10/08 Episode Discussion!!

Hey there all the lovely people!!
Me is back with the episode discussion... but it's a damn good one, do watch it as no words can do justice to the impact of the episode.


Milton once said "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder" it was a heartbreakingly beautiful episode today.
I am actually at loss on what to say, describe or write, my hands tremble and heart fills up, that the intensity of truth is what makes a human vulnerable. Shaking to the core, shivering anxious in fear yet coming out of that phase.

Kanak listens to Uma's words very carefully, for it's the ignorant who learns the most... it was their first meeting in which they hadn't met face to face, but Kanak heard him say "rambha" - one who entertains the husband. Kanak held on to that lesson and did that today. She danced for him, although she meant it as provocative entertainment -she looked like an amateur, which is a good sign. It's not the art which is amateur but the intention she is doing it with. The intensity of the scene where Uma lifts her, lies her on the bed, and removes her jewelry step by step - seemed too good to be true, but alas it wasn't a dream. Uma pushes till the end, inquiring if she agrees to get physical with him. But Kanak for once in her life stayed true to herself, " I am not your dasi, lakshmi, dhaitri, mantri, I am not your Rambha ... I am Kanak " was the most amazing words that came out of Kanak's mouth. That strong woman who was in there but was shrouded in childishness and senselessness. The impact of her words might have broken Uma but more than that they were her saving grace--it was till the edge they both were pushed but it was truth that saved them both. Kanak won the rambha task, but in her truth their relationship lost... uma is determined to not let go. -- the best part today was the silence with Uma, the way he just kept the weight on her side of scale and went to get dressed. He came out and just went to bed. He turned his eyes away from a duppata less Kanak, but I hoped he would drape her duppata around her, somehow showing her that he didn't want that stuff either, not yet. -- that heavy feeling in his chest, where he has nothing to say or do, one just wants to close the eyes and sleep, as the process of being broken is exhausting, as no matter what one does, it just doesn't seem enough.

Although I wouldn't want to destroy the beauty of the episode by mentioning Palomi and suman, but it's worth a lesson that one cannot make the paradise of ones love on the ashes of other people's relationship. Kanak and Uma have married, be it a happy, rocky or forced marriage, whether they both accept each other or not, it's nobody's right of have expectations from the ruins of that relationship. It's actually weird to have hopes of Kanak and Uma's marriage to break so that Palomi would get to be US' dil ki Rani. When asked from suman that Kanak is goood to her yet she helps Palomi, to that suman very easily replies that "Kanak be it good or bad, is all for her selfish need" --- is this the reality, that it's understandable that Kanak has an underlying motive, but does that mean everything she does is about her selfish need. Is suman a better judge about who is better for Uma, who loves him more and who he deserves?? Why is suman soo overreaching her age. Palomi is a foolish woman, who although broken is treading on a path which is not love, but self destruction.

Originally posted by: blueflames

Hey there all the lovely people!!
Me is back with the episode discussion... but it's a damn good one, do watch it as no words can do justice to the impact of the episode.


Milton once said "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder" it was a heartbreakingly beautiful episode today.
I am actually at loss on what to say, describe or write, my hands tremble and heart fills up, that the intensity of truth is what makes a human vulnerable. Shaking to the core, shivering anxious in fear yet coming out of that phase.

Kanak listens to Uma's words very carefully, for it's the ignorant who learns the most... it was their first meeting in which they hadn't met face to face, but Kanak heard him say "rambha" - one who entertains the husband. Kanak held on to that lesson and did that today. She danced for him, although she meant it as provocative entertainment -she looked like an amateur, which is a good sign. It's not the art which is amateur but the intention she is doing it with. The intensity of the scene where Uma lifts her, lies her on the bed, and removes her jewelry step by step - seemed too good to be true, but alas it wasn't a dream. Uma pushes till the end, inquiring if she agrees to get physical with him. But Kanak for once in her life stayed true to herself, " I am not your dasi, lakshmi, dhaitri, mantri, I am not your Rambha ... I am Kanak " was the most amazing words that came out of Kanak's mouth. That strong woman who was in there but was shrouded in childishness and senselessness. The impact of her words might have broken Uma but more than that they were her saving grace--it was till the edge they both were pushed but it was truth that saved them both. Kanak won the rambha task, but in her truth their relationship lost... uma is determined to not let go. -- the best part today was the silence with Uma, the way he just kept the weight on her side of scale and went to get dressed. He came out and just went to bed. He turned his eyes away from a duppata less Kanak, but I hoped he would drape her duppata around her, somehow showing her that he didn't want that stuff either, not yet. -- that heavy feeling in his chest, where he has nothing to say or do, one just wants to close the eyes and sleep, as the process of being broken is exhausting, as no matter what one does, it just doesn't seem enough.

Although I wouldn't want to destroy the beauty of the episode by mentioning Palomi and suman, but it's worth a lesson that one cannot make the paradise of ones love on the ashes of other people's relationship. Kanak and Uma have married, be it a happy, rocky or forced marriage, whether they both accept each other or not, it's nobody's right of have expectations from the ruins of that relationship. It's actually weird to have hopes of Kanak and Uma's marriage to break so that Palomi would get to be US' dil ki Rani. When asked from suman that Kanak is goood to her yet she helps Palomi, to that suman very easily replies that "Kanak be it good or bad, is all for her selfish need" --- is this the reality, that it's understandable that Kanak has an underlying motive, but does that mean everything she does is about her selfish need. Is suman a better judge about who is better for Uma, who loves him more and who he deserves?? Why is suman soo overreaching her age. Palomi is a foolish woman, who although broken is treading on a path which is not love, but self destruction.

yayyy superb analysis as always blue . . Loved it and the highly sensuous and equally heart breaking episode .

Hey blue!!! Beautifully written. I agree, Suman is acting way over her age. But there was one thing that made me question Payal today. Is she going around and telling everyone the real identity of Kanak and what she is up to ? Isn't this going to reach maasisa ? How did Suman hear it ?

Very nicely written blu. Haven't watched the epi yet but excited to watch hearing such amazing words from everyone for the epi.

Originally posted by: Star_Wonder

Hey blue!!! Beautifully written. I agree, Suman is acting way over her age. But there was one thing that made me question Payal today. Is she going around and telling everyone the real identity of Kanak and what she is up to ? Isn't this going to reach maasisa ? How did Suman hear it ?

Overall, I am glad that Kanak retained her self respect but also passed the rambha test by following Uma word by word literally.

Hey there Star

I think Payal only told Uma about Kanak and her truth. But suman must have eavesdropped on her conversation wth either her mother or Uma, she only knows Kanak has an underlying motive for which she is cheating Uma... what when and how is not known to her.

I myself watched with bated breath that how would Kanak hold on to herself and get done with the task with her honor intact.. it wasn't about Kanak alone, but Uma too, how he wanted her to pass the agni pareeksha. They both were desperate and both have won, their relationship might have lost, but small defeats are an ongoing process towards winning bigger wars.

Originally posted by: zaisha1

Very nicely written blu. Haven't watched the epi yet but excited to watch hearing such amazing words from everyone for the epi.

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I would like your views after you have watched the episode.

great analysis..👍🏼..

Hey blue, u r awesome writer, narrator...!! Today's episode was awesome...we feel their pain...!! I was heartbroken when kanak said I am not ur dasi, dharitri, rambha... I am kanak...avi's eye's speaks a lot & expression were awesome ...

I guess I could not stop myself...I skipped the dance part...not my cup of tea...finally the K I was looking for came out...that we were shown came forward...she won the test but put a huge dent in the relationship...interesting...I guess the next phase is trying to prove even though our preachings are poles apart we have the same beliefs and our intentions are the same...

For Uma, she is what he hoped for, she answered his question from yesterday, so he did not have to burn her.

P and S..not sure what to make of them...what does S get...does she have her own motive?

Originally posted by: deeps07

great analysis..👍🏼..

suman is an idiot..nothing less nothing more..wonder how will uma feel when he knows sumans way of thinking and her actions..if atbthe age of 14 this is her thought process..what would she be like at 22..kanak is way more knowledgeble than suman ifvthats the case..

and palomi..uma.has become her junoon..and whatever she does..if she does anything for getting uma..she is only gonnu lose..by the way she behaves..it seems she will.learn it the hard way..

uma is heartbroken to.know that kanak never accepted their marriage..but atleast he is satisfied that his intution and her character had no flaws..all other issues could be solved...love has to be earned after all..😳..i loved it when kanak said she is not dasi..manthri..etc..and she is neither his rambha ..it was like perfect to the point..kanak looked very powerful and strong in that scene..👏

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Suman is that one annoying character every house has to have, one sister in law that has no apparent issue but has issues nonetheless with everything. She saved Palomi from the disaster that she was about to bring on herself, why did Palomi plan, dance seduce and consummate in ghunghat-- live the night of passion with US... then what. Today it was about that night then it would be everyday.
What does she think of US, she insults his entire being by having such ideas. She calls him her idol, herGod and she has plans of adharm with him. Is he Freaking ** blind or what???

Initially it was just infatuation with such a 'superior' being, but now it's just an obsession/junoon as you said. , he was mine mine mine, doesn't make him yours.

Indeed he is broken, but in that loss also he has won, his faith won, his prayer won. It hurts to know face on that she never trusted him to be truthful to him, hell its unbearable to even imagine that, but then atleast she remained true to herself. That even if she did all this for a shop, she didn't cross the line of her maryada.
His fight for Kanak has just begun and it's a very very long way to go. These minor sbacks will happen, but things will be better some day.
absolutely loved Kanak in that scene, that dialogue was fan-Freaking-Tastic and Avinesh and Rhea have out done themselves in that scene.