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Hey there all the lovely people!!
Me is back with another fanfic ... it's as weird as it can get. This just came up to my mind and appeared on screen. Please bear my nonsense.
OS : Decided
Kanak counted the last notes and smiled at the amount she had saved in the last six months, it was more than enough. She stood up and crossed another month from the little table calendar on her table... six months she had been divorced...months without Uma, without hearing his voice, she didn't want to give up their relationship but he didn't fight for her, he just announced divorce and her family was more than happy to have her back... Vansh bhaiya bartered her freedom by holding Saras hostage. Uma gave Kanak up not for his sister, but he just gave her up.. he had said he had no place in his heart, he didn't love her and that was it. He didn't justify or reason his action nothing more ever came out of his mouth, his eyes had steeled and with a snap of fingers his signature on the papers and with all the proceedings done with, Kanak was divorced as suddenly as she was married to Uma... she looked at the dates, the days that had passed, the minutes that went away since she had come back to her family - she was brought back to her family, she corrected her thoughts.
Her family was as guilty as Uma, he didn't want her and they didn't object.. they didn't listen to her wishes/demands, her will to fight for him, to him. To talk to him, to have a closure of some kind, but they didn't listen nor did Uma ever turn to look while she was stuffed in the car. She had looked at him from the window, looking for his face one last time but he never turned.
On the ride back from Ladno to Pushkar a deadly silence fell over Kanak, she didn't even speak for a month and everyone assumed it to be the PTSD, they let her be... they gave her everything she hadn't asked for, but she didn't take anything. For in that ride back she had decided what she was to do, she had to do. She started working in Kanak mishthan bhandar, took personal orders for sweet delivery and earned money.
Kanak pulled out a duffel bag she has had prepared for months, she kept the money, picture of her family and zipped it up.
She wrote a short note and left through the front door, in the dead of the night.
Bhabho came to her room, and called out to Kanak, but Kanak wasn't in her place, her bed neatly made up, her room clean. Bhabho knew something had happened. She called out to Vansh ved and others, everyone came and asked what's happening. "Kanak is not home Bhabho said sitting down on the bed... while a lighten struck VedAansh. Vansh shuffled through her things and the note escaped. "This can't be true Vansh said screaming. Ved read it next and everyone else one after the other... "This is not true, Uma might have done something, he would have forced her to write this Vansh ripped through the silence that had fell, jolting everyone out of the shock. "I won't leave him he dashed out threatening to kill Uma while ved followed him to calm down.
The door knocker was being ravaged when Uma opened the door furiously "what is this insanity he asked opening the door and stilled seeing Vansh at his doorstep. Vansh without wasting a second grabbed his collar and asked "where is Kanak? "What have you done to her?
Uma froze at his question, his mind numb, his body lifeless as Vansh throttled him and pushed him to go inside, Vansh screamed "Kanak as he went in all directions calling out for his sister. Everyone gathered at the fiasco.. shiv held his hand and said "Kanak bhabhisa is not here bhaiya Vansh looked at him and Ved placed his hand on his shoulder asking him to come, Kanak wasn't here.
Ved dragged him out, they walked a few steps Vansh fell on his knees, burying his face in his hands, crying for what had happened, a piece of paper fell out of his pocket as Ved pulled a handkerchief. The brothers left bereft and in sorrow as Uma cake where they had broken down... his mind still reeling with the information that Kanak was missing, he bent and picked the paper and read
To everyone who decided for me -
I have thought about this for a very long time, I don't blame you Bhabho but all those years of hatred made me crave for love, it made me blind to all the hurt and pain, for I believed I could one day have the love I always wanted. Uma married me without my permission... he made me a part of his life without my consent.. he crept into my heart without asking, he consumed my entire being and I couldn't do a thing about it. I don't regret anything, for I loved him and would always do. I love him for everything that he is, with all his flaws because that is my choice to accept him as he is. But he didn't want me, he gave me up, he didn't explain he just wanted me out, he never turned to say goodbye... I am not a toy he could bring n throw at his whims... he was a stone who hurt me... but Vansh bhaiya was my own blood, why did he not ask me my wishes... why didn't the Rathi family, question my wants, they never asked me to express myself... Vedansh bhaiya brought me back and everyone pretended that everything would be fine one morning. Everyone looked for my betterment, I might sound ungrateful but I didn't ask them to look out for me. While they watched my back, Vansh bhaiya tried playing God and ruined Saras. Vansh bhaiya and Uma are no different. Today I am leaving everyone behind, all those people who decided for me.. now I have decided for myself... I am going away with my own free will, someplace where I can be myself and decide for myself. Don't look for me, for I don't wish to be found by tyrants.
Nobody's Kanak.
Tears that had frozen in his heart rolled down his face, he had been rigid straight for so long that now he fell down hunched howling in pain. He ruined everything... Kanak was his, he let her go - he threw her away but today he lost her to nobody...
Rocks and chappals are always welcome š¤
I know this is just insanity. My apologies in advance.
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
