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There was a time When I used to think that I can achieve anything...I can do anything I want and my biggest strength was me...but then time changes and a time came when I had hit the rock bottom and who won't with that kind of life.
I wasn't weak and so I took every storm of life as it is without bothering what it took away from me. ...But in my heart I grew colder each day...so much so dat I have minimum feelings left and most of it is Pain and fear.
Pain given by own people and Fear of Losing myself in this dark world...
this is what the life of Suraj Rajvanshi is.
The day I got to know that my own father wanted to kill me had broken the last ray of little hope inside me.
Now I was more broken than ever...though he had always broken n shattered my faith since childhood.
The day he married another woman n left my mom to the mercy of fate... I was broken I wanted to shout but who wud have heard me ? And so I kept silent.
My fate was changed with cruelty of these people and so the best step I cud take was to become cruel for this cruel world.
I started being rough from outside to show that the world is in my fists and I can play with people.
How and when I started hitting rock bottom was beyond my thoughts...Was it because of Imli ?Was it because My own father tried to kill me?
I no longer had any idea where life was going.
But Now Somehow I feel calm.
As if all the storm will be silenced by that one voice...which whispers in my heart to live.
Chakor is always there to save me...not from disasters but also from being lost in this dark world.
Sometimes a person needs someone who can be his pillar of strength and I find it sometimes in her.
Somehow I feel like fighting for right against all wrong.
-Suraj
TO BE CONTINUED...
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AShi
I wasn't weak and so I took every storm of life as it is without bothering what it took away from me. ...But in my heart I grew colder each day...so much so dat I have minimum feelings left and most of it is Pain and fear.
Pain given by own people and Fear of Losing myself in this dark world...
this is what the life of Suraj Rajvanshi is.
The day I got to know that my own father wanted to kill me had broken the last ray of little hope inside me.
Now I was more broken than ever...though he had always broken n shattered my faith since childhood.
The day he married another woman n left my mom to the mercy of fate... I was broken I wanted to shout but who wud have heard me ? And so I kept silent.
My fate was changed with cruelty of these people and so the best step I cud take was to become cruel for this cruel world.
I started being rough from outside to show that the world is in my fists and I can play with people.
How and when I started hitting rock bottom was beyond my thoughts...Was it because of Imli ?Was it because My own father tried to kill me?
I no longer had any idea where life was going.
But Now Somehow I feel calm.
As if all the storm will be silenced by that one voice...which whispers in my heart to live.
Chakor is always there to save me...not from disasters but also from being lost in this dark world.
Sometimes a person needs someone who can be his pillar of strength and I find it sometimes in her.
Somehow I feel like fighting for right against all wrong.
-Suraj
TO BE CONTINUED...
HOPE U ENJOYED READING
DO SHARE UR FEEDBACKS
AShi
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