BGM was also nice(though I still can't remember of which song it was). All in all, a very poignant and emotional episode with brilliant performances. Today I saw Nami Di and Aradhana's post regarding why Chakor needs Suraj. Until then I agreed to it but after watching the episode I BELIEVE that YES, Chakor needs Suraj.
P.S: This post became much longer than I had intended. Sorry for that.
--Pari--