thanks to all my forum freinds,
i was touched by the concern you all felt for me. i am fine now & thankfully there is nothing serious.
the reason i mentioned about my condition that night was not to gain any kind of attention but i had a message behind it. i agree with all of you that its just a serial something ficticiouse & ashish &chavi r doing their jobs etc. but the point that i want to make is that after the whole day of work pressure, going through rough times, frustrations, ups & downs of life, one seeks refuge in sources of entertainment expecting to watch some thing that would releave u from all the tensions & make you feel better. if you watch some thing turning good on TV you feel recharged. its like u forget ur problems and for sometime think that yes life is worth living because we can hope good things can happen to us too.
i don't know if i am able to make myself clear. For eg, from past 4 years i only used to watch 'Full house' on Zee english (cafe), during this period i was going through certain family problems, but when i used to watch that serial i could assure myself that one day my family would be like this and after alot of efforts it has reached some where around it.
before i started watching TD i never belived that a person who has principle, works hard and always takes the path of truth can ever acheive the right results of his/her efforts. so when i started watching TD i felt that probbly this is not true, but now the way things are going in the story my theory seems to be coming true.
the stroke that i had was not only because of serial i personnally am also going through avery stressful stage and i used to take refuge either in my excercise classes (which unfortunatly i 've been missing from somedays) or in this particular serial, so that day the pressure of evry thing came onto me together with the TD episode acting as the last brike of the wall.
it is not only us who has to understand that these things r make belive its for the producers also to undertand that it good to creat excitment not to the extent that they become in tolerable.
i wuld once more thank u all for being so supportive.
love u all😉
rang